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The Dirty Heroes Collection #2
Finding His Strength
Captured and forced to marry Henrik, Megara vows never to forget his monstrous behavior... but her hatred for her husband doesn't weaken her attraction to him.
Henrik chases his legacy with the ferocity and strength worthy of a God. He will not be deterred, and he will not fail. Nothing will stand in his way. Not even a wife.
But Henrik's strength can not keep Megara's beautiful soul from seeping into his heart. A choice is coming, between everything he ever wanted and the one thing he didn't know he needed.
Henrik chases his legacy with the ferocity and strength worthy of a God. He will not be deterred, and he will not fail. Nothing will stand in his way. Not even a wife.
But Henrik's strength can not keep Megara's beautiful soul from seeping into his heart. A choice is coming, between everything he ever wanted and the one thing he didn't know he needed.
240 pages, Kindle Edition
First published April 20, 2020
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August 10, 2020
3.5 STARS!
Beware of a serious trigger:
Plot in a nutshell: the above quote says it all when combined with the spoiler.
There was a lot of shock factor to the Hero's actions in Finding His Strength . . . shock factor just for the sake of the shock factor. It's too bad the author didn't take the time to explore the repercussions/consequences of the events; the heroine just kind of let things go without much of a reaction.
HOWEVER, this book gave me a firm kick in the ass and saved me from a potential reading slump, so I'm rounding up. 🤗
Because there were positives . . .
She would not pretend for his sake or hers their marriage was anything other than a business arrangement among thieves.Overall, this was a very decent short, dark, smutty read . . . one that's sparked the eternal question in me here on GR: to round up or down? 😂
Beware of a serious trigger:
Plot in a nutshell: the above quote says it all when combined with the spoiler.
There was a lot of shock factor to the Hero's actions in Finding His Strength . . . shock factor just for the sake of the shock factor. It's too bad the author didn't take the time to explore the repercussions/consequences of the events; the heroine just kind of let things go without much of a reaction.
HOWEVER, this book gave me a firm kick in the ass and saved me from a potential reading slump, so I'm rounding up. 🤗
Because there were positives . . .
==> arranged mafia marriage trope. . . and I think they outweighed the negatives . . .
==> unapologetic alpha hero
==> not a complete doormat heroine
==> very decent writing
==> HOT sex
==> lacking in emotional depthI'm enjoying the series, so I'll definitely check out the next one. Happy reading!
==> said lack meant less connection
==> consequences being played down
May 15, 2020
A hot and steamy re-telling of greek mythology.
Other than watching Jason and the Argonauts, I don't have much knowledge of greek mythology. However this was clearly based on some of the myths and legends of old. My lack of knowledge didn't affect my ability to enjoy the story as clever world building filled in any knowledge gaps.
Rather than gods and goddesses, the individuals in this story are the members of several crime syndicate families. The plot was engaging and the pace moved things along nicely, so that my attention never wavered. Both main characters were written with dimension and depth and, despite being very different, seemed to fit together perfectly. There were some great darker moments in the book too.
Megara was strong and determined, picking her battles wisely and making the best of a situation where she had very little control. I very much liked her, and could believe in how her gentle and sweet nature would impact on Henrik. My first impression of Henrik was that he was a complete and utter **** . There was very little to like about this arrogant, egotistical and self-centred individual at first. Thankfully he did make amends, including knowing when he was in the wrong and needed to apologise. He definitely went through the most growth in the story, totally fulfilling the fantasy we all have of taming the bad boy!
Whilst I very much enjoyed the story, there were two aspects that prevented it from hitting the full 5 stars for me. First was the speed with which Megara went from hating and fearing Henrik to not being able to get enough of him. Given the non-con scene and I couldn't quite believe that by the next night she was all up for lots of bedroom shenanigans with him.
The other was how Henrick went from menacing bully to swooning suitor in the blink of an eye. Given that pair aren't even together 24/7 in those first few days it was too quick for me personally. I'm just not a fan of insa-love so I personally needed just a little more time of them building a connection, developing a bond. A time frame of a few weeks would have made all the difference, allowed me to believe in the D/s relationship that was emerging.
Despite how it might sound, they were two minor issues that I overcame fairly quickly, allowing me to really enjoy what is a well written story. The amazing mix of steam, intrigue, politics, kink and power battles add up to make a really good read.
Other than watching Jason and the Argonauts, I don't have much knowledge of greek mythology. However this was clearly based on some of the myths and legends of old. My lack of knowledge didn't affect my ability to enjoy the story as clever world building filled in any knowledge gaps.
Rather than gods and goddesses, the individuals in this story are the members of several crime syndicate families. The plot was engaging and the pace moved things along nicely, so that my attention never wavered. Both main characters were written with dimension and depth and, despite being very different, seemed to fit together perfectly. There were some great darker moments in the book too.
Megara was strong and determined, picking her battles wisely and making the best of a situation where she had very little control. I very much liked her, and could believe in how her gentle and sweet nature would impact on Henrik. My first impression of Henrik was that he was a complete and utter **** . There was very little to like about this arrogant, egotistical and self-centred individual at first. Thankfully he did make amends, including knowing when he was in the wrong and needed to apologise. He definitely went through the most growth in the story, totally fulfilling the fantasy we all have of taming the bad boy!
Whilst I very much enjoyed the story, there were two aspects that prevented it from hitting the full 5 stars for me. First was the speed with which Megara went from hating and fearing Henrik to not being able to get enough of him. Given the non-con scene and I couldn't quite believe that by the next night she was all up for lots of bedroom shenanigans with him.
