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402 pages, Kindle edition
First published March 26, 2020










”Don’t you need to throw up or something by now?”
“Nope. Just laying here. With your dickness.”
’Zepp was a thug, but I could no longer convince myself that he was bad. And in a world of pure shit, not bad was practically angelic.’
’as she brushed past me and into my room.
Into. My. Room.
With any other girl, that would have meant game on. But with Monroe...I had started to think if I could get in a session of dry humping, I would be doing good.’
call me a cliche but the way the girls r special for the boys always gets me
”Human connection is a lie we tell ourselves we need. We don’t need anyone but ourselves, and it’s best that way.”
Even for me, that was fucking sad. “You want to be alone then?”
The papers rustled when she flipped them. “I just want something real.”
“And how will you know when something is real?”
“Do you draw what you feel?” she asked.
“Avoiding my question?” I touched a hand to the page. “It’s the only way I can draw. Otherwise, it’s just shit.”
Her eyes narrowed as she stared at a spot on the wall. “I don’t know. I guess...it’s real when you trust someone.”
And before I even realized that I had verbalized it, I asked her, “Do you trust me?”
“Yes.” Another flipped page.
“Why?”
Her fingers gripped the edge of the book, and this time she hesitated before her gaze met mine. “Because you gave a shit. And no one else ever has.”
”Is this where you kill me and hide my body in the trunk of some scrap metal?” Monroe asked, staring at me from the other side of the chain links.
“Maybe.”
She quickly climbed up, slinging a leg over before she jumped, landing on her feet beside me.
“So, you think I’m gonna kill you, but you’re still here, huh?”
“Yeah, well, I trust you.”
And that...made me feel like I was worth something to her. And I liked it and hated it at the same time.
not bad not good. (like the majority of books ive read lately, all 2-3 stars). both mcs were cool. zepp aint bad monroe aint bad. the chemistry was actually there and man this had potential. but it felt messy overall (the story dragged for me)






