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First published April 28, 2021

“It means light. Because you’re full of it, and I felt it. All the time. Even if you thought you were full of demons.”
I fixate. It’s what I’m good at. But around Theo, I seem to have glitched.
At this rate, I can’t expect
her to, but... I guess I thought we were going to be friends. Not torn apart by this secret. She’s being pulled into another world, and I’m just going to be left behind.
Again, a little voice in the back of my head reminds me. Amelie left me, too. My parents. Hell, even my grandparents opted to give me back and move away. The only home I knew until I was seventeen was sold out from under my feet, and they didn’t give me a say.
And while he’s cute, and mildly intriguing, something inside me is irritated with him. I shouldn’t have danced with him. Plain and simple. It was fun while I was in a drunken haze, but sober Lucy is embarrassed for herself.
I lower the drink without tasting it. I told him I didn’t want a drink. It’s like men are incapable of listening sometimes.
With a sigh, I park Sebastian’s car in a grocery store lot a few blocks away and lock the keys in it. I’m sure he’ll figure out a way to get it back— it’s got GPS enabled, anyway, and he’s surrounded by Devereuxs. If he can’t afford to find it, Ruby or Hale can.
He was different.
Like me.
And I needed to understand him more than I needed to understand anything in my life.
“Lux, he didn’t just threaten me...” Theo laces his fingers with mine. “He threatened us.”
“What?” I meet his gaze.
“You’re beautiful,” he says quietly. Then, “Stop looking at me like that.”
“To, what, be a morally just white knight? Or worse, do something just
to spite you?” He snorts. “No. You killed someone who touched you? Good. If you hadn’t, I certainly would. I’m not nice, Lux, but you and I... We’re in this together. Whatever this is.”
No one wants to love me... least of all, Theo Alistair.
“Sorry, little monster,” he says.