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Oscar Down Under: Part One
“Oscar Down Under is a semi-autobiographical sex-plosion of Antipodean passion.” – DNA Magazine, Australia A Finalist in the 2017 Rainbow Awards for Best Gay Book and Best Debut Fiction, Oscar Down Part One, is a contemporary erotic tale of self-discovery teaching us how miserable life can be when we are selfish and self-centered, and how fulfilling it becomes when we open our hearts and minds. Once a jaded user of people and substances, Oscar is now a handsome and successful thirty-something in love. But before he can commit to his new man, he’s forced to reflect on his troubled past, and figure out if he’s truly changed from the manipulative, damaged boy he once was. Enter Oscar, fourteen years earlier at twenty-one, with a bad reputation and worse proclivity for lying to others and himself. One hungover Saturday morning trawling through Grindr he meets David, a tall, handsome Aussie living in London who, with the right coercion, offers him far more than the free meal he’d hoped for. But, Oscar soon finds out that travelling to the other side of the planet, to sunny, scorching Sydney, isn’t enough to escape his demons. And, by telling his greatest lie to date, learns the toughest but most valuable lesson of his life. Set across London, Edinburgh and Sydney, ODU#1, is a lush, sensory experience exploring the intrinsic need we all feel to grow and learn, and how no matter what we’ve done or has happened to us, it’s never too late to change. Based on true events. “This book was amazing! I felt like I was there with the characters. I can't wait for book 2.” – Honorable Mention, 2017 Rainbow Awards “I really enjoyed following Oscar on his new journey, he really showed growth and maturity throughout the story and I’m looking forward to seeing what the future holds for him. This was an enjoyable read and definitely recommendable!” – Tracy, Bayou Book Junkie, Goodreads Review “This was a wonderful read.” – Finalist comments, 2017 Rainbow Awards.
283 pages, Paperback
Published March 29, 2018
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Jack Ladd
3 books8 followersJack Ladd was born in the UK, grew up in a small English town and fled to Sydney, Australia, as soon as he could.
There he spent many years discovering the world, the people who call it home, and, most importantly, himself.
As well as writing, Ladd loves to chat all things life, love and sex, and was recently featured on BBC Radio 1's podcast, Unexpected Fluids.
He also spoke at Lost Village Festival 2018 and was featured in the MTV documentary, My Sex Life and Everyone Else's.
Ladd currently writes for DNA Magazine Australia, and has also written for Gay Times, Time Out, CNNGo, Gay Star News and many more.
Ladd is also on the committee for the UK Meet and loves meeting writers and readers from around the world.
Oscar and his adventures are based on true events.
There he spent many years discovering the world, the people who call it home, and, most importantly, himself.
As well as writing, Ladd loves to chat all things life, love and sex, and was recently featured on BBC Radio 1's podcast, Unexpected Fluids.
He also spoke at Lost Village Festival 2018 and was featured in the MTV documentary, My Sex Life and Everyone Else's.
Ladd currently writes for DNA Magazine Australia, and has also written for Gay Times, Time Out, CNNGo, Gay Star News and many more.
Ladd is also on the committee for the UK Meet and loves meeting writers and readers from around the world.
Oscar and his adventures are based on true events.
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July 1, 2018
This is a tough one to review. While I enjoyed the book parts were a bit difficult due to Oscar bring a bit of a harsh character - his actions could be selfish and destructive. Also for me the writing for me did get a bit tedious at times too long and wordy. Yet the story did keep me interested there were a lot going on through this book I would continue on his back toSee where Oscar answer.
October 14, 2017
4.5 Stars
Oscar is a good time party boy, living it up on the streets of London: Drugs, alcohol, clubbing and sex with a different guy every night, but while looking for his next meal and hook-up, and not particularly in that order, he finds David on Grindr and they arrange to meet. When they finally come face to face, Oscar sees his opportunity for a possible new future. He’ll travel to Australia, David’s home country, with him and pretend to be his boyfriend to make his ex jealous, then he’ll be free to make a new life for himself Down Under, but things don’t go quite the way he planned.
This was an intriguing and interesting story. Oscar isn’t your typical sweet and lovable protagonist you want to root for. In fact, he’s a bit of a twat and a user, but when you start to pull the layers away and see his physical and emotional scars, you begin to understand that his attitude is just a product of the walls he has built up around him to protect himself. If you don’t let people in they can’t hurt you and Oscar has been through some rough times and he’s a bit damaged, when you get to the truth it’s all a bit heartbreaking.
The story is well-written, although maybe a bit too detail-oriented at times, especially in the beginning of the story. As the story progresses the writing starts to flow better and feel more natural.
This was a unique story, not so much a romance, but a journey of self-discovery. I really enjoyed following Oscar on his new journey, he really showed growth and maturity throughout the story and I’m looking forward to seeing what the future holds for him. This was an enjoyable read and definitely recommendable!
