Xander: anchorman
Sean: detective
Bailey: Sean’s younger brother and Xander’s best friend and ex boyfriend
Henri: Bailey’s live in boyfriend and Sean ex CI
This serie could have been so much better if the stalker guy was more explored, but unfortunately things were not as exciting as they could be. Xander executive assistant sold the news information about him and Sean but this was practically brushed aside so there was no real issue.
I am disappointed because it has so much potential but at the same time I’m being extra nice by giving it four stars instead of three because I simple loved Sean and Bailey relationship, they are perfect for each other. It was truly a story about opposites attract. They had such a funny banter at the begging and then they turned into those super loyal lovers and I loved it.
Bailey was ridiculous, he and Xander dated about a decade ago, they both had others boyfriend and hookups (especially Xander 😉), he is now super harry and in love with Henri but he literally feels like they stabbed his heart because they have been getting to know each other and falling in love for a couple of months and haven’t talked to him about it until he caught them together. Xander was living at extremely unusual situation, there was a point he was afraid of leaving the house, him and Sean had just come back from the trip they had said “I love you” for the first time and had sex I mean like with penetration for the first time because they were talking things slow, mostly Xander because he wanted to be sure Sean was really into it since he had never felt attraction for a man before, and then Bailey saw them kissing at Sean door step and freaked out.
I understand how Bailey felt like they betrayed him and he had the right to feel but come the fuck up Bailey don’t be such a bitch about it because honey it’s not your life!! I get it how hurt he felt about them not telling him the truth especially because in his book he and Xander told each other everything. But also, when he fells in love with Henri, they acknowledge their relationships was shifting, Xander was okay and supportive when Bailey reached Henri when he got problems instead of Xander. He was the one telling Bailey to go for it and Bailey and Henri become a couple so of course he and Henri shared things between only the two of them and it was okay. But when Xander is figuring out things with Sean he suddenly has to tell Bailey everything otherwise he is an awful friend? I don’t think so.
Also, when Bailey and Henri got together Sean freaked out but he never shut Bailey down, as soon as Bailey told him to back off and mind his own life he did just that. He and Henri had trouble because of Henri criminal past and although I recognize he was being an ass judging Henri and labeling him as a brook for live, he told Henri to be careful to not hurt Bailey and that Bailey was too good for him. He is Bailey older brother so obviously he seems him as too good. Later, when he think Bailey and Henri got into a fight he made a comment about Henri showing his true colors, Bailey was mad about it and Xander put him at his place and he never again said anything like that to Bailey even though his relationship with Henri is full of funny banters and bitter funny remarks.
Bailey, on the other hand, acted like Sean was unworthy of being with Xander and I was mad as hell because come the fuck on he is your brother! Xander is his best friend since they are kids and they share a beautiful bond, but Sean never did anything bad to Bailey, he never did anything to end his relationship with Henri since the first time Bailey said he could mind his own business. Obviously he was a moody guy, he and Xander were always arguing, but it was mutual. Sean was never a homophobic, he was never selfish, he is a good person and a good brother so I was extremely disappointed with Bailey.
Xander defended Sean and during an argument it was obviously although he loves Bailey very much he was going to be at Sean’s side whatever it takes and I fucking love it. What he and Sean have going on is beautiful, Sean literally salved his life. He was the one person Sean could open up to, he was the one Sean felt like being vulnerable with and he knew how to appreciate that, he valued Sean.
Henri also acted like they did a horrible thing and I can understand that because he was being protective of Bailey but at the some time he was taking about how hard was for Bailey to feel like the fool in the room and that was a reference to when he caught Priest (his ex) cheating on him with Julien and really what a dramatic couple. The situation couldn’t have been more different. What Sean and Xander had going on was beautiful and they had plans to talk to Bailey, they just wanted to figure things between them (the two people that actually are a part of the relationship) before rushing to tell him and they were at such an unconventional situation that really I was annoyed at all the drama created about it.
