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I Don't Want to Be Loved #1-4
사랑받기 원하지 않는다 [Sarangbadgi Wonhaji Anhneunda]
감옥에 갇힌 왕비, 리아난 알레쉰.
스스로 독약을 마시고 자결했다. 그런데 눈을 떠 보니 12살로 돌아와 있었다.
반복되는 삶, 다시 얻은 기회. 이번에는 다르게 살기 위해 모든 것을 정리하고 멀리 떠났다.
하지만 6년 후, 그녀는 다시 아룬델의 왕비가 되는 운명을 선택하는데….
“제가 제시한 혼사를 물러 달라는 거라면, 그럴 수 없습니다.”
“저와 혼인하시고 1년 후에는 이혼해 주세요.”
단, 이번에는 1년이라는 조건을 걸었다.
“예전에 당신이 우는 걸 그치게 하기 위해 나무 위에 직접 올라간 적이 있었죠. 이번엔 무얼 하면 될까요? 첨탑에 올라가 별을 따다 주면 그치겠어요?”
예전과는 너무도 다르게 자신을 대하는 남편. 다시 그를 사랑하지 않으려 하지만 자꾸만 마음이 흔들린다.
스스로 독약을 마시고 자결했다. 그런데 눈을 떠 보니 12살로 돌아와 있었다.
반복되는 삶, 다시 얻은 기회. 이번에는 다르게 살기 위해 모든 것을 정리하고 멀리 떠났다.
하지만 6년 후, 그녀는 다시 아룬델의 왕비가 되는 운명을 선택하는데….
“제가 제시한 혼사를 물러 달라는 거라면, 그럴 수 없습니다.”
“저와 혼인하시고 1년 후에는 이혼해 주세요.”
단, 이번에는 1년이라는 조건을 걸었다.
“예전에 당신이 우는 걸 그치게 하기 위해 나무 위에 직접 올라간 적이 있었죠. 이번엔 무얼 하면 될까요? 첨탑에 올라가 별을 따다 주면 그치겠어요?”
예전과는 너무도 다르게 자신을 대하는 남편. 다시 그를 사랑하지 않으려 하지만 자꾸만 마음이 흔들린다.
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18 books21 followersStarlight is the author of the series, The Galactic Adventures of Hazel, which is an inspiration from her fascination of Space and the Unknown ever since her childhood. Through these series she wants to bring imaginative adventures from different corners of the universe, to young and inquisitive readers.
She is a software engineer and she has an MBA degree from Drucker School of Business, Claremont Graduate University. She also took a summer class from Oxford University. With her knowledge of computer science and management skills, Starlight makes these galactic adventures not only a fascinating and entertaining story of future possibilities in artificial intelligence, technology and space travel, but also a tale crafted with problem solving skills and ideas.
She currently lives in California. She loves horseback riding and singing. You can follow her on twitter @starlight_4512.
She is a software engineer and she has an MBA degree from Drucker School of Business, Claremont Graduate University. She also took a summer class from Oxford University. With her knowledge of computer science and management skills, Starlight makes these galactic adventures not only a fascinating and entertaining story of future possibilities in artificial intelligence, technology and space travel, but also a tale crafted with problem solving skills and ideas.
She currently lives in California. She loves horseback riding and singing. You can follow her on twitter @starlight_4512.
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November 21, 2020
Read till chapter : 177
Currently it isnt being translated as i heard. I hope it starts publishing in English soon cause i badly wanna know what happens.
The plot is unique. I normally avoid reincarnation books, however in this case it was more kike getting another chance in life not reincarnation. For the first half i kinda disliked Igor but then when we get his point of view the whole plot seemed change.
I have a feeling the queen mother is a side villain that Rhiannan is unaware of. Igor knows the truth about his mother but Rhiannan never knew. If only they talked, but igor was filled with hatred and Rhiannan was weak. The thing is that i cant blame either of them. Its written beautifully. Igor knew his mothers plan, despite being in love with Rhiannan he misunderstood her and also concealed his true feelings for her because he thought he was a pawn on his mother game of power.
Rhiannan lost her mother, never received any love from her father, had no one to actually guide her. She thought the Queen mother genuinely loved her but she also didnt know how power hungry that woman was.
