When I read Desire for Dearborne by V.B. Kildaire, several things struck me about this wonderful book. It reminded me how much I miss reading historical romances. It’s unfortunate that there aren’t more historically based homoerotic romances available. I know it’s harder for the heroes to end up with a happy ever after, so many authors avoid this theme, but this author was able to not only make this book very loving and romantic, it had a great ending as well.
Desire for Dearborne read like an old school romance novel and I loved it. Our hero, Leander Mayfield, has recently found out he has inherited the esteemed title of becoming the Earl of Dearborne from his long lost grandfather. Since Leander has lived in America all of his life, the news comes as quite a shock. His two beloved older brothers were lost at sea, leaving Leander alone and practically penniless, so when he finds out he’s not only an Earl, but a rich one at that, he immediately hops on a boat to England to start his new life.
Leander has had much loss in his life. He was a sickly child, so he has a long time love affair with books and knowledge. Throughout his childhood and until now, Leander has had several bouts of sickness which he has recovered from. Because of this, he is quite shy and is often misunderstood. But, Leander also has a zest for life. Even though he makes mistakes, he embraces his new life, as much as Leander’s shyness and consideration will allow.
When Leander meets Julien Sutcliff, the Earl of Blackstone, he feels an immediate connection with him. Julien’s roguish behavior and known preference for male companionship instead of females, often keep the ton’s tongues wagging. But, Leander doesn’t believe rumors, nor does he care that Julien is attracted to men. As the men become more acquainted, Leander himself, starts to realize that he has always been attracted to men, especially Julien.
Julien has never been ashamed of her attraction to men. Aware of his reputation as a sodimite and a debaucher of innocents, he has deliberately had relationships with kept men, instead of other men of his station. Being around the innocent and sweetly shy Leander brings out his protective instincts and makes him emotionally raw, which he has never felt before.
When Leander’s life is suddenly in danger, decisions must be made. Should they ignore the love between them, or fight to be in each other’s arms forever?
I loved this book and I can’t wait to read more by this author. The story itself is fast paced and there is an element of suspense and mystery to it, also that keeps the story interesting as well. I would not category this book as erotic, though. I would consider this more sensual, which I enjoyed just as much, because of the intimacy and feelings Leander and Julien share between them.
5+ stars