*copy provided by author/publisher in exchange for an honest review*
October 29, 2017
I wasn’t quite sure what to make of Oscar Down Under: Part One when I first began it. It starts out with a lovely prologue which uses surfing as a metaphor for life and love, the different types of waves signifying the different moments and turning points in one’s life. Really beautifully done. Then, in the first chapter, it jumps to the “not-so-distant future” wherein, over dinner and drinks, Oscar is asking someone to consider making their relationship permanent and building a life together. Also engaging and had me wondering what was to come. THEN, in chapter two, we jump back fourteen years to when Oscar was offered a chance to change his life, and jumped on it. Here is where we really begin to get to know our title character. As much as I didn’t know what to expect in the beginning, I became more intrigued and invested with every page I turned.
The Oscar we meet in chapter two is a verrrrry different Oscar than the one we meet in the following chapter. Fourteen-years-earlier-Oscar is a hot mess. And, I mean a really hot mess, you guys. In the first chapter, he tells the man he’s wanting to make a commitment with that he was a completely different person when he was his age. Unrecognizable even. He tells him he was a liar and a manipulator. That he believed men were only good for their bodies and/or whatever he could get out of them, be that money or drugs or a place to stay, and, throughout the rest of the book, we learn just how true those statements were.
Oscar was definitely a partier and a user. He would do or say anything to get what he wanted. And, he probably thought he was happy for a while. Or, at least, he didn’t think there was anything else out there for him except for jumping from hookup to hookup and wondering what his next high would be. London was slowly sucking the life out of him, though. So, when David, his last-resort Grindr hookup for the night, tells Oscar he’s heading home to Australia soon to tie up loose ends with his ex, Oscar gets it in his head to convince David he should take him along. His plan works, and soon Oscar is on a twenty-one-hour flight, about to completely change his life.
I initially liked David a lot. In fact, for most of the time I was reading, I was just waiting for Oscar to break his heart. Heh. You’ll have to read to see what happens, but I think other readers will also find themselves completely engrossed in Oscar’s story. There is a lot that goes on over his first couple of days in Australia. Some of it surprised me. Some of it didn’t surprise me, but I still wanted to shake Oscar and say, “Whyyyyy??? What the hell are you doing?!??” Oscar wasn’t the only character I wanted to shake, however. There are multiple people behaving badly in this book. Haha.
I’m super interested to see where Jack Ladd is going to take this series. I know he has said that Oscar Down Under is based on true events, and I have to say that it felt autobiographical. It really did feel very real and honest. I absolutely want to know more about Oscar and how he gets from where we leave him in Australia to the not-so-distant future of the first and final chapters in this installment. Go check this one out, folks!
Reviewed by Jules for The Novel Approach
The Oscar we meet in chapter two is a verrrrry different Oscar than the one we meet in the following chapter. Fourteen-years-earlier-Oscar is a hot mess. And, I mean a really hot mess, you guys. In the first chapter, he tells the man he’s wanting to make a commitment with that he was a completely different person when he was his age. Unrecognizable even. He tells him he was a liar and a manipulator. That he believed men were only good for their bodies and/or whatever he could get out of them, be that money or drugs or a place to stay, and, throughout the rest of the book, we learn just how true those statements were.
Oscar was definitely a partier and a user. He would do or say anything to get what he wanted. And, he probably thought he was happy for a while. Or, at least, he didn’t think there was anything else out there for him except for jumping from hookup to hookup and wondering what his next high would be. London was slowly sucking the life out of him, though. So, when David, his last-resort Grindr hookup for the night, tells Oscar he’s heading home to Australia soon to tie up loose ends with his ex, Oscar gets it in his head to convince David he should take him along. His plan works, and soon Oscar is on a twenty-one-hour flight, about to completely change his life.
I initially liked David a lot. In fact, for most of the time I was reading, I was just waiting for Oscar to break his heart. Heh. You’ll have to read to see what happens, but I think other readers will also find themselves completely engrossed in Oscar’s story. There is a lot that goes on over his first couple of days in Australia. Some of it surprised me. Some of it didn’t surprise me, but I still wanted to shake Oscar and say, “Whyyyyy??? What the hell are you doing?!??” Oscar wasn’t the only character I wanted to shake, however. There are multiple people behaving badly in this book. Haha.
I’m super interested to see where Jack Ladd is going to take this series. I know he has said that Oscar Down Under is based on true events, and I have to say that it felt autobiographical. It really did feel very real and honest. I absolutely want to know more about Oscar and how he gets from where we leave him in Australia to the not-so-distant future of the first and final chapters in this installment. Go check this one out, folks!
Reviewed by Jules for The Novel Approach
May 23, 2018
I received an ARC through NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
Jack Ladd's writing style is quite Hemingway-esque, especially in the beginning of the book when he sets the scene by describing the squalor young Oscar is living in. What made me connect it all to Hemingway was the staccato rhythm of the narration, as well as the focus on masculinity and feelings of alienation.
Unfortunately, I really, really don't like Hemingway, so there's that. Still, objectively speaking, the clear, distinct voice works well for the story, and the characters were engaging. I got very invested in the plot and wanted to scream at Oscar whenever he was about to do something stupid, which, to be honest, was about every 10 pages or so. Even though this is only part one of the story, it is complete on its own and works as a stand alone novel.
The sex scenes are long, detailed, and very hypermasculine, but in the fun, playful, Tom of Finland kind of way. There's also a lot of descriptions of trees that came across as pretty phallic to me, and I found that endlessly entertaining.
