Ex-boyband member Dane Karlson is struggling to overcome an eating disorder and a body dismorphic disorder. His fall through a glass table puts him in rehab and on the road to recovery. Then a friend dies. When depression causes him to lose ground, he calls for the only person he trusts--former bandmate Tommy. But Tommy doesn't know how to help. He begs his friend Sebastian "Bas" Axelrod to aid them through the emotional struggle.
Bas, an openly gay high school student who's recently lost his grandmother, is trying to survive his last few months of school before escaping to Stanford. Having just lost the only person in his family to care for him, he is victim to the cruelty of the others. His younger brother bullies him, and his parents are suing him for his gran's inheritance. When Tommy calls, Bas can't help but run to his side.
Together Dane and Bas find a middle ground, supporting each other through the lows, dancing together during the highs. They build friendships and plan for the prom and graduation, thinking positively as long as they are together.
Sam Kadence has always dreamed about being someone else, somewhere else. With very little musical talent, Sam decided the only way to make those dreams come true was to try everything from cosplay at the local anime conventions to writing novels about pretending to run away to become a musician.
Sam has a Bachelor's degree in Creative Writing, sells textbooks for a living, enjoys taking photographs of Asian Ball Joint Dolls to tell more stories, and has eclectic taste in music from J-pop to rock and country. All of which finds its way into the books eventually.
Zero steam, a ridiculous amount of (melo)drama, and dialogue that would be said by no real teenager ever. I appreciated reading about some of the difficult themes (like body dysmorphic disorder and eating disorders among men) covered, but as a whole this book just didn't do it for me.
I was kind of put off by the title of this exceptional book even though I had enjoyed its predecessor ‘On the Right Track’ very much. I’m happy to say that the title is quite apt for this enthralling tale of youths Dane and Bas, who find romantic love while struggling to overcome the physical manifestations of their emotional and mental angst. Although the nature of the material showcased in this story is serious, the author successfully weaves the subjects of first love and rehabilitative therapy into a joyous, romantic tale of hope and reclamation. This is a marvelous book and I’m pretty certain everyone will enjoy it. But I feel strongly that its story will inspire anyone parenting a troubled teen and more—it should be available in every high school library.
Ex-boy band member Dane was swept into the popular band Vocal Growth before he had established a strong personal identity. As such he aligned his identity with those of this band’s members, thinking them superior because they appear so capable. When the band breaks up, Dane loses his sense of self and becomes prey to the ghostly voices of abuse heaped upon him from his family environment. His attempts to counter his resulting low esteem by asserting control over his physicality turns into a vicious addiction of self-abuse and lands him in a rehabilitation clinic. When Dane reaches out to his band mate Tommy for help, Tommy sends in the openly gay Bas, who has a record of helping other teens. Dane is initially freaked out by the colorful, outspoken Bas—“being gay” is one of Dane’s biggest haunts. Will Dane accept Bas’s help? Is Dane gay? And if he isn’t, why does being around Bas make Dane feel better?
When senior high-schooler Bas is asked to help a friend of a friend, after some reluctance he agrees to try. He almost gives up on Dane at their initial meeting, something about the horrific boy sets Bas’s teeth on edge. Plus, Bas wonders if he can afford to help Dane given that his own emotional health is shaky due to the recent death of his loving grandmother. Despite his fears, Bas can’t desert Dane and tries to help him find his way. When Dane begins to blossom under Bas’s care, Bas tries to stifle his interest in the recovering boy. Having romantic thoughts about Dane is a bad idea given Dane’s history of sexual abuse. But why is Dane suddenly asking Bas about boys kissing and holding his hand every chance he gets?
This effervescent and magnanimous story puts the “heart” in heartwarming. The author does not pull any punches and sheds a no-nonsense light on the realities of recovery from abuse, but the charm of the tale outshines its sorrows through the building of an exquisite cast of supporting characters and the highly loveable leads, Dane and Bas. These two are clearly meant for each other and it was a joy to experience their journey to love. Ru and Adam, the romantic pairing from the previous book, return to support Bas and Dane and new characters join the wonderful circle of friends this author has created. Kudos to Sam Kadence, whose writing skills have escalated to another level with this effort.
