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My Name Is Saul: A Novel of the Ancient World
“The time I was born for is here. I will wage war against these Christians, and I will emerge victorious. My name is Saul.”
St. Paul the Apostle is a towering biblical figure, but almost nothing is known about his early life as Saul of Tarsus.
As death loomed over him at Mamertine Prison in Rome, under the watchful eye of his jailer and final follower Aurelius, he
I will die tomorrow. In the morning, around sunrise.
There are two things for which I am eminently That I have been permitted to have fought the good fight and finished the race marked out for me; and that I will not have to endure another winter in this place.
Starting from that pivotal moment, blending historical fact with audacious creativity, the author of the award-winning I, Claudia propels us back through the life of the man who would become St. Paul. Her vividly imagined, well-founded tale of loss, transformation, and divine intervention will captivate believers and non-believers alike who yearn for the human truth and drama behind the scriptures. “I am convinced that Saul is a man for our times,” explains Wilder, “primarily because he was interested in just one truth.”
St. Paul the Apostle is a towering biblical figure, but almost nothing is known about his early life as Saul of Tarsus.
As death loomed over him at Mamertine Prison in Rome, under the watchful eye of his jailer and final follower Aurelius, he
I will die tomorrow. In the morning, around sunrise.
There are two things for which I am eminently That I have been permitted to have fought the good fight and finished the race marked out for me; and that I will not have to endure another winter in this place.
Starting from that pivotal moment, blending historical fact with audacious creativity, the author of the award-winning I, Claudia propels us back through the life of the man who would become St. Paul. Her vividly imagined, well-founded tale of loss, transformation, and divine intervention will captivate believers and non-believers alike who yearn for the human truth and drama behind the scriptures. “I am convinced that Saul is a man for our times,” explains Wilder, “primarily because he was interested in just one truth.”
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Published February 24, 2020
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About the author
Lin Wilder
13 books677 followersLin Wilder has a doctorate in Public Health from the UT Houston with a background in cardiopulmonary physiology, medical ethics, and hospital administration. During her thirty-plus years in academic health care administration, Lin authored numerous texts in these fields.
She began writing fiction only after leaving her Hospital Director position at UMASS Medical Center. Since then, Lin’s been the recipient of an extensive array of awards for her two series of novels. Her medical mystery series include: The Fragrance Shed By A Violet, Do You Solemnly Swear? A Price for Genius and Malthus Revisited. Plausible Liars, the fifth in the Dr. Lindsey McCall mystery series, is scheduled for release in the late spring of 2022.
Lin’s ancient novel series includes I, Claudia, and My Name is Saul. The third in that series, and her latest novel, The Reluctant Queen, took first place for historical and religious fiction in Feathered Quill’s Best Books of 2022. In addition, her memoir, Finding the Narrow Path, recounts her journey away from God and back again.
Lin lives in the Texas hill country with her husband and dogs.
Signed copies of her books can be purchased at linwilder.com. In addition, her weekly blog ranks in the top 100 Christian blogs and book reviews.
She began writing fiction only after leaving her Hospital Director position at UMASS Medical Center. Since then, Lin’s been the recipient of an extensive array of awards for her two series of novels. Her medical mystery series include: The Fragrance Shed By A Violet, Do You Solemnly Swear? A Price for Genius and Malthus Revisited. Plausible Liars, the fifth in the Dr. Lindsey McCall mystery series, is scheduled for release in the late spring of 2022.
Lin’s ancient novel series includes I, Claudia, and My Name is Saul. The third in that series, and her latest novel, The Reluctant Queen, took first place for historical and religious fiction in Feathered Quill’s Best Books of 2022. In addition, her memoir, Finding the Narrow Path, recounts her journey away from God and back again.
Lin lives in the Texas hill country with her husband and dogs.
Signed copies of her books can be purchased at linwilder.com. In addition, her weekly blog ranks in the top 100 Christian blogs and book reviews.
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February 26, 2020
Talk about superb timing. This book is hitting the shelves right before Easter and this would make an ideal addition to every family celebrating. My Name is Saul should be a companion piece for everyone celebrating the rebirth this Spring.
The author, once more, has breathed life into two-dimensional people of the past. You will come to better know, understand, appreciate and love Apostle Paul with this work. Brilliantly researched and presented in an unique style, this book reads like a sermon from your beloved minister or one you once watched on TV: Billy Graham. A divine work that is another feather in the cap of this author.
Be warned: if you are not proficient with the New Testament, you might find it a bit hard sailing at times. Those who are strong in the Christian faith will love this book and it is a must-read.
My Rating: 4.5 stars
Reviewed by: Mr. N
This review first appeared: https://www.nnlightsbookheaven.com/po...
The author, once more, has breathed life into two-dimensional people of the past. You will come to better know, understand, appreciate and love Apostle Paul with this work. Brilliantly researched and presented in an unique style, this book reads like a sermon from your beloved minister or one you once watched on TV: Billy Graham. A divine work that is another feather in the cap of this author.
Be warned: if you are not proficient with the New Testament, you might find it a bit hard sailing at times. Those who are strong in the Christian faith will love this book and it is a must-read.
My Rating: 4.5 stars
Reviewed by: Mr. N
This review first appeared: https://www.nnlightsbookheaven.com/po...
January 12, 2026
What impressed the Cologne Book Club most was the emotional realism. Saul is not portrayed as a saint-in-waiting, but as a man struggling with truth, identity, and purpose.
January 14, 2026
This book invited the Cologne Book Club to sit with discomfort, doubt, and revelation, all at once.
January 14, 2026
This novel gave the Cologne Book Club a renewed appreciation for historical fiction done with care and respect.
January 14, 2026
Lin Wilder writes with quiet confidence. The Cologne Book Club felt guided, not forced, through Saul’s inner world.
January 12, 2026
At the Cologne Book Club, we were deeply moved by how Lin Wilder imagined Saul before he became Paul. This novel gave us a man of conviction, fear, pride, and destiny, not just a biblical figure.
