3.5 Stars
I usually love Sloan’s books, but I’m sad to say this one missed the mark for me.
Trevor and Gabe have been inseparable since they were born and have admitted, in the past year, to being attracted to each other, but they have kept things in the friends-zone for the most part out of fear of being discovered by their parents, who still have no clue Trevor is gay.
I liked Gabe, as far as his feelings and what he wanted from their relationship, he was sure-footed and confident in how he felt about Trevor and what he wanted for them. Trevor, on the other hand, was annoying with his push and pull routine. I actually wasn’t sure for quite some time if he was even on the same page as Gabe when it came to how they felt. He would pull away and then come on really strong and this was a pattern throughout the entire story.
As far as school and the future, academically and career wise, they were at opposite ends of the spectrum. Trevor has his college career and future planned out while Gabe is having trouble adjusting to college and deciding what he wants for himself in the future, well, besides Trevor, he knows he wants him.
This was a sweet story, almost sugary sweet at times, but I never felt comfortable when it came to Gabe and Trevor’s relationship and I spent most of the book with a rock in the pit of my stomach waiting for something terrible to happen. I love the college setting and I really loved watching Gabe open up and blossom. As for Trevor, although we got his POV, I felt I didn’t know him as well, aside from school stuff, whereas I found Gabe to be better developed when it came to getting to know what he was liked outside of the college and Trevor. I loved watching him join a group and make friends.
Now I’m gonna get to the thing I really disliked about this story, and I know some won’t like it or agree with me, but oh well. I don’t care if an author doesn’t want to write sex in a book, you want to write fade to black sex scenes, go for it, while not my preference, it’s the author’s prerogative. This story had fade to black sex, which would have been fine if the author hadn’t focused so much on sex. Let’s face it, Gabe and Trevor are away from the watchful eyes of parents for the first time and have found their sexual awakening and freedom. They talked about and thought about sex almost constantly. They rubbed up against one another and dipped fingers into each other’s pants continually throughout the story. They kissed and nibbled on jaws and ears, it was all very sensual and there was even a scene with condoms, lube, fingers and a hole, yet as soon as they would get busy, fade to black. I was so beyond frustrated and I wanted to throw my iPad across the room. This story was a big sex tease, in my opinion and I hated that aspect of it and I’m really hoping this won’t be the path this author's future books will take.
The writing, as always, is good, but I can’t really say that I enjoyed the story, especially Trevor’s mother. She was over the top protective and meddling and her reaction to Trevor and Gabe turned my stomach and I wanted to throat punch her, as well as the other 3 parents when, in my opinion, they didn’t really stand up for Trevor and Gabe and the resolution to the situation was too rushed and abrupt.
Look, I feel a bit bad, because while my review is rather negative, this wasn’t a bad book per se, it just wasn’t for me. It frustrated me to no end, so I can’t say it was enjoyable and that hurts because I’ve read all of this author's books and have loved most. I just hope this isn’t what the future holds, because I really liked Seth, Gabe and Trevor’s suite mate, and am looking forward to his story. I guess I’ll just have to wait and see.
*copy provided by author/publisher in exchange for an honest review*