The other was how Henrick went from menacing bully to swooning suitor in the blink of an eye. Given that pair aren't even together 24/7 in those first few days it was too quick for me personally. I'm just not a fan of insa-love so I personally needed just a little more time of them building a connection, developing a bond. A time frame of a few weeks would have made all the difference, allowed me to believe in the D/s relationship that was emerging.
Despite how it might sound, they were two minor issues that I overcame fairly quickly, allowing me to really enjoy what is a well written story. The amazing mix of steam, intrigue, politics, kink and power battles add up to make a really good read.
March 20, 2023
Megara is forced to marry Henrik after the latter purposely kills Megara’s cousin while having sex with her. Sure, there was a political reason for the death, but like…for real?
Henrik demanded obedience from Megara while treating her (and other women) poorly. I’m sure other readers would like how controlling and dominant he is, but I did not. His “softness” was just bare-minimum respect (e.g. allowing his wife to follow her dreams).
I know it was the point of the novel, but to have this hard-headed, independent, stubborn man willingly live in his father’s shadow did not track. I already didn’t like him, but for him to permit the trafficking of women under his watch really solidified my hatred. Henrick realized it was wrong not because of his own honorability (which he insists he has), but because of his wife’s. If you’re going to do shitty things, own it. Trying to justify or quantify it just made him look flimsy, unaware, and weak.
When he finally stood up to his father, it mattered little because his uncle had already done everything for him. Had his uncle and brother hadn’t forced him to diverge from his father, Henrick never would’ve of his own volition. He’s a cowardly character who shows his “strength” by dominating (abusing, actually) his wife. Granted, he realized he was being weak toward the end, but it was too little too late to redeem him.
Megara fought hard—her initial resistance against him was valiant and admirable—but unfortunately, she has succumbed to Stockholm syndrome. Her character was strong, and I did like her. It’s truly a shame she was matched with someone who doesn’t respect her.
POV: dual, third
Spice Level: 5/5
Rating: 1.5/5
Henrik demanded obedience from Megara while treating her (and other women) poorly. I’m sure other readers would like how controlling and dominant he is, but I did not. His “softness” was just bare-minimum respect (e.g. allowing his wife to follow her dreams).
I know it was the point of the novel, but to have this hard-headed, independent, stubborn man willingly live in his father’s shadow did not track. I already didn’t like him, but for him to permit the trafficking of women under his watch really solidified my hatred. Henrick realized it was wrong not because of his own honorability (which he insists he has), but because of his wife’s. If you’re going to do shitty things, own it. Trying to justify or quantify it just made him look flimsy, unaware, and weak.
When he finally stood up to his father, it mattered little because his uncle had already done everything for him. Had his uncle and brother hadn’t forced him to diverge from his father, Henrick never would’ve of his own volition. He’s a cowardly character who shows his “strength” by dominating (abusing, actually) his wife. Granted, he realized he was being weak toward the end, but it was too little too late to redeem him.
Megara fought hard—her initial resistance against him was valiant and admirable—but unfortunately, she has succumbed to Stockholm syndrome. Her character was strong, and I did like her. It’s truly a shame she was matched with someone who doesn’t respect her.
POV: dual, third
Spice Level: 5/5
Rating: 1.5/5
April 20, 2020
I read the first story in this series and i read maybe one Measha stone book so i thought ill give her new book a try.. and well...
I had a rough time rating this book because well some things. But before i get into that this was a darkish mafia type read.. families betrayal between families.. if you like gods and godesses.. maybe youll enjoy this.. also i wrote belong all the triggers.. so lets start..
My dislike for the book was reading in chapter 1 Henrik fuck/kill someone.. and that someone was Megera cousin who betrayed the family.. (even if meg didnt like her) and another thing I didn't enjoy was the night before the wedding technically henrik raped Megera.. she said no she fought back.. so yeah.. not my taste i would have stopped but i skimmed some of the stuff... also took me awhile to warm up to Henrik after that.. was he redeemed during the story he had his moments of a nice guy but then he went back to assholeish..then back to nice was very back and forth... but in my eyes he wasnt redeemed... but he did change alittle.. big points he was faithful...I did enjoy Meg more even if she gave into Henrik after their marragie..but she did fight Henrik alot so points for that kinda glad she still was cooking and trying to find hope in this deal.
Low angst, no ow/om drama, no cheating, slight secondary charas, drama, Sexy times, virgin gal and was sorta a manwhore
Recommend- ehh
Cover-⭐⭐⭐
Sorta instalove/lust-hate
Push away from h
Dub and non-con turned consent
Non-con Punishments/discipline
Dom/sub undertons
Tiny anal play
Bdsmish
Violence
No condom
Hea
I had a rough time rating this book because well some things. But before i get into that this was a darkish mafia type read.. families betrayal between families.. if you like gods and godesses.. maybe youll enjoy this.. also i wrote belong all the triggers.. so lets start..
My dislike for the book was reading in chapter 1 Henrik fuck/kill someone.. and that someone was Megera cousin who betrayed the family.. (even if meg didnt like her) and another thing I didn't enjoy was the night before the wedding technically henrik raped Megera.. she said no she fought back.. so yeah.. not my taste i would have stopped but i skimmed some of the stuff... also took me awhile to warm up to Henrik after that.. was he redeemed during the story he had his moments of a nice guy but then he went back to assholeish..then back to nice was very back and forth... but in my eyes he wasnt redeemed... but he did change alittle.. big points he was faithful...I did enjoy Meg more even if she gave into Henrik after their marragie..but she did fight Henrik alot so points for that kinda glad she still was cooking and trying to find hope in this deal.