The movel stopped translating just when her step sister Latsia appeared. To me, she is the main villain. From Igors point of view we know he only love Rhiannan but i wonder why did he cheated on her with Latsia. I badly want to know what actually happened.
Also i loved how Igor now treats Rhiannan. The angst, grovel is just amazingly done.
Trigger warning : Rape, Miscarriage, Cheating,
Currently it isnt being translated as i heard. I hope it starts publishing in English soon cause i badly wanna know what happens.
The plot is unique. I normally avoid reincarnation books, however in this case it was more kike getting another chance in life not reincarnation. For the first half i kinda disliked Igor but then when we get his point of view the whole plot seemed change.
I have a feeling the queen mother is a side villain that Rhiannan is unaware of. Igor knows the truth about his mother but Rhiannan never knew. If only they talked, but igor was filled with hatred and Rhiannan was weak. The thing is that i cant blame either of them. Its written beautifully. Igor knew his mothers plan, despite being in love with Rhiannan he misunderstood her and also concealed his true feelings for her because he thought he was a pawn on his mother game of power.
Rhiannan lost her mother, never received any love from her father, had no one to actually guide her. She thought the Queen mother genuinely loved her but she also didnt know how power hungry that woman was.
The movel stopped translating just when her step sister Latsia appeared. To me, she is the main villain. From Igors point of view we know he only love Rhiannan but i wonder why did he cheated on her with Latsia. I badly want to know what actually happened.
Also i loved how Igor now treats Rhiannan. The angst, grovel is just amazingly done.
Trigger warning : Rape, Miscarriage, Cheating,
June 14, 2020
Bittersweet & angsty.
Do take note: it's rebirth story about REDEMPTION, not revenge.
Do take note: it's rebirth story about REDEMPTION, not revenge.
September 21, 2022
BEWARE of SPOILER
Rihannan or Rhia was given a second chance to reincarnate in her past self and hopefully change the outcome of her life story. In her first life, she married the Crown Prince who cheated on her with her half-sister. Readers got to see her past life from her point of view and some may developed hatred towards the male lead. The moment she woke up in her second life, she decided to disown both her father and half-sister, taking back her mother's wealth. It turn out her father was a nobody who already had a lover when he was 'forced' to marry Rhia's mother. She moved to her mother's maiden country and live there with her uncle and cousin.
Igor, unexpectedly, was also reincarnate. But, he was too late in stopping Rhia from moving away. In his point of view we got to see the other side of the story. Igor was controlled by his mother who decided on her own that she was the only one that could rule the country while others, even her son Igor, could not compare with her. So, when Rhia chose to side with his mother, he decided then and there that she was not worth his time even though she was his first and only love. So, when he was given the second chance, he wanted to make up his wrongdoing to Rhia.
As planned by fate or in this case the author, both Rhia and Igor entered a contract marriage. Rhia was on guard with Igor while Igor was protective of Rhia. Just like in their previous life, they tend to bottle-up their feeling or problems which of course cause misunderstanding.
The story stop it's translation at the time Rhia's half-sister made her debut. I was looking forward to it because in my opinion, she was a legit villain. She was willing to do anything to get what she wanted and I mean anything. She was not some villain who hide behind the scene and paid someone else to do the deed. She was the kind of villain who will push you in the lake herself. I managed to get by with all the spoilers the book get. So, I don't get it why most Korean author decided not to cooperate with the translation team when their paid readers were the one doing most of the spoiler.
https://allnovelfull.com/i-dont-want-...
Rihannan or Rhia was given a second chance to reincarnate in her past self and hopefully change the outcome of her life story. In her first life, she married the Crown Prince who cheated on her with her half-sister. Readers got to see her past life from her point of view and some may developed hatred towards the male lead. The moment she woke up in her second life, she decided to disown both her father and half-sister, taking back her mother's wealth. It turn out her father was a nobody who already had a lover when he was 'forced' to marry Rhia's mother. She moved to her mother's maiden country and live there with her uncle and cousin.
Igor, unexpectedly, was also reincarnate. But, he was too late in stopping Rhia from moving away. In his point of view we got to see the other side of the story. Igor was controlled by his mother who decided on her own that she was the only one that could rule the country while others, even her son Igor, could not compare with her. So, when Rhia chose to side with his mother, he decided then and there that she was not worth his time even though she was his first and only love. So, when he was given the second chance, he wanted to make up his wrongdoing to Rhia.
