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352 pages, Hardcover
First published June 9, 2020
She slid the photographs back into the envelope. She wondered what Adam regretted that made it so hard to look at this woman and child. She wondered whether it would have helped him to know he wasn't the only one who'd condemned himself to this particular purgatory, nor was he the only one who couldn't look at pictures of people he loved unless no one was watching.This book was an exploration of loss and guilt and grief, and the human side of addiction. These characters were completely real to me, and I regretted finishing the book when I reached the end. The writing is spare and beautiful, and allows the characters to speak and reveal themselves bit by bit. I also love the way the author allows mathematics to become a character. Wish I'd had a teacher like Adam Merkel in elementary school, not inflexible old Mrs. Memorize This Formula.
...Sal stood with the spoon frozen in his hand. He still didn't understand pi, and he never would, not in the way Mr. Merkel wanted him to... In Mr. Merkel's words he heard a distant country of knowledge he would never reach and a sorrow he could only lie to ease, and in that moment the burden of what he could not do and what he had done was almost too much to bear.Nora and Sal were wonderful creations and I'm sorry to lose them as I close the book. 4.5 stars.