ARC received via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
I seem to be an outlier here. I haven’t read anything else by Hale, but chose this based on strong reviews. I liked it, but wasn’t blown away like the other reviewers.
Main premise is that two women who attended the same boarding school as kids are now teaching at the boarding school as adults. It’s a catholic boarding school, and located on an island.
Kate, whose POV the book is told from, is on a year long contract as the music teacher, her BFF from way back, Tilly, is now coming back to the island to fill in on a short term contract and will be there for the end of Kate’s term. Kate and Tilly were best friends, who also liked to kiss each other in the bell tower when they were in their teens. Kate adored Tilly, but Tilly had always wanted to be a nun and Kate obviously couldn’t compete with that. The two haven’t seen each other for about 12 years.
So, all of this is an interesting premise, I’m usually a sucker for nun books, but this isn’t quite that, in that Tilly never became a nun, so while there are nuns in the story, because the nuns are the majority of the teachers at this school, Tilly is simply highly devout, but never took her vows. Kate is more surprised to find out that Tilly is engaged to a protestant vicar, who is decades her senior. She and Tilly are also sharing a cottage, so lots of forced interaction via that plot device.
I’ll start with the pros. I loved Hale’s writing style, the setting, the characters (bar one, I’ll get to that in a minute) and the exploration of faith/values. Kate was a great MC, and I felt her frustration with wanting to live an authentic life while still being adhered to her beliefs about faith. She treated everyone well, and only wanted the same. The nuns were also interesting, and I liked the exploration of how they moved within the contraints of their own faith. The girls at the boarding school were also fairly well fleshed out, and I enjoyed the side forays with their characters and their interactions with Kate.
Ok, so now the cons. Pretty much all of these revolve around Tilly. I could NOT warm to her. She’s just so... repressed. Her relationship with Declan was unfathomable, she ran hot and cold with Kate for the vast majority of the book, and I got tired of reading about her innate kindness by the 50% mark. Not only was she repressed, she was boring, and in all honesty, kind of stupid. I get that she wanted to help people but inviting people you don’t know to stay in your cottage (on a remote island!) is dangerous and Kate was flat out right about that. Not to mention the ridiculousness of bringing someone to an island full of nuns and girls and not caring about the possible danger she was placing them (or Kate) in. Sure the guy turned out to be harmless but Tilly couldn’t have known that for sure. She’s also ridiculously possessive of Kate, while still being engaged to someone else. Honestly, there was nothing about this character that I liked. Tilly describes herself this way “I’m hard to love. Maybe even hard to like.” and she is not wrong.
So, that made it hard to really immerse myself in the book, because my aggravation with Tilly (who also had a terrible name, Matilda Wattle, which as an Aussie just made me cringe every time I read it), kept cropping up and making me wonder why Kate wanted her, and then I’d be annoyed at Kate. I’d usually have finished a book this size in a day, but had to keep putting it down because Tilly was annoying me.
I enjoyed enough of this to plow through, and would try others by Hale, but didn’t love this. 3 stars.