Physical book provided by Blackstone Publishing for my honest review.
When I started off this book, I was surprised by how much I was enjoying it and how certain cultural references or knowledge in the book were things I knew or resonated with. I think that this book had a lot of potential, and I did appreciate what it was trying to get at, but it could have been executed a little better. The writing style was good, a little clunky at times, but still good. The characters in the book were what I liked and disliked the most about this book. At first, I liked Amina's character. She was not very sure of her heritage, but still tried to help give information to her nephew, she was career driven, and still not exactly sure what she wanted out of life. However, instead of her becoming a more well developed character I felt like it went a little backwards. There was this moment she told one of her coworkers, what do you expect other people to think of you dressed the way you do, or looking the way you do, just because she wore makeup, cared about looking nice, etc. As a woman, going into a STEM field, it's already difficult fitting into a male dominant field and feeling like you deserve to be there because you're just as smart, but having other woman tell you it's because the world perceives you and you're the one who has to change is a little messed up. It's not those woman who have to change, but society. A woman can wear makeup, dress nicely, AND be intelligent and competent in her career. Through the book, Amina just started avoiding her responsibilities even though she didn't want to hurt people, she literally ran away from her problems. I just didn't understand her. On the other hand, Omar was just the sweetest boy, and my heart ached for him. Growing up in world where no one knows how to pronounce your name, calls you racial slurs, and isolates you because you're different is what many people from Indian or Muslim backgrounds go through. I felt like Omar was just trying to navigate his life the best he could while terrible things kept on happening. The world can be an ugly place, but all this kid ever wanted was for people to like him, learn new things about himself and his culture, and have people in his life who loved him. I really appreciated his perspective in this book. Finally, when it comes to the plot of this book, it was more of a literary fiction piece of navigating the world as an individual who yes, is seen as Muslim, but I felt like certain situations in the book weren't talked about a lot. I think the synopsis talks about how the book is to be centered around how post 9/11 lives of Muslim people are affected, but it's slightly misleading in that it doesn't feel like that's the focus of the book, at least to me. Overall, I'm glad to have read this piece because I think it holds valuable information and a perspective of how kids and adults alike feel like they need to conform into this new society by brushing away their culture.
Writing: 8/10
Characters: 5/10
Plot: 6/10
Ending: 5/10
Originality: 6/10
Overall: 30/50
Cover: 7/10