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Drifter
Some legends never die.
Killian Desmond met his end in the fiery crash that killed his band, or so the newspapers say. Now a nameless drifter, he plays one pick-up gig after another in a haze of pain and regret, moving on the minute someone says, “You sound like that guy from Trickster.”
Getting outed cost Mike Rose his musical family. A bassist without a band, he’ll play any kind of music to earn a paycheck, but Trickster’s music provides light during the darkest moments of his life.
A chance meeting brings together two lost souls who spark enough heat to set their guitars on fire. Their chemistry, both onstage and off, feels like something written in the words of a song and gives them courage to face life again.
But to seize their future, they have to confront their past.
Every damned, ugly inch of it.
Killian Desmond met his end in the fiery crash that killed his band, or so the newspapers say. Now a nameless drifter, he plays one pick-up gig after another in a haze of pain and regret, moving on the minute someone says, “You sound like that guy from Trickster.”
Getting outed cost Mike Rose his musical family. A bassist without a band, he’ll play any kind of music to earn a paycheck, but Trickster’s music provides light during the darkest moments of his life.
A chance meeting brings together two lost souls who spark enough heat to set their guitars on fire. Their chemistry, both onstage and off, feels like something written in the words of a song and gives them courage to face life again.
But to seize their future, they have to confront their past.
Every damned, ugly inch of it.
297 pages, Kindle Edition
First published July 6, 2020
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Eden Winters
88 books673 followersYou will know Eden Winters by her distinctive white plumage and exuberant cry of “Hey, y’all!” in a Southern US drawl so thick it renders even the simplest of words unrecognizable. Watch out, she hugs!
Driven by insatiable curiosity, she possibly holds the world’s record for curriculum changes to the point that she’s never quite earned a degree but is a force to be reckoned with at Trivial Pursuit.
She’s trudged down hallways with police detectives, learned to disarm knife-wielding bad guys, and witnessed the correct way to blow doors off buildings. Her e-mail contains various snippets of forensic wisdom, such as “What would a dead body left in a Mexican drug tunnel look like after six months?” In the process of her adventures, she has written over thirty gay romance novels, lost count of novellas and short stories, has won Rainbow Awards, was a Lambda Awards Finalist, and lives in terror of authorities showing up at her door to question her Internet searches.
When not putting characters in dangerous situations she’s cosplaying for children's charities or hanging out at the farm being a mother, grandmother, and vegetarian.
Her natural habitats are hardware stores and on the backs of motorcycles.
Driven by insatiable curiosity, she possibly holds the world’s record for curriculum changes to the point that she’s never quite earned a degree but is a force to be reckoned with at Trivial Pursuit.
She’s trudged down hallways with police detectives, learned to disarm knife-wielding bad guys, and witnessed the correct way to blow doors off buildings. Her e-mail contains various snippets of forensic wisdom, such as “What would a dead body left in a Mexican drug tunnel look like after six months?” In the process of her adventures, she has written over thirty gay romance novels, lost count of novellas and short stories, has won Rainbow Awards, was a Lambda Awards Finalist, and lives in terror of authorities showing up at her door to question her Internet searches.
When not putting characters in dangerous situations she’s cosplaying for children's charities or hanging out at the farm being a mother, grandmother, and vegetarian.
Her natural habitats are hardware stores and on the backs of motorcycles.
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July 10, 2020
This was my first read by this author. The blurb really drew me in.
This one was good. The pacing, flow was maybe a bit off - the transition from past to present, how they meet, their relationship, etc. But I enjoyed each of those parts individually.
Overall an enjoyable read. I liked both MCs. It was relatively low drama. Some steam.
Solid, recommended read.
This one was good. The pacing, flow was maybe a bit off - the transition from past to present, how they meet, their relationship, etc. But I enjoyed each of those parts individually.
Overall an enjoyable read. I liked both MCs. It was relatively low drama. Some steam.
Solid, recommended read.
August 27, 2020
3.5 stars
July 7, 2020
A Joyfully Jay review.
4.5 stars
The blurb on this one drew me in and I was quick to pick it up. The story begins with how Mike and Killy both got to the place they are now in their lives. We see Killy’s band fall about and the tragic death of his brother and bandmates. We feel Killy’s pain as he tries to go on. We see Mike’s life crumble as his mother and stepfather cast him out, and how he struggles to survive in a brand new world. We see his heartbreak as he tries to live. The first few chapters are fraught with pain and anger, and though that eases some once the two men meet, it’s present throughout the book.
This is a story of healing. Mike is a little further on than Killy when they meet, and though he still misses his mother and brothers, he’s accepted what his life is. He’s begun to heal. Killy’s wounds are still raw, because he’s only been running and not facing any of his past. But the connection he feels with Mike reminds him of the passion he once had for music. He’s only still been playing because the music won’t leave him, but he doesn’t feel it as he used to. Together, they click on stage, and the music they make together changes both their lives.