Overall, even though this wasn't quite my cup of tea, the story does what it sets out to do well and it is carefully crafted. Occasionally Oscar's journey to self-discovery verges on the melodramatic, but that actually made this even more colourful and fun.
Jack Ladd's writing style is quite Hemingway-esque, especially in the beginning of the book when he sets the scene by describing the squalor young Oscar is living in. What made me connect it all to Hemingway was the staccato rhythm of the narration, as well as the focus on masculinity and feelings of alienation.
Unfortunately, I really, really don't like Hemingway, so there's that. Still, objectively speaking, the clear, distinct voice works well for the story, and the characters were engaging. I got very invested in the plot and wanted to scream at Oscar whenever he was about to do something stupid, which, to be honest, was about every 10 pages or so. Even though this is only part one of the story, it is complete on its own and works as a stand alone novel.
The sex scenes are long, detailed, and very hypermasculine, but in the fun, playful, Tom of Finland kind of way. There's also a lot of descriptions of trees that came across as pretty phallic to me, and I found that endlessly entertaining.
Overall, even though this wasn't quite my cup of tea, the story does what it sets out to do well and it is carefully crafted. Occasionally Oscar's journey to self-discovery verges on the melodramatic, but that actually made this even more colourful and fun.
April 3, 2018
This book was provided for free by NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
When I was in my early teens, I was pretty much obsessed with the "straight" versions of this type of story--sexy young hot mess seeks validation through meaningless hook-ups and an endless supply of expensive parties, drugs, and booze. It's a classic "watch this train-wreck" story that I happily slurped up in the forms of Gossip Girl and crappy YA books from the library, even though my non-lizard-brain knew it was all a bunch of drivel.
Looks like I'm back at square one, because man, I really ate this shit up.
It helps that this is pretty well-written. The metaphors are a little thin, but there's definitely a solid story structure here--is Oscar doomed to repeat his past mistakes, or has he learned from those who fucked things up before him? And I was surprised to discover that this whole story takes on a very familiar and well-done romance arc, even though we certainly don't get our HEA. There are a lot of classic fake-feelings-turn-real angst moments, and those were the best bits. Tonally, it shifts often from romance to literary writing, and though it could be jarring for my expectations, I think it really worked.
Also, the erotica is super intense. Incredibly sensual. The very definition of quality gay erotica. Reminds me a little of the very best of Damon Suede's books. I'm a lesbian, so there are certainly things I'll never know about male sexuality, but it is very apparent this was written by a gay man who appreciates male bodies and sexuality in a very raw, real way. It feels wonderfully authentic, even when we can tell a fantasy is being spun. And poor Oscar's blue balls only mean a longer wait on the edge for the readers, who know the juiciest stuff is still to come.
I am...less interested in the idea that this is "based on true events," because there are some flaws there. First of all, the end-cap moments (Oscar with his new, younger boyfriend) take place 14 years after the rest of the story, but in that 14 years prior, Oscar was consistently using modern tech like Grindr. So the end-cap stories technically take place in the future, which would make a bulk of this story's very vital elements entirely fictional.
And in all honesty? I'm more interested in a fictional story rather than a very glossy version of possibly-real events. Oscar might be a mess, but there's still an element of "young and flawless" that permeates the story, one that only works in a sanitized fictional world. Everything is just too clean. So unless the very bare bones of this story idea (fake boyfriend vacation turns into backstabbing nightmare) is the only real element, I had to read this as 100% fiction.
There were certainly issues with this story, but I ended up really enjoying it. I'm definitely game to read more of Oscar (and see if he can get his shit together).
When I was in my early teens, I was pretty much obsessed with the "straight" versions of this type of story--sexy young hot mess seeks validation through meaningless hook-ups and an endless supply of expensive parties, drugs, and booze. It's a classic "watch this train-wreck" story that I happily slurped up in the forms of Gossip Girl and crappy YA books from the library, even though my non-lizard-brain knew it was all a bunch of drivel.
Looks like I'm back at square one, because man, I really ate this shit up.
It helps that this is pretty well-written. The metaphors are a little thin, but there's definitely a solid story structure here--is Oscar doomed to repeat his past mistakes, or has he learned from those who fucked things up before him? And I was surprised to discover that this whole story takes on a very familiar and well-done romance arc, even though we certainly don't get our HEA. There are a lot of classic fake-feelings-turn-real angst moments, and those were the best bits. Tonally, it shifts often from romance to literary writing, and though it could be jarring for my expectations, I think it really worked.
Also, the erotica is super intense. Incredibly sensual. The very definition of quality gay erotica. Reminds me a little of the very best of Damon Suede's books. I'm a lesbian, so there are certainly things I'll never know about male sexuality, but it is very apparent this was written by a gay man who appreciates male bodies and sexuality in a very raw, real way. It feels wonderfully authentic, even when we can tell a fantasy is being spun. And poor Oscar's blue balls only mean a longer wait on the edge for the readers, who know the juiciest stuff is still to come.