I hate that Bailey was super fucking mean but Sean was the one trying really hard to get to him, he was the one who tracked him down trying to convince him to forgive him and Xander. Bailey apologize for being a jealous asshole but wasn’t enough imo, he ignored the two of them for weeks, he refused to talk to Sean when he went to his house, he talked about Sean like he didn’t deserve Xander, like he was not good enough and still until the end Xander and Sean were sorry and Henri even made a comment how wrong they were and holy shit I was not having it. Fuck that shit, they are grow men for fucks sake.
Bailey excuse about being jealous and wondering what Sean had that he didn’t have was so fucking awful it was a wonder how Xander didn’t flip him the bird. He is in love with Henri, he is happy but he act like a selfish kid whose older brother stole his favorite toy. I hate it because Xander was the first one to support him finding his happiness.
I gave it four stars only because even though the slow burn could have been more exciting (helloooo I wanted a scene of Xander being the top) it was clearly they both loved each other very much and in equal measures.
I want to know why the fuck Ella frank write three books when it all could have happened in only two but she manages to now give us a good epilogue??? Really an epilogue only a week later? What the fuck is that shit? I wanted a weeding, a couple kids a dogs
** I strongly do not recommend the Confession serie that came previously to that one, there we have Henri and Bailey story but we also have Priest, Robbie and Julien’s and priest is a selfish asshole who doesn’t deserve what he got. He is Henri ex and childhood best friend, but he cheated on him with Julien, he never apologized for that, he treated Henri like garbage, associated him with his troubled past and put him in a “mental file” like something toxic that he only fucked when he was feeling like shit.
He shows no loyalty toward Henri even though he always had his back. It was actually disgusting to witness how he not only treated Henri bad but he also thinks about him like he is not someone worthy of his good graces.
My blood boil on Henri and Bailey’s books when he said he loved Henri and always would worry about him because he sure as shit never showed it.
The one instance he was supposed to show he cared about Henri he actuality only cared about him and his husbands, I didn’t buy for a second he actually give a shit about Henri well being and broken heart he just wanted to make sure Bailey would not bring trouble to him and his family. I think the only thing he did for Henri was let him use his car, but that action was still disgusting because after everything he said and did to Henri he referred to him as “my Henri” when he talked to Bailey, it shows to me that he liked knowing Henri loved him to stroke his ego even though he didn’t even care to tell Henri he was going to have another weeding, he got ridden of him like he was a piece of trash, he treated him like he did something wrong to him.
Henri is ten thousand times the man Priest dreams of being because unlike Priest even though he works at the wrong side of the law, he helped his loved ones without distinction. He is loyal to the core, as soon as Priest needed his help he puts himself in danger to save his and his husband’s ass. He did something that would forever change him and Priest didn’t even showed him the gratitude he deserved.
For Priest, Henri was a part of a past he wanted to forget so he can live his new colorful life, Julien also had a troubled past but he didn’t have a problem with it because it wasn’t associated with his, so he has no qualms being there to help him better himself. When it comes to Henri, he doesn’t even tried to make him better, unlike Bailey, who since the begging had faith on him. But don’t fool yourselves, he shows no consideration toward Henri but has no trouble reaching him when his past comes knocking at his door, to deal with his shit he has no issues contacting Henri. Something he didn’t do when he met Julien so Henri caught them making out before he didn’t have the balls to call and end their fuck buddies situation. The same shit happened when he got married again and didn’t tell Henri to “spare his feelings” because he knew how he suffered when he first got married. I call it bullshit, he just wanted to spare himself. He thinks of Henri as someone who can “stain” his perfect life, as some dirt person that he wants far away from him so he can’t taint his life. I fucking hate that motherfucker.
Bailey and Henri books ruined the four previous book in the series because Priest never had the decency to be a decent person to Henri so I don’t give a shit how he is with his two husbands.***