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4.5 stars
The blurb on this one drew me in and I was quick to pick it up. The story begins with how Mike and Killy both got to the place they are now in their lives. We see Killy’s band fall about and the tragic death of his brother and bandmates. We feel Killy’s pain as he tries to go on. We see Mike’s life crumble as his mother and stepfather cast him out, and how he struggles to survive in a brand new world. We see his heartbreak as he tries to live. The first few chapters are fraught with pain and anger, and though that eases some once the two men meet, it’s present throughout the book.
This is a story of healing. Mike is a little further on than Killy when they meet, and though he still misses his mother and brothers, he’s accepted what his life is. He’s begun to heal. Killy’s wounds are still raw, because he’s only been running and not facing any of his past. But the connection he feels with Mike reminds him of the passion he once had for music. He’s only still been playing because the music won’t leave him, but he doesn’t feel it as he used to. Together, they click on stage, and the music they make together changes both their lives.
Read Kris’ review in its entirety here.
August 15, 2020
No, just no.
I desperately wanted to love this story but there were too many lyrics, too much inner monologue and too much foundation building without much meat to the story.
Then it was like instalove between the two but no matter how much I tried I could not connect to either character. One minute they were both wanderer's and the next they cannot live without one another. Sorry, but no. I tried, and I did finish it but it wasn't for me.
I desperately wanted to love this story but there were too many lyrics, too much inner monologue and too much foundation building without much meat to the story.
Then it was like instalove between the two but no matter how much I tried I could not connect to either character. One minute they were both wanderer's and the next they cannot live without one another. Sorry, but no. I tried, and I did finish it but it wasn't for me.
July 19, 2022
Why??? Why did I wait so long to read this book??? Such a good book and such a compelling story. Full of feelings and Gooooshhhhh , I LOVED Mike. I just wanted to hug the hell out of him. One of my fav characters ever!!
June 7, 2020
4.5*
Triggers warnings: severe drug abuse, beatings, homophobia, tragic accident, and lies that ruin lives.
This was one heck of a story. It broke my heart in so many ways. I didn't read the blurb so I don't even know if it mentions what happened in the beginning but wooo. It's horrifying. Just broke me.
But I think what broke me even more, was what Killy had to and has to deal with after. Along with meeting Mike and learning his story as well. It's heartbreaking. This is not a story for the faint of heart. It's got some downright tragic stuff. But it's the in betweens that lead to the ending that make it worth while. Because it shows life isn't easy
Especially for people in the limelight. They may make it look easy but if you really pay attention, you couldn't pay me to do what they do. It forces some to lose the love of what they do. And for Killy, he was just about there. Until one person pushed him too far and he ran. Ran to find himself again and find the passion in his life. And fortunately, found the eventual love of his life as well. But it took a lot to get there. And a lot to get there. Some purging, and a lot more. But in the end, it was worth, because finally, Killy found what he was missing and someone to share it with. definitely worth reading!
Triggers warnings: severe drug abuse, beatings, homophobia, tragic accident, and lies that ruin lives.
This was one heck of a story. It broke my heart in so many ways. I didn't read the blurb so I don't even know if it mentions what happened in the beginning but wooo. It's horrifying. Just broke me.
But I think what broke me even more, was what Killy had to and has to deal with after. Along with meeting Mike and learning his story as well. It's heartbreaking. This is not a story for the faint of heart. It's got some downright tragic stuff. But it's the in betweens that lead to the ending that make it worth while. Because it shows life isn't easy
Especially for people in the limelight. They may make it look easy but if you really pay attention, you couldn't pay me to do what they do. It forces some to lose the love of what they do. And for Killy, he was just about there. Until one person pushed him too far and he ran. Ran to find himself again and find the passion in his life. And fortunately, found the eventual love of his life as well. But it took a lot to get there. And a lot to get there. Some purging, and a lot more. But in the end, it was worth, because finally, Killy found what he was missing and someone to share it with. definitely worth reading!
July 11, 2020
2.5 stars
Never skimmed through a book like i did this one. Too many inner monologs. Too many lyrics. 30% of the book was basically prologue. It was kinda insta-love and I didn’t feel the relationship development. Author wanted it to be sad but it was just boring.
Never skimmed through a book like i did this one. Too many inner monologs. Too many lyrics. 30% of the book was basically prologue. It was kinda insta-love and I didn’t feel the relationship development. Author wanted it to be sad but it was just boring.
September 16, 2020
I'm about to say something that I've probably never said before. I know I've said "less is more" on more than one occasion and it's usually in regards to a book that may or may not have been good but would have benefited from some editing to tighten up the story line. I'm sure that we've all read books like that. But this is the first time that I'm going to say that 'sometimes...more is better'.
I've been a fan of this story since I first read the novella and then listened to the audio book and even though the novella tells a complete story...there's a beginning, a middle and an ending. Since I first encountered this story I've wanted a little bit more...a bit more beginning, a bit more middle and of course a bit more ending. 'Drifter' gave me all that and maybe just a bit more. It starts before 'Highway Man' giving us more background for both Killian Desmond and Mike Rose before they meet, there's more time spent on their relationship and this one ends after 'Higway Man' showing us more of their life together.
While I'm not a huge fan of rock star stories I am a solid fan of Ms Winters and there was zero doubt in my mind that I'd want to read this story and now that I've read a more detailed story and seen their lives on a more in-depth level I think I'm probably an even bigger fan of this story and this author.