I am...less interested in the idea that this is "based on true events," because there are some flaws there. First of all, the end-cap moments (Oscar with his new, younger boyfriend) take place 14 years after the rest of the story, but in that 14 years prior, Oscar was consistently using modern tech like Grindr. So the end-cap stories technically take place in the future, which would make a bulk of this story's very vital elements entirely fictional.
And in all honesty? I'm more interested in a fictional story rather than a very glossy version of possibly-real events. Oscar might be a mess, but there's still an element of "young and flawless" that permeates the story, one that only works in a sanitized fictional world. Everything is just too clean. So unless the very bare bones of this story idea (fake boyfriend vacation turns into backstabbing nightmare) is the only real element, I had to read this as 100% fiction.
There were certainly issues with this story, but I ended up really enjoying it. I'm definitely game to read more of Oscar (and see if he can get his shit together).
March 7, 2018
What a fantastic book, can't wait to find out what Oscar will make of the future.
The story begins with Oscar and his boyfriend having dinner at a fancy restaurant where he pops a life-changing question (no, not THAT one). At this point we don’t know anything abut Oscar or this mysterious boyfriend of his and that’s okay. I was instantly drawn in and found myself smiling along with Oscar and getting nervous when he didn’t receive the answer he’d hoped to hear and his boyfriend disappears into the bathroom.
I was hooked.
Then, Oscar tells us the story of how he’d escaped dreary London, hopped on a plane to Sydney with a stranger in the hopes of beginning a new life on the other side of the world.
I had so much fun getting to know Oscar and am thankful for getting to witness his little adventure Down Under. Oscar is not a nice guy, he does too many drugs, uses guys for sex, doesn’t care about anyone but himself although he’s not cruel about it, I don’t think. I instantly liked him and found myself completely adoring him throughout the story. He does have a heart and probably quite a big one if he lets himself feel things.
Honestly, I didn’t care for David and it’s never as much fun reading a story about someone you know won’t be in the picture in the future. Yet I found myself loving Oscar’s story - I enjoyed his narrative to bits.
The end switches back to the present, or future if you will. Sadly we don’t get to see much of future Oscar before the book ended. But I understand this was only part one and another installment is to come! SO, YAY!
I CAN NOT WAIT FOR MORE.
I highly recommend Oscar’s story.
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Many, many thanks to the publisher who kindly provided a free copy for an honest and impartial review.
The story begins with Oscar and his boyfriend having dinner at a fancy restaurant where he pops a life-changing question (no, not THAT one). At this point we don’t know anything abut Oscar or this mysterious boyfriend of his and that’s okay. I was instantly drawn in and found myself smiling along with Oscar and getting nervous when he didn’t receive the answer he’d hoped to hear and his boyfriend disappears into the bathroom.
I was hooked.
Then, Oscar tells us the story of how he’d escaped dreary London, hopped on a plane to Sydney with a stranger in the hopes of beginning a new life on the other side of the world.
I had so much fun getting to know Oscar and am thankful for getting to witness his little adventure Down Under. Oscar is not a nice guy, he does too many drugs, uses guys for sex, doesn’t care about anyone but himself although he’s not cruel about it, I don’t think. I instantly liked him and found myself completely adoring him throughout the story. He does have a heart and probably quite a big one if he lets himself feel things.
Honestly, I didn’t care for David and it’s never as much fun reading a story about someone you know won’t be in the picture in the future. Yet I found myself loving Oscar’s story - I enjoyed his narrative to bits.
The end switches back to the present, or future if you will. Sadly we don’t get to see much of future Oscar before the book ended. But I understand this was only part one and another installment is to come! SO, YAY!
I CAN NOT WAIT FOR MORE.
I highly recommend Oscar’s story.
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Many, many thanks to the publisher who kindly provided a free copy for an honest and impartial review.
January 8, 2018
I don’t generally read books categorized as erotica. Meaning, I don’t seek them out or purchase them intentionally. My typical response to suggestions that I try some is usually a non-committal mumble. So when this one crossed my desk, tagged with erotica, I’ll admit my first reaction was a pretty firm eye-roll. Until I read the blurb.
This is absolutely not a typical erotic novel. Is there a lot of very descriptive sex? Yes. But this is distinctly what I would call literary erotica, meaning it blends the two genres heavily (and expertly). I freely admit to not being invested in the sex, but the story itself is compelling. Once started it was hard to put down.
Oscar is just about the most lovable yet unlikable character I’ve ever encountered. Older-Oscar, who we meet in the first pages, is gentle and kind. Younger-Oscar, on the other hand, is probably the sort of person I’d have stayed far away from even at his age. He’s self-absorbed, mildly arrogant, and frankly irritating. And yet, there is something underneath all that, a sweetness even his bad-boy play-acting can’t entirely cover. That’s the person I wanted to see succeed.
I have virtually no complaints about this book, even with my apathy toward graphic sex. Those scenes fit perfectly and pushed the plot forward. Make no mistake, this is a heavily character-driven story. The whole purpose is for us to see and experience Oscar’s personal growth.
With the exception of the couple of brief scenes of Older-Oscar at the beginning and end, the entire story takes place in a matter of days. It’s Younger-Oscar’s wake up call, his motivation to mature beyond partying and shallow encounters designed to prevent him from having to think or feel. The process is gut-wrenching, sometimes painful to watch and other times marvelously cathartic.
