Thank you to the author for submitting this book for review!
T. Marie Alexander is such a talented author, I'm serious. She always makes me feel SO MANY EMOTIONS. I've yet to read something by her that doesn't grab me by the throat with its complex characters and gritty realities. I'm pretty sure I will always be up to read anything she writes. That being said...
Umm so this book sort of lost me a bit. I might be screaming...don't worry about it haha. Still, it was addicting as hell and had me devouring page after page but I admit towards the end I was getting frustrated enough to start skimming... I definitely will be anxious to read book 3 where everything is promised to be resolved but yeah this one didn't quite win me over (Why won't characters just do what I want them to??) and here's why:
(I'll start with the bad and end with the good!)
1. I hate Cade. So. Much. He suffers from "Nice Guy" Syndrome and it made me want to stab him. Just because you're a "nice guy" doesn't mean she owes you anything. It just makes you a self-entitled douche canoe. She keeps setting boundaries and he keeps ignoring them. Respect her choices, dick, and be a good friend until (and only IF) she decides she wants something more. Nothing he did was romantic, it just made me mad. That being said she starts slipping up more and more with him and blurring those boundaries which isn't fair to him and that leads me to #2...
2. There's a real Bella & Jacob thing going on in this book and it drove me up a damn wall. I quote: "I will try...It's the least I can do after all the things he's done for me." GIRL YOU OWE HIM NOTHING. If you say you want to just be friends then he needs to freaking respect that. Not that you owe Wran anything either (and yeah that relationship has its own issues to be sure but at least they were both honest about it unlike pretentious Cade who thinks he's such a damn saint) but he's making an effort for you, he's finally listening to you, he's going against himself to break down whatever is twisting him up inside for you and she just tosses that aside like it means nothing. I'm not saying she has to brush all their problems aside because of that but I needed her to acknowledge and appreciate his efforts because she supposedly loves him and someone like Wran willingly committing themselves to therapy is a major step. Romantic or not if you love that person you should be cheering them on.
2.5 That ending??? BULLSHIT. And she's still living with Cade??? That she was living with him at all is ridiculous. I thought she would have run off to live with Josh, ya know, family. Not some idiot desperate to get in her pants despite praising himself for wearing a supposed halo. She needs to either live with Josh or someplace on her own or with literally anyone but Wran or Cade until she goes to therapy and sorts herself out. I am in a literal rage after the ending of this book. I would have thrown my book but it's a Kindle and I love it too much.
3. I love that Wran goes to therapy. I LOVE that. Progress!! But Rox is deluded if she doesn't think she should be shipping her ass somewhere to work out her issues too (of course that wouldn't look great to social services...then again a kid needs a mom with a healthy mind, not an unstable barely 18-year old). I was so happy when Raven reached out and introduced her to some friends because Rox needs that. She needs good friends who are just good friends and can support her. Not more boys trying to control her life. *glares at Josh, Wran, and Cade* She irritated me in this book. Such a Bella. And a party?? I feel bad for Rox but it's true "I don't have the luxury of acting like everyone else." She has some heavy adult problems and realities to face which sucks but she needs to quit letting Cade or herself sway her into thinking "a night off" to "be normal" is possible because it isn't. Not right now and not for her. It could be if she had a good support system, her daughter at home with her, family to help raise the kid, etc. But she's walking on damn thin ice and gosh she was such a teenager. Which...I guess she is one...
THINGS I LOVED!
1. Wran going to therapy. YES YES YES. I am ALL here for this bad boy to step up and work on himself for not only love but his own mental health. Therapy doesn't mean you're weak, it means you're smart, and strong, and still alive in there.
2. Raven and crew. They're awesome or at least they were for the FIVE SECONDS WE GOT TO MEET THEM. Ugh, Rox, ditch Cade and bring them back please.
3. Getting those legal wheels turning to help Rox gain custody of her daughter. YAS! Slim shot or not they should've gotten a lawyer a while ago. Also props for calling in the FBI for once (although there's no way they'd let civilian Cade waltz in there).
In summation... T. Marie Alexander does it again with her talent to craft characters that are gritty and get under your skin. I read this book so fast and I will 100% be keeping a look out for the finale. Wran is working on himself and now I need Josh to quit meddling, Rox to start working on herself, and Cade to take a long walk off a short pier.