I mentioned that the book should be in all high school libraries, but in hindsight I’ve got to say this story would make a terrific movie or perhaps an MTV series of the “Finding Carter” variety. There are so many fabulous and genuine scenes within its pages and lots of rich humor as well. The heat level is warm to heated with lots of kisses and the romance is delightful, full of the awkward pauses of teenaged love. The resulting story is part self-help book, part coming out story and part first love story, with many mini-tales slipped inside. It is truly an enchanting rainbow of a read
Thank you, Sam Kadence, for gifting readers with this much-needed tale of the many facets of love. In a word…”Magical”
NOTE: This book was provided by Harmony Ink Press for the purpose of a review on Rainbow Book Reviews.
Disclaimer: I have not yet read book 1 in this series (but I will be going back to read it).
WOW! I have to be honest that I wasn’t sure if I would like this book based on the title…but this is an absolute must read!! When you read the story, the title will make perfect sense and bring a smile to your face.
Let me get the basics out of the way first – the writing in this book is really good. I am a nazi when it comes to grammatical and spelling errors and I found none in this book. I have never had a personal experience with eating disorders so I cannot speak to any of the technicalities about it. My review is based solely on entertainment value of the book.
This story touched me on several different levels…as a mom, as a friend of gay couples that has suffered bullying for their sexual orientation and as a human being that believes all people should be treated equally.
Dane suffered at hands of his parents for most of his life, being subjected to physical, sexual, verbal and emotional abuse. Even though he has lived through all this abuse and had to grow up pretty quickly because of his fame, he has an innocence and childlike essence that just makes you want to hug him. He has no filter and says whatever comes to his mind regardless of the consequences. Thankfully he has surrounded himself with friends that can support and care for him and who can help him learn how to be comfortable in social situations. I personally love his lack of filter as I lack one myself. Regrettably, those around him are easily hurt and don’t always understand his comments as ignorance instead of malice. I don’t want to give too much away but I absolutely love the way Bas, Adam and Ru help him heal from not only his eating disorder but the effects of 12 years of abuse. These guys are truly great friends to him.
Bas is just as broken as Dane. His only advocate has been his grandmother whom he just lost. His family is absolutely horrible. He has been bullied and abused. He hides behind his snarky comments and flamboyant behavior. Fortunately for him, Dane sees through that protective layer to the man Bas really is and loves him for it. The 2 of them balance each other and make a great pair – even if they were to remain just friends, forever. I’m hopeful Bas and Dane are able to follow through with the life plans that Bas has as I think that would be an inspiration for all the troubled teens they come in contact with. Adam and Ru obviously have a history that is told in book 1 but it is not necessary to read that book before reading this book. As I stated, after falling in love with this book I will be going back to book 1 because I do think that information would help understand some of their quirks in this book.
Tommy is one of Ru and Dane’s ex-band members and plays a pretty big role in this book. He is a good friend to all these guys and wants to help all of them. Unfortunately, he is just as lost as Dane and Bas are but his unraveling takes place over the entire story and leaves us not so patiently waiting for book 3 for his story.
Another 2 characters that I’m hoping we’ll see more of are Paige and Marissa. I can’t say too much about either of them without giving too much away but they both play integral parts of the story that I would like to see more of in future books.
This book is very touching and will stay with you for a long time. It is definitely one you must read.
4.5 Stars ~“Yes, I’m the gay boy all the homophobic idiots warn you against. I like makeup, ballroom dancing, chick flicks, and I have the funny lisp when I talk. Unintentional, I assure you, but there it is. You have a body dysmorphic disorder, severe depression, and anorexia. When you were admitted you weighed less than one hundred thirty pounds and are listed as so unstable you’ve been on suicide watch for months. Who do you think has more problems? The queer studying psychology or the ex-boybander who can’t eat and tries to exercise himself to death?”
This is just one of the many reasons why I fell completely for Bas, in the first book of the series, 'On The Right Track'. Bas tells it like it is, and he doesn't hide who he is. He's suffering, also, as his beloved grandmother just died, and she was the only person in his very, large family, who loved him. Bas has had his own share of trouble with depression, anxiety, and a moment where he came very close to suicide. He continues to see his therapist, and he works hard at being the best person he can be.
Dane is....well, a mess, is the word that comes to mind. He has a childhood filled with physical, verbal, sexual, and emotional abuse. The loss of his brothers, when Vocal Growth ended, sent him spiraling farther down his own rabbit hole, filled with an eating disorder, severe negative body image, and horrible depression. Meeting Bas, and Adam, along with reconnecting with Tommy and Ru, helps Dane along the path of seeing himself in a more positive light. But, this isn't an easy journey. Not by a long shot.
It was an amazing walk to take with Bas and Dane. The author did a phenomenal job showing the reality of mental health diseases, and Bas and Dane, both broke my heart. I adored the way they became friends, and slowly, very slowly, became more. This was probably one of the sweetest stories I've read in a very long time!