'Drifter' is a story that so much of it could have easily come from today's headlines...a rock band killed in an accident, only to have the lead singer come back from the grave years later...a young gospel singer rejected by his family for being gay...both betrayed by someone they should have been able to depend on.
Interspersed with the expanded story were lyrics from songs written by each of these men. Songs that revealed their pain and heartache and ultimately their love. I loved the intimacy that these songs added to the story but I have to admit if this one goes to audio...I'm really hoping the narrator can sing because for me when a story has a strong musical connection like this one and the narrator reads the songs rather than sings them...well, it just seems to distract a bit from things and honestly it takes away from the intimacy of the moment...but that's a review for another day.
While it may not always work when an author expands a story in this case it worked and for me it worked. I loved getting this story in what really felt like it's entirety. This one's definitely recommended for fans of the music world and fans of starting over/second chance stories.
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A copy of 'Drifter' was graciously provided by the author in exchange for an honest review.
I've been a fan of this story since I first read the novella and then listened to the audio book and even though the novella tells a complete story...there's a beginning, a middle and an ending. Since I first encountered this story I've wanted a little bit more...a bit more beginning, a bit more middle and of course a bit more ending. 'Drifter' gave me all that and maybe just a bit more. It starts before 'Highway Man' giving us more background for both Killian Desmond and Mike Rose before they meet, there's more time spent on their relationship and this one ends after 'Higway Man' showing us more of their life together.
While I'm not a huge fan of rock star stories I am a solid fan of Ms Winters and there was zero doubt in my mind that I'd want to read this story and now that I've read a more detailed story and seen their lives on a more in-depth level I think I'm probably an even bigger fan of this story and this author.
'Drifter' is a story that so much of it could have easily come from today's headlines...a rock band killed in an accident, only to have the lead singer come back from the grave years later...a young gospel singer rejected by his family for being gay...both betrayed by someone they should have been able to depend on.
Interspersed with the expanded story were lyrics from songs written by each of these men. Songs that revealed their pain and heartache and ultimately their love. I loved the intimacy that these songs added to the story but I have to admit if this one goes to audio...I'm really hoping the narrator can sing because for me when a story has a strong musical connection like this one and the narrator reads the songs rather than sings them...well, it just seems to distract a bit from things and honestly it takes away from the intimacy of the moment...but that's a review for another day.
While it may not always work when an author expands a story in this case it worked and for me it worked. I loved getting this story in what really felt like it's entirety. This one's definitely recommended for fans of the music world and fans of starting over/second chance stories.
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A copy of 'Drifter' was graciously provided by the author in exchange for an honest review.
July 3, 2020
Eden winters is a new to me author.
When I picked up this book, I didn't expect it to be so angsty and heart wrenching! I was rooting for Killian and Mike to find their happy ever after. I absolutely loved this book even if it was a bit high on the angst level I normally go for.
(This book was provided by the author via IndiGo Marketing & Design in exchange for an honest review.)
When I picked up this book, I didn't expect it to be so angsty and heart wrenching! I was rooting for Killian and Mike to find their happy ever after. I absolutely loved this book even if it was a bit high on the angst level I normally go for.
(This book was provided by the author via IndiGo Marketing & Design in exchange for an honest review.)
May 21, 2021
La primera parte resulta un tanto interesante pero la segunda decae estrepitosamente.
Y tantas lyrics no tienen sentido.
Y, aunque lo intenta, no consigue que los MC te encanten, y la historia resulta previsible y poco original.
2,5* a lo sumo
Y tantas lyrics no tienen sentido.
Y, aunque lo intenta, no consigue que los MC te encanten, y la historia resulta previsible y poco original.
2,5* a lo sumo
July 13, 2020
4.5 stars - Killian Desmond (Killy) is a star and leader of the successful rock band, Trickster. One thing he couldn’t control, however, was his brother/bandmate’s abuse by their drummer. As is typical with abuse victims, Eliot wouldn’t stand up for himself. It ended up being their downfall that ended in a bus crash that killed everyone but Killy. Needing to deal with it all, Killy disappeared and kept up the facade that the whole band perished. He roamed around playing small bars to earn his keep. That is how he meets Mike.
Mike Rose is a sweetheart who grew up in a Christian band, being exploited by his stepfather until being thrown out and disowned when he found out Mike was gay. On his own, Mike earned his way playing music. His car breaking down brought him to the town bar where he meets Killian.
These guys were perfect for each other from the get go. They had their amazing musical chemistry, they were both running and hiding, and were both dealing with the grief of losing family. Mike didn’t care who Killian was, content to let him just be who he wanted, and Killian needed someone who wasn’t looking to take advantage of him.
I really enjoyed this story. While it has some rather depressing/sad elements, it is also very heartwarming. It moves along at a good pace, and I felt myself wishing the song lyrics throughout would make it to the radio. There were a few areas that I thought could have been more detailed or drawn out, but all in all, I can definitely recommend this one, especially if you like the rock star theme.
Review written for Love Bytes Reviews.
