So, there’s this guy named Ryder Kane. He’s good looking, a football player, and a decent guy, even though he doesn’t think he is. He’s also gay and dealing with so much guilt over something that happened in his past it keeps him torn up on a daily basis. The guilt drives Ryder to deny who he really is and eventually it affects every aspect of his life.
Sometimes you read a book that is so raw, exposing the character so descriptively, that you yourself feel wounded and exposed. This was that book for me. I don’t normally read m/m books. It’s just not my thing, but because I love this author I wanted to read it. And I’m glad I did.
This book is so much more than superficial attraction. It’s RAW and deep and beautiful. It pulled me in and at times I felt bruised by it. From the very first page the reader sees the first signs of Ryder’s battle scars. A man going through the motions of just living every day. It’s not dressed up or decorated with pretty words. It’s laid out in the open from the jump. From there you only get more of what drives Ryder to do the things he does. He needs saving, but he thinks he just needs to do better at burying his emotions. He’s free-falling and well on his way to crashing and burning. Until he meets Isaac Crawford.
This is where Ryder begins to feel things again. It’s also where the beauty in finding someone he could love and where the pain of loving someone he lost intercept. His heart leads him one way, and his head leads him another. Lonely, lost, in love, guilt-ridden, confused, and just all around fucked up, Ryder’s journey is a painful one. It’s also so engaging and beautiful that at times I wanted to reach inside the book and hug him.
To Melyssa Winchester. Thank you so much for allowing me to beta read this book for you. It was my pleasure. Ryder holds a special place inside my heart. And I know I’ve done nothing but talk about Ryder but Isaac is truly remarkable in his own right. You have a way of creating characters that face a massive amount of adversity and a wonderful way of weaving growth and maturity into their story that it leaves me in awe of your ability as a writer. You, my dear, are an exceptional story teller. Well done, Melyssa. Well done.
If you want to read a book that doesn't gloss over tragic events and see inside the souls of very flawed humans, then this book is for you. You may feel broken at times, but by the end Ryder and Isaac will put you back together, just as they put themselves back together, and Unbroken at the end.