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178 pages, ebook
First published January 1, 2017
it won’t matter that when you were sixteen and newly orphanedJohn Proctor is the Villain is a timely play in the context of the #MeToo movement. It asks the vital question of when a witch hunt becomes a witch hunt. Who gets declared a witch? Who are the hunters? AND WHO DESERVES TO BE HUNTED??? Kimberly Belflower explores all of these question, by turning Arthur Miller's The Crucible on its head, demonstrating the power of feminine solidarity and rage. This play truly is a feminist moment in and of itself. Like, you will never understand but this play and its message are so fucking powerful!!! The power of female friendship, the beauty (and terror) of girlhood, the fucking guts it takes to stand up in the face of oppression and the patriarchy.
a married man two decades older than you made promises he had no intention to keep and said things in the dark that made you feel like you were made of fire
it will matter that you took that fire and burned him down with it
because that same fire will spread
SHELBYThere are several reveals throughout the play which raise the stakes and maintain the play's lightning speed but let me tell you: I KNEW WHO THE F*CKING VILLAIN OF THIS PLAY WAS FROM THE BEGINNING! And this character and their actions HAD MY BLOOD BOILING. Like, kudos to Belflower for being such an exceptional writer BUT I WANTED TO KILL THIS MAN!!!! (Rereading the play was even wilder because his audacity becomes even more clear LIKEE—SOMEONE LOCK HIM UP!!!!!) Like, I love the finale of the play more than life itself, but the way I would've preferred for actual WITCHCRAFT to be performed by the end of this, so that this character could burn, I cannot put it into words. When Raelynn and Shelby come to class with the record player I was soooo ready for a full take down of this character with voice messages and all, but the we got something a lot more beautiful and empowering which, again, goes to show why Belflower is the award-winner writer and not me. ;) I would've just let his fucking head roll, lmao.
like that’s what names are
they’re fiction
but my body is a fact
I live inside of it
IVYAnd because this is so fucking fun you get another example of Belflower's hilarious dialogue:
well
yeah they’re perfect
remember I did horse therapy that one summer
NELL
oh so you’re like rich
IVY
I love that that’s your takeaway
not like, “oh dang what did you need horse therapy for, are you okay?”
BETHEven Belflower's notes for the play are amazing. I mean, look at her character notes: "Beth Powell – student, 17, F. kind of like if Rory Gilmore and Paris Geller had a baby and raised her in the Deep South." and "Bailey Gallagher – counselor, 24, F. this is her first real job out of college. she's trying her best." HELLO?? The way you can IMMEDIATELY picture these characters. Holy shit. And look on her note on pace: "if it’s over 1:45 you’re going too slow. NO INTERMISSION!!!" She truly is one of us! I also love that Belflower stood on business when it came to the intersections of racism and sexism. She has several excellent notes on casting: "rural Georgia doesn’t mean all white. never has." PERIODTTT. "the case can be made for any of these girls to be a person of color, but certain combinations lead to stereotypes and/or commentary I'm not trying to make. as such: Lee and Mr. Smith are white. full stop." EXACTLYYYYYY. Stomp on their necks, bestie. You get it!!!!
I think about that part all the time
I cannot wait to shine like fireworks over this sad empty town
RAELYNN
I kind of hope she murders john mayer one day
BETH
what??
RAELYNN
but like
in a very very sneaky way like no one will know it’s her
but I’ll know
he’ll just turn up dead one day from like “natural causes” and I’ll be like
yeah girl
yes
you did it
during the first verse, they perform a series of precise, synchronized movements it might be hard for Shelby to fully commit for the first part of the danceThat song ("I'M WAITING FOR IT, THAT GREEN LIGHT, I WANT IT!!!!!!!!") has literally become an all-time favorite of mine. Like, I'm blasting it each night dancing in my room. It makes so much sense within the context of the play and I'll never be able to listen to it without thinking of Shelby and Raelynn and how fucking brave they were, and of Beth maybe dancing, too. ("then, when the song starts to go into that slower moment at the end: Beth stands up / she looks a little surprised at herself / the other girls see her / we see them see her / she takes a step toward them is she going to dance too? she might / she just might / blackout" — babes, I tell you I CRYYY every time I read these lines, even now writing this fucking review. Ugh.) As it's impossible to find a bootleg of the Broadway show (boo, tomatoes tomatoes) I have to be content with watching snippets of high school performances of the play on YT, and let me tell you, whenever I watch the finale, and see the different choreos the girls come up with, I literally tear up. Like, it is THAT deep. You will never understand!!!
she might even have to stop once or twice —
I mean, Mr. Smith is Right There
but she’s so fucking brave and she keeps going because Raelynn’s Right There too
they’re doing this together
that’s all Shelby needs