Charlie Fish is a mathematician working in the University of Chicago when he gets recruited to work on a secret military project in New Mexico. Leaving behind Brenda, the girl he loves, he sets out to his new post, knowing only his destination but not much else. When assigned work, he is only given limited information about the whole project and is enouraged to "stick to his knitting". He does so but when he learns that the work he is doing clashes with his conscience, he turns to Brenda for advice. Without knowing the true nature of his job, Brenda encourages him to go ahead. When Japan gets bombed with nuclear bombs manufactured in New Mexico, both feel a great strain on their conscience.
I have to start by saying that I approached this book with some trepidation. Having read The Baker's Secret some time back and not having exactly liked it, I genuinely did not know what to expect from this book. I can now say that this book fared much better with me. Charlie Fish is a bright young mathematician, a Harvard graduate that works in the University of Chicago. He suddenly gets a promotion and is sent to Los Alamos, New Mexico to work in a secret military project. Charlie only knows what work he has in front of him, that of soldering metals and making electrical circuits, but does not know what the project is about. When he becomes aware, he has a crisis of conscience. As Brenda is the person dearest to him, he asks her for advice. Brenda mistakes his hesitation for doubt in himself and encourages him to move forward. Charlie does but is only met with regret and doubt when he completes the work. What Brenda does not know is that his project is making the atomic bomb.
This is a love story, a cautionary tale and story of regret & redemption all rolled into one. Narrated by Brenda and Charlie in alternating chapters, we become privy to their budding romance and to Charlie's work and how it impacts them. Though the background is the Manhattan Project and the bombing of Hiroshima and Nagasaki, there are no technical details in this book. Rather the focus is the conscience aspect, the moralilty of it all. This, I have to say, was very well executed. Kiernan successfully conveys a tense environment of a battle of the conscience versus obligation and the implications and subsequent consequences. Overall, I found this book thougtful. The slower pace complimented the solenm tone of the book. I do not typically choose romance but this was a well executed aspect in this book. I definitely did appreacite this book . Charlie Fish is based on the real life mathematician Charles B. Fisk that actually worked on the Manhattan Project. Though its worth saying that after he worked on the project, he dedicated himself to making organs and following his love of music for "spiritual" reasons. His company, C. B. Fisk still continues to build organs to this day.