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117 pages, Kindle Edition
First published April 29, 2020
**Sometimes I miss having a woman to warm my bed, waking up next to her and rolling her onto her back so I can sink deep inside of her in the early hours of the morning before we have to get up for the day. But after my last relationship ended three years ago, I decided I was done with all of that drama. No more. No women, no relationships, not even one-night stands.**
**My ex left me because I couldn’t provide the life she wanted, but here Mila is making her way on her own and content to have only what she needs. Why does that make me want to give her more, give her everything? I never felt that way with Celeste, my ex. I grew to resent her as much as she resented me. Our relationship was over long before it officially ended.**
**I look down at my rounded stomach and thick thighs, and then run my fingers over the side of my neck, feeling the raised skin there. In no world does someone like Tucker end up with a girl like me. An overweight hermit with ugly scars. I’m a freak.**
**I’m a fucking mess. I want this woman like I’ve never wanted anyone. I didn’t even know I was capable of longing, desire, and yes, lust, like this. But I’m just a broken, bitter asshole.**
**How the hell did I get so lucky? This woman is everything. Every. Fucking. Thing. Sweet and sassy, kind and pure, but beneath it all, she wants to be my dirty girl. I can feel it. Smell it. Taste it. Hear it in every ragged breath and broken cry. I swear I can see it written on her soul. She’s mine. My innocent, filthy, perfect woman.**
**“I’ve seen you, Mila. I’ve seen your heart, the way you selflessly stepped in to care for my grouchy ass even when I pushed you away. I’ve seen the way your mind works, how clever and kind you are, the way your sassy little mouth keeps me in line and pushes my buttons in the best way possible. I’ve seen your fucking soul, baby girl. I’ve seen how pure and genuine you are through and through.”**
**"No what-ifs. You are beautiful. I know it, feel it in the very core of who I am. You are beautiful to me. Absolutely perfect. I love you, Mila. I'm sorry if that’s too fast or if you're not ready to hear those words, but I need to say them. I love you. I need you. Being with you is just like breathing, natural and essential to my survival."**
**Even through her fears, Mila is right here caring for me. I’ll pay back every kind word, every gentle touch, every selfless act with so much love, she'll never doubt how grateful I am to have her in my life.**
**“Mila… I’m not going to break your heart. Your bed, quite possibly. The record for the most orgasms in a day, absolutely. But never your heart.”**
**I lightly trace my fingers over her raised skin, committing each bump and dip to memory. I wasn’t lying when I told her she’s perfect just the way she is. Everything about her calls to me.**
**I wasn’t lying when I told her she was beautiful and perfect to me. No matter what she looks like, Mila will be beautiful because she is mine. She is precious and worthy and too damn good for me. I’ll show her every single day until she believes me. And then I’ll keep showing her over and over, every day for the rest of our lives.**