Infatuation

by E. Hughes

Georgie, never one to shy away from danger, had always been intrigued by the dark side of life. A side, she'd only glimpsed through fractured memories she'd never fully been able to piece together. A side her parents had taken great care to protect her from. For better or worse, she was a prisoner of her own mind and had always fantasized that if she couldn't find her way back to the past, the past would eventually find her.

After Georgie is cast in a French stage play she heads to Paris but soon learns her shady agent has set her up as a burlesque dancer. She stays, hoping to earn enough money for a return ticket home but instead becomes the hottest show at the Pink Poodle, the underground cafe where she works and unintentionally earns the love of two suitors in sensitive French actor Renard and rich playboy Jake.

Her decision is agonizing but she makes a choice. Spurning the love of one for the other, Georgie is seduced on a romantic trip across Europe where she becomes overwhelmed with doubts about her new amour... a stranger from the past threatens to unearth a painful secret.

Genres: Romance

182 pages, Paperback

First published September 3, 2008

About the author

E. Hughes is a metaphysicist, poet, and author of over twenty-years, and an Eric Hoffer Award winner, with over twenty published works in multiple genres, from nonfiction, fiction, and children's books. Her recent publications include several philosophical works such as, The Absence of Reality: Aphorisms and Observations on the Nature of Reality and Existence, Reality Unbound: The Digital Mind and the Nature of Reality (for which she won an Eric Hoffer Award). Hughes is also the author of Space, Time, and Loneliness (2024), a poetry chapbook that explores life, death, love, human isolation, solitude, and loneliness across the vast landscape of time and space, Time and the Multi-Universe: A philosophy of time and time travel (2022), which explores the meaning of time and the possibility of time travel, Beyond the Plain (poetry) the Penelope Children's books, among other fiction and nonfiction titles.

Reviews

[pinK · Rating 1 out of 5]

I received this book from a First Read giveaway. Out of all of the books I've won, I was the most excited about this one. The story line seemed to be unlike anything I've read before, and I felt that there was a lot of potential in this book, just from reading the blurb.

This book was a mess. I spent the majority of the book just wanting to shake some sense into Georgie. I mean, right off the bat, Georgie should have realized that there was something that Jake just wasn't telling her. First, Jake knew Georgie's bully's nickname and the method in which he "killed" her cat before Georgie mentioned it. Second, Jack mentions that he already knew what it was like to lose her, when he had just met her. Considering that she had "just" met him, any woman would question how he knew what he did, and what he meant when he said that he had already lost her once before.

The character's didn't seem like they had any depth at all. She didn't seem like she really truly cared that she had cheated on Renard, and instead of even bothering trying to talk to him, she just left him behind and ran away with Jake. Considering that she claimed to love him, the reader would assume she'd at least have the common decency to explain to him that she messed up, she was sorry, and that she was leaving. It doesn't take much, and if she truly cared about him, she would have explained that he just wasn't the man for her. Not only did she not talk to Renard about why she was leaving him, Georgie was planning on leaving Paris to go home immediately after leaving the Pink Poodle. Within the time that it took Jake to take her away from the bar, she was already doing stripteases for him and seducing him away from his work. This hardly sounds like a person that just crushed a man that she "loved".

The biggest part of this book that rubbed me the wrong way was the fact that Georgie was so weak! I understand that the "bad boy" story is common for romance novels, but it can be done without making the woman a weakling. Only knowing each other for a short time, Jake already gets physically abusive with her by grabbing her arm and accusing her of cheating. After, he leaves her in the hotel room, and hires the man that he accused her of cheating on him to drive her to his villa, and give her a tour of Rome. Seriously? Punishing her for something she didn't even do. Any woman with half a backbone would have just walked away right there. Instead, she goes on to tell him how much she loves him. She throws out how much she loves him, as well as describing why she loves him, but it has no substance. She hardly knows him, and overall, he's treating her poorly, yet she still love him? And what does love even mean to Georgie? She "loved" Renard about four days ago, but still cheated on him with Jake.

Jack hired a private detective to investigate Georgie? I understand that he has money, and logically would want to protect his assets, but he saught her out, not the other way around. Not only that, but he keeps saying that he wants her to rely on him, and throws money at her. Even if it's just to prove that she had never been married to get married in Rome, that's still insane. If you have to get a background check to see if someone had been married before, you definitely do not know them well enough to get married to them. Being pushed into a marriage with the promise to "explain everything back at the villa afterwards," just seems illogical. I can't imagine any woman not wanting everything explained to them *before* they enter into a lifelong commitment with another person. Even after the wedding, he still doesn't explain everything, he only explains why they hadn't had sex again. Even after marriage, Jake got sloppy, crazy drunk and Georgie had to beg to get the directions just to get to where they were staying for the night.

Another part that really seemed silly to me is her amnesia condition. It seemed like an excuse the writer used to make a completely illogical story work. Throughout the entire middle of the book, Georgie was still having a lot of high stress situations thrown at her, yet she didn't lose her memory once. It can't even be said that it's only during super high stress situations such as getting locked in a freezer or being kidnapped that caused these amnesia blocks to happen, because she had one right in the begining of the book just for stripping for the first time.

This book had so much potential. I loved the idea of being led astray and ending up in Paris in a situation that is undesireable. I expected her to overcome the obsticles and find her true French love, etc etc. Not meet a guy that she went to middle school with.

This book is an example of what can happen when an obsessive stalker has unlimited resources.

[Valjeanne Jeffers · Rating 5 out of 5]

Georgie hops a plane to Paris, sure that she's about to fulfill her dream of becoming an actress. Yet when arrives, she's devastated to discover that her agent has tricked her. But things are not always as they appear and what follows is sensuous journey of love and discovery...
Infatuation is a love fable for the 21th first century that readers, male and female, are sure to savor. I wholeheartedly recommend it!

[Amber · Rating 1 out of 5]

I received this book from the goodreads first reads giveaway. I didn't like this book at all. I really can't think of anything else to say than that, the synopsis on the back cover was better than the unpolished, convoluted, silly story inside. I wouldn't recommend this book to anyone.