Rating: close to 4.5 stars actually
Premise: A 17-year old girl name Xochi (pronounced So-Chee) is a governess/babysitter to a 12-year old girl named Pallas. Pallas lives in a beautiful Victorian house in San Francisco with her rocker parents and blended family/friends. Xochi is running away from a dark past and secrets she would rather forget. On the night of the Equinox, Xochi and Pallas cast a spell that summons a fey children from their slumber to avenge all the wrongs from Xochi's past. No one is safe and least of all Xochi, who has a huge crush on Pallas' dad, despite all the reasons why she shouldn't.
What I loved: the book was pretty much 5 stars for the majority of the book - all the way to the end for me. All the characters were penned out so well - good or bad, they were real people from page 1. With their loves and hopes and dreams and insecurities and worries. I loved Xochi most of the time - she reminded me a lot of me when I was that age - wise beyond her years (the "old soul"), hanging out with older people, getting into trouble, being raised by my grandma...it all checks out. Now, I never took drugs, unlike Xochi, which is was where it turned a bit sour for me.
Also different POVs were definitely great to really get the feel from many points of views and perspectives. One of my most favorite ones was the POV from the perspective of a cat - Peasblossoms. Absolutely brilliant.
What I didn't like: The swear words were fine, the one thing I didn't like was the use of heavy drugs. Now I know why it was used here, but it still bugged me a bit. She is a 17 year old girl, under the watchful eye of many adults, who not only encourage her to party and drink and smoke, but also lend her clothes and make up to make her look more "mature" and to be honest kinda "slutty". I know, they are rockers and "free spirits", but still...not cool.
The ending: The ending bugged me probably the most. It was an ambiguous, open ending, kinda leaving it "out there"....at least write an epilogue where you tell where people ended up or what is up with them. The writer made me care about all these characters and then she just leaves them to live their lives without letting us know what has happened to them....not cool at all.
Magic/Fantasy: This part was written so well...the magical/supernatural elements did blend beautifully with the story and made for a thrilling read.
Writing: The writing was very engaging and I had a hard time pulling away from the story. For a debut novel, this is a very strong and very well thought out and executed book.
Recommend for anyone, who likes YA, fantasy, magical and supernatural elements
Thank you to publisher and Edelweiss + for providing me with the ARC.