I want to comment on the title of this book. 'Unicorns and Rainbow Poop' might've seemed strange for some, and maybe people were turned off from reading it because of that. I hope not, because they would've missed out on an incredibly beautiful story. Now, I'm not telling you the whole significance behind the title. You have to read the book to understand the magic.
“Your future unicorn. Think goodness, luck, purity, love.” “It’s not a unicorn.” “Not yet. But maybe someday. You gotta evolve to be a unicorn. It takes lots of fumbling, some falling, admitting mistakes, and embracing those who love you even when you feel lower than a snail.” Bas smiled at him."
Thank you, Lissa. I loved it!
NOTE: This book was provided by the author for the purpose of a review.
There were some things I really loved about this book, especially that it delved into so many important issues including eating disorders, depression, bullying and sexual and other abuse. What kept this from being five stars was that I really didn't think the boys acted like real teenagers. I also thought it was a little over the top with all of the awful things thrown at Bas and Dane. The romance was sweet but not a main focus as both boys had so many issues to overcome.
Great book! I didn't know there was a book one before I read this. And it didn't matter. However I would like to read book 1 now! (and wish I had previously)
Eating disorders is one of the most misunderstood conditions. Those who go through it do not understand what they are going through, they are confused and full of guilt. Those who watch their loved ones go through it do not understand the whys of the disease and play the blaming game. Those who watch from the sidelines are just as confused and in their confusion get angry at how anyone can be stupid enough to get themselves in that situation.
For Dane Karlson, being a boy-band member placed him from a bad situation into a worse one. Yes, he got the fame and money he did not really know what to do with and true, it got him out of a family situation that could have killed him had he stayed. Instead of saving him, however, his mind took a tumble and he did not know how to handle it. His psyche resorted to a coping mechanism that was not logical either: anorexia nervosa. Yes, it does hit the men.
Bas lost the only family who loved him, his grandmother. He had been through a tough time but thanks to her, he made it out alive and was now on the road to recovery. Her death took a toll on him, but he was well on his way to knowing how to defend himself properly and logically this time around. His family is one that I would consider unmentionables and they did all they could to be illogical in their greed and cruelty. Having inherited his grandmother's assets was not what her children expected so they did the one thing they knew how to do well: bully.
Dane and Bas come from a background that is horrible and hard to understand, but it is a place that is all so familiar to many. Their struggles to stay alive in their cruel world took a toll on their minds and bodies. The therapies they had to go through, the support group they relied on, thankfully they each had help. It did not make their journey easier, but it made life a little brighter. When the two meet, it was thanks to fellow boy-band member, Tommy, who did not really know where to start, much less how to start. So Tommy calls Bas for he had been there and so knew more than Tommy. It helped that Bas was studying to be a therapist and thanks to the right intervention and medications, he knew enough to think logically. The good news, he successfully connected with Dane, and Dane connected as well.
I have to be honest and complain that instead of a romance, I see an issue of transference in the trust and affection that develops between Bas and Dane. That is a super No No for psychologists like myself but it is, arguably, a common occurrence. However, common occurence does not make the situation right. Bas was young and helped Dane when he was at his lowest so it is only logical that Dane should learn to rely on him then eventually fall in love with him. And that is really the main issue I am struggling with. I don't know how their relationship will end. I always hope for an HEA but... the protocols of psychological ethics get in the way of the romantic in me and I struggle.
That said and out of the way, I must say, this was a truly beautiful and inspiring story about the journey of two troubled young men and how they found their place of trust. I want to see the world through rose colored lenses so I will go the rainbow way, the way these two did and wish for a happy ever after. I loved how the story of the boys slowly developed and finally fell into a relationship that may be solid. This is romantic, sweet and well written and if you don't mind my rambling, I will say: go for it!
Despite the cute cover and fluffy title this book is rather dark and depressing in many places but the author manages to balance that perfectly with the hope that things can get better and the willingness of these friends to help each other.
The book doesn’t pull any punches, beginning with both main characters suffering right from the word go. Chapter one starts with Dane staring at the blank walls of his “cell” in a rehab clinic where he has been staying since nearly killing himself. He’s been completely lost since the band dissolved two months previous, has an eating disorder that has been taking hold since childhood and has a vague notion that he may be gay which he’s been taught is evil and wrong. Embarrassed to have his friends and former band mates discover his secrets he has shut everyone out of his life but the death of another patient convinces him to finally reach out for help.