It’s a given that anyone who has been in Oscar’s shoes can relate to this. What surprised me was how easy it was to relate as someone who does not share any general traits with him. The push-pull of wanting to be better while secretly believing it to be impossible is familiar to many people and situations. By the end, I mostly wanted to give Oscar a hug and tell him that he is worth far more than he thinks he is.
For a compelling voice, flawless writing, and a story that left me a better person for having read it, this gets 5 stars.
This is absolutely not a typical erotic novel. Is there a lot of very descriptive sex? Yes. But this is distinctly what I would call literary erotica, meaning it blends the two genres heavily (and expertly). I freely admit to not being invested in the sex, but the story itself is compelling. Once started it was hard to put down.
Oscar is just about the most lovable yet unlikable character I’ve ever encountered. Older-Oscar, who we meet in the first pages, is gentle and kind. Younger-Oscar, on the other hand, is probably the sort of person I’d have stayed far away from even at his age. He’s self-absorbed, mildly arrogant, and frankly irritating. And yet, there is something underneath all that, a sweetness even his bad-boy play-acting can’t entirely cover. That’s the person I wanted to see succeed.
I have virtually no complaints about this book, even with my apathy toward graphic sex. Those scenes fit perfectly and pushed the plot forward. Make no mistake, this is a heavily character-driven story. The whole purpose is for us to see and experience Oscar’s personal growth.
With the exception of the couple of brief scenes of Older-Oscar at the beginning and end, the entire story takes place in a matter of days. It’s Younger-Oscar’s wake up call, his motivation to mature beyond partying and shallow encounters designed to prevent him from having to think or feel. The process is gut-wrenching, sometimes painful to watch and other times marvelously cathartic.
It’s a given that anyone who has been in Oscar’s shoes can relate to this. What surprised me was how easy it was to relate as someone who does not share any general traits with him. The push-pull of wanting to be better while secretly believing it to be impossible is familiar to many people and situations. By the end, I mostly wanted to give Oscar a hug and tell him that he is worth far more than he thinks he is.
For a compelling voice, flawless writing, and a story that left me a better person for having read it, this gets 5 stars.
November 12, 2017
This was a wonderful read. Chapter 1 is told in the 'near future', while the rest is told in the past. Twelve years ago to be exact. It tells and teaches us a good lesson on how miserable we can be when we are selfish and self-centered with Oscar's life in shambles from a young age. Then, the last chapter shows us the Oscar after he'd learned a hard lesson and what he's become afterward. Well written and quite entertaining.
April 22, 2018
***I received a free copy of this book in exchange for an honest review (much thanks to the author and the MMRG Don't Buy My Love Program)***
Oscar is a thirty something guy at a point in his life when he is ready to make a commitment with a younger man. During the course of a romantic dinner, he has an opportunity to reflect on his past behavior and reminisces about a time when the situation was reversed, and he was the younger man faced with a similar proposition.
Young Oscar is not very likeable. He's a pretty party boy who is only out to have a good time. He meets David, an older (thirty something) man online, and after a good meal and conversation, agrees to go to Australia with him. And it feels like Oscar has been transported to a fantasy, where the colors are electric, everyone is tanned, toned and beautiful, and temptations are everywhere.
The descriptions are are clear, the writing style is crisp. You are in the moment with Oscar every step of the way and you don't want to put the book down until you're finished. It's funny, it's arousing, who knew cab rides could be such fun? David is almost too good to be true ("I sound dreamy" he says at one point), but there is a turning point when you realize that not everything is as technicolor as it seems.
Since the title includes part one, I have to assume that a part two is coming at some point. You are not left with a cliffhanger at the end of the story (thank goodness!), but you are curious as to how Oscar matures. I want to know more.
Oscar is a thirty something guy at a point in his life when he is ready to make a commitment with a younger man. During the course of a romantic dinner, he has an opportunity to reflect on his past behavior and reminisces about a time when the situation was reversed, and he was the younger man faced with a similar proposition.
Young Oscar is not very likeable. He's a pretty party boy who is only out to have a good time. He meets David, an older (thirty something) man online, and after a good meal and conversation, agrees to go to Australia with him. And it feels like Oscar has been transported to a fantasy, where the colors are electric, everyone is tanned, toned and beautiful, and temptations are everywhere.
The descriptions are are clear, the writing style is crisp. You are in the moment with Oscar every step of the way and you don't want to put the book down until you're finished. It's funny, it's arousing, who knew cab rides could be such fun? David is almost too good to be true ("I sound dreamy" he says at one point), but there is a turning point when you realize that not everything is as technicolor as it seems.
Since the title includes part one, I have to assume that a part two is coming at some point. You are not left with a cliffhanger at the end of the story (thank goodness!), but you are curious as to how Oscar matures. I want to know more.
December 4, 2017
2017 Rainbow Awards Honorable Mention: Jack Ladd Oscar Down Under #1
1) This book was amazing! I felt like I was there with the characters. I can't wait for book 2.
