4.5 Stars ~ “Yes, I’m the gay boy all the homophobic idiots warn you against. I like makeup, ballroom dancing, chick flicks, and I have the funny lisp when I talk. Unintentional, I assure you, but there it is. You have a body dysmorphic disorder, severe depression, and anorexia. When you were admitted you weighed less than one hundred thirty pounds and are listed as so unstable you’ve been on suicide watch for months. Who do you think has more problems? The queer studying psychology or the ex-boybander who can’t eat and tries to exercise himself to death?”
This is just one of the many reasons why I fell completely for Bas, in the first book of the series, 'On The Right Track'. Bas tells it like it is, and he doesn't hide who he is. He's suffering, also, as his beloved grandmother just died, and she was the only person in his very, large family, who loved him. Bas has had his own share of trouble with depression, anxiety, and a moment where he came very close to suicide. He continues to see his therapist, and he works hard at being the best person he can be.
Dane is....well, a mess, is the word that comes to mind. He has a childhood filled with physical, verbal, sexual, and emotional abuse. The loss of his brothers, when Vocal Growth ended, sent him spiraling farther down his own rabbit hole, filled with an eating disorder, severe negative body image, and horrible depression. Meeting Bas, and Adam, along with reconnecting with Tommy and Ru, helps Dane along the path of seeing himself in a more positive light. But, this isn't an easy journey. Not by a long shot.
It was an amazing walk to take with Bas and Dane. The author did a phenomenal job showing the reality of mental health diseases, and Bas and Dane, both broke my heart. I adored the way they became friends, and slowly, very slowly, became more. This was probably one of the sweetest stories I've read in a very long time!
I want to comment on the title of this book. 'Unicorns and Rainbow Poop' might've seemed strange for some, and maybe people were turned off from reading it because of that. I hope not, because they would've missed out on an incredibly beautiful story. Now, I'm not telling you the whole significance behind the title. You have to read the book to understand the magic.
“Your future unicorn. Think goodness, luck, purity, love.”
“It’s not a unicorn.”
“Not yet. But maybe someday. You gotta evolve to be a unicorn. It takes lots of fumbling, some falling, admitting mistakes, and embracing those who love you even when you feel lower than a snail.” Bas smiled at him."
Thank you, Lissa. I loved it!
NOTE: This book was provided by the author for the purpose of a review.