Low angst, no ow/om drama, no cheating, slight secondary charas, drama, Sexy times, virgin gal and was sorta a manwhore
Recommend- ehh
Cover-⭐⭐⭐
Sorta instalove/lust-hate
Push away from h
Dub and non-con turned consent
Non-con Punishments/discipline
Dom/sub undertons
Tiny anal play
Bdsmish
Violence
No condom
Hea
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
May 21, 2020
2 Stars / 4 Steam Fans
Finding His Strength was a straight dumpster fire, and that means a lot coming from my dark heart. There are a lot of things that I can handle in my dark romances; however, this book has a straight-out RAPE as part of the storyline. NOPE, NOPE, N.O.P.E!! Finding His Strength is a reimaging of Hercules and Meg.
Video review available in Week 21: May 17 – 23 weekly book reviews.
For other video book reviews, check out my YouTube Channel: Steph's Romance Book Talk.
Finding His Strength was a straight dumpster fire, and that means a lot coming from my dark heart. There are a lot of things that I can handle in my dark romances; however, this book has a straight-out RAPE as part of the storyline. NOPE, NOPE, N.O.P.E!! Finding His Strength is a reimaging of Hercules and Meg.
Video review available in Week 21: May 17 – 23 weekly book reviews.
For other video book reviews, check out my YouTube Channel: Steph's Romance Book Talk.
May 22, 2020
Well, I don't mind a rape fantasy (i can't believe I just wrote that) I don't ever want to read where it is actually rape and then I am supposed to love the asshole afterward. I don't care that he said sorry.
This kind of stuff get s a little much for me.
Interesting Hercules and Megara retelling though.
This kind of stuff get s a little much for me.
Interesting Hercules and Megara retelling though.
November 4, 2022
I just can't do these anymore. A dark, twisted, cruel anti-hero who is abusive to a woman who's under his complete power, but is somehow changed by her love for him. This is what every abused woman thinks will happen in her relationship, and it's a fantasy that will never happen.
Spoiler alert:
This anti-hero is especially irredeemable. In the very first scene, he kills a woman while he's having sex with her. It's later described as "he ****ed her to death", as though this was some back handed tribute to his sexual prowess. No, he didn't, he killed her while he was ****ing her. He later tries to justify it by saying that he sees it as being merciful by making it quick, whereas others wouldn't have been so easy on her. Then he rapes his captive bride-to-be the night before their wedding and has no remorse over it. The day of their wedding he leaves immediately after the ceremony to tend to business, telling her that if she's a "good girl", he'll show her "what ***ing is all about". He then proceeds to initiate what he likes from a woman. It's not BDSM, it's sexual abuse. Later, after her innocence has supposedly enthralled him, he shuts her into a "breeding" room because he's angry because he thinks she "betrayed" him, where he plans to hold her and rape her repeatedly until she's pregnant. But, he changes his mind, so that's okay.
Spoiler alert:
This anti-hero is especially irredeemable. In the very first scene, he kills a woman while he's having sex with her. It's later described as "he ****ed her to death", as though this was some back handed tribute to his sexual prowess. No, he didn't, he killed her while he was ****ing her. He later tries to justify it by saying that he sees it as being merciful by making it quick, whereas others wouldn't have been so easy on her. Then he rapes his captive bride-to-be the night before their wedding and has no remorse over it. The day of their wedding he leaves immediately after the ceremony to tend to business, telling her that if she's a "good girl", he'll show her "what ***ing is all about". He then proceeds to initiate what he likes from a woman. It's not BDSM, it's sexual abuse. Later, after her innocence has supposedly enthralled him, he shuts her into a "breeding" room because he's angry because he thinks she "betrayed" him, where he plans to hold her and rape her repeatedly until she's pregnant. But, he changes his mind, so that's okay.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
April 14, 2020
Yes he is a monster! But he's something else too.
To survive in the world he was born into he has to be the biggest, the baddest, the most feared of them all, to keep his place in the family. And he would do anything to do that.
Well, maybe not everything as it turns out.
But before he gets to that conclusion he has to follow another rule of the big "Families". Get married, produce an heir, and provide continuity.
No matter the bride is unwilling and wants to live her life by her own rules.
Ms Stone lines up a series of unexpected bombshells in this book. Murder, betrayal, family feud, all kinds of illegal business, but then also friends and brothers that stick together and stand up for each other.
And not forgetting the consummation of wedded bliss. Again and again in various grades of hotness!
Implements included! Phew!!
To survive in the world he was born into he has to be the biggest, the baddest, the most feared of them all, to keep his place in the family. And he would do anything to do that.
Well, maybe not everything as it turns out.
But before he gets to that conclusion he has to follow another rule of the big "Families". Get married, produce an heir, and provide continuity.
No matter the bride is unwilling and wants to live her life by her own rules.
Ms Stone lines up a series of unexpected bombshells in this book. Murder, betrayal, family feud, all kinds of illegal business, but then also friends and brothers that stick together and stand up for each other.
And not forgetting the consummation of wedded bliss. Again and again in various grades of hotness!
Implements included! Phew!!
April 17, 2020
Wow I absolutely loved this story. I took my kindle out to the garden yesterday afternoon and pretty much inhaled this story. I kept a few chapters to read in bed last night.. I just didn’t want it to end.
Megara is a very likeable character. She’s strong, feisty and knows what she wants. What she doesn’t want is to marry Henrik. However that’s what their fathers have decided will happen. Henrik is a monster but me being me I liked him lol
This was a brilliant story from start to finish and the conclusion was so so good.