2) This was a wonderful read. Chapter 1 is told in the 'near future', while the rest is told in the past. Twelve years ago to be exact. It tells and teaches us a good lesson on how miserable we can be when we are selfish and self-centered with Oscar's life in shambles from a young age. Then, the last chapter shows us the Oscar after he'd learned a hard lesson and what he's become afterward. Well written and quite entertaining.
1) This book was amazing! I felt like I was there with the characters. I can't wait for book 2.
2) This was a wonderful read. Chapter 1 is told in the 'near future', while the rest is told in the past. Twelve years ago to be exact. It tells and teaches us a good lesson on how miserable we can be when we are selfish and self-centered with Oscar's life in shambles from a young age. Then, the last chapter shows us the Oscar after he'd learned a hard lesson and what he's become afterward. Well written and quite entertaining.
February 15, 2019
5 stars.
Wow. Loved this book - finished it in two days - and can't wait for the next in the series. The descriptions and character development were top notch and at times I really felt I was there in Sydney with Oscar.
Won't give too much away, but there's a fantastic twist near the end I didn't see coming, and nothing about this tale was predictable. Ladd's writing style is very wordy but if you're into that kind of thing (like me) then you've found your next fave read.
When's the next one out??
Wow. Loved this book - finished it in two days - and can't wait for the next in the series. The descriptions and character development were top notch and at times I really felt I was there in Sydney with Oscar.
Won't give too much away, but there's a fantastic twist near the end I didn't see coming, and nothing about this tale was predictable. Ladd's writing style is very wordy but if you're into that kind of thing (like me) then you've found your next fave read.
When's the next one out??
October 15, 2017
I’m glad to see there is a continuation. Because I want to see what else happens with Oscar. :)
July 2, 2018
I took this on holiday and couldn't put it down. An enjoyable read with some unexpected twists.
January 14, 2018
This has been almost one of the most impossible books for me to review. Being based on true event makes it harder. I read the first book, Oscar, right before this so I had some idea of what was going on. The truth is the book is so sad to me. It's full of heartbreak, manipulation, lying, cheating, abuse, drugs, and the list goes on. Oscar had a very hard life. And I empathize with him on so many levels going through my own abuse and wild days. I guess it reminded me of my own past to a point. Some of it though, just….i don't know. It was so much. But I guess when you want to self destruct that's what happens.
Oscar had so many things happen to him it was ridiculous. From his mom leaving, to his dad being non existent and abusive when he was. To being beaten almost to death for being outed as gay, and so much more. He hid behind a shell of himself. Determined no one would get close again. So he lied. About almost everything. He did drugs like crazy, slept with almost anything that moved (as long as it was a guy), and barely made it out of school and University. He has a dead end job, a shitty apartment and life seems to be going nowhere. Til one day after a rough night, he meets a man on Grindr who ends up with a proposition for him. Be his fake boyfriend to show off for his ex and do it in Australia. Oscar jumps at the chance, thinking this will be a way for a fresh start. Somewhere where he doesn't know anyone and can start a new life. But life has a way of being an asshole and before you know it, he is being played by his fake boyfriend and the ex. And he ends up almost homeless and turned out by the games they are playing. But the fake boyfriend apologizes and suggests that Oscar take the chance to start new like he wanted on his own and make the changes he wants. He just has to be honest with people from here on out for it to succeed. Then he ends up years later back in England, trying to convince his new interest to be more. And for once, he's being honest.
I felt for Oscar. In the first book I read and in this once. He's been through hell in his life. About half his own making. And while part of me feels sorry for what he's had to endure, the other side of me feels like he's gotten what he deserves for lying, playing the field and manipulating people the way he does. I understand having to close yourself down. Block yourself away so no one can get close to hurt you again. But damn, to add other people to that damage is not right. To use people and toss them away like trash, is cruel. And so it's hard for me with this book to address how I feel to a point. Because so many emotions are there. I don't want to sound like I'm judging. Because that is not my intent whatsoever. Having gone through my own personal hell, I wouldn't want someone to judge me either for the stupid mistakes I made. And still make. I guess that's the gist of it for me. I get Oscar. I get where he's coming from. I get why he's sad and feels so broken. Even though he does his best to hide the brokenness. I get the lashing out to use people before he's used. To cut people away before they do it to him. To lie, to cover up, to hide. But it's oh so lonely. And then people don't trust you. Or you don't trust them. It's a rocky road to live. Change is always better if you are trying to better yourself.
I gave this book a 4 out of 5 because I do empathize so much. But it was a hard book to read. All the emotions, and lies, and betrayals just got to be too much. And for this to be based on true events…...I hope life has turned out much better for the person it's about. God knows it needs to be.
Oscar had so many things happen to him it was ridiculous. From his mom leaving, to his dad being non existent and abusive when he was. To being beaten almost to death for being outed as gay, and so much more. He hid behind a shell of himself. Determined no one would get close again. So he lied. About almost everything. He did drugs like crazy, slept with almost anything that moved (as long as it was a guy), and barely made it out of school and University. He has a dead end job, a shitty apartment and life seems to be going nowhere. Til one day after a rough night, he meets a man on Grindr who ends up with a proposition for him. Be his fake boyfriend to show off for his ex and do it in Australia. Oscar jumps at the chance, thinking this will be a way for a fresh start. Somewhere where he doesn't know anyone and can start a new life. But life has a way of being an asshole and before you know it, he is being played by his fake boyfriend and the ex. And he ends up almost homeless and turned out by the games they are playing. But the fake boyfriend apologizes and suggests that Oscar take the chance to start new like he wanted on his own and make the changes he wants. He just has to be honest with people from here on out for it to succeed. Then he ends up years later back in England, trying to convince his new interest to be more. And for once, he's being honest.
