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312 pages, Kindle Edition
Published May 27, 2020
🤬 first he demands that they remain faithful to each other, he and Alyssa start getting really chummy and domestic together, then he hears about a client flirting with Alyssa and asking her out (Liam) and though she did NOTHING to encourage that, he punishes her by withdrawing emotionally, treating her like shit and telling her he changed his mind and wants to see other people, and when she brings up their earlier stipulations, he basically says she needs him and their marriage more than he needs it and he will do what he want 🙃💁♀️
🤬 he stops spending time with her, he ignores her when he's home, he acts cold and aloof, and then gossip rags publish photos of him seemingly on a date with another woman and he's SURPRISED when Alyssa thinks he cheated on her - so when she gets a message and withdraws herself and just starts acting professional with him, he suddenly changes his mind, demands they must be faithful to each other after all and acts all butthurt when Alyssa doesn't trust him at first that he didn't cheat
🤬 they reintroduce the earlier no cheating rule, going in so far as to sign an agreement where the cheating party forfeits their shares in the company (worth sth like 300 millions, rich people are crazy) - and tbh isn't that the problem in itself that they feel they need to make the cheating cost literal millions to make their marriage work...
🤬 when they have sex the first time, Daniel again completely withdraws emotionally afterwards, supposedly giving her space and not pressuring her given circumstances of their marriage, but AGAIN, he doesn't communicate any of it to Alyssa, so to her it's basically that he had sex with her, she was a virgin so she thinks it sucked for him and now he doesn't want her - it's ONLY after Daniel sees Alyssa being friendly with Dominic that he wakes the fuck up and talks to her
🤬 honestly, most of their marriage feels like Alyssa constantly putting the effort, tiptoeing around Daniel's little, butthurt feelings and pursuing him while battling feelings of being rejected by him and fears of not being enough for him
🤬 when they reach stipulations of Alyssa's father's will and both Alyssa and Daniel secure their shares or whatever, at which point they've been married and in an actual relationship for A YEAR, their lawyer sends them divorce papers; Alyssa thinks they'll rip the papers together and have a laugh about that, instead she comes home to this:
"It's been fun playing house with you, but enough is enough. I guess the sex wasn't bad and I'll definitely miss your sweet pussy, but there are plenty of fish in the sea. You're too young to be married. Hell, you were a fucking virgin. I definitely didn't think I'd be married now either."
yes, you read that right - a 32-year-old man, and all he has to say to end their marriage is "I'll miss your sweet pussy"
🤬 so what does Daniel proceed to do? he signs the divorce papers, tells Alyssa to move out, cuts all contact with her, then starts seeing another woman very publicly (literally two days later) and resigns as co-CEO in their shared company (he also has his own company besides that one and he starts working solely there) - in the last (gutsy, but also a little pathetic) attempt to save their marriage, Alyssa storms his office, only to find him there with his (supposed, I guess) new girlfriend, looking all cozy as if they just fucked; she says she won't sign the divorce papers and that she wants to give him another chance, when he refuses, she says she'll enforce the whole fidelity contract - to which, Daniel AGAIN lets her think he's seeing this woman, and then he signs away his 300 million shares just to show how much he wants to have sex with other people
I'm ----
🤬 so what happens is that Alyssa is basically put through an emotional hell, Daniel acts cold, cruel and detached, then he cuts all contact with her and all she sees are photos of him with this another woman and then they divorce for real
🤬 and what happens then is the most fucked-up, pointless series of back-and-forth where Daniel starts going after Alyssa again (especially when she shows up to some even with a date), and I won't go into more details bc this review is already too long but OF COURSE it turns out Daniel divorced her FOR HER OWN GOOD GUYS, because he's loved her all along and he wanted her TO HAVE A CHOICE
🤬 so instead of, you know, talking to her like a normal human being might do, he chooses to make decisions about their relationship for both of them, actively taking away her choice, and hurt her again and again by making it seem like he's moving on and happily dating other people
because rejecting her over and over again and basically beating down her self-esteem with a baseball bat is what a person does to their loved one, you know, again, FOR THEIR OWN GOOD
you can't make this shit up, I swear
🤬 worst of it? when in the last 5 pages he FINALLY explains this all to Alyssa, she just takes him back 😭😭😭