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232 pages, Paperback
First published January 11, 1984

Blood and guts in high school
This is all I know
Parents teachers boyfriends
All have got to go
Some folks like trains,
some folks like ships,
I like the way you move you hips
All I want is a taste of your lips,
boy,
All I want is a taste of your lips.
I walked along a highway. I was looking for a place to sit down, for some grass I could walk in, for a wood I could explore. I walked for hours. All the land on both sides of the highway, cultivated and wild, was private. I had to keep walking on the highway. I thought that people today, when they move move only by car, train, boat, or plane and so move only on roads. They perceive only the roads, the map, the prison. I think it's becoming harder to get off the roads.
Teachers teach you intricate ways of saying one thing and doing something else.
"I know you think it's a high school romance like you and Sally...but it's really serious to me. I loved you."
"I just LOVE to fuck."
"I didn't know how much these abortions hurt me physically and mentally. I was desperate to fuck more and more so I could finally get love. Soon my total being was on fire, not just my sex, and I was doing everything to make the non-sexual equivalent of love happen."
"Dear dreams, You are the only thing that matters. You are my hope and I live for and in you. You are rawness and wildness, the colours, the scents, passion, events appearing. You are the things I live for. Please take me over.
"Dreams cause the vision world to break loose of consciousness.
"Dreams by themselves aren't enough to destroy the blanket of dullness.
"The dreams we allow to destroy us cause us to be visions/ see the vision world...
"The blackness I now see everywhere comes from perverted because unrealised wants...Now overwhelming fear separates me from the want I [see]. Now overwhelming fear makes me part of the death-world."
"I get distracted real easily. I'm getting very distracted by sex these days. I want to fuck around as much as possible. When I fantasise fucking, the encounters are always cold wild and free."

"Right now I can speak as directly as I want 'cause no one gives a shit about writing and ideas, all anyone cares about is money."
"Everything takes place at night,
In the centres of nightmares and dreams,
I know I'm being torn apart by my needs,
I don't know how to see anymore."