I felt for Oscar. In the first book I read and in this once. He's been through hell in his life. About half his own making. And while part of me feels sorry for what he's had to endure, the other side of me feels like he's gotten what he deserves for lying, playing the field and manipulating people the way he does. I understand having to close yourself down. Block yourself away so no one can get close to hurt you again. But damn, to add other people to that damage is not right. To use people and toss them away like trash, is cruel. And so it's hard for me with this book to address how I feel to a point. Because so many emotions are there. I don't want to sound like I'm judging. Because that is not my intent whatsoever. Having gone through my own personal hell, I wouldn't want someone to judge me either for the stupid mistakes I made. And still make. I guess that's the gist of it for me. I get Oscar. I get where he's coming from. I get why he's sad and feels so broken. Even though he does his best to hide the brokenness. I get the lashing out to use people before he's used. To cut people away before they do it to him. To lie, to cover up, to hide. But it's oh so lonely. And then people don't trust you. Or you don't trust them. It's a rocky road to live. Change is always better if you are trying to better yourself.
I gave this book a 4 out of 5 because I do empathize so much. But it was a hard book to read. All the emotions, and lies, and betrayals just got to be too much. And for this to be based on true events…...I hope life has turned out much better for the person it's about. God knows it needs to be.
May 10, 2021
Meeting the right person at the right time can change a person's course completely. For Oscar, he is sleeping this way through life with drugs, sex and alcohol. He embodies the negative stereotype of a gay man who is just in it for the sex - any hole will do. The thing is, Oscar can be so much more.
This story starts out in the present with Oscar making a tentative offer to his lover to become an exclusive relationship living together. Or at least, not a long distance relationship with a booty call understanding. Oscar is a well traveled business man who is nervous about his young 25 year old lover who may or may not agree to Oscar's terms.
I really enjoyed this story. It is the beginning of a self discovery journey for Oscar. It all starts years ago when he met the man who would change his life, David. This is the first part in Oscar's growth and I'm interested and hoping to read the following parts. What I liked about this story is how Oscar is forced to look at himself and make a decision in his life. Does he want to continue down the path he is on or does he want to make a change? He could blame his current issues with mommy abandonment issues. Or he can nut up and start fresh. Years of bad habits makes it difficult for Oscar to change, but with a little bit of guidance from David, Oscar is given that chance.
The ending is a bit of a plot twist that made it so good for me. I did not see it coming and quite frankly, I am impressed and felt it was well done. I wish this story was a bit longer, but I understand it is split up into parts. I recommend this coming of age book to m/m readers who are looking for something more real and a bit profound.
* Review copy provided via Reading Alley for an honest review.
This story starts out in the present with Oscar making a tentative offer to his lover to become an exclusive relationship living together. Or at least, not a long distance relationship with a booty call understanding. Oscar is a well traveled business man who is nervous about his young 25 year old lover who may or may not agree to Oscar's terms.
I really enjoyed this story. It is the beginning of a self discovery journey for Oscar. It all starts years ago when he met the man who would change his life, David. This is the first part in Oscar's growth and I'm interested and hoping to read the following parts. What I liked about this story is how Oscar is forced to look at himself and make a decision in his life. Does he want to continue down the path he is on or does he want to make a change? He could blame his current issues with mommy abandonment issues. Or he can nut up and start fresh. Years of bad habits makes it difficult for Oscar to change, but with a little bit of guidance from David, Oscar is given that chance.
The ending is a bit of a plot twist that made it so good for me. I did not see it coming and quite frankly, I am impressed and felt it was well done. I wish this story was a bit longer, but I understand it is split up into parts. I recommend this coming of age book to m/m readers who are looking for something more real and a bit profound.
* Review copy provided via Reading Alley for an honest review.
December 28, 2017
People and pathways
I did not read 'Oscar' before reading this and it read well enough alone.
Read much like a biography (think interview with a vampire without vampires or paranormals). Readers follow Oscar, an older man, whom is dating a man ten years his junior. The two are out dining together when Oscar makes a confession and suggestion. His lover excuses himself. In the time frame his lover is gone (there was an estimation of about 20mins); Oscar reminisces on his own behavior and actions when he was about his lovers age and how far he's come.
Starting off, I wasn't really sure what to think and frankly I was leaning more towards dislike for the book. I'm not particularly a fan of May-December romances but I hate not giving a book a chance. That being said I thought the book turned out very well and it did inspire some emotion in me during my reading.
I felt for both the older more successful Oscar and his younger naive/guillable/manipulative self. I liked getting to know all the characters even if they weren't so likable. There was a nice twist at the end. The irony with his lovers name didn't slip pass me, after finishing the story I couldn't help but think it karmatic he's in just such a situation.
A free copy was provided to me from Reading Alley in exchange for an honest review.
