4-4.5 stars
Huge plot spoilers ahead (and I mean huge ones) Read at your own risk.
To begin with I was really looking forward to reading this book and about the trouble marriage of Kairos and Tabitha ever since I finished book one in this duet featuring Kairos's brother. They just immediately intrigued me both as a individuals and as a couple as soon as they came onto the page. Just from those little glimpses of them I was immediately hooked and was so looking forward to this story that would probably filled with lots of angst and drama a long the way with this marriage on the rocks yet deep feelings still on both of their parts without the other knowing about it.
This book definitely didn't disappoint with lots of angst, hurt feelings, and tension between Kairos and Tabitha as they tried to fix their marriage while trying to heal those past hurts and pains from their past. And they both had traumatic past that lead them to behave the way the way they did in their marriage so they wouldn't get hurt by coming to attached to one another. As you can imagine that didn't go well nor did it make for a successful marriage. There was just so much hurt that was there that in poisoned their relationship as well as caused them to put up these walls with one another, which wasn't good especially when they began deep feelings for one another over the past five years of their marriage but pushing it away and not telling the other what they were feeling. Lots of drama and tension like I said.
What I really liked that Maisey Yates did was put little snippets of backstory in the current to show what had occurred that caused them to end up at this current point in the story. It was just enough to give the full picture without being bogged down with moments from the past and quickly came back to focus on the present. I appreciated those moments and was glad that it was included and things weren't kind of summarized and glossed over.
One the flashbacks showed how it came about they got married in the first place and what was promised at the beginning of their marriage, knowing that both parties when in believing that there would be no love, but respect in their marriage, but that was it. But things changed as did they did over the years with Tabitha wanting more and causing the friticion between the two.
Another flashback was the first time scene between them and it showed both points of views at different times in the story. The emotions that went on during the scene as well as the feelings in the aftermath at all, showing that their physical relationship didn't begin on high note with both feeling a little let down by the experience for different reasons and kind of set the tone for their sex life for the next five years. It also showed what was going in their heads and how the other misinterpreted what the other was feeling or what was going on because they weren't open and honest about it and jumped to conclusions, which is never a good thing. But from that scene alone there was massive hurt, which just continued over time without either of them voicing their concerns or the needs and wants they wanted from the other person.
So their marriage was a mess at the beginning of the story as it was in book two. They barely spoke. They barely touched. There was no tenderness just bitterness and hurt feelings on both sides. The only time they were physical was when she was at a prime time at conceiving the next heir of Petras, and that was it. There was no pleasure from the experience. It was a wham bam thank you mam experience with both being closed off during the experience. For Tabitha, she just closed off her emotions and just laid there and took it for a better word while he just did his do and finished them left her alone with her bruised feelings. He was hurt too by the experiences with his wife as well, feeling her millions of miles away from while they did the deed and found he wanted the experience over as quickly as possible, and he was as dissatisfied with the experience as she was. He believed that she didn't want him while she believed he only wanted her for her womb. There was no hot passion between them. It was just a routine they did once a month until of late where she refused him for the last three months.
Again marriage a mess. The story began with Kairos at a New Year's Eve party, feeling totally dissatisfied with him marriage and the state of it. And he wanted something more from his wife where he wasn't with an ice queen all the time. He knew he could get any woman he wanted but he wanted Tabitha and no other. When he returned she was waiting for him, and mistaking thought he was cheating on her, and she asked for a divorce knowing they were both unhappy in this marriage. Plus she had yet to conceive a child which was suppose to be her "job."
As soon as the words divorce were spoke, the world exploded around them with not only anger, but passion for the first time in their marriage. Yes, the passion was fueled by the anger, but it was no less passionate to say the least. It was like fireworks in his office and they just both went off like firecrackers. Ripping each others clothes off and touching all over until they finally came together in a cataclysmic joining on his desk. And it was so steamy, sexy and hot all rolled into one because there was so much passion in that scene. That passion that finally got released after it being suppressed during their long marriage. Their control just snapped and it was delicious to watch. It was one heck of lovemaking scene, and it was in the first twenty pages of the books. Usually I am not a fan of those scenes early on, but this one just worked for me. It probably had to do that they had so much built up tension from years and years of suppression that got released. Plus I knew they had a fraught history together so that added to the excitement of the scene, and made it just more meaningful.
Now this spontaneous coupling, of coarse, had consequences. It was unbelievable to both of them, but Kairos knew now that she had carried his heir there could be no more divorce. He just had to convince her of that. So he kidnapped her and took her to his private island so they could hash everything out both emotionally and physically. This was when the truth was revealed especially on Tabitha's side as they tried to get to know one another while trying to fix there marriage. And they did so alone.
I loved that they were alone on that island with no duties or people to bother them and they could just focus on each other, and boy, did they. They had a lot more sexy love scenes. I mean hot love scenes that just keeps my eyes glued to the page as I flip through them. Maisey Yates knows how to create these unique and sexy love scenes that are filled with emotions that is reflected by what their bodies are doing physically. I love the creative twists and turns she comes up with when creating those scenes and just all the description that goes into them that are just enough where it graphic but not too graphic. She did this very well here. Plus I loved how many scenes she included that were passionate and sexy yet intimate at the same time. That scene on the dinning table. Hot. The scene on the couch. Doubly hot and very emotional and just showed them both raw and exposed to one another. It was intense. In fact all the scenes were really intense, and it was good as well as showed where they were emotionally as well as how far they were coming in their marriage. That they did have connection that had nothing to do with just getting sweaty between the sheets.