January 12, 2026
The Cologne Book Club found this novel powerful because it does not preach, it reveals. Saul’s voice feels authentic, conflicted, and deeply human.
January 14, 2026
Saul’s unwavering belief in “one truth” sparked intense conversation at the Cologne Book Club about certainty in our own time.
November 26, 2025
I walked away with a deeper understanding of ancient Rome, early Christianity, and human nature itself. A thoughtful, rewarding read.
December 4, 2025
An engaging and immersive journey into the ancient world. The characters are vivid, the story compelling, and the historical details bring the era to life. Highly recommended!
March 27, 2021
An incredible journey towards a test of faith and redemption. Saul from Tarsus lived a peaceful life and enjoys taking care of animals. He is prodigious since young and is blessed with a good memory which prompted him to excel in his class. At twelve years old, he studied at the temples of Jerusalem for six years and was married to his father’s business partner and daughter, Hannah. They were blessed with a son who was named after Saul’s father. Life has been so kind for Saul, isn’t it? But life doesn’t end there. Unknowingly, everything that he has cherished will just fade all of a sudden. The Lord gives and takes. At that moment, Saul knew that his life will never be the same again. And so the test of his faith begins.
Saul had made a huge mistake when he didn’t believe in Jesus as the Son of God who offers salvation to His people including the Gentiles. And so Saul had persecuted Jesus’s followers. As a result, the Lord had blinded him for three days until such time that he believed Jesus is the real Messiah. In the place known as Ephesus, John had come to cleanse Saul and baptized him as Paul as the Apostle to the Gentiles.
I really like novels like this one, thought-provoking and can move you just by relating to the lives, thoughts, and feelings of the characters. Great quality and has a nice plot. I decided to be like Saul and just trust the process. God is in control. I would like to recommend this one to my Christian friends.
Saul had made a huge mistake when he didn’t believe in Jesus as the Son of God who offers salvation to His people including the Gentiles. And so Saul had persecuted Jesus’s followers. As a result, the Lord had blinded him for three days until such time that he believed Jesus is the real Messiah. In the place known as Ephesus, John had come to cleanse Saul and baptized him as Paul as the Apostle to the Gentiles.
I really like novels like this one, thought-provoking and can move you just by relating to the lives, thoughts, and feelings of the characters. Great quality and has a nice plot. I decided to be like Saul and just trust the process. God is in control. I would like to recommend this one to my Christian friends.
March 28, 2021
A fast-paced and interesting life-story of a man from Tarsus who later would become the greatest Apostle that would spread the good news brought by the Son of God, Jesus, the salvation of all mankind including the uncircumcised. His name was Saul, born into a wealthy family of goat herders, and as the only son, he was perhaps much loved by his father. It took a long time since David had prayed for a son from God. He promised that if he would ever be granted a son, that child will offer his life to serve the Lord. Indeed, Saul became the Apostle chosen by God.
The one thing that Saul has is his unbreakable faith in his God. Even at the time when everything was taken away from him. He stood still. He understood that the Lord not only gives but also takes for a reason we wouldn’t understand. Saul accepted both good and bad in his life.
Saul’s story really moved me and taught me how I should react to something worse that would happen to me in which I am not responsible. I like how Rabbi Gamaliel’s wise words have saved Saul’s life. Everything in this novel is a treasure. It should be a companion book when you travel. It gives you wisdom at any stage in life. Wonderful and exceptionally written! Highly recommended.
The one thing that Saul has is his unbreakable faith in his God. Even at the time when everything was taken away from him. He stood still. He understood that the Lord not only gives but also takes for a reason we wouldn’t understand. Saul accepted both good and bad in his life.
Saul’s story really moved me and taught me how I should react to something worse that would happen to me in which I am not responsible. I like how Rabbi Gamaliel’s wise words have saved Saul’s life. Everything in this novel is a treasure. It should be a companion book when you travel. It gives you wisdom at any stage in life. Wonderful and exceptionally written! Highly recommended.
July 14, 2022
A commendable spiritual memoir
In her afterword, the author refers to St Paul as, “a man for our time.” The exact problems of Saul’s world are the same that confront us today. The Roman Empire was declining as the West declines today- for the very same reasons: permissiveness in society; immorality; the welfare state; endless wars; confiscatory taxation; cynical disregard of the established human virtues, principles, and ethics; the obsessive pursuit of materialistic wealth; the abandonment of Christianity; venal politicians pandering to the masses for votes; the masculinization of women and the feminization of men; the plundering of the treasury, the hypersexualization of society; widespread fraud; toleration of injustice and exploitation; suffocating bureaucracy… All this Saul confronted in his own world, and through his and others’ indomitable efforts, they managed to create a new society that advanced the cause of freedom, liberty of mind, soul, and body. It is no wonder then, that the foes of freedom first attack Christianity which liberated mankind. This is adapted from the foreword of Taylor Caldwell’s towering epic novel on the life of St Paul, “Great Lion of God.”
While this book does not reach the heights of Caldwell’s classic, the author’s aim was different. She intended it to be a memoir on the spiritual development of Saul before his ministry. It is more of a mystic read, as she tries to go into the mind of Saul during his childhood, his marriage, and during his student days until he discovers what he thinks to be his vocation in the wake of his family’s death. She also documents his deep friendship with Stephen, the first Christian martyr, in whose stoning he was to be deeply involved. Ironically, it was to be St. Stephen who was to direct Saul’s focus on the Christians as he tried to counter Christ’s teachings unsuccessfully with his rabbinical precepts. That lack of success was to fuel his frustration, zeal, and take-no-prisoners approach henceforth against the early Christians.
Christianity’s propensity for self-regeneration is amazing. Christianity lost Judas, but gained St Matthias: They lost St James (the first apostle to be martyred), and they gained St Paul, who started his public ministry within a year of James’ execution. Two men cut off the same cloth, same personalities, same missions, both trailblazers. Both were highly educated, both fathers were well-known and respected entrepreneurs, both educated and versed in Greek and Latin, both Roman citizens, both beheaded, both fired up with immense zeal and influence. Both widely travelled. James was the primordial trailblazer travelling throughout the Mediterranean countries as far west as Spain and Gaul, while Paul concentrated on the eastern Mediterranean, being the Patron saint of Malta. St James, the patron saint of Spain.
