How old is too old ?
‘It is just food for thought. Do not write the stories about the beginning of our lives because you have judged that we are already at the end of them. Jessica, once upon a time we were girls, and we still believe we are. We are still very much alive.’
Wow. I must say that Im taken aback by the unexpected turn of event. Im just starting to like her though. The thing with getting older (no matter how old are you) , theres a lot to take in, more responsibilities, everything is thrown to you or taken away from you at once , juggling between work and life worth living. Everything changed. There’s so many unanswered wuestions , heart to be taken care of , making lies upon lies for the sake of others.
For what it worth, let go of things we cant change and try to see things in a new perspective. Be a better person, asking God and people for forgiveness. Attaining peace and contentment should really be the goal throughout our life.
Till death do us part. Aint that truth?
Whatda ya hafta do
The oldies. Oh my , each one of them have their own strong personality that I cant help but love them. Warts and all. Each have interesting stories to tell. Tale of their childhood, of their parents and children. Everything is as precious as yours. When someone dies, their stories died too unless theres someone else talk about it. Thats how oral history started, the folklore descended from generations. Giving advices and sharing their experiences so the younger generations take heeds of it. Not repeating the mistakes they now regretted. Making us who we are right now.
I like that she left things unfinished to show that life is always going to be that way unless we change that. Ryn and Adam have the chance to reconcile and try to understand their mother pov (if Jessica tell them the truth) but they blew it away because of hurts and resentment they felt of her. Idk who is to blame as everyone shares the fair amount of guilt, mistakes and assumptions. If only she told them the truth. Shes so kind towards James who do nothing but being a jerk to her. And now she paid the price, living her life longing for her children who didnt know the truth. And them paid the price of abandoning their innocent mother for her ‘betrayals’ not knowing that she only do what she thinks best of her children.
This book is kinda slow to me. And there’s too much characters to keep the tab on. Jessica, oh jessica. Im sorry but I dislike you since the beginning. After a while youre okay after hearing your part of the story. But still, you should tel them the truth rather than berguling sorang-sorang sedih as to why your children left you and mulling over things that can be better only if tou did the right thing. But you didnt.