I can’t wait to read more from this collection.
Megara is a very likeable character. She’s strong, feisty and knows what she wants. What she doesn’t want is to marry Henrik. However that’s what their fathers have decided will happen. Henrik is a monster but me being me I liked him lol
This was a brilliant story from start to finish and the conclusion was so so good.
I can’t wait to read more from this collection.
April 14, 2020
Ah, Ms Stone hits yet another home run with this entry in the 'The Dirty Heroes Collection'.
Henrik Hercules is the illigitimate son & potential heir of a Mafia Lord. BUT, his potential inheritance is perpetually dangled in front of him due to the machinations & cruelty of his hated stepmother Hera. And her most recent plan (& requirement) is for Henrik to wed a rival's daughter, Megara.
Megara's family is also Mafia but her father allowed her to continue her culinary studies to completion & then advised her it was for naught: she WOULD marry Henrik Hercules. End of discussion.
Henrik isn't concerned, he'll wed & bed his wife & never look at her again.
Megara is internally crushed, all her dreams & plans crushed by the dictates of her father.
So, they marry.
But now Hera wants Henrik to produce a male heir . . . .
I genuinely loved this one. Megara is exactly (for me) the perfect blend of fiery, logical, adaptable & realistic. She fights Henrik but knows when to bide her time & use her mind to try & attain her goals. Especially after the 1st 'punishment' he doles out when she disobeys him.
For me, I found Henrik was somewhat harder to like. Although he's gorgeous, outrageously but justifiably cocky & confident, lethal, cunning, smart & massively muscled, he is first & foremost focused on inheriting his father's realm & not concerned in the least HOW he gets it or WHAT he has to do. Including murder. So imprisoning his beautiful new wife in his palatial home & ensuring she's pregnant is nothing.
Ms Stone, as always, crafts characters with DEPTH, characters the reader CARES, about, WONDERS about, ROOTS for, RAILS against; characters that the reader HOPES SOMEHOW do find a HEA ending despite their twisted & turbulent beginning & middle. And a plot that intrigues & pulls the reader deep into, that piques their interest so you are compelled to keep reading to the end.
I found myself admiring Megara almost immediately & I slowly became enthralled by Henrik, he was fascinating how he could seem caring & thoughtful & then the ice & cruelty would sweep it away & leave the reader shocked or horrified at his words & deeds. A hard, hard man who was hard, hard to accept & yet Ms Stone manages to let small rays of light through exposing a childhood & life that molded him. And while this doesn't excuse much he's done but it does help Megara (& the reader) understand him & realize Henrik IS human. Flawed, damaged, deadly but human.
And, it wouldn't be a Ms Stone book without dark bedroom desires being present: and Henrik has them in spades & is intent on starring Megara in every single one.
I loved how Ms Stone creates Henrik & Megara's relationship & slowly adds layers in a tantilizing way that keeps a reader on tenterhooks.
On top of all this, there is danger, betrayal, suspense, mystery & secondary characters of murky intent that help rachet this one up.
I loved it & I think most readers will too.
BUT, be aware: This one IS dark & not for everyone.
Henrik Hercules is the illigitimate son & potential heir of a Mafia Lord. BUT, his potential inheritance is perpetually dangled in front of him due to the machinations & cruelty of his hated stepmother Hera. And her most recent plan (& requirement) is for Henrik to wed a rival's daughter, Megara.
Megara's family is also Mafia but her father allowed her to continue her culinary studies to completion & then advised her it was for naught: she WOULD marry Henrik Hercules. End of discussion.
Henrik isn't concerned, he'll wed & bed his wife & never look at her again.
Megara is internally crushed, all her dreams & plans crushed by the dictates of her father.
So, they marry.
But now Hera wants Henrik to produce a male heir . . . .
I genuinely loved this one. Megara is exactly (for me) the perfect blend of fiery, logical, adaptable & realistic. She fights Henrik but knows when to bide her time & use her mind to try & attain her goals. Especially after the 1st 'punishment' he doles out when she disobeys him.
For me, I found Henrik was somewhat harder to like. Although he's gorgeous, outrageously but justifiably cocky & confident, lethal, cunning, smart & massively muscled, he is first & foremost focused on inheriting his father's realm & not concerned in the least HOW he gets it or WHAT he has to do. Including murder. So imprisoning his beautiful new wife in his palatial home & ensuring she's pregnant is nothing.
Ms Stone, as always, crafts characters with DEPTH, characters the reader CARES, about, WONDERS about, ROOTS for, RAILS against; characters that the reader HOPES SOMEHOW do find a HEA ending despite their twisted & turbulent beginning & middle. And a plot that intrigues & pulls the reader deep into, that piques their interest so you are compelled to keep reading to the end.
I found myself admiring Megara almost immediately & I slowly became enthralled by Henrik, he was fascinating how he could seem caring & thoughtful & then the ice & cruelty would sweep it away & leave the reader shocked or horrified at his words & deeds. A hard, hard man who was hard, hard to accept & yet Ms Stone manages to let small rays of light through exposing a childhood & life that molded him. And while this doesn't excuse much he's done but it does help Megara (& the reader) understand him & realize Henrik IS human. Flawed, damaged, deadly but human.
And, it wouldn't be a Ms Stone book without dark bedroom desires being present: and Henrik has them in spades & is intent on starring Megara in every single one.
I loved how Ms Stone creates Henrik & Megara's relationship & slowly adds layers in a tantilizing way that keeps a reader on tenterhooks.
