2.5 / 5 Stars
Content Warning: Alcoholism, Classism, Past Genocide, Grief, Depression
I've struggled a lot with this book, even though it features a lot of stuff I'm usually a fan of.
So, for starters, this is very slow-paced. There is no urgency for anything in this book to happen or for the cast to do anything by any point in time. In fact, if they were to decide to just stop doing what they were doing, they could. Nothing would happen if they were to just life out the rest of their lifes in that house in the woods.
That's one of the reaons why the book wasn't as great. Another one is, that it uses that lack of urgency to just be very slice of life. The world-building is very intense and very informative. It's absolutly needed to get the book, but it's still a lot at times and it's taking a lot of time to lay the foundation you need to understand and appreciate the book. Which means, that the plot of the book takes about 30% to actually beginn and even then it's kind of still not going anywhere.
The next 60% of the book are character-focused, slice of live, magical realism stuff that I can enjoy, but didn't in this particular case.
Vimika doesn't change just like that. She has a long arc and a great payoff. And the book is also trying really hard to build a connection between our two main leads Vimika & Aurelia. Which, yeah, they are forced to spend time together, the attraction they feel isn't forced either, their conversations flow real nice and their motives make sense. And yet, I still couldn't connect with this book, because, of two reasons:
1. The slice of life made up most of the book
2. The slice of life went on for too long.
Had this book been shorter, then I might have been able to connect with it more. Or maybe not, I'm uncertain. I just know, that it felt like neverending.
The twist was great in the sense that, I was seeing it coming from mile away and I was BEGGING the book to pull it off. If it hadn't, I would have felt cheated. Lucky for me, it did make the twist happend and it didn't try to be cheeky about it. It listed all the obvious forshadowing and was like "duuh, I wasn't trying to hide it, I thought you knew" and I did, and I'm glad we're on the same page about it.
The moral conflict at the end was nicely done, even though I feel like I would have sided with a certain other character.
All in all, I do appreciate what the book is trying to do, but I personally couldn't really connect with it. I felt like it was missing something. It's not a bad book, but I also didn't find it to be anything special either.