Hmm. This rating feels low, but it's what fits. I enjoyed the writing and the characters and the setting, but somehow I found this romance far less compelling than the previous book in the series. Just didn't hit me emotionally, which was weird, because I felt like I could constantly see the ways in which the book was trying to hit me emotionally. The story is about two really damaged women, both doctors, who eventually open up and find each other. It's a lovely story, but just not as effective as I think it was meant to be.
Dale is a veteran and a current ER doctor, scarred from her time in the army. Logan is a traveling ER doctor, taking up various posts where she's needed, never staying in one place for a long time. They meet when Logan is posted to Dale's hospital, and start a very slow moving friendship, which eventually turns into a romance. They're both pretty closed off when it comes to different aspects of their life. Logan especially has no desire to get closer to anyone, and the reader can quickly tell that she's punishing herself for something that happened in the past. Dale is a lot friendlier, and makes overtures towards Logan, but she's also keeping parts of herself back out of habit. I really did like the first parts of the relationship, how slow and organically it builds up. That's one thing that I think this author is really good at. I loved seeing them move from strangers, to acquaintances, to competent co-workers, to reluctant friends, and onward and upward. I love that in a romance, when it feels like we get to see every part of the romantic development. Logan has a huge dog who's a really great character, and some of my favourite scenes involved him.
But I don't know. When it came down to it, I just didn't love this in the ways that I thought I would in the beginning. The heaviness of both their backstories, and the ways they keep holding themselves back... it started to feel almost artificial? I don't know. Like, I loved the issues that we discussed and explored through their trauma, but something about it just didn't feel authentic. I can't explain it and I can't even say exactly what I thought was wrong about it. I guess this is just me being picky. Lol. The way the narrative spoke about random side characters rubbed me the wrong way. I feel like the colour of their eyes was mentioned waaaay too much. It got kind of irritating. Then some of the romantic writing was good, but it was also really cheesy. Like, they'd both be so surprised when the other woman would accept something about her with no reservations, and the book made it out to be this ground-breaking thing... and it just didn't feel like it? Again, this could just be me being picky.
Listened to the audiobook as read by Angela Dawe, and as always, I really love her narration. Unfortunately, it couldn't really break me out of my almost apathy for this book. It started off really well, but then as we moved on, it started feeling almost formulaic, and again, just kind of cheesy, and I didn't love it as much as I wanted to. Definitely not a bad book, but not my favourite.