July 11, 2020
4.5 Stars
I had a feeling this story was going to grab by the collar and not let go and it did just that! Drifter was full of angst but also full of love. I read Highway Man just before this one thinking there would be things in there that I'd need to know but it wasn't necessary. I would go so far as to say if you haven't read it skip it there was a lot of that book in this one so it felt like I was doing a re-read, I ended up skimming those parts. This book works great all on its own.
TAGS
-- rock stars -- grief -- angst -- loss -- drug abuse -- physical abuse -- heartache -- tragedy -- finding your soul mate -- starting over -- coming out -- made me teary -- loved the Mcs... Killian & Mike -- beautiful HEA -- swoon worthy -- not ready to let these guys go
July 3, 2020
I was given a copy of this book to read and review for Wicked Reads.
This is the heartbreaking story of two musicians who are forced to rebuild their lives and careers after losing everything. Rockstar Killian loses his band and his brother in a horrific accident. Gospel singer Mike loses everything when his stepfather discovers his sexuality. When they meet, both men are drifting through lives they no longer recognise.
The start of this story is dark. Abuse, death, loss - Killy and Mike’s experiences at the start of this book are heavy. Fortunately, the focus of the book is the relationship that allows Killian and Mike to begin to rebuild their broken lives. I love the way the two men are connected by their music and I love the joy that starts to seep into their lives as they build a new reality for themselves on their own terms.
With so much external conflict surrounding Mike and Killian, I’m really glad that there isn’t much of any conflict or angst between the two men. The relationship is a little bit instalove - but the shared passion for music makes the instant connection make sense. The relationship is a source of hope and strength for both men and I love the way it helps them reevaluate their priorities.
I really enjoyed this story. There might be a little bit too much drama and conflict surrounding the men and there are a few potentially superfluous plot threads, but I fell hard for both Killian and Mike and I love the new reality they create for themselves.
This is the heartbreaking story of two musicians who are forced to rebuild their lives and careers after losing everything. Rockstar Killian loses his band and his brother in a horrific accident. Gospel singer Mike loses everything when his stepfather discovers his sexuality. When they meet, both men are drifting through lives they no longer recognise.
The start of this story is dark. Abuse, death, loss - Killy and Mike’s experiences at the start of this book are heavy. Fortunately, the focus of the book is the relationship that allows Killian and Mike to begin to rebuild their broken lives. I love the way the two men are connected by their music and I love the joy that starts to seep into their lives as they build a new reality for themselves on their own terms.
With so much external conflict surrounding Mike and Killian, I’m really glad that there isn’t much of any conflict or angst between the two men. The relationship is a little bit instalove - but the shared passion for music makes the instant connection make sense. The relationship is a source of hope and strength for both men and I love the way it helps them reevaluate their priorities.
I really enjoyed this story. There might be a little bit too much drama and conflict surrounding the men and there are a few potentially superfluous plot threads, but I fell hard for both Killian and Mike and I love the new reality they create for themselves.
July 8, 2020
There are a few serious subjects in the book and they were all really nicely treated and given the right weight in showing the characters' mind frames. Killy and Mike have been dished a rough hand by life, and what I appreciated was that the author didn't make it overbearing to read through, but just angsty enough to feel for them and get really invested in their healing and happiness.
That's why Drifter was an incredibly touching tale of dealing with grief and guilt, starting anew and finding acceptance, forgiveness, love and home.
That's why Drifter was an incredibly touching tale of dealing with grief and guilt, starting anew and finding acceptance, forgiveness, love and home.
July 31, 2020
Good story
Two men who lost everything, floating through life, until the find each other. The pain is real in this one. When you lose everything because of things that were not in your control the blame and the heartache is huge. This journey to each other took a while but when they finally found each other they never looked back. Great writing, though I do agree that this book did jump around with time and that was a little frustrating. Other than that smexy was good and the few side character were ok.
Two men who lost everything, floating through life, until the find each other. The pain is real in this one. When you lose everything because of things that were not in your control the blame and the heartache is huge. This journey to each other took a while but when they finally found each other they never looked back. Great writing, though I do agree that this book did jump around with time and that was a little frustrating. Other than that smexy was good and the few side character were ok.
July 16, 2020
Really liked it! As a matter of fact, it was practically perfect. I just would have liked to see Gus and Preacher Rose get more of their comeuppance.
But a man bun? Oh, Eden, say it isn't so! *snicker*
But a man bun? Oh, Eden, say it isn't so! *snicker*
August 12, 2020
I didn't really like this. Too much plot in a book that didn't have strong enough foundations to carry it
August 18, 2022
Eden Winters' writing is addictive - loved it!
July 28, 2020
I've read quite a few shorts that I always say I wish it had been longer. Now I can say that at last my wish was heard. Thank you Eden
This is the long version of Highway Man and in my eyes it was pretty darn perfect.
Killy is such a soft guy wrapped in a hard shell. His loses broke my heart. I felt his pain and despair.
Mike was such a sweetheart and I wanted so bad for him not to have his heart broken, but in life his story is all to common.
Watching these two find each other and fall in love was all I could hope for.
