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160 pages, Paperback
First published March 3, 2020
‘I see myself, past baby, as some thou pretending to function.
I ain’t robotic, chum, fatal to be typecast as girl of dreams
or anything they have in stock. You’ve chalk legs and a hymen, say.
’Member something lovely. That isn’t my imagination, just yours.’
‘Strong feeling destroyed me pastly and can, One says to the pale bird . . .
Doesn’t matter if One’s a word or not. Who the fuck cares? One asks.
The names, everyone wants to know the names—kill this one or that one—
will real blood run again? Blood of the poet strangles one’s cut throat,
just words—don’t say that ones aren’t distraught, living because alive—
because there is no death—no, words were saved, from a death, in the ark—
no that’s just word logic. But, says a bword, we’re more than you can say,
No you aren’t, but you’re everything in this blasted cosmos—
and animals knew that, sending their thoughts to each other when they—
A jaguar from the wall growls, closes eyes, It’s a private matter . . .
One’s ravished by beauty; does one want to live and having no choice?
Is it really fore’er? Sure, cheeps a bird, You gotta get used to
time of it. Only way’s to get the langue right. We’re the ones in charge,
charge of the universe, charge of the births, charge of chaotic truth.’
‘Someday I will remember this very future I am in, image in space.
I will at least see her, I say to myself, she will be someone
else than one ever thought and her eyes will be blue words on white.
Consciousness travels from Neptune the planet to Neptune the god of the sea.
I travel to your irony and perambulation, your decibels and vehement
budget: I perceive you for you. You don’t have time. I
have time, I am the goddess of the smooth doorway. Let me in,
so I can abolish your description.’