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Alex Hancock needs money to salvage his career. Finn West needs a spouse to stop his aunt from sabotaging his future. Can the two men make more of the fake marriage they enter into?
When Alex's business partner runs off to Mexico with their company funds, the lawyer has little choice but to return to his hometown of Twilight Falls to marry someone he’d never met in order to raise the money to save his business. What he didn’t expect was that the woman he was meant to wed would turn out to be a gorgeous, brooding man.
Finn had resigned himself to a life without love after his wife’s death from cancer. Wracked with guilt at never being able to satisfy her in bed, Finn is shocked when his body and his heart starts responding to the man he is tricked into marrying to stop his aunt from dissolving his trust fund.
Passions collide when the two men start exploring their relationship in ways neither of them anticipated. Can Alex convince Finn to embrace his sexuality and take a chance on them? Or will Finn run away from his only chance at true love?
Discover Alex and Finn’s story in the enthralling first novel in Twilight Falls, the new series by the author of the bestselling, contemporary romance series Nights.
212 pages, Paperback
First published September 20, 2019

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“I like him,” Aunt Maggie stated. “He’s plucky. I bet he’s a firecracker in the bedroom.”
A strangled groan left Finn. “I can’t believe you just said that!”
Aunt Maggie gave him a stern look. “I may be old, but my eyes still work. If I were thirty years younger, I’d take him for a spin myself. I mean, have you seen his buns? They’re mighty—”
Finn put his hand up. “Please, just— just stop talking!” he begged. — Aunt Maggie and Finn West
Warnings: raw and unsafe sex (I know some people find this problematic to the point of not reading)
I review my books in two places GoodReads and Amazon. Amazon reviews require titles for this I used "you had a chance and you blew it". That title had two meanings, one in reference to the actions of character Drake (🤬), the other in reference to the writing choices made by author A.M. Salinger. It is some of these writing choices that lead to me giving the book 3 rather than 4 stars. It was 4 stars right up until about the 70% mark. This is when everything started to unravel.
Suffice to say I'm so disappointed with some of the choices that the author makes here. There were some great ones like Catherine, just all of her and having such a strong female cast. I want to discuss catherine more but spoilers. OMG, the choices on safe sex in the last third are just wrong and break with Finn's character. Raw and unsafe sex just doesn't suit his character to that point, his wife died of an illness discovered by fluke, and he would not risk the man he loves. And no there are no references to them getting tested and trust me for these two, well Alex, that could have been used as a romantic reveal. I have huge issues with this whole thing. I can almost deal with the sex aspect, almost, but not the break in characterisation.
I like the core concept. In some ways, a dream plot for me. It's a fake marriage with money on the line and mutual financial benefit. Look I'm aroace I would be more than willing to engage in this kind of relationship. Salinger's execution is good. The intimate steps (other than those I've stated) occur at the right time for the characters involved. Finn West and Alex Hancock have a sweet and steamy chemistry that suits their style relationship. The explosions between them suit. Finn is something of an interesting character because this is a sexual awakening and he has a truly dominant and possessive streak when it comes to his bed partners. I like that possession as a contrast to his artistic side. The art piece he creates for Alex is beautiful. The house he built with Catherine is awe-inspiring and perfectly uses its surroundings. Alex is lovely and has a big heart. He's a lawyer but not a shark, the case we see him working on is a domestic violence case. I just wanted him happy. He's been through a lot. Bad parents, a car accident he blames himself for and by swindled by his business partner. His relationship is Drake is something else in his past that isn't great. As an aside, I love Alex's bike. A pristine, black and red Triumph motorcycle. I adore him and that bike suits him well.
On Catherine, Catherine West gives me vibes reminiscent of Liliana from Sherrilyn McQueen's Chronicles of Nick series. Like Liliana she loved Finn without question, even knowing there might be a cost to pay. Like Liliana, Catherine is hugely influential on the plot neither the other MCs nor the reader ever gets the pleasure of meeting her. This powerful strong woman who helped shape a man whose death impacted him with force such it nearly ruined him. These are the women in fiction that are so rarely written but so effective when done well and I appreciate them every time they appear, calling them out and making sure readers are aware of them.
Just a few comments
• Aunt Maggie and Izzy are both badasses. Aunt Maggie is a shrewd woman and I really like her. I have total respect for any author writing mm novels who can write a strong female support cast.
• I liked the choice to name all the parts of the chapel. Most authors don't go through the effort.
• “You need to learn to relax, Finn. Enjoy life while you still can. Do the things you’ve never dared do before.” — This was the moment I realised that Aunt Maggie could see straight through that closet door that Finn was behind. (Aunt Maggie)
• Had their kindergarten teacher realized that the snot-nosed, brash kids who’d gotten into a fistfight on their first day of school would go on to become Twilight Falls’ “Terrible Seven” and make the lives of their parents, teachers, and the town’s sheriff hell over the decade and a half that followed, she would have done more than just scold them. — This is a helluva way to introduce the nickname for the core seven MCs for the Twilight Falls series. At this point, we don't know their names but I appreciate the introduction. (Alex)
• Christ Lisa. Okay, ladies (and enbys and gentlemen). Fiction is one thing. Do not let your love of gay romance leek into inappropriate comments irl.
