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282 pages, Kindle Edition
Published July 28, 2019


This is a slow, careful gift from a boy I find dizzyingly perfect despite all of his crazy. He doesn’t pretend to be something he isn’t. He’s a genius, he’s a wreck—he’s my first.
Nothing about anything in this life is normal, but maybe that’s everyone’s story. Maybe normal is the odd man out.
I love him. I love him so fucking much. He is my lake, and I dove in head fucking first.

I'm a huge fan of Ginger Scott,I love her writing and her ability to write good and realistic young adult stories and characters.
I loved Ari,she is an amazing drummer and I was so glad she went out of her comfort zone in order to audition for her new neighbour's band.Jesse is the face and the tortured talent of his band,his character reminded me of one of my favourite artist and I was so invested reading about him and his life and my heart broke a few times when he felt pretty messed up.
They have this strange connection and a lot of chemistry that page after page becomes even deeper.
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"You should have loved me first."