In every race, there is a winner and a loser. I started The Rider * with minuscule knowledge on all things road racing and a strategy to assimilate jargon along the way. Will work, not ideal. Far better to have help. As I learnt, neither reading this book nor competing in professional cycling is a solitary activity. Teamwork gets the job done, and done better than going at it alone. An intense read, the book had me riding high throughout and I finished the race depleted. We have a winner.
Race 303 (June 26, 1977). The logistics, simple. The cyclist double-loops from point A back to point A, via a circuitous route over the highest summit of Cévennes, 5 cols, faux plat in 137 km with the reader sucking wheel from page 1 through 148. First to cross the line wins the Tour de Mont Aigoual and a couple hundred francs. Token money prized more for its significance. Noted as one of many entries into the mental journal of Tim Krabbé, the author’s namesake and amateur cyclist.
The force driving Krabbé is implicit - it is winning, chest thumping, good rider triumphs bad rider, affirmation for a late-starter, culmination of life’s pursuits condensed into a singular moment of conquering “the sweetest, toughest race of the season”. He does not just love cycling, he becomes it spectacularly. All or nothing. No pain, no gain.
“The greater the suffering, the greater the pleasure. That is nature’s payback to riders for the homage they pay her by suffering”.
For four and half hours of unrelenting pace, we go deep into Krabbé’s psyche. His is a mind swishing back and forth childhood and adulthood, present and past, fact and fiction. Observations turn outwards in and inwards out like effortless mental gear change. Bee stinging, rain pelting, tire puncturing, eyebrow waggling, opponent jumping and all elements of exposure to open countryside and open competition are internalized into crystals of thoughts clear and hard, defined and cold, then re-externalized into reactions clear and hard, defined and cold.
As a protagonist, Krabbé is riveting but as a person, he may come across unlikable. Some think him egocentric, I find him ambitious. Others consider him arrogant, I think dedication. Those who call him unemotional, I agree he is a machine but with human frailties. How hard he pushes his bike and the body is reflective of how hard he pushes his mind in a perpetual cycle of psyching up and psyching down, cycling up and cycling down, bolstering up and beating down… and round and round. To physically and mentally stop is to give up. Dumped.
In professional road racing, as Krabbé tells in his ruminations, there are heroes and heroics. How history remembers its cyclists is marred or glorified by how they crossed the line. Some never did. Nothing is sensationalized or dramatized in his narration yet the sensation and the drama is palpable as surely as if I am in a peloton witnessing the unspoken intents that separate a sportsman from sportsmanship.
The prose is mostly just one man’s conveyance of wide-ranging thoughts, with limited conversations. Krabbé is all practical and perfunctory, with bursts of insights expressed occasionally in one word, with most a handful longer but never more than a tense breath’s worth of sentence. Anyone looking for literary rhapsody will not find it with this cyclist going at 40 to 60 km/h fighting headwinds, metaphoric and literal. Verbosity dampens velocity. It diminishes nothing in the sharp clarity of his expressions though, which always cuts to the chase.
I am sold, you can tell. Not to be a cyclist, or even a fan, but on the author. This tale of mind over matter was an instant cult classic deserving of a readership wider than the cycling community because its message is universal. Anyone who has ever experienced a surge of adrenaline or obsession or endurance, or has sacrificed for the sake of game, no, passion ought to pick up The Rider and feel it resonate.
Where The Rider stack-ranks among other amateur road-racing books is irrelevant, I feel, not unlike Krabbé’s stature among his counterparts. On its own merit, The Rider and by extension, the author and the cyclist, holds well against the test of time in brilliantly capturing the psychology of road-racing. Are there better athletes? Better writers? Better books? Always. Until you find that other winner, why not start with this?
[* “De Renner” published 1978 in Dutch, translated 2002 to English by Sam Garrett]