It’s good that books like this are still being written. It must have been a labour of love, considering the dearth of information there is ( outside of the scriptures), but at the same time requires much research, thought, determination, and devotion to come up with such a work that honours the truth.
In her afterword, the author refers to St Paul as, “a man for our time.” The exact problems of Saul’s world are the same that confront us today. The Roman Empire was declining as the West declines today- for the very same reasons: permissiveness in society; immorality; the welfare state; endless wars; confiscatory taxation; cynical disregard of the established human virtues, principles, and ethics; the obsessive pursuit of materialistic wealth; the abandonment of Christianity; venal politicians pandering to the masses for votes; the masculinization of women and the feminization of men; the plundering of the treasury, the hypersexualization of society; widespread fraud; toleration of injustice and exploitation; suffocating bureaucracy… All this Saul confronted in his own world, and through his and others’ indomitable efforts, they managed to create a new society that advanced the cause of freedom, liberty of mind, soul, and body. It is no wonder then, that the foes of freedom first attack Christianity which liberated mankind. This is adapted from the foreword of Taylor Caldwell’s towering epic novel on the life of St Paul, “Great Lion of God.”
While this book does not reach the heights of Caldwell’s classic, the author’s aim was different. She intended it to be a memoir on the spiritual development of Saul before his ministry. It is more of a mystic read, as she tries to go into the mind of Saul during his childhood, his marriage, and during his student days until he discovers what he thinks to be his vocation in the wake of his family’s death. She also documents his deep friendship with Stephen, the first Christian martyr, in whose stoning he was to be deeply involved. Ironically, it was to be St. Stephen who was to direct Saul’s focus on the Christians as he tried to counter Christ’s teachings unsuccessfully with his rabbinical precepts. That lack of success was to fuel his frustration, zeal, and take-no-prisoners approach henceforth against the early Christians.
Christianity’s propensity for self-regeneration is amazing. Christianity lost Judas, but gained St Matthias: They lost St James (the first apostle to be martyred), and they gained St Paul, who started his public ministry within a year of James’ execution. Two men cut off the same cloth, same personalities, same missions, both trailblazers. Both were highly educated, both fathers were well-known and respected entrepreneurs, both educated and versed in Greek and Latin, both Roman citizens, both beheaded, both fired up with immense zeal and influence. Both widely travelled. James was the primordial trailblazer travelling throughout the Mediterranean countries as far west as Spain and Gaul, while Paul concentrated on the eastern Mediterranean, being the Patron saint of Malta. St James, the patron saint of Spain.
It’s good that books like this are still being written. It must have been a labour of love, considering the dearth of information there is ( outside of the scriptures), but at the same time requires much research, thought, determination, and devotion to come up with such a work that honours the truth.
February 14, 2026
The man who would become St. Paul was interested in just one thing – truth!
Texas author Lin Wilder earned her doctorate in Public Health and served as Hospital Director at UMASS Medical Center. Her initial publications were focused on texts related to academic health care administration, and now she devotes her skills to writing novels. Her popular series include the Dr Lindsey McCall mystery series, and the Ancient Novel series - I CLAUDIA, THE RELUCTANT QUEEN, and MY NAME IS SAUL.
Wilder creatively opens her book as though ‘written’ by Aurelius, heightening the value of blending history with her artistic skills: ‘On this third day of the ides of June, 811 years following the founding of Rome, I. Aurelius Maximus, legionnaire of the Roman Empire, testify that the word you are about to read are those f Paul the Apostle. Although the script is my own rather than his, the document was dictated to me during our teacher’s last night on earth...’ The author distills the plot well - ‘St. Paul the Apostle is a towering biblical figure, but almost nothing is known about his early life as Saul of Tarsus. As death loomed over him at Mamertine Prison in Rome, under the watchful eye of his jailer and final follower Aurelius, he wrote: ‘I will die tomorrow. In the morning, around sunrise. There are two things for which I am eminently grateful: That I have been permitted to have fought the good fight and finished the race marked out for me; and that I will not have to endure another winter in this place.’ Starting from that pivotal moment, blending historical fact with audacious creativity, MY NAME IS SAUL propels us back through the life of the man who would become St. Paul – a tale of loss, transformation, and divine intervention.’
Written with skill and tenderness this novel. Is an enlightening experience for us all!
Texas author Lin Wilder earned her doctorate in Public Health and served as Hospital Director at UMASS Medical Center. Her initial publications were focused on texts related to academic health care administration, and now she devotes her skills to writing novels. Her popular series include the Dr Lindsey McCall mystery series, and the Ancient Novel series - I CLAUDIA, THE RELUCTANT QUEEN, and MY NAME IS SAUL.
Wilder creatively opens her book as though ‘written’ by Aurelius, heightening the value of blending history with her artistic skills: ‘On this third day of the ides of June, 811 years following the founding of Rome, I. Aurelius Maximus, legionnaire of the Roman Empire, testify that the word you are about to read are those f Paul the Apostle. Although the script is my own rather than his, the document was dictated to me during our teacher’s last night on earth...’ The author distills the plot well - ‘St. Paul the Apostle is a towering biblical figure, but almost nothing is known about his early life as Saul of Tarsus. As death loomed over him at Mamertine Prison in Rome, under the watchful eye of his jailer and final follower Aurelius, he wrote: ‘I will die tomorrow. In the morning, around sunrise. There are two things for which I am eminently grateful: That I have been permitted to have fought the good fight and finished the race marked out for me; and that I will not have to endure another winter in this place.’ Starting from that pivotal moment, blending historical fact with audacious creativity, MY NAME IS SAUL propels us back through the life of the man who would become St. Paul – a tale of loss, transformation, and divine intervention.’