As planned by fate or in this case the author, both Rhia and Igor entered a contract marriage. Rhia was on guard with Igor while Igor was protective of Rhia. Just like in their previous life, they tend to bottle-up their feeling or problems which of course cause misunderstanding.
The story stop it's translation at the time Rhia's half-sister made her debut. I was looking forward to it because in my opinion, she was a legit villain. She was willing to do anything to get what she wanted and I mean anything. She was not some villain who hide behind the scene and paid someone else to do the deed. She was the kind of villain who will push you in the lake herself. I managed to get by with all the spoilers the book get. So, I don't get it why most Korean author decided not to cooperate with the translation team when their paid readers were the one doing most of the spoiler.
https://allnovelfull.com/i-dont-want-...
January 6, 2022
This is the kind of story where the excellent got weighed down by the horrendous. To be fair, the good is VERY good, while the bad is more of personal distaste.
The story development is slow though. So if you aren't up for drawn out frustration, cause they are a VERY frustrating couple with many respective issues. Various issues that will trigger different readers. If you don't want to risk your time, read some precautionary spoilers or skip it.
The story development is slow though. So if you aren't up for drawn out frustration, cause they are a VERY frustrating couple with many respective issues. Various issues that will trigger different readers. If you don't want to risk your time, read some precautionary spoilers or skip it.
May 14, 2022
Este libro lo leí el año pasado pero no le hice review y creo que merece uno!!
Esta novela independientemente de la historia tiene una narración de LOCOS y es por que te narran dos líneas de tiempo simultáneamente. Y para que entiendas mejor lo que digo les daré una breve sinopsis sin spoilers de la trama:
Trama📚
Esta historia nos cuenta la vida de la princesa Rihanan que de pequeña al perder a su madre todas sus posesiones (legítimamente de ella) pasan a su padrastro el cual hace horrores y se aprovecha de la bondad e ingenuidad de la prota. Toda su vida le han dicho que hacer y ya se grande la casan con el príncipe heredero el cual ella si le gustaba pero el tenía una personalidad de mierda que incluso su amante era la hermana de ella. En su primera vida Rihanan muere de forma miserable por culpa de todas las personas que ella siempre escuchó y apoyó. Pero, en su muerte Rihanan al abrir sus ojos vuelve a tener 12 años y decide hacer todo diferente en esta nueva vida, empezando por aquellos que la traicionaron.
Debo decir que el libro te tiene con el corazón a mil y la tristeza que sientes por la prota es grandísima. Aún así me gustó y eso que no leo historias demasiado tristes por que me da depresión pero esta historia es inesperada. Conforme va pasando el libro descubres las verdaderas intenciones de los otros personajes y también sus verdaderos sentimientos.
Que si me gustó el final? Pues la verdad tuvo final feliz pero ella merecía quedarse con alguien mejor, es todo lo que dire! Jiji si te gustan las novelas coreanas la recomiendo si, no fue la mejor que he leído pero me entretuvo bastante
Esta novela independientemente de la historia tiene una narración de LOCOS y es por que te narran dos líneas de tiempo simultáneamente. Y para que entiendas mejor lo que digo les daré una breve sinopsis sin spoilers de la trama:
Trama📚
Esta historia nos cuenta la vida de la princesa Rihanan que de pequeña al perder a su madre todas sus posesiones (legítimamente de ella) pasan a su padrastro el cual hace horrores y se aprovecha de la bondad e ingenuidad de la prota. Toda su vida le han dicho que hacer y ya se grande la casan con el príncipe heredero el cual ella si le gustaba pero el tenía una personalidad de mierda que incluso su amante era la hermana de ella. En su primera vida Rihanan muere de forma miserable por culpa de todas las personas que ella siempre escuchó y apoyó. Pero, en su muerte Rihanan al abrir sus ojos vuelve a tener 12 años y decide hacer todo diferente en esta nueva vida, empezando por aquellos que la traicionaron.
