Reread.
Could you explain this series in one word? Devastation. Voliet and Zagan's story chips away at me each time I read it, bringing my worst fears to life. I can't help but sob and in the end I am left raw, wounded and bleeding.
This book destroyed me. Though somehow the person I needed most lead me out of my emotional solitude. I think it was because it hit home for me. To love someone so completely and fierce that it scares you. I empathize with Voilet wanting to stay, to stay and watch the world burn around them. I'm scared I would do the same. Sacrifice the world for only one.
"Because although he rested, although his breathing was even and slow, his arms were incredibly tense. They were locked, caging my body against his. And I knew, even in sleep, he was not about to let me go."
The Authors words broke pieces of me. I wailed and sought comfort. They tore at my darkest fears with their talons. I forced myself to read on at times. It was asking to much of me though. I cried and clung to the one person I could never lose. I became scared of things that may never happen but I loved the book all the same. And the music, it lulled and swelled carring me away on the breeze. I became lost in it. I shall cling to him all the more now.
“And f#%k me! Who is that?!” she asked, eyeing Maxim. “My god, I think my panties are going to explode.”
My voice began to diminish as the void around us devoured it. And I made a promise. A vow. One I knew I would keep. “If you let me go, Zagan Black, if you don’t come back for me . . . I will haunt you for eternity.” The truest words I had ever spoken. His lips pressed against my forehead, and his hand brushed my cheek. “Ah, Violet, love . . . you already are.”
“I warned you. Time and time again, I warned you. Why did you never listen?! I tried to save you from myself!”
Voilet's Playlist:
Lucas King- Suicide
Kings of Leon- Closer
Florence and the Machine-Howl
Lord Huron- The Night We Met
Florence and the Machine- Seven devils
Sleeping at Last-Saturn
Flora Cash- Down On Your Knees
X Ambassadors- Litost
Goldfrapp- Ooh la la
Le Disko- Shiny Toy Guns
Lifehouse- Hanging By A Moment
My own personal fill in song:
Anon Berg- In the dark hours
By Chapter:
*Chapter 1
Anon Berg- In the dark hours
*Chapter 2
Anon Berg- In the dark hours
Lucas King- Suicide
*Chapter 3-5
Anon Berg- In the dark hours
*Chapter 6
Kings of Leon- Closer
*Chapter 7
Florence and the Machine-Howl
*Chapter 8-11
Lord Huron- The Night We Met
Anon Berg- In the dark hours
*Chapter 12
Anon Berg- In the dark hours
Florence and the Machine- Seven devils
*Chapter 13
Florence and the Machine- Seven devils
Sleeping at Last-Saturn
*Chapter 14-15
Sleeping at Last-Saturn
*Chapter 16
Lord Huron- The Night We Met
*Chapter 17
Lord Huron- The Night We Met
Flora Cash- Down On Your Knees
*Chapter 18
X Ambassadors- Litost
*Chapter 19
Anon Berg- In the dark hours
*Chapter 20
Goldfrapp- Ooh la la
Le Disko- Shiny Toy Guns
*Chapter 21
Anon Berg- In the dark hours
*Chapter 22
Lifehouse- Hanging By A Moment
*Chapter 23
Anon Berg- In the dark hours