It may be official that Mariko Tamaki's writing isn't for me. I didn't care for Laura Dean Keeps Breaking Up With Me and I didn't care for this, either. Skim was better than Laura Dean, but still nothing I care to revisit.
Who is this graphic novel for? Mopey, angsty teenagers that will relate to the main character? But then it depicts a student/ teacher relationship that's never challenged or criticized by anyone, when it SHOULD have been. Student/ teacher relationships aren't romantic, they don't mean that the student is "mature for their age" or anything like that. There's a power imbalance and that can't be remedied by maturity levels. It can be argued that the teacher was implied to be depressed and/ or in grief and not in her best headspace, plus she was the one to break it up in the end, but it shouldn't have happened in the first place. No one ever says "Hey, that wasn't cool" in-universe. From Skim's perspective, the teacher just ghosted her in the end, she probably never understood why.
(I'm not clutching my pearls and screeching about the subject being "too taboo" for those delicate teenagers; but it's neither nuanced and well-written enough to make you think (for example, "My Dark Vanessa" was about a teenager being groomed by her teacher, but it was complex enough for you to see it wasn't black and white in the protagonist's head) nor explicitly challenged in the text. It's just there)
Is it for adults who're looking back on their mopey, angsty teenage years thinking "Wow, this is exactly what it was like!" But then actual adults have to sit through riveting writing like
"My mom is officially pissed about her candelabra, which is officially broken"
Wow, was that officially, or
or
Today I stayed very still on the couch all day. I am trying not to be obssessive. It is not good to only think about one person thing. But at the same time..... it is hard not to think about something.
r/iam14andthisisdeep
The character work was better here than Laura Dean, at least these characters felt like real people and not like ventriloquist dolls who just say their lines. Skim's friendship with Lisa was believable and her later friendship with Katie even more so. The story calls out performative activism regarding suicide with the school events, the "Girls Celebrating Life" club, and everyone's attitudes toward Skim and Katie, who've never shown signs of suicide, but "statistically" they're more likely than other students.
The artwork was also pretty good (unlike Laura Dean). Jillian Tamaki's work is kind of strange at times, but it's interesting to look at, it has character, and it's never hard to follow.
Honstly, my main problem is that there's nothing all that interesting about the book. It is definitely autobiographical to some degree so it was probably important for the creators themselves, but this is just some normal teenager's life, nothing happens. She goes to school, half-heartedly dabbles in Wicca (supposedly she's goth too, but literally nothing about her was goth), falls out with a friend, gets a crush, she's just living a boring life, and learns nothing in the end other than "Lisa was hypocritical" (and I could've told you that from page 1) Skim, the main character, never changes at all, she just happens to find a new friend in Katie in the end.