I really enjoyed The Last Romeo when I read it a couple of years ago so I was quite excited to get my hands on this book. Excited and a little anxious that it wouldn't live up to my quite high expectations. Well, I had nothing to fear. I started it yesterday fearing that I'd had to put it down to go out - Friday night you know - but then I got the "can't make it sorry" text and had to pretend to be a tad miffed when inside I was turning cartwheels cos I could just get back to reading it! A situation that, in itself, is not wholly removed from the spirit of some of the events contained herein. Anyway, I digress... So Jake is 29 and still working at his life. He's got the job, the home, the friends, the girlfriend, but something isn't quite right. Ok so his family are a bit chalk to his cheese but that's not what's wrong. Not all of it anyway. And then his brother Trick announces that he's gay - not really a shock to be honest - and is pretty much revered for this. Jake starts to question his own sexuality, reminiscing scenes from his past, but he has a girlfriend, he can't be gay. He must be Bi. But girlfriend Amelia has just moved in with him. Oh my, what a tangled web...
Ironically enough I read this book at the same time as a well loved national icon announced his own sexuality to the world, having denied his true feelings for a considerable time. Lying to himself as much as others, you could say fooling himself, living how he thought others (and society) wanted (expected) him to, and I guess that Jake is feeling similar when we first meet him. But how do you change at the ripe old age of 29, when everyone has expectations on you, when it will turn your world (and others') upside down? What do you even do with these new feelings now you are embracing them?
This is Jake's story. But it is so much more than that. It's Amelia's and Trick's, and Jake's family's and a whole host of other people's. Jake's news is like the old stone in the pond, ripples from which spread in ever increasing circles which eventually cover the whole of the pond's surface.
Oh my goodness, I've made the book sound quite heavy... well, there's no getting away from the fact that a book of this genre is likely to be quite an emotional ride, both for the characters and the reader but, and this is important, the delivery of the story, the wonderful humour contained herein, keeps it from getting too dark and depressing. There's is light at the end of most tunnels, it's just being able to walk through to get to it that's key. It's enlightening, uplifting, at times a bit cringy, but it all comes across as real. Characters and story alike.
It's a book I feel privileged to have read, one that I thoroughly enjoyed - if reading about another's pain and anguish can be enjoyable, but you get what I mean - and one that will stay with me a while longer. Yes, OK, it gets a bit .... at the end (no spoilers) but I like endings like that when they fit the book, as this does here.
My thanks go to the Publisher and Netgalley for the chance to read this book.