Chapter two switches over to Bas who is preparing for the funeral of his Grandma, the only family member to still love and support him after he came out as gay. Although Bas shows a confident and happy face to the world we know from the first book that Bas has suffered extreme violence at the hands of school bullies and has previously attempted suicide but was saved both times.
Tommy, the oldest member of Vocal Growth, is the link that brings these two suffering characters together in the hope that Bas can help Dane in the same way he helped himself.
Original review on Molly Lolly Five stars! When I first read the blurb for this book back when Sam did a cover reveal, I couldn’t wait to read it. I knew it was going to be a book I liked. Little did I know that it would become one of THOSE books. Those books where you read the last page and you blink and realize that your life has just changed because of the characters and the story. I didn’t want this story to end. The characters felt real and I can clearly see them hanging out with each other five, ten, fifteen years from now. Sam deals with some pretty heavy topics in a way that teens can understand and relate with even if they aren’t dealing with it themselves. This is a book I plan to put in my daughter’s library for her to read when she’s older. I wanted more after the epilogue but it was the perfect build up for another book. My favorite scene are some of the ones with Dane asking whatever comes into his head and out his mouth. Makes me feel better to know that I’m not alone with foot-in-mouth disease.
Gosh! Sometimes a book is hard to read when awful thing keep happening to main characters (Oh Baz), but maybe this is some people's reality.
I love the way this group of damaged kids come together and support each other. Ru and Adam aren't taking their good fortune for granted - they continually support Baz, worry about Tommy, and now that Dane has joined them (and Paige AND Marissa) well, wow, that's a lot of friends.
But it's not all cupcakes and pizza, but thankfully sometimes it is, because there is so much hurting going on here... well, I already said, sometimes it's hard to read.
Anyway, Dane and Baz have a lot to work through. They alternate viewpoints, and we see a lot of Ru, Adam and Tommy. And once again, I am thankful for the positive adult roles that Mr and Mrs C provide.
Warning: This book describes depression, eating disorders, and thoughts of suicide.
This was an amazing book. Ms. Kasey did an amazing job describing the emotional and physical turmoil depression and eating disorders can cause. This is a difficult book to read because all of the emotions are so raw. You feel everything the characters are going through and you want to help so badly but you just have to watch it play out. I was so impressed with the growth of the characters and their ability to tackle their demons and start to regain control of their lives.
The ending to Dane and Bas’s story was wonderful but the cliffhanger teaser to Tommy’s story was brutal. I am really hoping we get to read Tommy’s story very soon, he seems to have just as many problems as Dane did and needs to find his own HEA. I have a feeling his story will be just as difficult as Dane’s or possibly even worse but, worth it to see him healthy and able to face life again.
Not as good as the first book, but I still really liked it. It wasn't hard to remember the characters from book one, but it can be read as a standalone.
Bas (Sebastian) is alone in the world. The only person who ever cared for him died recently and he doesn't have any direction. All he knows is that he has to get out of his small town and go to Stanford, where he is free to be himself. When a friend asks him to talk to someone who is in therapy, he jumps at the chance to do something as well as to go to California. There he meets Dane, a former boy-band member who is suffering from an eating disorder. The relationship between Bas and Dane develops very slowly, and true to form for a YA romance, there is nothing explicit that occurs on the page. I loved their little family, that just goes to show that your true family can be those not related by blood. Ru and Adam from book one are also present for much of the book, and it was good to catch up with them and to see how they were doing.
This was a hard story to read because it is heartbreaking. But it is about some very real issues that are finally being spoken about. But it's such a good book. In the end remember it's all about hope.
Dane hates food and has always had an eating disorder and body dismorphic disorder but when he gets injured after not eating for a few days, he knows it’s time to get help. Unfortunately, that doesn’t seem to be working all too well so he calls his former bandmate, Tommy, for some support. But when Tommy’s unsure on how to help Dane, he asks Bas to come help out. Bas and Dane get off to a rocky start, causing some hateful words to be spoken but it’s not long before Dane realizes he’s hurting more than himself now.
Determined to get better and become less of a burden, he moves to another rehab facility in Minnesota to be closer to his ex-bandmates and if that brings him closer to Bas, even better. Spending more and more time with Bas, Dane starts to question everything but he’s also starting to accept himself and food. What starts as a friendship slowly turns into something more even if both Bas and Dane have their issues. With blows coming at them from all angles, can these boys get through it all and find a little happiness in each other?
