I totally wept throughout this entire book. Perhaps it's because I could relate to some of what Junie Kim went through. Perhaps it's because I've been reading several depressing books about mental illness lately and it's just put me in that sort of mood. But this one hit me even more than the previous two (John Green's Turtles and Jennifer Niven's All the Bright Places), again, perhaps because I was able to relate to the main character a bit more. This is a middle-grade book, but it's not an easy one. Junie Kim is a middle school girl just trying to keep her head down and handle (and ignore) the outright racism she has been experiencing in her school. While her school's official policy is to not tolerate that kind of behavior, she keeps quiet in part because she feels like nothing will ever change, she has no power, and if she complains, the bullies will make it worse for her. Her friends (black, Latina, Asian), who have also experienced racism, decide they want to speak out, but she's reluctant to do so, again, because she feels powerless and she's worried about making things worse. Mixed in with this is her struggle with depression and even suicide, but this is handled very compassionately and in a way that I think is accessible to younger audiences.
She has an amazing relationship with her grandparents, especially her grandfather, and when she's assigned a project to interview a person from her grandfather's generation, she ends up learning many of his stories. The story moves from contemporary to the past as she listens to the stories of her grandfather, and later, her grandmother. As she learns their stories, she also learns to find her inner voice and realizes she is much stronger than she thought she was.
As I mentioned, I wept throughout this book, but even with the serious topics, I did not find it a depressing book, per se. Rather, I found it to be inspiring and I absolutely cheered Junie on as she found her little victories.
While this book is not autobiographical, the author did incorporate many of the stories in her family and in her people as she shared with us her family experiences with the Korean War. She mentions that this was one of the hardest books she's written and I can definitely see that. I highly recommend this book as a must-read, as a way to increase your understanding of the Asian American experience. I believe this book should be in every middle school library.