"On the road that is not his road
anymore I belong to whatever it is
which will happen to me."
"Stay up all night if you have to, to avoid bad dreaming. It can hurt & I need you."
"All winter long, I've tried not to write to you. There is something too final to it I should think."
"By day, I will be light again.
I will survive and outsurvive the hours.
I will have done wrong in my sleep.
I will have dreamed of fires warmer
Fires smaller, much more beautiful.
Far more hungry, worshiped, singed."
"I am a creature of the real world, even
though you think I seldom choose to live there
properly. I am an air-breathing sort:
always cold at the extremity, never content
with the heat that I have."
"No one will ever love you like you wanted to be loved."
"I am the kind of girl who calls from baths in old extravagant hotels."
"What I want is to sleep away an epoch,
wake up as a girl with another kind of heart."
"It was a sunset of a certain alchemy
of oranges with the blues of bruises healing."
"When it's time, I will look there
For your name."