This was such a sweet story. I loved the fact that it deals with body issues in guys. Dane is very emotionally damaged to the point of associating food with the abuse of his past. He’s broken mentally, spiritually and physically. He’s a shell of his former self but has a lot of mental demons that cause him to think he’s ugly and fat even though he’s underweight and malnourished. Bas’ issues revolve more around depression and anxiety but stem from being disowned by his parents, raped and left for dead. However, while they both have problems, they deal with them in their own way. Dane’s way of handling his issues only cause him more problems while Bas’ pushes him to be a better person. That drive is what causes Bas to help Dane even when Dane is the biggest asshole to him.
They start as friends by Bas showing Dane that he’ll always be there for him. I loved them together because Bas understood Dane but also because Dane felt so comfortable with Bas that he trusted Bas not trick him into eating things he wouldn’t like. More than anything, though, I liked that they didn’t rush into a relationship. Part of their hesitance is that Dane was ingrained to believe men don’t do this or that or that being with your own sex is wrong. They work through that but even still, Dane isn’t sure if he’s gay and Bas worries that Dane is only with him out of convenience. They have a lot to work through before they reach a point where they’re both on the same page but when that moment finally came, it was absolutely beautiful.
I really enjoyed this one but my biggest issue was the numerous conflicts. I felt like there was just too many issues going around especially since most of them would get resolved in easy ways then have another conflict pop up and get resolved a short time later. Obviously, there’s Dane’s body dismorphic disorder and Bas’ own depression that are the main conflicts but then there’s also Bas grieving his grandmother dying, his family suing him for his inheritance, Bas’ brother Eddy and his abuse, the vandalism, Bas’ school blaming him for the abuse on him, the whole Marissa situation and a few other conflicts that were easily resolved but that I felt cluttered the overall story to the point that, towards the end, the story started to drag for me. Add to that, the ending leaves the reader left hanging and wondering if Tommy is okay or if something horrible is about to happen.
All in all, though, I really liked this one. I adored both Bas and Dane. They’re simplistic characters that have a world of issues but they lean on each other and learn to accept their friends’ help to get through them. I liked the fact that the author explored guys having eating disorders and body dismorphic disorders because you don’t read a lot about that happening in males but I also enjoyed seeing how having a steady support of friends can dramatically increase one’s healing. I’m hoping the next book is about Tommy (and Paige!) because now I’m very eager to see what happens to him!
Unicorns and Rainbow Poop is the sequel to On the Right Track. These are YA stories about frightened and confused young men trying to find their way to adulthood with many questions about what has happened to them in the past and how to deal with their own sexuality. This is not the silly fluff that the title might lead you to believe. It is a serious story about serious mental anguish and grave problems that should be the domain of adults, not teenagers. Dane has a severe eating disorder that an accident caused him to reflect on his life and check himself into a facility where he can be treated and learn to accept himself as he is. He realizes that he cannot love someone else until he discovers how to at least like himself. Since he’s been told all his life that he isn’t good enough this is going to be a challenge. A bully, especially a family member, can and will destroy a life. Bas has his own problems that distract him and cause him to lose focus, but when his friend Tommy asks him to come to Dane’s aid he drops everything to respond. Bas has a heart of gold. His beloved grandmother has recently died leaving her huge house and some money to Bas but he finds himself in a legal and emotional battle with his odious parents and brother to keep what his grandmother wanted him to have. We get to see Ru and Adam from the first book in the series and realize that they are doing well but still have mountains to climb. This group of friends form their own family and support team to help each other, and right now it’s Dane and Baz who need assistance. The end of the story lets us know who is going to be the center of the next book in the series and I am really looking forward to his story. Highly recommended for LGBTQ youth as well as all young people who need to know how to be friends with those who are different from themselves.
There were some things I really loved and enjoyed about this book, especially that it delved into so many important issues including eating disorders, depression, bullying and sexual and other abuse. It also showed that these important issues are not gender specific. What kept this from being five stars for me, was it seemed like the boys acted more adult like instead of teenagers. It also was getting a little over the top for me, with all of the awful things being thrown at Bas and Dane. The romance was very sweet but wasn't the main focus of the book, this is a very character driven book. I would recommend it to others to read.
Dane&Bas I Loved them together they both struggle with depression and other past trauma's and issues and it took time and therapy and great friends to try to live a healthy and happy live together. they made a sweet couple and that was lovely to read.
*ugh That Epilogue though... I so hope that Tommy's Story next hmm I wonder Who he is gonna fall in Love with.. Please let it be a Guy?
