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104 pages, Paperback
First published April 7, 2020
No reason now but to believe I sprang / fully grown into madness. That I crawled along / a canyon floor, ear to the rough for traces / of the river my mother was, was yesterday’s / dream. Today is a new grave to upset. / That dragged man’s head, on the heels of what / is no longer recognizable as a man, molts— / its over-marched boot now tongue, mostly,
Even the gods can be made / so unlike themselves under the right blade. / I was he who heaven most favored because / I most favored heaven: my interminable blues, / my interludes of silver oblivion, my purple rage / a shock veined through my brow’s bucking umbrage.
Have I expected too many blessings to admit / I desire it, the knowledge of dying? And dug out / the trench, and emptied over it a thousand throats to keep / the kingdom from being my own.
I assured my children / they would live if they / quit growing, kept moving, stayed / out of the sun, stopped / only in well-lit areas, rearranged / their skeletal scaffolding.
I was given / an immature god and told to be / grateful.
I paid taxes to be / more effectively terrorized. / Long-Range Acoustic Devices for all / the local precincts. I had a gun / because they had a gun / because I had the manner of a thing / on which a gun was found / planted. The bodies of activists / turned up shot in locked cuffs / and burned in locked cars / in the century after / a century of lynchings.
Other than my mother / who else can braid a wealth from rain and smoke?
Surely killing everything had felt for them like having / survived it.