Written with skill and tenderness this novel. Is an enlightening experience for us all!
March 27, 2021
Lin Wilder’s ‘MY NAME IS SAUL’ is about a man who has lost everything, stumbled, and had conquered his former self more than he could ever imagine. Saul’s early life at Tarsus has been good. He has a loving family and he got everything he needs. Saul has also been blessed to be educated at a young age. When he was twelve, he was admitted to study the Torah, Greek, and Latin at the temples of Jerusalem under Rabbi Gamaliel. There he made friends with Simeon and Stephen. After those six years of studying, he married his childhood friend that has been with him since the beginning, Hannah. A year later, they had their first-born, little David. Everything seemed to fall exactly into place. But when a strong earthquake hit their hometown, Cilicia, many people died including Saul’s family. Saul now can relate to Job. Though it was very hard for him, he tried to understand that we should also be willing to accept the evil that has come our way, not only all good.
Saul stumbled from believing that it was his mission to persecute Jesus as he was in a form of a man and therefore another false prophet. He casts all those who follow Jesus out from Jerusalem. Blood has been shed. It wasn’t long after that he was blinded and now had come to believe that a savior of mankind has walked the Earth. Saul was redeemed and baptized to be named as Paul the Apostle of the Gentiles.
A kind of novel that can suit anybody’s taste. Perhaps every issue of life has been covered here, wealth, family, education, loss and birth, sorrow, friendship, and alike. Not only is it emotional and inspiring, however, the author also did an excellent job of presenting it in a clear and very creative manner. A must-read book!
Saul stumbled from believing that it was his mission to persecute Jesus as he was in a form of a man and therefore another false prophet. He casts all those who follow Jesus out from Jerusalem. Blood has been shed. It wasn’t long after that he was blinded and now had come to believe that a savior of mankind has walked the Earth. Saul was redeemed and baptized to be named as Paul the Apostle of the Gentiles.
A kind of novel that can suit anybody’s taste. Perhaps every issue of life has been covered here, wealth, family, education, loss and birth, sorrow, friendship, and alike. Not only is it emotional and inspiring, however, the author also did an excellent job of presenting it in a clear and very creative manner. A must-read book!
March 28, 2021
A kind of novel that keeps your face buried into the book. Highly entertaining even if it’s on the religious side. Basically, it’s about St. Paul’s life as he recounts his earlier life when he was still Saul from Tarsus. It shows the making of a saint, his struggles, how he took a loss and felt almost lost; and how God had chosen him to be an Apostle to the Gentiles.
Saul’s childhood was spent at Tarsus where he learned goat herding and making tents, his experiences riding his first horse Karisma, and how he began his early education. As the only son of the family, he was much loved. At twelve, he began his formal study at the temples of Jerusalem where was further educated in Latin, Greek, the Torah and etc. Saul was blessed with a good memory that made him excel in his classes. His first friends were: Simeon and Stephen. After that, he was married to his childhood sweetheart, Hannah, and blessed with a healthy son, little David. Family, proper education, and wealth - Saul has it all.
But just like the weather, life is also unpredictable. He lost everything in just a day through a disastrous earthquake that had killed many people, including his own. Saul was deeply devastated. Without Rabbi Gamaliel’s help, he wouldn’t have made it. And without his courage and faith, he wouldn’t have also made it even if he stumbled a little along the way.
Presented in a very creative manner. A combination of entertainment and historical data in the distant past coupled with a touch of emotionally impactful story. Lin Wilder did it again! She never failed to surprise me. A praiseworthy novel! Highly recommended.
Saul’s childhood was spent at Tarsus where he learned goat herding and making tents, his experiences riding his first horse Karisma, and how he began his early education. As the only son of the family, he was much loved. At twelve, he began his formal study at the temples of Jerusalem where was further educated in Latin, Greek, the Torah and etc. Saul was blessed with a good memory that made him excel in his classes. His first friends were: Simeon and Stephen. After that, he was married to his childhood sweetheart, Hannah, and blessed with a healthy son, little David. Family, proper education, and wealth - Saul has it all.
But just like the weather, life is also unpredictable. He lost everything in just a day through a disastrous earthquake that had killed many people, including his own. Saul was deeply devastated. Without Rabbi Gamaliel’s help, he wouldn’t have made it. And without his courage and faith, he wouldn’t have also made it even if he stumbled a little along the way.
Presented in a very creative manner. A combination of entertainment and historical data in the distant past coupled with a touch of emotionally impactful story. Lin Wilder did it again! She never failed to surprise me. A praiseworthy novel! Highly recommended.
April 23, 2026
My Name is Saul is an ambitious and deeply reflective historical novel that reimagines the early life and inner world of one of Christianity’s most complex figures—Saul of Tarsus, later known as the Apostle Paul. Lin Wilder blends biblical context with creative storytelling to fill in the gaps history leaves behind, and the result is both intellectually engaging and emotionally resonant.
What stands out most is Wilder’s portrayal of Saul as a fully human character—flawed, driven, and fiercely committed to what he believes is truth. Rather than presenting a distant saint, the novel explores his internal conflicts, personal losses, and gradual transformation. This humanization makes his eventual spiritual shift more powerful and believable.
The narrative structure—framed around Saul’s final days in prison—adds a reflective, almost confessional tone. It allows readers to journey backward through his life while maintaining a sense of urgency and inevitability. Wilder’s writing is vivid and often lyrical, particularly when describing the cultural and political tensions of the ancient world.
That said, readers looking for strict historical documentation may find the imaginative elements a bit bold. The novel leans heavily into interpretation, which works well for storytelling but may not satisfy those seeking a more academic approach. However, for most readers, this creative freedom is part of the book’s appeal.
Ultimately, My Name is Saul is a compelling exploration of faith, identity, and transformation. It speaks not only to those interested in biblical history but also to anyone drawn to stories of personal evolution and the search for truth.