I loved the rugged cowboy vibe mixed with rockstar. I loved the songs, I only wish there was a soundtrack to go with the lyrics.
The climax had my stomach in knots. It fulfilled my need for drama without going the way so many misunderstandings go. I wanted to kiss Mike for not falling for Gus' lies.
As for the epilogue all I can say is my face ached with the happy smile I couldn't wipe off my face.
This is the long version of Highway Man and in my eyes it was pretty darn perfect.
Killy is such a soft guy wrapped in a hard shell. His loses broke my heart. I felt his pain and despair.
Mike was such a sweetheart and I wanted so bad for him not to have his heart broken, but in life his story is all to common.
Watching these two find each other and fall in love was all I could hope for.
I loved the rugged cowboy vibe mixed with rockstar. I loved the songs, I only wish there was a soundtrack to go with the lyrics.
The climax had my stomach in knots. It fulfilled my need for drama without going the way so many misunderstandings go. I wanted to kiss Mike for not falling for Gus' lies.
As for the epilogue all I can say is my face ached with the happy smile I couldn't wipe off my face.
July 9, 2020
“When we meet real tragedy in life, we can react in two ways - either by losing hope and falling into self-destructive habits, or by using the challenge to find our inner strength.” ~ Dalai Lama
Mike Rose, of ‘Drifter’ by Eden Winters, has been doing the best he can after being disowned by his ‘religious’ family for being gay, traveling around trying to make sense of his life. The one thing that keeps him going is his love for music. He derives inspiration from music by a band named Trixter. He learns to play every song they ever released. When Mike finds out that the entire band was killed in an automobile accident, it makes him sad but he still has their music to enjoy. However, when a substitute comes in to play with the band that Mike is currently a member of, Mike thinks he’s seeing a ghost because the man looks and sounds just like Killian Desmond from Trixter. The stranger even goes by that name!
Since the accident, Killian has been a shell of a man. With a few exceptions, everyone thinks he perished with the other members of the band. He drifts from day to day with no purpose and a huge amount of survivor’s guilt. Constantly, he wonders why they died and he survived, if only barely. Finally, he has had enough of wasting away and begins to drift from place to place, doing what he loves most, making music. Lots of artists do cover work for other artists, so no one thinks anything of it if he looks and sounds like Killian Desmond from Trixter. He has decided that drifting from place to place with no commitments, nothing to tie him down both physically and emotionally is the way the rest of his life is going to be. When he meets Mike, he doesn’t know what has hit him. From the beginning, he and the handsome young man he first calls Texas, hit it off fabulously, both musically and physically. Killian hooks up with Mike after their gig, intending to leave the next morning, but when that time comes, he finds that he simply doesn’t want to leave the sexy, good-natured man with no expectations. One night turns into another and soon, Killian knows he doesn’t want to ever leave and the feeling is certainly mutual.
‘Drifter’ has everything I love in a story: handsome musicians, finding love where you’d least expect it, and music, the universal language that heals all wounds. I fell in love with Mike and Killian and appreciated their hard-won trust and their ability to survive when others may not have. Thanks, Eden, for introducing me to another delightful pair of men to add to my long list of characters you have created for me to admire and love.
NOTE: This book was provided by the author for the purpose of a review on Rainbow Book Reviews.
Mike Rose, of ‘Drifter’ by Eden Winters, has been doing the best he can after being disowned by his ‘religious’ family for being gay, traveling around trying to make sense of his life. The one thing that keeps him going is his love for music. He derives inspiration from music by a band named Trixter. He learns to play every song they ever released. When Mike finds out that the entire band was killed in an automobile accident, it makes him sad but he still has their music to enjoy. However, when a substitute comes in to play with the band that Mike is currently a member of, Mike thinks he’s seeing a ghost because the man looks and sounds just like Killian Desmond from Trixter. The stranger even goes by that name!
Since the accident, Killian has been a shell of a man. With a few exceptions, everyone thinks he perished with the other members of the band. He drifts from day to day with no purpose and a huge amount of survivor’s guilt. Constantly, he wonders why they died and he survived, if only barely. Finally, he has had enough of wasting away and begins to drift from place to place, doing what he loves most, making music. Lots of artists do cover work for other artists, so no one thinks anything of it if he looks and sounds like Killian Desmond from Trixter. He has decided that drifting from place to place with no commitments, nothing to tie him down both physically and emotionally is the way the rest of his life is going to be. When he meets Mike, he doesn’t know what has hit him. From the beginning, he and the handsome young man he first calls Texas, hit it off fabulously, both musically and physically. Killian hooks up with Mike after their gig, intending to leave the next morning, but when that time comes, he finds that he simply doesn’t want to leave the sexy, good-natured man with no expectations. One night turns into another and soon, Killian knows he doesn’t want to ever leave and the feeling is certainly mutual.
‘Drifter’ has everything I love in a story: handsome musicians, finding love where you’d least expect it, and music, the universal language that heals all wounds. I fell in love with Mike and Killian and appreciated their hard-won trust and their ability to survive when others may not have. Thanks, Eden, for introducing me to another delightful pair of men to add to my long list of characters you have created for me to admire and love.