On top of all this, there is danger, betrayal, suspense, mystery & secondary characters of murky intent that help rachet this one up.
I loved it & I think most readers will too.
BUT, be aware: This one IS dark & not for everyone.
April 21, 2020
this started out so strong and I was loving it - henrik was a grade A asshole, my catnip. however as the story progressed, it lost me. I loved that the hero was a prick and that the heroine wasn’t sitting idly by and I also loved that she wasn’t turned on right away by him.. but then out of nowhere she likes him? how? what did I miss? and then when he admits he loves her? huh? I didn’t feel any love connection at all. oh well.
May 3, 2020
At first, I wasn't sure about this story, but the more I read, the more I fell in love with it. This is the first time I have ever read anything by Measha Stone and I will definitely be checking out her other works.
May 1, 2020
Finding His Strength by Measha Stone is exactly! Henrik and Megara are wonderful characters and their romance is one for the ages. These two are forced into a marriage that neither wants. Megara wants nothing to do with Henrik and knows he can be a monster when the need arises, but she is just as strong when she has to stand up for herself. I love that about her. Henrik never expected his wife to not bow to him. So when he finds her strong-willed, he finds himself falling for her. Will that put him in more danger? Or will that make him more empowered than ever before?
Great story!
April 16, 2020
This book held me captive from the very first page. Henrik did his best to make me hate him, but I fell for this character with all his flaws and dark tendencies hoping against hope that Megara would hold the key to his redemption if she could only survive in his world. This intense storyline will have your heart beating with so many emotions and is a journey you don’t want to miss. I was ready to start at the beginning as soon as I finished just to enjoy the experience again. Five+ sizzling, dark, and devious stars.
April 20, 2020
This is the second story in the Dirty Heroes series. It's a Hercules retelling and an extremely interesting reworking of the myth. Hercules is not very sympathic. Even as he realizes his feelings for Megara it's hard to justify all of his past behavior. This is very much a dark romance. It's sexy, dark, and interesting to read. The conclusion is very satisfying on a romantic level and on a plot level. All the characters are written well. My biggest problem is that Hercules really isn't that dark when he comes to Megara. Yes he enjoys rough sex and elements of BDSM, but other than his initial rape of Megara he ends up being a fairly reasonable guy. Which is why I feel like this is a 4 star and not a 5 star read. The story is too dark to just be a romance, but too romantic too live up to the level of darkness the plot amps you up to expect. If Hercules had been more ruthless with Megara and there'd been a far more difficult internal battle for her to love him I would have liked the story more.
Triggers- Lots of them here. Rape, sexual slavery, death, violence.
I received this ARC in exchange for an honest review.
Triggers- Lots of them here. Rape, sexual slavery, death, violence.
I received this ARC in exchange for an honest review.
April 18, 2020
Finding His Strength by Measha Stone is the second book in The Dirty Heroes Collection Series. This is the story of Henrik and Megara. I haven't yet read the previous book, so for me this was a standalone book. Henrik is a dark, hard man who has to be that way to hold his place as the potential heir a Mafia Lord. When he is told that he needs to marry the daughter of a rival mafia family of course he goes through it weather she wants the marriage or not. Megara's father is that Mafia rival who agrees to the marriage. Of course, Megara doesn't want it as she has other life plans but has no choice.
Henrik isn't an easy man to like at first but the author starts to show us why he has become so dark and of course he starts to soften toward Megara. Enjoyed this book!
Henrik isn't an easy man to like at first but the author starts to show us why he has become so dark and of course he starts to soften toward Megara. Enjoyed this book!
June 4, 2020
I've read some crappy fairy tale retellings... but this one was one of the worst.
this wasn't even dirty, this was disgustingly irritating.
this wasn't even dirty, this was disgustingly irritating.
July 17, 2020
Megara Creon is the daughter of a criminal kingpin that is a member of the Network. Henrik Hercules is the illegitimate son of the ruler of the Network. Henrik is ruthless and demanding. Megara is naïve but filled with hope. Both are pawns in the game of two powerful men.
This is the first story I have read that used mythology for modern-day characters. Henrik Hercules is the illegitimate son of Jackson Olympus, the stepson of Hera Olympus, half-brother to Castor and nephew to Haden. I had to look up Megara, but all the pieces fit. This story is dark and triggering. There is are sex scenes in the story along with spankings with a leather belt (in private and public), riding crop, and flogger. As in all stories that I have read revolving around spankings, BDSM themes, the female character initially thinks she is flawed for being stimulated by the spanking, but quickly comes around and begins to crave it. I found it interesting, Henrik’s conflict was all internal, a sense of acceptance, belonging, and love. Megara did not seem to have that growth besides her acceptance of her “bedroom” preferences. This novel did play out like a Greek play—full of characters with a lot of drama. I am not sure what to make of Megara’s father; he initially appeared caring and considerate, however by the end he was a jack wad! Hera was as vicious as mythological stories present her. Although I enjoyed the mythology angle and the story was entertaining, the sexual assault scene threw me off and my interest began to wane. By the time the story got to the dressmaker scene, I was shocked it was not more perverse. I am still intrigued by the author to read something else written by her.