I just loved how willingly Tabitha went in order to prove that they could have something more by giving herself to him completely. It was beautiful as it was heart wrenching, but just showed her bravery and what she was willing to do to fight for her marriage and him. She was unselfish and she really opened up to him not only physically but emotionally too. She revealed her raw side, stripping herself until she was bare, which had scared her to death for years, but she did it because she wanted to be with him and wanted to fix her marriage. And she was very willingly to do so because she loved him, and it hurt that he didn't feel the same. I just loved her strength, and just loved her. I really felt for her. I could feel her pain and hurt over Kairos supposed indifference towards her. She wanted to be close while he seemed to not want the same. When she finally found the courage to stand up and tell him that they would be getting a divorce, she was scared to death but didn't let that stop her, knowing that they were both unhappy. That took courage. And as the book went along she got more courageous by choosing to trust him and open herself up to him. She was willingly to give them another shot. I really enjoyed her as a character.
As for Kairos, I wasn't as thrilled with him because for a lot of the book he was very closed off and refused to open up to her even a little bit while she was basically stripping herself bare for him, revealing everything to him even though it scared. She did it anyway. He didn't. In fact whenever she came close to him or his control got threated he'd pulled away and even pushed her away even though he was the one that said that divorce was not an option. He wasn't trying as hard she was to save their marriage. I think that part that killed me and made him not so favorable in my eyes was that a couple of times when she asked him to stay with her and just hold her, he completely refused and just walked way, leaving her completely vulnerable and stabbed her in the heart when he did so. It would have killed me if he did that to me, and I would have felt very used by him. And I am sure Tabitha felt that way too so I felt so heartbroken for her, and really pissed off at him. How could he even do that to her? I know it was his fear talking, but still it just left me feeling cold towards him and just wasn't feeling him. It just struck something deep within me when he did that. But the killer thing was that he didn't do it once but he did it twice. Plus during his point of view after their first time, he left her alone, as he did every other time they had sex in the beginning of their marriage, and he said he would have stayed if she asked him that first time. Comforted her, but when she did ask him to stay later on in the book, he just didn't. It was like, okay you wanted this and you got this, but then you just did the opposite. Huh? For me that just left a sour taste in my mouth and hard to be on his side once and for all. He was just too standoffish for me and he needed to give a little bit, emotionally, long before the end of the book. I needed to see him make more of an effort and for me he didn't. Okay, he groveled but I don't know if that was quite enough for me. I thought I would have liked Kairos a bit more than I did. I liked him in book one better for sure, but when he did what he did, I just wasn't swooning over him. Plus again he was too closed off for a majority of the book not really giving anything in return, at least my opinion. Again I get he was acting out of fear, but still it just didn't feel right.
I did enjoy the emotional roller coaster that went on between the two that created that tension and angst between them. Could have done with a little bit more angst, but it didn't decrease my enjoyment of the book I just wanted a bit more to up the intensity. Not that this book wasn't intense enough with the emotions and the sexy times, but there could have always been room more. But that's just me. Though it was really good the way it was written, and I don't have a complaint about that. If it was too intense it might have been too overwhelming, but this book was not that. It was a good balance between passion and emotion, and just everything that came along with trying to fix their marriage. I've come to enough these stories where they marriage is in trouble and the couple gets a second chance due to circumstance and just working through all that. I liked seeing Tabitha push back and fight for her marriage, and again how willingly she was to accomplish that.
Overall I really did enjoy this book and thought that Maisey Yates did a great job with this second chance romance. It was angsty. It was emotional. It was passionate. It was heart wrenching at times. I felt right along with Tabitha. I felt her hurt, pain and fear. She struggled to let down her walls, but she finally did and it was beautiful to see the ice queen melt. It showed the growth in her and what she was willing to put with and what she wasn't. It was a good balance of the good and the bad. There were many highs and many lows and they had to get through them until they got their happily every after.
I liked how Maisey Yates showed all those emotions of the highs and lows and how it affected them as well as their marriage. I loved the love scenes that she created that had her own unique spin on them to make them fun, unique, interesting and fully of passion yet filled with intensity. That intensity just gave it the edge that makes it engrossing and entertaining. I'm always entertained by Maisey Yates and she never fails to impress me, and I love to see the new twists and turns that she comes up with either with the lovemaking scenes or just the plot in general. She knows how to create fresh spins on classic themes in the Presents line, and that what makes her stories awesome and enjoyable. I really enjoyed this book by her and can't wait to read more of hers in the future. She's definitely one of my auto buy authors.
I highly recommend this book for Harlequin Presents fans as well as just romance fans in general. It's definitely worth the read, and you'll be engrossed from page one in this book. The story really started off with a real bang (no pun intended) and just took off from there without me wanting to put it down for one second.