What stands out most is Wilder’s portrayal of Saul as a fully human character—flawed, driven, and fiercely committed to what he believes is truth. Rather than presenting a distant saint, the novel explores his internal conflicts, personal losses, and gradual transformation. This humanization makes his eventual spiritual shift more powerful and believable.
The narrative structure—framed around Saul’s final days in prison—adds a reflective, almost confessional tone. It allows readers to journey backward through his life while maintaining a sense of urgency and inevitability. Wilder’s writing is vivid and often lyrical, particularly when describing the cultural and political tensions of the ancient world.
That said, readers looking for strict historical documentation may find the imaginative elements a bit bold. The novel leans heavily into interpretation, which works well for storytelling but may not satisfy those seeking a more academic approach. However, for most readers, this creative freedom is part of the book’s appeal.
Ultimately, My Name is Saul is a compelling exploration of faith, identity, and transformation. It speaks not only to those interested in biblical history but also to anyone drawn to stories of personal evolution and the search for truth.
April 18, 2020
My Name Is Saul recounts the last days of St. Paul the Apostle. Known as Saul of Tarsus during his earlier years, St. Paul openly discusses with the help of Aurelius, jailer and follower, the specifics of his life as he sits in Mamertine Prison in Rome. My Name Is Saul is a combination of artistic representation and historical data. Author Lin Wilder takes the reader back in time, detailing St. Paul the Apostle's tale of loss, love, and transformation.
Wilder's vivid imagination, coupled with her ability to produce well-written and factual content, gives readers who aren't familiar with these scriptures the opportunity to gain insight into what transpires throughout Apostle Paul's life leading up to his last days on earth.
Opinion:
My Name Is Saul is an insightful and well-written read. Wilder does an excellent job researching information and presenting it in a way that's engaging, sharp, and thought-provoking. The novel flows seamlessly. The scenes in which St. Paul is in prison are extermely descriptive, providing the reader with a keen opportunity to envision what is taking place.
The list of resources at the end of this novel is an excellent addition, showcasing the author's willingness to provide readers with a book that’s factually accurate but also pleasing, and it provides a starting point for those who choose to fact-check the information for themselves. Readers who are firm in their faith will find this book worthy of reading. However, it might be a bit difficult for those who are not familiar with the Bible, specifically the New Testament.
Wilder's vivid imagination, coupled with her ability to produce well-written and factual content, gives readers who aren't familiar with these scriptures the opportunity to gain insight into what transpires throughout Apostle Paul's life leading up to his last days on earth.
Opinion:
My Name Is Saul is an insightful and well-written read. Wilder does an excellent job researching information and presenting it in a way that's engaging, sharp, and thought-provoking. The novel flows seamlessly. The scenes in which St. Paul is in prison are extermely descriptive, providing the reader with a keen opportunity to envision what is taking place.
The list of resources at the end of this novel is an excellent addition, showcasing the author's willingness to provide readers with a book that’s factually accurate but also pleasing, and it provides a starting point for those who choose to fact-check the information for themselves. Readers who are firm in their faith will find this book worthy of reading. However, it might be a bit difficult for those who are not familiar with the Bible, specifically the New Testament.
March 28, 2021
Before the making of St. Paul the Apostle to the Gentiles, there was once a man from Tarsus whose name is Saul. It means “asked or prayed for.” When Saul came into this world, his father David was the proudest; finally, he had a son. Saul grew up in a loving and wealthy family. Even when Saul was still young, he proved to be a very intelligent child and was also very determined. But he was kind and loving even to the helpless goats in their goat herding business.
Saul also got an opportunity to study at a young age before making his way to Jerusalem. No matter, which class, he aced them all. After six years, he is now a married man to a beautiful wife and has a son. Since young, Saul’s life has been smooth. Until one day, everything changes. None at his father’s place was saved but himself. During this moment, I could feel Saul’s pain as he grieved for his loss. But surprisingly, he had never questioned God. Never did. After all, Saul grew up knowing the Laws of God. And maybe, it was now the time for his faith to get shaken. Although Saul staggered, he never gave way. That’s why the Lord had chosen him.
All these stories we know were written by Saul’s jailer, Aurelius, who later would become his follower. For a short period of time, they became friends and established a relationship like that of a father and son. And Saul’s story lived forever.
Probably one of the greatest religious-historical fiction ever told. No doubt. The writing style? Perfect. The plot and characters? Magnificent. A heart-warming masterpiece. Highly recommended.
Saul also got an opportunity to study at a young age before making his way to Jerusalem. No matter, which class, he aced them all. After six years, he is now a married man to a beautiful wife and has a son. Since young, Saul’s life has been smooth. Until one day, everything changes. None at his father’s place was saved but himself. During this moment, I could feel Saul’s pain as he grieved for his loss. But surprisingly, he had never questioned God. Never did. After all, Saul grew up knowing the Laws of God. And maybe, it was now the time for his faith to get shaken. Although Saul staggered, he never gave way. That’s why the Lord had chosen him.
All these stories we know were written by Saul’s jailer, Aurelius, who later would become his follower. For a short period of time, they became friends and established a relationship like that of a father and son. And Saul’s story lived forever.
Probably one of the greatest religious-historical fiction ever told. No doubt. The writing style? Perfect. The plot and characters? Magnificent. A heart-warming masterpiece. Highly recommended.
March 28, 2021
If you are looking for a wonderfully well-written historical fiction that can certainly hit you, then I recommend this novel just for you. It detailed Apostle Paul’s story of loss, love, and transformation. Originally, he was Saul of Tarsus. When Saul was young, he was surrounded by a loving family, adorable goats, and was educated in Hebrew, Greek, and Latin. After Saul finishes his study in Jerusalem, he has experienced a company of a woman and has a son. Saul’s life was full of love that’s why when he lost them, it almost destroyed Saul. Life now was different but not meaningless. He believed that the Lord he revered since young had not abandoned him, and even prepared him for something bigger. And yes, Saul was right. Although he slipped his way a little he didn’t lose his path. After he was baptized by John at Ephesus, he felt renewed and cleansed or forgiven. And Saul served the Lord faithfully throughout his life until his death in Rome.