This is the first story I have read that used mythology for modern-day characters. Henrik Hercules is the illegitimate son of Jackson Olympus, the stepson of Hera Olympus, half-brother to Castor and nephew to Haden. I had to look up Megara, but all the pieces fit. This story is dark and triggering. There is are sex scenes in the story along with spankings with a leather belt (in private and public), riding crop, and flogger. As in all stories that I have read revolving around spankings, BDSM themes, the female character initially thinks she is flawed for being stimulated by the spanking, but quickly comes around and begins to crave it. I found it interesting, Henrik’s conflict was all internal, a sense of acceptance, belonging, and love. Megara did not seem to have that growth besides her acceptance of her “bedroom” preferences. This novel did play out like a Greek play—full of characters with a lot of drama. I am not sure what to make of Megara’s father; he initially appeared caring and considerate, however by the end he was a jack wad! Hera was as vicious as mythological stories present her. Although I enjoyed the mythology angle and the story was entertaining, the sexual assault scene threw me off and my interest began to wane. By the time the story got to the dressmaker scene, I was shocked it was not more perverse. I am still intrigued by the author to read something else written by her.
April 20, 2020
I received a copy of this book from the publisher/author to review for Stephanie's Book Reports.
Captured and forced to marry Henrick, Magara vows never to forget his monstrous behavior...but her hatred for her husband doesn't weaken her attraction to him. Henrick chases his legacy with the ferocity and strength worthy of a God. He will not be deterred, and he will not fail. Nothing will stand in his way. Not even a wife. But Henrik's strength can not keep Magara's beautiful soul from seeping into his heart. A choice is coming , between everything he ever wanted and the one thing he didn't know he needed.
This book is amazing. I loved every second I got to spend with these character's. Hendrick is the son of and heir of a Mafia Lord. However he has the worst stepmom in the world and she dangles his inheritance in front of him. She has a requirement for him to become the heir that quiet frankly he is entitled to. She wants Henrick to marry the daughter of their biggest rival Megara. They are also a mafia family but she has never been married off and allowed to continue her culinary studies till she has completed them. However she is told that she has wasted her time and she is to marry Henrick. As you can imagine this does not sit well with her but Henrick doesn't give a crap what she thinks and wants. Once they are married though they are suddenly faced with having to produce and heir. None of this matter to Henrick. He will just do what he has to and go on with his life. Now I know that you are thinking he is the most awful thing in the world. But hang in there he will change your mind. This book is full of suspense and twist and turns you will never ever see coming. This book is deep and dark and will have you reading as fast as you can. I loved it and I know that a lot of you will too.
Captured and forced to marry Henrick, Magara vows never to forget his monstrous behavior...but her hatred for her husband doesn't weaken her attraction to him. Henrick chases his legacy with the ferocity and strength worthy of a God. He will not be deterred, and he will not fail. Nothing will stand in his way. Not even a wife. But Henrik's strength can not keep Magara's beautiful soul from seeping into his heart. A choice is coming , between everything he ever wanted and the one thing he didn't know he needed.
This book is amazing. I loved every second I got to spend with these character's. Hendrick is the son of and heir of a Mafia Lord. However he has the worst stepmom in the world and she dangles his inheritance in front of him. She has a requirement for him to become the heir that quiet frankly he is entitled to. She wants Henrick to marry the daughter of their biggest rival Megara. They are also a mafia family but she has never been married off and allowed to continue her culinary studies till she has completed them. However she is told that she has wasted her time and she is to marry Henrick. As you can imagine this does not sit well with her but Henrick doesn't give a crap what she thinks and wants. Once they are married though they are suddenly faced with having to produce and heir. None of this matter to Henrick. He will just do what he has to and go on with his life. Now I know that you are thinking he is the most awful thing in the world. But hang in there he will change your mind. This book is full of suspense and twist and turns you will never ever see coming. This book is deep and dark and will have you reading as fast as you can. I loved it and I know that a lot of you will too.
April 26, 2020
I bought this book via Amazon and am leaving my review voluntarily. This is part of a series but can be read alone. It should be noted there are parts that may be disturbing for some.
Triggers: rape, murder, some bdsm elements
**spoilers**
This is a dark story about Henrik (aka Hercules) and Megara.
Henrik/Hercules is a brutal man. Not caring for love. Only wanting acceptance from his father.
Megara, wants to be a chef but instead will be forced into marriage with a seemingly, uncaring man.
There is violence and murder in the beginning. Henriks father arranges a marriage for him to Megara. A woman he has not met.
Henrik forces Megara into his home after finding out she plans to run away before they get married. He then rapes her.
Blah blah stuff happens. Eventually HEA.
If not for the rape, I would give this 4 stars. I love dark stories. I love when bdsm is part of said stories. Ive read other stories from this author and she writes good stuff. But that being said, the rape is glossed over. The woman was a virgin and the next day she's orgasming with her brutal husband and apparently over the rape. He ties her up, uses a belt, flogger and never once mentions limits/safe words. - I was actually surprised because usually this author isvery good about these things in her other works.
Still, not a bad read.
Triggers: rape, murder, some bdsm elements
**spoilers**
This is a dark story about Henrik (aka Hercules) and Megara.
Henrik/Hercules is a brutal man. Not caring for love. Only wanting acceptance from his father.
Megara, wants to be a chef but instead will be forced into marriage with a seemingly, uncaring man.
There is violence and murder in the beginning. Henriks father arranges a marriage for him to Megara. A woman he has not met.
Henrik forces Megara into his home after finding out she plans to run away before they get married. He then rapes her.
Blah blah stuff happens. Eventually HEA.
If not for the rape, I would give this 4 stars. I love dark stories. I love when bdsm is part of said stories. Ive read other stories from this author and she writes good stuff. But that being said, the rape is glossed over. The woman was a virgin and the next day she's orgasming with her brutal husband and apparently over the rape. He ties her up, uses a belt, flogger and never once mentions limits/safe words. - I was actually surprised because usually this author isvery good about these things in her other works.