Reminds me of how nominees for teen award books stars all have problems. No kid with good parents and grades and good looks can be interesting. Children's books like Ramona know ordinary can be loveable too. Otherwise good, loveable characters and lots of helpful advise.
Title: Unicorns and Rainbow Poop Author: Sam Kadence Publisher: Harmony Ink Press ISBN: 978-1-63216-417-9 Buy Link: http://www.dreamspinnerpress.com/stor... Reviewer: Teresa Fallen Angel Blurb: Vocal Growth 2 Ex-boyband member Dane Karlson is struggling to overcome an eating disorder and a body dismorphic disorder. His fall through a glass table puts him in rehab and on the road to recovery. Then a friend dies. When depression causes him to lose ground, he calls for the only person he trusts—former bandmate Tommy. But Tommy doesn’t know how to help. He begs his friend Sebastian “Bas” Axelrod to aid them through the emotional struggle.
Bas, an openly gay high school student who’s recently lost his grandmother, is trying to survive his last few months of school before escaping to Stanford. Having just lost the only person in his family to care for him, he is victim to the cruelty of the others. His younger brother bullies him, and his parents are suing him for his gran's inheritance. When Tommy calls, Bas can’t help but run to his side.
Together Dane and Bas find a middle ground, supporting each other through the lows, dancing together during the highs. They build friendships and plan for the prom and graduation, thinking positively as long as they are together.
Summary: It is unfortunate how many individuals have distorted ideas about there bodies that if undiagnosed can lead to dangerous health problems. Some get so bad that they end up needing psychological help and hospitalization to overcome these issues like Dane did. It was lucky that he knew enough to get himself admitted, but if it wasn't for his friend Tommy he may not have gotten better. The way Bas dropped everything at Tommy's request to help Dane showed what an incredible individual he was. Initially watching Bas and Dane interact was like seeing a match react to a flame until Bas realized Dane just scared and alone. Bas's understanding and resiliency gave him the ability to look beyond Dane's negative behavior to the pain he was feeling inside. Experiencing Dane's growth from a damaged angry man to one who would put his life on the line for a friend, especially Bas, was inspiring. I enjoyed seeing the continued lives of the characters form the fist book in the Vocal series, This was an inspiring story and I can't wait to find out what will happen to Tommy in the next book in the series.
It was cutesy, had a nice group of friends (which I like), wasn't over-sexualized, and had an easy plot. There was an honest try to touch in a couple of difficult subjects (eating disorders, transgender youth, abusive relationships, suicidal thoughts), but failed to really address any of them. Paige could be a really strong character, but fell flat. Same for Marissa/Eddy's plot. Ru/Adam were a nice sidekick couple, considering I haven't read their book yet.
As for Dane and Bas... Well... Weird couple they were. Again, a nice try to touch the non-homonormative issue, and reinforce the sissy-pride thing that wasn't very effective. Bas was the cool one, but I never buy the "all the shit in the world happens to me" thing. Dane was the (most) problematic one here, and it would be awesome if we saw good character development for him, but we didn't. Everything for him felt a bit easy to fix... It was all like "Look, I really like this new thing you taught me, I'll dedicate all my life to it. But hey, don't forget, I'm still struggling :DDD". Also, every character in this book was a blabber. Everything was over explained, and dialogs were almost monologues - for being so long.
I honestly wanted to like it more, but didn't. Hope there's a Tommy's book now - though that ending leaves us thinking this won't be possible...
BTW, this is a really bad title, even if it makes sense.
The guys are dealing with heavy stuff but it leaves me somehow cold. I was curious how it evolves, fascinated how they are dealing with it but there seemed to be nothing real in there and that's not only because I doubt any teen is talking like they are doing here. Might be because everytime something happens we get an explanation why the character is acting that way. So the story tries hard to make me understand but unfortunately by telling me not by showing me.
There were only 2 scenes that felt real and where the authors trusts me that I get it on my own: Bas' fight at school and the epilog.
And I'm the odd one here. That book didn't work for me. The writing was bland. I liked some of the characters and I liked the plot idea as such. But there's so much that just doesn't work. It doesn't seem real at all. No, I need to rephrase it: it is not how reality works. No therapy works like that. Plus seriously: where are all the adults here? oh yeah they're almost all just awful. Kids manage everything on their own. I can't handle the lack of reality very well. The premise was nice enough to round it up to 2 points.
The young ages, the drama, the expertise of the high school kids, the rules of the rehab, even the drug set up for the next book was all too melodramatic for me to enjoy. I'm sure this is the right thing for many readers out there. Just not something I can get into.