Debo decir que el libro te tiene con el corazón a mil y la tristeza que sientes por la prota es grandísima. Aún así me gustó y eso que no leo historias demasiado tristes por que me da depresión pero esta historia es inesperada. Conforme va pasando el libro descubres las verdaderas intenciones de los otros personajes y también sus verdaderos sentimientos.
Que si me gustó el final? Pues la verdad tuvo final feliz pero ella merecía quedarse con alguien mejor, es todo lo que dire! Jiji si te gustan las novelas coreanas la recomiendo si, no fue la mejor que he leído pero me entretuvo bastante
August 26, 2022
It started out as a curiosity from the description of this web-novel. The summary goes something like this: "Rihannan Allesin, a queen, imprisoned by the King, dies by taking poison given by her own sister. However, instead of dying, she goes back in time to when she was 12 years old. Right after her mother died and her world came crashing down on her head. So, She decides to do one thing she knows might help.... RUN."
That's a lose summary based on the first few chapters. The novel was well written, gave all the ideas of what is what and who is who. The story could have been shorter though. It took me about 12 hours to finish it over two nights. The author keeps you engaged and wanting to know more. There's a lot of back and forth with the telling of the past lives of the main protagonists and their current lives. But the author managed to do it well, I mean, it won't bore you or confuse you.
There is however, sex without consent, rape, lot of psychological issues floating around. But the author deals with them well.
Overall, story: 8/10, Character development : 7/10.
That's a lose summary based on the first few chapters. The novel was well written, gave all the ideas of what is what and who is who. The story could have been shorter though. It took me about 12 hours to finish it over two nights. The author keeps you engaged and wanting to know more. There's a lot of back and forth with the telling of the past lives of the main protagonists and their current lives. But the author managed to do it well, I mean, it won't bore you or confuse you.
There is however, sex without consent, rape, lot of psychological issues floating around. But the author deals with them well.
Overall, story: 8/10, Character development : 7/10.
September 24, 2020
La verdad me ha decepcionado mucho esta historia, me ha dado mucho el aire a princesa abandonada y aborrezco mucho esa historia.
Los malentendidos de los protagonistas son demasiado extremos y a llegado un punto en que en serio me cansaron y estuve a nada de abandonar la historia (me he saltado hasta algún cap)
Si la seguí fue por qué me la recomendaron, se me ha hecho aburrida y no me gusta la protagonista, es demasiado tranquila y aburrida, simplemente esperaba a ver qué sucedía y ya esta.
Como si fuera una expectadora y ella no fuera la protagonista, apenas le he visto personalidad. Se que lo ha pasado muy mal en su anterior vida y que tiene depresión, pero no lo veo como una excusa este personaje no ha tenido evolución en la historia igual que nuestro ML. Era un cabron y sigue siendo un cabron.
No veo más.
Los malentendidos de los protagonistas son demasiado extremos y a llegado un punto en que en serio me cansaron y estuve a nada de abandonar la historia (me he saltado hasta algún cap)
Si la seguí fue por qué me la recomendaron, se me ha hecho aburrida y no me gusta la protagonista, es demasiado tranquila y aburrida, simplemente esperaba a ver qué sucedía y ya esta.
Como si fuera una expectadora y ella no fuera la protagonista, apenas le he visto personalidad. Se que lo ha pasado muy mal en su anterior vida y que tiene depresión, pero no lo veo como una excusa este personaje no ha tenido evolución en la historia igual que nuestro ML. Era un cabron y sigue siendo un cabron.
No veo más.
March 8, 2022
Please don't drop it if you haven't read untill the end of the story because it is totally worth it guys!! I really like this story so much. Reading this may be painful and tragic but the ending is so good.
January 10, 2025
Did this have to be the first novel of the year??
May 8, 2022
*3.25*
I liked it. It was a good webnovel. but the storyline fell a bit flat at some point for me
I liked it. It was a good webnovel. but the storyline fell a bit flat at some point for me
March 29, 2021
6/10- Fine
It wasn't the best but it hooked me till the end. Not memorable but left me a good feeling.
It wasn't the best but it hooked me till the end. Not memorable but left me a good feeling.
February 18, 2024
Bueno... !Hay una gran cantidad de mal entendidos y una pésima comunicación!
No la vovería a leer
No la vovería a leer
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