NOTE: This book was provided by the author for the purpose of a review on Rainbow Book Reviews.
May 17, 2022
A riveting, yet gentle romance between two men, musicians who have lost their families under horrible circumstances. Great language, including lyrics to their songs. Recognizable, but distinct personalities, and understated emotional support. Really good.
July 3, 2020
Killy Desmond has been struggling for the past three years after he lost his brother and bandmates in a fiery bus crash. Resigned to a fate without them Killy takes it upon himself to drift through life - picking up gigs here and there for some cash, letting the world believe that the whole band, including himself perished in the fire. Mike Rose was kicked out of his home for being gay and to escape the fate of having to attend conversion therapy. Now three years later he has drifted from place to place picking up side jobs to get by. By chance he finds a band looking for a bassiest. The Band is a Trickster Tribute Band (Killy's band) and are eager for someone new. Then with their back-up guitarist and vocalist out they need to find someone else fast and Killy decides to take his place. Mike Rose may have lived a sheltered life in the church but he knows Killy is the real deal. What they believe is a one-time thing quickly turns into something that has the potential for long term, maybe even forever.
Eden Winters pulls you in with the angst and turmoil that these two characters face after the tragedies they've had to go through. When the reader is introduced to Killy we get to see the man he was before the bus accident and he is identifiable as the protective older brother. His dedication to protect Elliot is sweet and fills the reader with sappy goo - that this is a good man and he will do whatever it takes to help keep his brother safe. Frankly even his brother was an interesting character in the few pages we got to meet him and so even I was said when he had to go. But the conflict in the novel is only beginning here, then we see unjust upbringing that Mike has had to deal with, with his new step-father; and the knowledge that his mother ultimately chose his step-dad over him. I'm honestly surprised the man didn't drag Mike out of the house and into conversion therapy before he left (thank goodness for that). Both these men were lost souls drifting along the open road and when they finally meet there's this spark between them. It is not only attraction but it's understanding, that they both have went through something horrible but came out the other stand. And now maybe they could be something even more together. I found this novel interesting, it did drag in some pages due to the nature of the constant traveling of the band and playing gigs, but it was a good read!
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
Eden Winters pulls you in with the angst and turmoil that these two characters face after the tragedies they've had to go through. When the reader is introduced to Killy we get to see the man he was before the bus accident and he is identifiable as the protective older brother. His dedication to protect Elliot is sweet and fills the reader with sappy goo - that this is a good man and he will do whatever it takes to help keep his brother safe. Frankly even his brother was an interesting character in the few pages we got to meet him and so even I was said when he had to go. But the conflict in the novel is only beginning here, then we see unjust upbringing that Mike has had to deal with, with his new step-father; and the knowledge that his mother ultimately chose his step-dad over him. I'm honestly surprised the man didn't drag Mike out of the house and into conversion therapy before he left (thank goodness for that). Both these men were lost souls drifting along the open road and when they finally meet there's this spark between them. It is not only attraction but it's understanding, that they both have went through something horrible but came out the other stand. And now maybe they could be something even more together. I found this novel interesting, it did drag in some pages due to the nature of the constant traveling of the band and playing gigs, but it was a good read!
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
June 15, 2020
Magic Words..
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If only he'd say something he knew without a shadow of a doubt the one dragging them all down would be out on his keister before he could say good bye.
Mike wasn't damaged or confused he knew what he liked and there was no way he was allowing his holier then thou step father to take control of his life and unfortunately now he's been barred from contacting his family again.
Killy wasn't pleased being awoken by his brother's piece of crap boyfriend all because he didn't know where Elliot was. But all he could really think about was how much he wanted to was rearrange his face and drop kick him out the door.
Killy would do anything to protect his brother from his abuser and soon enough he could finally kick him to the curb.
He must have dosed off but somthing julted him awake and here he was in the middle of a nightmare.
It should have been a happy occasion his birthday but nope Mike was alone and trying to talk to his own mother who's words left him shattered.
Kilian didn't want anything to do with this bafoon's plans he was done after all
The vultures were circling just waiting for there oppertunity to pick his bones clean.
The last thing Mike ever expected was to see an obituary for someone he didn't even know was dead only he wasn't.
Some how the years continued to rolled over until the day their two worlds collided but never once in his wildest fantasies did he believe he'd be knocking boots with a man like him.
Mike had been on his own for a long time now and sitting here spilling his poor story about his family that kicked him to the curb for daring to be himself.
Stories everyone has them and its should always be up to their owner to pick the time and place to share or not.
Kilian's own was just as hard to tell as it had been to live it.
But today he was resurrecting himself and his music now that he honestly had the right person by his side.
Nope he wasn't changing a darn thing this was his life and Kilian was going to be large and in charge.
He finally saw the writing on the wall the way he'd been trying to hijack his life and now he just had to say two magic words.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
by and1515
If only he'd say something he knew without a shadow of a doubt the one dragging them all down would be out on his keister before he could say good bye.
Mike wasn't damaged or confused he knew what he liked and there was no way he was allowing his holier then thou step father to take control of his life and unfortunately now he's been barred from contacting his family again.