It gives you a feeling of having intellectual stimulation and at the same time being a little emotional. Saul’s life is an inspiration to many in the sense that whatever life throws at you if it’s beyond your control, be strong and know that God is in control of everything. Perhaps it’s His way of saying, “you’re going in the wrong direction, let me help you” or “I have a better plan for you.” So many treasures to mine from reading this book. It’s a must-read, so grab your copies now!
It gives you a feeling of having intellectual stimulation and at the same time being a little emotional. Saul’s life is an inspiration to many in the sense that whatever life throws at you if it’s beyond your control, be strong and know that God is in control of everything. Perhaps it’s His way of saying, “you’re going in the wrong direction, let me help you” or “I have a better plan for you.” So many treasures to mine from reading this book. It’s a must-read, so grab your copies now!
March 26, 2026
There is a hidden marriage at the heart of My Name is Saul, and once it comes to light, it quietly reframes everything.
Wilder opens in Mamertine Prison on the last night of Paul's life, his young jailer Aurelius recording the old man's dictated memoirs by torchlight. From there she carries us back through Saul's boyhood in Tarsus, his goatherding apprenticeship, his years of study in Jerusalem under Rabban Gamaliel, and his close friendship with Stephen, whose stoning he will eventually vote for and never fully recover from. At the center of it all is Hannah, the girl he loved and married and lost in an earthquake in Tarsus, along with their young son. Saul buried this life so completely that most came to believe him an icon of celibacy. The grief he carries into old age is one of the novel's most quietly bruising achievements.
The conversion on the road to Damascus lands without sentimentality. It feels earned. The dual voice, Saul narrating and Aurelius reflecting, gives the book space to breathe and to question its own subject.
My one honest critique is that the early chapters move slowly. Wilder lays her foundation with great care, sometimes at the cost of momentum, and a few scenes settle in longer than they need to.
But this is a thoughtful, carefully researched novel that treats its famous subject as a full and fallible human being first. That is not a small thing. It stayed with me.
Wilder opens in Mamertine Prison on the last night of Paul's life, his young jailer Aurelius recording the old man's dictated memoirs by torchlight. From there she carries us back through Saul's boyhood in Tarsus, his goatherding apprenticeship, his years of study in Jerusalem under Rabban Gamaliel, and his close friendship with Stephen, whose stoning he will eventually vote for and never fully recover from. At the center of it all is Hannah, the girl he loved and married and lost in an earthquake in Tarsus, along with their young son. Saul buried this life so completely that most came to believe him an icon of celibacy. The grief he carries into old age is one of the novel's most quietly bruising achievements.
The conversion on the road to Damascus lands without sentimentality. It feels earned. The dual voice, Saul narrating and Aurelius reflecting, gives the book space to breathe and to question its own subject.
My one honest critique is that the early chapters move slowly. Wilder lays her foundation with great care, sometimes at the cost of momentum, and a few scenes settle in longer than they need to.
But this is a thoughtful, carefully researched novel that treats its famous subject as a full and fallible human being first. That is not a small thing. It stayed with me.
March 28, 2021
I have no idea what St. Paul’s (Apostle to the Gentiles and regarded as the greatest Christian missionary) life have been before his becoming. It’s just very interesting as to how the author, Lin Wilder, can be this good in writing such a historical fiction that almost felt like a reality. So, St. Paul’s name before was Saul and originally came from Tarsus. Saul means “asked for or prayed for” as he was literally asked by his father from the Lord to grant him a son. And the Lord did not fail Saul's father's only wish.
In the novel, how we learned of Saul’s story was through written documents which was narrated by Aurelius, his jailer, and who eventually became a follower of St. Paul. Everything from the earliest life up to his becoming of an Apostle has all been written before Saul died from execution at Mamertine prison where he was kept for a good amount of time.
The life-story of Saul is so touching. I really did cry at some scenes of this novel. It’s just so emotional. Plus it was exceptionally written by the author, every detail and event felt so real. Every character in this book has value and something to show. Best novel to have ever read! Best regards to the author for making such a wonderful novel. I hope one day it can be made into a movie. Highly recommended to everyone.
In the novel, how we learned of Saul’s story was through written documents which was narrated by Aurelius, his jailer, and who eventually became a follower of St. Paul. Everything from the earliest life up to his becoming of an Apostle has all been written before Saul died from execution at Mamertine prison where he was kept for a good amount of time.
The life-story of Saul is so touching. I really did cry at some scenes of this novel. It’s just so emotional. Plus it was exceptionally written by the author, every detail and event felt so real. Every character in this book has value and something to show. Best novel to have ever read! Best regards to the author for making such a wonderful novel. I hope one day it can be made into a movie. Highly recommended to everyone.
March 29, 2021
This novel by Lin Wilder is not only insightful but also offers you a trip into the past. Saul was blessed with all the things he had as he was the only son of one of the wealthy merchants in Tarsus, Cilicia. He received early education in Hebrew, Latin, and Greek by a brilliant tutor, Pylenor. Later when he was twelve studying at Jerusalem, he was also an outstanding student blessed with a good memory. After he graduated from his six years of studying, he married Hannah and was blessed with a son, little David. Their business had also become more abundant since he left for Jerusalem.
Everything was so close to perfection. But just vanished in a day. Saul’s life became miserable. God tested Saul’s faith. Now that he fully accepted Jesus in his heart, he was then baptized as Paul the Apostle of the uncircumcised or the Gentiles. Because of righteousness and following Jesus, he spent his sixty-plus years in prison and eventually died. His story was written by his jailer and a follower, Aurelius.
The writing is very good as it is filled with some kind of life and almost poetic. I like Rabbi Gamaliel’s personality and the wisdom he imparted to Saul especially during the darkest times of his life. Having a good teacher that will guide you throughout the way is a wonderful blessing. It is truly one of a kind. Highly recommended.
