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208 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1998
'One day, I don’t know when, it was decided to call love a set of strange, indescribable physical phenomena, is it pain? —but from the moment that the name is given to that burning in one’s breast, the violence of the strangeness is interrupted and the ancient horror, hidden behind the new word, begins to be forgotten. Let’s go back to before language, that’s what Tsvetaeva does, let’s go back to that disturbing age, the age of myths and of folktales, the age of stone, of fire, of knives. Before language there is the fire that bites but doesn’t kill, the evil that, like all pain, separates us, the dehiscence that opens in us closed organs, making us seem strange to ourselves—and all that begins with: ‘when you don’t say anything to anybody—that’s it—it’s love.’ It begins with the kept secret, with the silent separation from the rest of the world. You love yourself [on s’aime]: you sow [on sème]. You throw the others off track. You go underground. You leave the world in broad daylight. You betray it. You’re cheating. It’s a crime. It’s a kind of glory. Love abjures in order to adore. It burns in your breast and the world is burned.'
The force that makes me write, the always unexpected Messiah, the returning spirit or the spirit of returning--it is You.