I did not read 'Oscar' before reading this and it read well enough alone.
Read much like a biography (think interview with a vampire without vampires or paranormals). Readers follow Oscar, an older man, whom is dating a man ten years his junior. The two are out dining together when Oscar makes a confession and suggestion. His lover excuses himself. In the time frame his lover is gone (there was an estimation of about 20mins); Oscar reminisces on his own behavior and actions when he was about his lovers age and how far he's come.
Starting off, I wasn't really sure what to think and frankly I was leaning more towards dislike for the book. I'm not particularly a fan of May-December romances but I hate not giving a book a chance. That being said I thought the book turned out very well and it did inspire some emotion in me during my reading.
I felt for both the older more successful Oscar and his younger naive/guillable/manipulative self. I liked getting to know all the characters even if they weren't so likable. There was a nice twist at the end. The irony with his lovers name didn't slip pass me, after finishing the story I couldn't help but think it karmatic he's in just such a situation.
A free copy was provided to me from Reading Alley in exchange for an honest review.
April 24, 2018
I’m having a lot of trouble reviewing this one. I think it’s because it’s written as a memoir. I always like to talk about character growth or its absence. This entire book is about character growth. It’s raw, sexy, unrestrained, and occasionally infuriating. I felt like I was in Oscar’s shoes and I could understand his bad decisions as he was making them. We see Oscar’s metaphorical shield strengthen and weaken throughout the book, but eventually, he lets the true Oscar shine through. He mentions letting someone down in the first chapter, and I was afraid that I would be consumed with angst while waiting for the other shoe to drop, but the way that this was written helped with that.
There were a couple of things that niggled at me. Firstly, this book flashes back to 14 years prior, which would have been 2003 or so. iPhones and Grindr are mentioned during this period, but neither had been born yet. They are important to the story, so I think an author’s note at the beginning addressing this would have helped. Finally, this is written with Australian syntax. Instead of the dialogue being written with double quotation marks, we get single quotation marks. That threw me off for a while until I got used to it.
All in all, this was a fantastic read and I can’t wait for the continuation.
4.5 stars, rounded up
*Provided by NetGalley in exchange for an honest review
There were a couple of things that niggled at me. Firstly, this book flashes back to 14 years prior, which would have been 2003 or so. iPhones and Grindr are mentioned during this period, but neither had been born yet. They are important to the story, so I think an author’s note at the beginning addressing this would have helped. Finally, this is written with Australian syntax. Instead of the dialogue being written with double quotation marks, we get single quotation marks. That threw me off for a while until I got used to it.
All in all, this was a fantastic read and I can’t wait for the continuation.
4.5 stars, rounded up
*Provided by NetGalley in exchange for an honest review
December 22, 2017
Jack Ladd's OSCAR DOWN UNDER PART ONE is bit of a coming of age story told in flashback coupled with a touch of redemption, or perhaps it's more of a second chance. When we meet Oscar, he's quite the partier. Quick to find a fix, whether that be drugs, alcohol, or sex. Anything to keep the party going, the boredom at bay, and the feelings locked down tight.
That is until he meets David and all bets are off and he's suddenly forced to confront his feelings instead of ignoring them.
Likes: I really liked the overall structure and flow to the story both in the present and the past. Oscar is a great character and you'll easily waffle between wanting to give him a piece of your mind and cheering him on to redemption as we learn why he is the way he is. Of course, the sexy bits are indeed sexy and tragic bits are just that.
Dislikes: I really think it could use a much better book cover. The one that's on there now did not grab my attention.
As the title says, this is part one but it ends on a happily for now, so you aren't left with an unwanted cliffhanger. Hopefully, if you're like me, you'll look forward to more.
This review was originally posted on The Romance Reviews.
That is until he meets David and all bets are off and he's suddenly forced to confront his feelings instead of ignoring them.
Likes: I really liked the overall structure and flow to the story both in the present and the past. Oscar is a great character and you'll easily waffle between wanting to give him a piece of your mind and cheering him on to redemption as we learn why he is the way he is. Of course, the sexy bits are indeed sexy and tragic bits are just that.
Dislikes: I really think it could use a much better book cover. The one that's on there now did not grab my attention.
As the title says, this is part one but it ends on a happily for now, so you aren't left with an unwanted cliffhanger. Hopefully, if you're like me, you'll look forward to more.
This review was originally posted on The Romance Reviews.
May 17, 2018
It took time for me to fall in love with Oscar, but by the time he had landed in Sydney I was as infatuated as any of his numerous suitors.
Ladd writes a charming and poignant depiction of Oscar. He strikes an impressive balance of conjuring up a character that you equally grow to love but also want to give a bit of a smack. I thoroughly enjoyed reading this novel and it was a breath of fresh air in gay literature. I was hooked a few chapters in and I cant wait to read what Oscar gets up to next.
5/5
Ladd writes a charming and poignant depiction of Oscar. He strikes an impressive balance of conjuring up a character that you equally grow to love but also want to give a bit of a smack. I thoroughly enjoyed reading this novel and it was a breath of fresh air in gay literature. I was hooked a few chapters in and I cant wait to read what Oscar gets up to next.
5/5
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