Killy wasn't pleased being awoken by his brother's piece of crap boyfriend all because he didn't know where Elliot was. But all he could really think about was how much he wanted to was rearrange his face and drop kick him out the door.
Killy would do anything to protect his brother from his abuser and soon enough he could finally kick him to the curb.
He must have dosed off but somthing julted him awake and here he was in the middle of a nightmare.
It should have been a happy occasion his birthday but nope Mike was alone and trying to talk to his own mother who's words left him shattered.
Kilian didn't want anything to do with this bafoon's plans he was done after all
The vultures were circling just waiting for there oppertunity to pick his bones clean.
The last thing Mike ever expected was to see an obituary for someone he didn't even know was dead only he wasn't.
Some how the years continued to rolled over until the day their two worlds collided but never once in his wildest fantasies did he believe he'd be knocking boots with a man like him.
Mike had been on his own for a long time now and sitting here spilling his poor story about his family that kicked him to the curb for daring to be himself.
Stories everyone has them and its should always be up to their owner to pick the time and place to share or not.
Kilian's own was just as hard to tell as it had been to live it.
But today he was resurrecting himself and his music now that he honestly had the right person by his side.
Nope he wasn't changing a darn thing this was his life and Kilian was going to be large and in charge.
He finally saw the writing on the wall the way he'd been trying to hijack his life and now he just had to say two magic words.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
July 9, 2020
I’m not gonna lie, this book has some heavy angst going on for both main characters. The first part of the book laid the scenes out for what happened to put these two men on a path to drift through life. If you’d call what they were doing living, that is.
Killian lost everything and everyone he held dear in a horrific bus crash. There was ugliness going on prior to that as well. According to the world, Killian died alongside his band members and brother, and he was devastated to the point of not caring. So his journey of merely existing and taking whatever gig he could get, began. As soon as people would get suspicious, he’d move on.
Mike grew up in a musical family. He was a member of a gospel band. When his sexuality is discovered, his stepfather kicks him out. He takes his guitar and sets out trying to figure out how to move on. He, too takes whatever gig he can. Ironically enough, he finds inspiration from Killian’s band.
Fate is a funny thing. They meet by chance, possibly fate, and start playing together. Music is their connection, music and an understanding. Eventually, it becomes something more. The past has to be dealt with first, because no matter how far you run, you can never escape it.
This book had a dark beginning, but slivers of hope snuck in, here and there. I found myself rooting for Killian and Mike’s relationship. They deserved happiness, love, and life free of pain and regret.
If you’re not wanting a sweet, fluffy romance, this is your book. It has a lot of pain, sorrow, and heartbreak, but it also has love. That makes this book worth reading through the pain.
***Copy provided to Bayou Book Junkie for my reading pleasure. A review wasn’t a requirement. ***
Killian lost everything and everyone he held dear in a horrific bus crash. There was ugliness going on prior to that as well. According to the world, Killian died alongside his band members and brother, and he was devastated to the point of not caring. So his journey of merely existing and taking whatever gig he could get, began. As soon as people would get suspicious, he’d move on.
Mike grew up in a musical family. He was a member of a gospel band. When his sexuality is discovered, his stepfather kicks him out. He takes his guitar and sets out trying to figure out how to move on. He, too takes whatever gig he can. Ironically enough, he finds inspiration from Killian’s band.
Fate is a funny thing. They meet by chance, possibly fate, and start playing together. Music is their connection, music and an understanding. Eventually, it becomes something more. The past has to be dealt with first, because no matter how far you run, you can never escape it.
This book had a dark beginning, but slivers of hope snuck in, here and there. I found myself rooting for Killian and Mike’s relationship. They deserved happiness, love, and life free of pain and regret.
If you’re not wanting a sweet, fluffy romance, this is your book. It has a lot of pain, sorrow, and heartbreak, but it also has love. That makes this book worth reading through the pain.
***Copy provided to Bayou Book Junkie for my reading pleasure. A review wasn’t a requirement. ***
July 4, 2020
The story starts out with Killian Desmond, lead singer and song writer for his band Trickster. You see his life with his brother and bandmates before a terrible accident takes them all away. Once healed from the crash and all alone, Killian begins his life again as a drifter. Picking up small jobs and never staying in one place for too long.
Then we are introduced to Mike Rose. A brother and bass player for the family gospel band Raptured Roses. He too is struggling to survive and moving along from one job to the next after being outed and disowned by his family.
They meet when both are hired as temporary fill ins for a Trickster tribute band. Playing in the band together and spending time together slowly builds a friendship and trust between them. As with all relationships they have challenges and obstacles to overcome. Together they are ready to face the world.
I really enjoyed how well written the story was. The only part that didn't appeal to me was the written song verses throughout the book. It didn't detract from the enjoyment of the story but I didn't enjoy it. This is an easy read that flows well. Enjoy.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
Then we are introduced to Mike Rose. A brother and bass player for the family gospel band Raptured Roses. He too is struggling to survive and moving along from one job to the next after being outed and disowned by his family.
