An Undoing: A Pastor's Story of Resilience

by Matthew Hansen

We've all been through events in which we feel, at least in the moment, that there is no coming back. Maybe it was a severe break-up; a fall from grace as a leader; an occupational dream shattered; a psychological and emotional breakdown; or, as in many western films, you are a leader who has come to the middle of your life, the hopes and expectations you held have crashed around you, and all of a sudden you feel lost. Our brains often translate this as some sort of trauma.

On paper, my life looked perfect: married, four kids, house in the downtown area of one of the best cities in the United States, and a vocation that many spend much time and money trying to gain. However, at some point, I lost myself. I got swallowed up in the hype and movement, and forgot what it was all about. I want to invite you into my story and take you on a journey of resilience, the same journey that helped me come back better than before, the journey that will help you begin to recreate your life.

154 pages, Paperback

First published August 8, 2019

About the author

Matthew Hansen is a social entrepreneur, missiologist, and public speaker. He holds an MDiv from Portland Seminary, and is the co-church planter of two churches and of three other nonprofits. He is a visionary architect who has assisted in several nonprofit startups, consulting committees, and international projects focusing in areas of justice. Matthew now lives in Knox County, Illinois, where he and his family has started Knox County Brewing Co., a microbrewery aimed at social, economic, and community development

Reviews

[Maja · Rating 4 out of 5]

I loved the insight given on slowing down and creating new processes. Starting something new can be very hard, especially when dealing with mental health issues, which cause lack of motivation, but thinking and behaving intentionally can bring healing to so many areas of our lives. This book gave me lots to think about and inspired my new processes for 2020.

[Madison Reiling-Mullins · Rating 5 out of 5]

What is consistently beautiful, and telling, in this work proves the power of authenticity and humility. Matthew is a brilliant writer. These words paint a story of bravery in the midst of apparent darkness. You won’t regret this read.