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288 pages, Paperback
First published April 16, 2013



My tongue felt like a dead oyster in my mouth and my voice passed through the thick sieve of air around my ears like piano music smothered by a stuck pedal. A paralyzing exhaustion washed through my body, unsnapping every sinew...
He looked straight into my eyes. I saw the green-black eyes, and now they were familiar, a dark-forest version of a pair I knew so well: lush, wet vibrancy crossed with branches and spiderwebs, wide, trembling pupils caught like flies.
Thick, cracked half-moons of ice crowded vase-tall glasses filled with the cool amber tea. The sliced watermelon glistened, black seeds peering out like bright, wet hungry eyes.
—a lonely man tethered to a wife whose depression has burnt away their love; to save her from herself, he will commit murder
—a young girl led so far astray by her pedophile that she, unable to be without him, will forsake her family for him
—a coward whose love for his father means that he will watch, wordlessly, the murder of his best friend in cold blood
—a brother so devoted he would kill and be killed
—and a man whose concern for his friend burnt so fiercely, he paid for it with his life.
Also interspersed into the main storyline is discussion of slut-shaming, victim-blaming, and racial fetishization, which is so, so important.
It was about ten o'clock on a Friday in mid-July, the Los Angeles night warm and dry, the only wind rising from the whoosh and zoom of traffic on Rossmore. I was wearing a slinky black dress, black patent leather platform pumps, silver cascade earrings, and a black lambskin clutch. I was perfumed, manicured, and impeccably coiffed. I was everything a half-employed twentysomething should be on the sober end of a Friday night. [p1]
The tower was shaped like a [cigarette] lighter by design. Even in the shadow of the US Bank building it stood massive and alluring, gleaming with promise. Find a big enough thumb, and I'll light the world on fire. [p106]
He sat there like a girl on a lawn and stared at me, inky pupils bleeding outward, threatening to tar out the green. [p94]
"I was wearing a slinky black dress, black patent leather platform pumps, silver cascade earrings, and a black lambskin clutch. I was everything a half-employed twentysomething should be on the sober end of a Friday night. I was calling on an open bar at Luke's new apartment, ready to spend a little time and respectability on a blurry and colorful evening."EWW, NO THANK YOU. I don't even know you, and yet here you are, SECOND SENTENCE IN, objectifying yourself as much as any noir vixen written by a man. Gross.