4.5/5
I was very passionate about this book - I was shook, irritated, and tearing up because this was such an emotional read. It had again all the elements I enjoy reading in a fantasy book. But saying that, this felt so different from book one. I didn't realize the first book would feel so innocent compared.
I also felt a bit cheated because of the time jump from the last book to the prologue of this one. I wanted to read a sequel where Kate, Corwin, and friends fought and traveled together to save all the captured Wilders from book one, and fight in a larger battle for equality. Instead, we get more separation and a lot of confusion because of the separation. The one thing I love about Kate and Corwin, is when they are together, talking, they can solve anything. But when you separate then, there is so much room for self-doubt and being good enough to save their kingdom, of defeating the bad guy, and being a good enough person to be with the other. But I felt that Corwin and Kate switched places with that compared to the first book. Kate had this confidence in book one, where Corwin felt that all he was doing was fucking up... while in this book, Kate felt like a monster not being the leader her people need and the person to support Corwin, while Corwin found this strength and confidence.
I honestly felt bad for Kate though in this installment - I felt that after the events at the end of the prologue, she felt responsible for a lot of death because of the decision she made. And while she was fighting and trying to ignore all this self hate, the people around her that were supposed to support her, simply weren't. I enjoyed Signe in book one, but HATED her in this book. I felt that she lacked so much compassion for her friend, and whenever she got angry, she would tell Kate that she was just like the people they were fighting. She would "regret" everything she said after, but then kept saying the same thing and went through these cycles throughout the book. She even managed to turn Dal against Kate, which hurt my heart because Dal was my favorite character.
I felt irritated because it wasn't until 85% into the book, that we got a real moment, where someone who wasn't there for all the aftermath of the prologue, but knew she was plagued with horrible thoughts of self-hatred, where Kate was finally comforted and shown a little bit of compassion that her friends should have given her over the last few years. And they didn't need to be there to understand Kate's character and how she would only use her powers to protect the people she loved.
It almost made me not care about Cigne and Dal and the events that happened in their story. If there was a spin-off series with them, I wouldn't read it.
But this book kept me on my toes...and I had to force myself to take breathers because I was feeling all the feels. There was so much death to important characters in book one that it almost felt like the author just killed them off because the final battle wouldn't have been hard if they were still alive. I knocked my rating down half a star because I felt that it was such a sad waste to kill off all the characters they did.