• Finn turned and dipped his chin, doing his best to hide his relief. Now that he’d resolved to use Alex as his model, all he could think about was the piece he wanted to make. It had been a long time since he’d felt this excited about a new project. — And with this moment, this stunning piece not revealed until the closing pages, Alex becomes Finn's muse. As Catherine was before him. As is only right. (Finn)
• “Hi, I’m Tristan,” said the man with the serious brown eyes who was marinating some chicken. “Tristan Hart.” — Tristan is apparently gorgeous. Okay, and my type. Tattooed mechanic and kicks ass at poker. Ends up with a manager of a rock band in book #6. This at the BBQ that makes me wonder how simultaneously the stories are running. Nathan one of the MCs of book #4 is already in play.
• I challenge any reader to get through this without wanting to cause some minor harm to Drake. I will say Finn is a bigger man than I am.
🔷🔸The following and penultimate section contains minor spoilers. It is on the execution of something, not its inevitable existence.🔸🔷
I want to go into sexuality a bit here, this is another aspect of the "you had a chance and you blew it" taste left in my mouth. As mentioned Finn was previously married to the wonderful Catherine, never able to consummate their marriage in the way he would like, with her he was impotent. He did love her. There is a nuance to sexuality that Salinger completely bypasses and by embracing them she could have written something unusual, she already had, though inadvertently. At first, Alex suggests Finn might be bisexual, which you know just feels wrong. But so does the identity that is settled on identified in the quote “I know now that my impotency had everything to do with my suppressed sexuality,” Finn admitted quietly in Alex’s hair. “I loved Catherine. But it was the love of a man toward his best friend and not that of a man enamored with his life partner. What I feel for you is… different.” When we got these lines I was just kinda annoyed. The best and most precise sexuality that would absolutely suit Finn would be homosexual, and biromantic. It wouldn't require the reframing of his love for Catherine, it could still be a romantic love. Honestly, this identity rather than the outright gay (homosexual, homoromantic) used for Finn is where I thought this was going. My frustration stems from my feeling that there were other options. It isn't the worst choice, but my knowledge of diverse sexualities means I just wished for something else.
I do want to point out that Finn has one of the fiercest confessions. I need it in this quote here because it is perfect for Finn and I think it might prove to be memorable.
🔷🔸Spoilers over.🔸🔷
The Twilight Falls series revolves around (as far as I can tell) the romances of the "Terrible Seven". These are the seven titular MCs of the series. All are going to have a slight wild streak but have taken different paths while keeping their childhood friendships alive. There is a girl in play too, Izzy Wyatt's kid sister. I'm wondering how A.M. Salinger will deal with her happiness in what is ostensibly an mm series. By the time we spend several books with her her happiness will be as wanted as Wyatt's, Tristan's or Miles'. I already have access to the next two books in the series. Carter is #2, we met him here briefly. A-list celebrity and sweetheart. He was nothing but supportive of Finn when they met through Izzy and Fiin's work. His going back to Twilight Falls is going to be a huge change of scenery. His highlight in this book is undoubtedly a tidbit with Izzy“Izzy sneaked into the boys’ locker room when we were in high school and took a picture of Carter’s naked ass,” Alex explained in a disgruntled tone. “She’s been holding that picture over his head ever since that day.”
Finn looked appropriately shocked. “That’s terrible!”
“Ah, it’s all in jest,” Izzy protested with a wave of her hand. “Besides, Carter knows it’s an empty threat. Mostly.” A saucy grin curved her lips. “And, let’s face it, the guy’s exposed more than just his ass on the big screen since.” (Alex, Finn and Izzy). This is Izzy to the core. Hunter is #3, Hunter is something. If I'm honest he gives me slight himbo vibes and I'm here for it. Tristan's line "Your powers of observation never cease to amaze me,” and the dry tone in which it is said makes me think the himbo vibes are not just me overreading.
The book that I might be looking forward to the most, the one that is going to cause the most pain is Miles, the as yet un-synopsised book #7. We met Miles and his stunning mother Eveland in Alex. That scene and Miles' story made me want to cry. I was not okay at that point. His match could be a very interesting man. If I had to guess Miles Martinez, as one of the "Terrible Seven", will become something of an overarching storyline. Between that and his mother Elaine Martinez is one of the few people who have ever had any control over the seven men and one of the only positive parental influences for them. I feel for her deeply. She lost her son to a decade-plus-long coma, and a young man she treated as a son to his fear and ghosts and shame. Even if his driving was in the right, he had to come to that on his own.
“For me to find out exactly how enticing your dick looks all hard and wet and covered with soap suds.”
Alex groaned, his cock hardening at Finn’s filthy words. “I’ve awakened a beast.”
Finn grinned. “The beast says thanks. Now, let’s get you out of those pajamas." — Finn West and Alex Hancock
Disclaimer: I received a copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews, and this is my honest review.
A representative gif:
Just a visualisation of Alex's bike. He doesn't give a year. But this is a 2005 model (I think).
Source: Triumph Twin Power
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