Everything was so close to perfection. But just vanished in a day. Saul’s life became miserable. God tested Saul’s faith. Now that he fully accepted Jesus in his heart, he was then baptized as Paul the Apostle of the uncircumcised or the Gentiles. Because of righteousness and following Jesus, he spent his sixty-plus years in prison and eventually died. His story was written by his jailer and a follower, Aurelius.
The writing is very good as it is filled with some kind of life and almost poetic. I like Rabbi Gamaliel’s personality and the wisdom he imparted to Saul especially during the darkest times of his life. Having a good teacher that will guide you throughout the way is a wonderful blessing. It is truly one of a kind. Highly recommended.
April 16, 2021
Saul’s tragic past haunts me. It was when his birthday came, a glorious day to begin with. Hannah, his wife, insisted on waking early in the morning to declare a feast despite her pregnancy. Paul riding his horse, Karisma, wandered through the crowded agora but he had a sense of trouble he couldn’t explain. If he has stayed in the market for even a minute longer he probably would have died like the others. The ground started to shiver to cause an earthquake and this triggering phenomenon resulted in the deaths of hundreds of people, including those of his beloved.
Feeling the thundering beating of his heart and his tears pouring from his eyes, he prayed to God and begs for his mercy even though he knows it’s too late to plead. After many hours, he found Hannah and his son, David, together. His wife shields their son from the collapsing pillars of concrete.
I loved the concept of Hannah’s unconditional love. How she would do anything for her son even if she sacrifices her own life. “Life’s too short not to tell them that you love them every day. It only takes a split second to lose that opportunity forever.” In the blink of an eye everything you cherished would vanish in time, so tell them how you love your family for you will never know when you will have a chance to say it again.
Feeling the thundering beating of his heart and his tears pouring from his eyes, he prayed to God and begs for his mercy even though he knows it’s too late to plead. After many hours, he found Hannah and his son, David, together. His wife shields their son from the collapsing pillars of concrete.
I loved the concept of Hannah’s unconditional love. How she would do anything for her son even if she sacrifices her own life. “Life’s too short not to tell them that you love them every day. It only takes a split second to lose that opportunity forever.” In the blink of an eye everything you cherished would vanish in time, so tell them how you love your family for you will never know when you will have a chance to say it again.
April 17, 2021
Saul loves to learn, one reason was that he excelled in the study of the Torah and languages. But after the incident with the Greek bullies, he withdrew from his school. Whereas, he was chased by those four on the outskirts of the city after getting lost. If not for Demetrius, his father’s friend, he would probably be beaten by his supposed to be assailants. He gave Saul a horse as a gift for his fifth birthday, and that’s where he got his precious friend, Karisma.
He was still four years old by then, and even at his age, his Jewishness is still evident to the public’s eyes. Despite his dark complexion, large nose, dark brown, and curly hair, he had become a feast to the Greek predators. Those boys are to go through something evil just because Saul was different from them. And it’s sad to think that even after thousands of years, this issue won’t die down.
These hostile actions or discriminations against Jews go back many centuries, which was eventually defined as “antisemitism” which means “the longest hatred”. At a young age, he was traumatized and had experienced depression. This is why it’s important to work at challenging negative stereotypes and stop judging people with their looks. We should take this as an opportunity to learn more about racism and discrimination, and be a standing voice to those who seek our help.
He was still four years old by then, and even at his age, his Jewishness is still evident to the public’s eyes. Despite his dark complexion, large nose, dark brown, and curly hair, he had become a feast to the Greek predators. Those boys are to go through something evil just because Saul was different from them. And it’s sad to think that even after thousands of years, this issue won’t die down.
These hostile actions or discriminations against Jews go back many centuries, which was eventually defined as “antisemitism” which means “the longest hatred”. At a young age, he was traumatized and had experienced depression. This is why it’s important to work at challenging negative stereotypes and stop judging people with their looks. We should take this as an opportunity to learn more about racism and discrimination, and be a standing voice to those who seek our help.
March 29, 2021
A man named Saul from Tarsus, prodigious and a strong believer of God of Abraham, Isaac, and all of Israel. And just as he thought his life was now nearing perfection after he was married to his long-time lover, Hannah, and having their son, young David plus the one in the womb; and their goat herding business had become abundant. In just one day, everything will be taken away.
The hardest test any man can experience is the test of his faith. In the final days of his life, St. Paul has been kept in the dark tied with chains, weak and barely breathing and just merely waiting for his death. But before he was reunited with his loved ones in heaven, St. Paul had been able to tell his story through this prison guard and a friend named, Aurelius.
A kind of book that will move you chapter by chapter. I shed some tears reading it. The grief and agony that Saul felt are almost unbearable, I cannot imagine my life in his. The question that made me ponder so far is about accepting only good from God and not evil. I thought evil comes from the devils. I'm ashamed.
Beautifully written. A million praises to the author for writing such a wonderful novel. Will recommend this one to my fellow readers.
The hardest test any man can experience is the test of his faith. In the final days of his life, St. Paul has been kept in the dark tied with chains, weak and barely breathing and just merely waiting for his death. But before he was reunited with his loved ones in heaven, St. Paul had been able to tell his story through this prison guard and a friend named, Aurelius.
A kind of book that will move you chapter by chapter. I shed some tears reading it. The grief and agony that Saul felt are almost unbearable, I cannot imagine my life in his. The question that made me ponder so far is about accepting only good from God and not evil. I thought evil comes from the devils. I'm ashamed.
Beautifully written. A million praises to the author for writing such a wonderful novel. Will recommend this one to my fellow readers.
March 29, 2021
I think even if you’re not Christian or not religious, reading this novel will certainly make you question your values at some point. A man named Saul from Tarsus; a prodigy and has a special talent in taming animals such as goats and horses. Saul also excelled in all his classes from the early times of his education up to Jerusalem. After he finished his study in Jerusalem, he then married his long-time lover, Hannah, and have a son, little David. A family was just beginning to sprout. But then taken away. He didn’t even manage to properly say goodbye. How would a man feel?
