Note to self: Never ever forget that this book exists. Ever.
Unlike my other reviews, this one is solely for me. To remind myself that no matter how many great books I read, I always need to come back to this one.
Let's do this...(iykyk)
Scars is my second book by Asher. The first one was a disaster and DNF but boy am I glad I gave this one a chance. The writing took some getting used to; it was to the point and sometimes felt abrupt. But after getting to know these characters? There's no other way an MI6 and CIA agent would talk. They don't have the time to waste on purple prose or the energy for beating around the bush.
Being a spy isn’t for the faint at heart—especially for the brute American and the beautiful, cunning Brit.
I wasn't aware going in, that Cole and Isabella were an on again off again item, that was mostly limited to screwing each other's brains out on their ops together. Did that put me off in the beginning? Yes. Did it help their case that they had eyes only for each other and no one else? Yessss.
They might have pissed each other off most of the time, but their adoration and trust in each other was always rock solid. Their romantic relationship aside, they never doubted each other's skills. Never. I don't know about anyone else, but that kind of unbreakable confidence in each other is fucking sexy to me.
Cole Carson....words leave me when I think of him. I'm sure if he knew that, his head would swell even bigger than what it is. He's cocky, arrogant, pompous. But he backs that shit up. He's also intelligent, skillful, has dry humour that makes me want to jump his bones and so in love with his woman, it makes you forget all his flaws. I never thought I'd fall for someone who's so full of themselves, but here we are. I might love him even because of it.
He's the type of man who gave Bella what she needed *wink wink*, gave her time to grieve and feel everything she needed to feel. He'd cross all limits if it meant easing her pain. He'd give her the safe space she needed, but also would tell her to dust off her pants and get to solving shit, like the capable woman he knew with every fiber of his being she was.
I didn't know Cole was a single parent either, but since I love watching the child(ren) interact and get to know the other romantic lead, it was a nice surprise. When Abbott met Bella, it wasn't all heroine worship right off the bat. In fact, it took the genius child (something she inherited from her smart father) some time to warm up to Bella. Which was exactly how it would be for a child used to everyone leaving.
In the beginning, Bella would often make me go to the edge of annoyed with all her stubbornness and back and forth. But just when I thought I was about to reach my limit, Asher would smartly change tactics and shift focus to something else. This was great, since,
1. I didn't have to time to dwell on Bella's stubbornness, 2. There was enough action and conspiracy theories to keep my suspense-hungry mind engaged.
I also a 100% appreciated Bella's unflappable confidence in Cole.
In the end, Cole respected that and he respected me. Together, we were a force. The best.
Oftentimes, I'll skip ahead in a book to see if what I suspected is true and more often than not, I don't bother going back to the parts I skipped. Almost like I'm trying to sabotage the book for myself or something. Did the same thing with Scars. The only difference is that even after skipping over to a part where something major happens, instead of reading ahead, I wanted to go back so I didn't miss a single moment with these two and their crazy entourage. That's a pretty big deal for me.
I have so much more to say and so many damn highlights to quote, and I'll always envy that feeling of reading this book for the first time. But here's something that describes Cole and Bella's dynamic to a T.
“Because I challenge you. Because I respect you. Because you know I know how good you are at your job. I’ve even stood up for you over the last two months with assholes who have dismissed you because you’re young, beautiful, and they think you got where you are because of your name. And also because I’m hot and you turn into a knot of sexual frustration waiting to be untangled every time I brush a finger across your fair skin.”
"I am me and she’s the shit. Everything we’ve done together is fucking spectacular. We’re the grand finale on the Fourth of July, lighting up every inch of the horizon."
"Your persistence has made me a happy woman.” “I can’t help it. I’m the shit.”