Still, not a bad read.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
April 22, 2020
Finding His Strength is the second stand alone dark romance connected to the Dirty Heroes Collection. Megara is forced to marry Henrik, the illegitimate son of a powerful men, a killer, and nothing will stand in his way. Determined to never give him her heart, what happens when she begins to see the man under his strong exterior and reputation?
Oh my goodness, my heart is still pounding after reading this book! I felt so many emotions while reading this book, disgust and intrigue, anger and joy, I felt the connection between the characters and couldn’t help but cheer for them to succeed. Henrik is a dark hero who rarely feels remorse for his actions, is driven, possessive, rough, and has some serious insecurities he has to work through. You want to hate him, especially in the beginning of the book... and the middle and even a bit at the end, but you also can’t help but feel bad for him and love his transition from alphahole to so much more. Megara is a wonderful combination between being sweet and sassy, and while she knows her place, she also never stops dreaming. I love that she has the strength to stand up against her man and fight for what she wants, but adds a softer side for Henrik’s rough edges. There’s some wicked drama, political moves within a mafia style world, an evil stepmother, you’re never really sure who to believe or trust, and of course, a romance that blooms in the darkest of circumstances! I ended up loving this book and can only hope there’s more books set within this world!
Oh my goodness, my heart is still pounding after reading this book! I felt so many emotions while reading this book, disgust and intrigue, anger and joy, I felt the connection between the characters and couldn’t help but cheer for them to succeed. Henrik is a dark hero who rarely feels remorse for his actions, is driven, possessive, rough, and has some serious insecurities he has to work through. You want to hate him, especially in the beginning of the book... and the middle and even a bit at the end, but you also can’t help but feel bad for him and love his transition from alphahole to so much more. Megara is a wonderful combination between being sweet and sassy, and while she knows her place, she also never stops dreaming. I love that she has the strength to stand up against her man and fight for what she wants, but adds a softer side for Henrik’s rough edges. There’s some wicked drama, political moves within a mafia style world, an evil stepmother, you’re never really sure who to believe or trust, and of course, a romance that blooms in the darkest of circumstances! I ended up loving this book and can only hope there’s more books set within this world!
April 25, 2020
Wheeewww. Okay so there’s a lot to unpack here. So first off, a warning, yes, he does rape her. Looking at the reviews I see that some readers were taken by surprise by the rape of the H, for me it was a given that with the blurb saying ‘forced marriage’ any sex that occurred afterwards would basically be rape so I wasn’t shocked but yes, it was a lot to take. And the way he seems to think it’s okay because she’s ‘his’ is a bit much—but Measha writes dark romance and anyone familiar with her work knows what that means.
It does leave the Hero with a steep learning curve on his path to redemption. I like the guy he is by the end of the book, even though I hated him early on. And while I don’t think I could ever have loved him after starting that way I do think there was enough of a build up showing her early life and how she’s basically been trained to accept at least some of this as part of her reality.
That being said, he says he regrets what he did but he doesn’t really apologize and that set me against him. By the end he’s gone a long way towards showing a different side though and I ended up fairly content with how things turned out. Aside from that It’s well written, and very hot.
It does leave the Hero with a steep learning curve on his path to redemption. I like the guy he is by the end of the book, even though I hated him early on. And while I don’t think I could ever have loved him after starting that way I do think there was enough of a build up showing her early life and how she’s basically been trained to accept at least some of this as part of her reality.
That being said, he says he regrets what he did but he doesn’t really apologize and that set me against him. By the end he’s gone a long way towards showing a different side though and I ended up fairly content with how things turned out. Aside from that It’s well written, and very hot.
April 20, 2020
This is a very intricate story pitting brother against brother, families fighting for power and an arranged marriage begun with unwilling partners. It is also a complicated and intriguing series of incidents involving Henrik and his father running a network of over twenty different families, supposedly working together on illegal deals. Henrik is a strong, dominant, Alpha male, often labeled a monster, who is able to kill with his bare hands. And, after a debilitating incident involving Henrik and a traitor from another family, the two major families involved decide to mend the rift by arranging a marriage between Henrik and Megara. Neither had ever met, and neither is especially thrilled with the idea. Megara had plans for her future and they did not involve an arranged marriage. Henrik, while not overly thrilled with the idea, agrees in order to keep peace. He decides immediately that he will brook no disobedience from his wife, either before or during his marriage.
I so enjoyed watching the individual growth of both Megara and Henrik, as well as the way they were able to interact with each other. The attraction between these two is exciting, powerful, kinky and HOT! When necessary, Henrik demonstrated to Megara how punishment could be pain, but at other times pain can lead to pleasure.
I would highly recommend this book to everyone who loves a dark read. Thank you Measha Stone!
I so enjoyed watching the individual growth of both Megara and Henrik, as well as the way they were able to interact with each other. The attraction between these two is exciting, powerful, kinky and HOT! When necessary, Henrik demonstrated to Megara how punishment could be pain, but at other times pain can lead to pleasure.
I would highly recommend this book to everyone who loves a dark read. Thank you Measha Stone!
April 21, 2020
This book is part of the Dirty Heroes collection. What I loved about this book-the an olde world feel to it. It could almost be a historical book, then a cellphone comes out! I loved it! Henrik starts off the story with a bang (tbh, a dead bang) and the action flows from there. Everything that Henrik does is for a single purpose and when his next task is to marry Megara to unify their families, he does so unquestionably. There is lots of scheming from all quarters and Henrik takes it in stride. Henrik is calm & measured, which is why I didn’t hate him after the opening scene-although he did give me reasons to hate him later! Megara is a sweetheart, who is moulded to his tastes and supports him; she softens him so gradually that the good man inside emerges.
