"The grass on the surrounding hillsides waved and billowed in the wind like an immense cloak shaken by an unseen hand."
How do you start writing a review for a book that altered your way of thinking without diminishing the impact it got on you? A question for the ages, apparently.
Second installment of the When Women Were Warriors series, A Journey of the Heart feels like a long walk among the vastness of the world, and I don't think you can find a way to enjoy it without first losing yourself in it. This book is a tribute to the stories our elders used to tell us when we were small and have made our own. It is a tribute to love, in all its different ways. It is, especially, a tribute to the love women have for each other. Motherly love, love between sisters, the love you have for a friend or even for nature. And the love you keep safe for this one and only person. Never in a book have I felt so surrounded by the love of all women.
"To me your love has been a blessing. Your love is all I want, and I would say the same if I were to die of it tonight."
You might find yourself attracted to this book knowing you will find lesbian protagonists. I think it's safe to assume you will be drawn to this story by so many other things. But like all books that leave a lasting impression, it's best to go into it without knowing too much about them. But know this ; though it includes all those elements, this book is not about epic battles, or stories of fearlessness, or even tales of deaths. It dwelves into the aftermath of those events, on how drawing your arrow toward the neck of your opponent will shape you forever, how to love and to lose love will leave you with joy and grief, how it is always important to see the two faces of a coin.
That is why I think Tamras is a wonderful protagonist. Innocent and impossibly kind at first, she embodies the reader and through her, we make the same mistakes and learn from them. Her journey makes her grow, but never forget herself. It is an absolute joy to read her as she thinks and interact with other characters, whether it's Maara, Merin, Sparrow or even Vintel. Through her eyes, you learn to care about each of these characters, and you learn to understand why they might act like they do. The world is never only black and white, and Tamras understands it. That is also why I think Maara is also a wonderful character, because she is the one who makes Tamras understand this notion. She teaches her how to be more patient, to understand things by herself. Maara teaches Tamras to hunt, to set traps, to build her strength little by little to finally draw the bow, and by doing so she teaches her patience. Those two characters respond to each other beautifully.
"She too cried out, a cry of pleasure mixed with pain, as if something within her had broken, so that her heart could find me."
In summary, read this book!! It is unlike anything you've read, I promise. It is kind, hopeful, reflective, vibrant and vivid. It's also sometimes sad and bittersweet, but it's a small price to pay for such a great story. Please read this series and then talk about it because it deserves so many more exposure.