Saul’s life changed in an instant. But the question that kept on repeating in his mind, almost like torture, “Should we only accept good from God, and not accept evil?” What was the Lord planned on Saul’s life?
For the most part, I am moved by Saul’s story and the wisdom that the characters imparted. And maybe if it weren’t for the bad things that happened to us, we will not grow and find the eternal light that would uplift us in God’s hands. Engaging and a heart-wrenching experience. The author delivered her novel in a very creative matter. Every chapter has something to tell. It has its own life. Highly recommended.
Saul’s life changed in an instant. But the question that kept on repeating in his mind, almost like torture, “Should we only accept good from God, and not accept evil?” What was the Lord planned on Saul’s life?
For the most part, I am moved by Saul’s story and the wisdom that the characters imparted. And maybe if it weren’t for the bad things that happened to us, we will not grow and find the eternal light that would uplift us in God’s hands. Engaging and a heart-wrenching experience. The author delivered her novel in a very creative matter. Every chapter has something to tell. It has its own life. Highly recommended.
March 29, 2021
A highly imaginative novel of a man’s journey towards redemption from damnation. Certainly, it’s too painful to be left alone alive while all of your beloved died. The feeling of guilt, sorrow, and at some point, you just wished you were with them. I deeply feel Saul’s grief and the damage he took. If it weren’t because of Rabbi Gamaliel’s help by taking him on his home and offered him wisdom, he wouldn’t have survived all those adversaries. Rabbi Gamaliel was an instrument of God for saving Saul from madness.
All these sacrifices and losses are a test of faith to Saul. And he has what it takes to become an Apostle. At Ephesus where he was baptized and cleansed, he has lived his life to preached salvation through Christ including the Gentiles.
In life, we stumbled and rebel because we didn’t get the things to go exactly we wanted them to be. It taught me that God gives and takes. We cannot understand and foresee what God had planned on our lives. But I know it is for good. The greatest test that a man can have is to test his faith. This is a heartfelt and historical novel that offers a timeless amount of wisdom to deal with our lives and our relationship with God. A job well done by the author. Top-rated and highly recommended!
All these sacrifices and losses are a test of faith to Saul. And he has what it takes to become an Apostle. At Ephesus where he was baptized and cleansed, he has lived his life to preached salvation through Christ including the Gentiles.
In life, we stumbled and rebel because we didn’t get the things to go exactly we wanted them to be. It taught me that God gives and takes. We cannot understand and foresee what God had planned on our lives. But I know it is for good. The greatest test that a man can have is to test his faith. This is a heartfelt and historical novel that offers a timeless amount of wisdom to deal with our lives and our relationship with God. A job well done by the author. Top-rated and highly recommended!
April 17, 2021
On Saul’s twelfth birthday, he was bound to go to Jerusalem. He was happy and honored to study for 6 years in the care of Rabban Gamaliel, a leading authority in the Sanhedrin in the early first century AD. But his mother was sad to know that his only son would now leave. She was so sorrowful with the situation that she slapped Esther after she joked about the cutting of their expenses because Saul would leave their household.
At dawn, they were fetched by the legionnaires in the command of the Roman governor of Tarsus, Tacitus. With them is a carriage where he and his father would be seated for the next thirty to forty days. What a long journey to hold. Our generation was so lucky to have the technology for we don’t need to board a long voyage just to travel from one place to another.
Although Saul was very happy to leave and learn, her mother wasn’t ready for her son’s departure. This endearing tenderness of motherly love is perhaps the most powerful affection a son could ever get.
Despite his father’s weariness because of their farewell to the family, he proudly boasts his son’s ability and Saul makes him even prouder after he shares his knowledge with the legionnaires.
Saul was very lucky to have parents like them. And so are you.
At dawn, they were fetched by the legionnaires in the command of the Roman governor of Tarsus, Tacitus. With them is a carriage where he and his father would be seated for the next thirty to forty days. What a long journey to hold. Our generation was so lucky to have the technology for we don’t need to board a long voyage just to travel from one place to another.
Although Saul was very happy to leave and learn, her mother wasn’t ready for her son’s departure. This endearing tenderness of motherly love is perhaps the most powerful affection a son could ever get.
Despite his father’s weariness because of their farewell to the family, he proudly boasts his son’s ability and Saul makes him even prouder after he shares his knowledge with the legionnaires.
Saul was very lucky to have parents like them. And so are you.
March 27, 2021
When Saul was faced with a tragic and unavoidable situation of losing his family and their business. He was deeply devastated but as he was the only one who survived he knew that the Lord had some plan for him and had given him a far greater purpose.
And that purpose was to become an Apostle to the uncircumcised or the Gentiles to preach about salvation through Christ. Saul has suffered as the memory from losing his family; the death of his friend and two others lingers at the back of his mind. He also made some mistakes along the way but was all forgiven. The Lord knew the suffering of Saul.
Probably the main strength of this novel is its ability to move the hearts of the people reading it. The plots and their characters and the wisdom they brought. And as for the weaknesses, I think the ending is somehow hanging on Saul’s account. It ended too soon just after Aurelius finished writing. It also needs some editing, some words have spacing unnecessarily. As for my overall experience of reading this novel, it was very good, well-written, clear, and concise and it’s very alive in my imagination. I highly recommend this one.
And that purpose was to become an Apostle to the uncircumcised or the Gentiles to preach about salvation through Christ. Saul has suffered as the memory from losing his family; the death of his friend and two others lingers at the back of his mind. He also made some mistakes along the way but was all forgiven. The Lord knew the suffering of Saul.
Probably the main strength of this novel is its ability to move the hearts of the people reading it. The plots and their characters and the wisdom they brought. And as for the weaknesses, I think the ending is somehow hanging on Saul’s account. It ended too soon just after Aurelius finished writing. It also needs some editing, some words have spacing unnecessarily. As for my overall experience of reading this novel, it was very good, well-written, clear, and concise and it’s very alive in my imagination. I highly recommend this one.
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