This was a favorite of mine this past May. Quiet, introspective poems on God, nature, bodies, death, the universe.
Note that there are a couple poems with lines about suicidal ideation though they aren't graphic.
Favorites:
I want so much to be captain,
to show, on the one hand,
that I am my body’s say-so,
on the other, some self-respect.
— from “On the Dilemma of Mind and Body”
Once I thought every fortune cookie
should end with to us. What is measurable is knowable—
to us. Through leaps of imagination we arrive
at fixed truths—to us. I thought I was saying we
weren’t that grandiose. Back then I didn’t sense my
disconnection. But one night, far from the fluorescent,
the halogen, the campfire light, I stepped out of a cabin
and could have cried at how close the stars were,
their pelts so thick and furred, I could feel them
pressing against me, warming me. I thought perhaps
they could feel me too, the universe, all its moving parts
engaged in their own eurekas, no longer exclusive, of us.
— from “To Us”
My mother believes if she doesn’t believe,
her prayers will be answered. What kind of god is that?
One who enjoys a good cry, one who’s got his eye
on you. So she believes in him,
but she also believes he’s up to no good, like a snake.
— from “Bitten”
Agnostic or atheist?
The light strums the fly’s wings.
I don’t know, I say. I don’t know.
The sun falls. Northern lights bulge
then thin, approach then recede.
The answer is out there, I know,
but something generous keeps holding it back.
— from “Phone Survey”