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9 pages, Audible Audio
First published March 3, 2020
“I’ve loved you since we were kids. I loved you when you were at rock bottom. and I love you now. Let me be your family.”
Funny how I’d gravitated toward him in the beginning because he’d been the only other queer kid in our school, and all these years later, he was the only man I wanted in the world. He’d saved my sanity back then. He’d literally helped save my life in my twenties. But I hadn’t fallen for him because he’d rescued me. He’d rescued me because of the kind of man he was, and that was someone who I couldn’t help but fall for: sweet, caring, understanding. He could look right at me when I was at my very worst, and all he’d see was my very best going through a rough patch. And I was supposed to make it through this—tumbling into bed with him after he’d told my family who I really was and after he’d told me he loved me—without breaking down?
“Listen to me: you’re perfect the way you are. You deserve people who love you for you who are, and I don’t know if it means anything, but I do. This started out fake, but it’s not anymore.” He swallowed hard. “I didn’t fall in love with who you were trying to be for them. I fell in love with who you’ve been all along. And if they can’t accept that, then fuck them.”
He touched my face. “I don’t get how your family acts like I shouldn’t even be able to look at you. I wonder every goddamned day how you can look at me.”
Here was the man who’d been my best friend all these years, and who’d let me literally cry on his shoulder when the past caught up with me, and I’ll be damned if he wasn’t still looking at me the same way he had before last night. As if nothing had changed.
