3.5 Stars
This isn't the first book of Soto's I've read, but I think it's the best she's written so far. There are things I absolutely loved about this book, unfortunately there are also things that drove me batty, which resulted in a lower rating than I'd originally thought I'd give this book.
First, I'm going to talk about the things I loved; I loved Gabe, one of our MCs. At first I wasn't sure whether I'd warm up to him, because he came across as a cold, calculated business man, a workaholic at heart who wasn't able or willing to open his heart to anyone. I'm always happy to be proven wrong! While I still think Gabe is as workaholic as a man can be, he's not cold. He's actually proven himself to be a thoughtful, attentive, charming man, and I warmed up to him to the point I started to love him. I liked the friendships he has with his business partners and their families, the affection and worry they had for each other was easy to see.
I loved James's relationship with his son Dylan. Actually, I loved Dylan more than I liked his dad, but I'll get back to that in a bit. Dylan was born when his father was 15, and their relationship is as much a friendship as it is an ordinary parent-child one. Dylan thinks the world of his father, and his protectiveness and desire to see his father happy warmed my heart. He is an amazing kid!
I loved that James and Gabe didn't jump between the sheets right away. Their relationship isn't based on chemistry and attraction, it's one based on friendship and respect. Which takes me to the things I didn't like...
Their relationship lacked the chemistry I craved. Gabe is drawn to James initially because he respects James and his integrity. I was hoping their chemistry would come to life as their relationship progressed, but it just wasn't there. On top of that, James wasn't believable as a character. He's a 32 year old virgin, but no matter how much I try to believe that, I just can't. I understand that raising his son by himself didn't exactly leave lots of time for man-love, but let's be real. He didn't even come close to having sex with men (not even blowjobs, not once in his 32 years); any human being craves the touch of another person, even if only for physical release. And maybe I could've accepted that, only once he admitted he never even touched his own ass other than for the sole purpose of washing, I was in total disbelief. The sexy times between James and Gabe were anything but sexy; James was like a blushing virgin at all times and Gabe's sexiness didn't make up for James's maiden behavior. I couldn't connect with this side of James, and at times I truly disliked him.
Another thing I didn't like about James was his self-imposed less than modest life. I understand that he was saving money for the eventuality of Dylan losing his scholarship, but he took it to the extreme. I'm not going to go into detail, but his lifestyle quickly became boring and tiresome.
As you can see, I have mixed feelings over this book, but overall it was an enjoyable read. It did get better in the last few chapters, so I think the next book will pick up where this one left off, and it's going to be a lot better.