I received this book from NetGalley in exchange of an honest review.
I know where you're going to die is a very peculiar and unique book. Leo, the main character, is terribly shy, he suffers from social anxiety. He's rich, lives in a beautiful house, his mother is a movie bigwig and he's surrounded by superficial and spoiled people, like his classmates. The only one who gets him, they really get and understand each other, is J.C., his best friend, more outgoing and fan of stylish and designed things. Both of them suffer because their mothers don't care about them, they are emotionally detached from their sons and both of them are bullied at school: J.C. because he's Mexican, even though being the mayor's son protect him, somehow, Leo because his social anxiety and shyness.
Leo's life changes during a shift at the Skid Row's rescue missions, where he goes to take care of poor and homeless people. Before dying man clasps his hands and Leo feels something being passed to him. Since then everytime he looks into another person's eyes he'll be able to tell when he's going to die. Shocked and traumatized when his first predictions come true, Leo's resolve to never look into another person's eyes is disrupted when, preventing a fight between J,C. and the school bullies, he sees his friend's death, after few days. Helped by the new girl, Laura, Leo decides to do anything in his power to save J.C's life. Or die trying.
I really liked this book, it's unique, interesting. Narrated from Leo's POV in first person, the reader is really involved in the story. What impressed me the most is the fierce friendship between Leo and J.C. Since they were kids, they were inseparable, understanding each other, loving one other fiercely. I adore how they support each other, balancing and completing one other, Leo with his shyness, J.C. with his insecurities, his need to be accepted, to be see as somebody. They live into a society, a school where being rich meant being entitled and spoiled and both of them, mostly Leo, are different from the others, they don't relate to their classmates, so indifferent and many times cruel.
Leo, with his anxiety, his shyness, is a strong and supportive friend, first and foremost for J.C., then for Laura, too. This gift, or curse, turns his world upside down, forcing him to chose what to do. Intervene? Tell someone? Try to prevent it and maybe making it happen? What should you do if you knew someone is going to die? At first shocked and skeptic, Leo decided to try everything to save his best friend's life and I really love their relationship, so genuine. I liked reading about their investigation with Laura, their suspicions, their pursuits, while, in the meantime, fighting against the school bullies, like Chet Hamilton and his posse. It was interesting reading about the main bully, too, how he was contextualized and not seen as the bully stereotype.
Leo, J.C. and Laura starts right away to like each other, becoming friends. After being forced away from her girlfriend, moved there by her homophobic parents, Laura joins them in their investigation.
Interesting the twists, the discoveries and the whole inquiry, it was really fun and an emotional rollercoaster reading it.
I found Leo really relatable as character and I loved reading about him. He's complex, shy, frustrated by his mother and family situation, loyal, stubborn. I like J.C., too, because, like Leo, he's an amazing friend, loyal, funny and insecure, too, even though he concealed well.
It annoyed me the constant assumption he and J.C. were boyfriend (even though I still suspected, because there was totally bromance in this book), above all from the adults. I found it a bit boring, since it was reiterated, but it was believable too, reading about the constant bullying and assumptions.
It was curious that the parents, save from the mothers and Laura's dad, were completely absent. Even when they were "present" they were distant, "useless". Absent mothers and cruel and homophobic father. I guess that was deliberate, for the author to focalize the story on the boys and how they were left to take care of themselves alone, maybe only helped by the governesses. To show rich kids' life, all golden from the outside, but concealing difficulties, rage and pain. It was brilliant and I love how the author showed it.
In that kind of society, where being rich rarely meant doing something good for the others, it was comforting reading about Leo, taking care of poor people or Chet's helping that family. Or, among absent family members Leo, J.C. managed to find one other and grow up better together.
With a touch of paranormal, this book set in rich society, shows its members, moral conundrum, strong friendship and how they can be decent people, good people in a corrupt society.
I found inspiring Leo and J.C.'s friendship, how they were always for each other, their love strong and pure, ready to do anything for one other.