They meet when both are hired as temporary fill ins for a Trickster tribute band. Playing in the band together and spending time together slowly builds a friendship and trust between them. As with all relationships they have challenges and obstacles to overcome. Together they are ready to face the world.
I really enjoyed how well written the story was. The only part that didn't appeal to me was the written song verses throughout the book. It didn't detract from the enjoyment of the story but I didn't enjoy it. This is an easy read that flows well. Enjoy.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
July 9, 2020
4.5 Stars
Drifter is a riveting book by Eden Winters. An angst fill read, this is a beautiful hurt/comfort read.
The accident scene had me gutted. Mike's family issues had me anger and sickened.
And then they meet. Their journey is interesting and full of healing. They are two broken men who can help one another heal.
"Dying teaches a man a thing or two..."
This is a tale with major family issues, a whole lot of pain, hurt, and anger, in addition to some impressive character growth. This is a story that includes the lack of privacy that being famous brings, as well as the manipulation that's often involved.
My first time reading this author, I am happy with the writing style. Everything flows well, the storyline is complex and unique, and the characters are well worth meeting.
Drifter is highly recommended the next time you're in the mood for an angst filled story. Eden Winters will not disappoint.
Drifter is a riveting book by Eden Winters. An angst fill read, this is a beautiful hurt/comfort read.
The accident scene had me gutted. Mike's family issues had me anger and sickened.
And then they meet. Their journey is interesting and full of healing. They are two broken men who can help one another heal.
"Dying teaches a man a thing or two..."
This is a tale with major family issues, a whole lot of pain, hurt, and anger, in addition to some impressive character growth. This is a story that includes the lack of privacy that being famous brings, as well as the manipulation that's often involved.
My first time reading this author, I am happy with the writing style. Everything flows well, the storyline is complex and unique, and the characters are well worth meeting.
Drifter is highly recommended the next time you're in the mood for an angst filled story. Eden Winters will not disappoint.
June 30, 2020
I've read Highway man, the short story on which Drifter is based on, years ago and I always wished it was longer. I felt that Killian and Mike had so much more to say. My wish came true and I couldn't put it down. This is one of the best mm romances happening in the rock and roll world that I've read in a long time. One broken and jaded man, running and hiding from his past and guilt. The other rejected from his family seeking for the place to belong. What they have in common is music. Chance meeting in the middle of nowhere ignites a spark that develops into a fire. The scene where they play on stage for the first time is hands down one of the most powerful scenes I've read in any book - ever. I forgot how to breathe. It's clear that Ms. Winters knows a lot about music and loves it with great passion. Her lyrics to the songs are meaningful and memorable. Highly recommended.
July 7, 2020
Killian has already lost so much. After tragedy, you look for the little things that mean a lot. He decides the music means the most. Until he meets someone who gives him a reason to have hope.
Mike too has lost so much. He is excited to find someone who he actually has so much in common. Is it worth it to get your hopes up? Maybe there is a future with another lost soul who knows how it feels to lose.
This story felt to me like the epitome of a slow burn. Slower than I actually preferred, but the build was worth it as the backstory pays off as you read. Such sad lives until they come together and you know it is meant to be. Great book for a good cry, and two truly realistic characters that make you feel in such a genuine way for them.
***This copy was given in exchange for an honest review.
Mike too has lost so much. He is excited to find someone who he actually has so much in common. Is it worth it to get your hopes up? Maybe there is a future with another lost soul who knows how it feels to lose.
This story felt to me like the epitome of a slow burn. Slower than I actually preferred, but the build was worth it as the backstory pays off as you read. Such sad lives until they come together and you know it is meant to be. Great book for a good cry, and two truly realistic characters that make you feel in such a genuine way for them.
***This copy was given in exchange for an honest review.
January 18, 2022
Killian has been struggling for the past three years after he lost his brother and bandmates in a fiery bus crash. Resigned to a fate without them. He takes it upon himself to drift through life picking up gigs here and there for some cash. Mike was kicked out of his home for being gay and to escape the fate of having to attend conversion therapy. Now three years later he has drifted from place to place picking up side jobs to get by. By chance he finds a band looking for a bassist. When the band is looking for a new guitarist Killian answers the ad not knowing it's a Trickster tribute band. Chance meeting in the middle of nowhere ignites a spark that develops into a fire. I really loved when they play on stage for the 1st time together. This was such a great read and will definitely re-read. I received an ARC of this book for my honest review.
July 6, 2020
An engaging story of two very different musicans' attraction
Mike and Killian are two musicians on the road, touring one night gigs after losing their families. By chance, both responding to Craigslist postings, they end up on stage together and their musical chemistry is electric. Their sexual chemistry is equally strong. How can two emotionally damaged men repair themselves and forge a life together both on stage and off? Especially when others want to interfere with their musical careers for their own ends.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
Mike and Killian are two musicians on the road, touring one night gigs after losing their families. By chance, both responding to Craigslist postings, they end up on stage together and their musical chemistry is electric. Their sexual chemistry is equally strong. How can two emotionally damaged men repair themselves and forge a life together both on stage and off? Especially when others want to interfere with their musical careers for their own ends.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
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