My only comment for consideration would be the number of characters introduced in the first chapter. It was hard to keep track of names & relationships & I had to refer back to the first chapter a couple of times to figure it out. Overall, I loved the story & hope there will be more to come in this world.
I received a copy of this book. My honest opinion is voluntarily provided.
My only comment for consideration would be the number of characters introduced in the first chapter. It was hard to keep track of names & relationships & I had to refer back to the first chapter a couple of times to figure it out. Overall, I loved the story & hope there will be more to come in this world.
I received a copy of this book. My honest opinion is voluntarily provided.
April 26, 2020
The perfect recipe
This book is another great example of this author’s writing. The characters are so well written, and you almost feel like you are in the room with them as you learn the subtle nuances of their personalities. Henrik is this strong alpha male and Magara has her own strength covered in softness, they might come together in a dark and difficult way, but by the end of the story I was really in love with them both. The author did not disappoint with the touch of darkness to the journey, but she also gave us that unexpected lasting relationship and HEA that we know and love. I really enjoyed this book and I can’t wait to read the next book by the author.
This book is another great example of this author’s writing. The characters are so well written, and you almost feel like you are in the room with them as you learn the subtle nuances of their personalities. Henrik is this strong alpha male and Magara has her own strength covered in softness, they might come together in a dark and difficult way, but by the end of the story I was really in love with them both. The author did not disappoint with the touch of darkness to the journey, but she also gave us that unexpected lasting relationship and HEA that we know and love. I really enjoyed this book and I can’t wait to read the next book by the author.
April 22, 2020
So, this is a retelling of the Hercules myth. We have Henrik Hercules who is trying to please his father so that he can be named a legitimate heir. The latest thing that Henrik has to do is to marry Megara and produce an heir.
Henrik does every single thing he can to get his father's approval, as well as his step-mother. The problem is that they keep moving the goalposts on him, especially Hera. When that happens to you, you either walk away or you try harder to make the people happy. Henrik definitely went with the try harder route, which didn't make him happy in any way, but he did it anyway.
I like Megara. I think that she has a calming personality and one that kind of changes people, but she doesn't just go out and change things, it's just her influence.
I would love to see more of this world.
Henrik does every single thing he can to get his father's approval, as well as his step-mother. The problem is that they keep moving the goalposts on him, especially Hera. When that happens to you, you either walk away or you try harder to make the people happy. Henrik definitely went with the try harder route, which didn't make him happy in any way, but he did it anyway.
I like Megara. I think that she has a calming personality and one that kind of changes people, but she doesn't just go out and change things, it's just her influence.
I would love to see more of this world.
April 22, 2020
Henrik is the heir apparent to a Mafia family and he learnt from an early age that those who have power and force are the ones that will succeed. When it comes to a choice between losing his rightful place in the family or marrying the daughter of a rival family it was really no choice at all and he was prepared to do his duty.
Megara was hoping that she would be able to make her own choice when it came to a spouse but when her father advises her that is not the case she knows that she has no choice but to give up her dreams for the future but she wasn’t expecting the beast of a man that her husband appears to be.
This is a story of two people who are forced together by their families into a situation that neither wanted. Their journey is dark and gritty but as they get to know each other they may just find out that they are exactly what the other needs.
Megara was hoping that she would be able to make her own choice when it came to a spouse but when her father advises her that is not the case she knows that she has no choice but to give up her dreams for the future but she wasn’t expecting the beast of a man that her husband appears to be.
This is a story of two people who are forced together by their families into a situation that neither wanted. Their journey is dark and gritty but as they get to know each other they may just find out that they are exactly what the other needs.
April 19, 2020
Finding His Strength was a story that kept me on the edge of my seat, going back & forth between rage, and sighing in delight, which sounds crazy coming from me to be honest. Megara is a strong heroine who was forced to marry a monster named Henrik, who was the one who enraged me obviously. She swears she'll never forget his behavior, which was utterly atrocious, and yet, she gave in a lot quicker than I liked to be honest. Luckily, there was more to Henrik than he allowed to be seen or act upon even, so her light slowly seeped into his life, which brought out some actual humanity in him. Now, I'm not saying everything was wine & roses, as it took some time for him to show it, but you know. There are twists & turns that allowed for f-bomb dropping, while some dark elements came through which had me holding my breath. However, I couldn't look away for anything, and finished it all in one sitting. So, hit those one click buttons to see how it all plays out, as I HIGHLY HIGHLY HIGHLY RECOMMEND TO ALL BRAVE ENOUGH!
April 17, 2020
In this retelling of Greek mythology characters, we have Jackson Olympus who married Hera. Hera didn't like the fact that Jackson would have dalliance's resulting in children...among them Henrik Hercules...Henrik now does his father's biding, hoping to become his legitimate heir by marrying a woman chosen for political gain by his father and having a child...Jackson is trying to strengthen his power base of a mafia style rule by having Henrik marry the daughter of Christian, Megara. Because Hedrik killed Megara's cousin, he takes her to live at his estate before the brothers of woman killed can spirit her off. His bride is a beautiful young woman whose family allowed her to complete culinary school also letting her believe she would one day have the freedom to own and run a restaurant...but she tells him she will never love him, and he doesn't expect her to...but there is impending trouble in the family, since Jackson's brother Haden who rules the southern section wants more power...but you will need to read this story of deceit, betrayal and possible love to see what happens...I read this book through an Advanced Reader Copy and am voluntarily leaving a review.
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