FINALIST FOR THE JAN MICHALSKI PRIZE FOR LITERATURE
Another “pitch-perfect book of short essays” (New York Times Book Review) from the acclaimed author of Blood of Strangers, this one exploring the contemporary practice of medicine from the perspective of a doctor with 25 years of experience in the ER.
In the late 1990s, a young physician in Albuquerque, New Mexico, published a stunning memoir of his experiences in the highly charged world of the ER. Presented in a series of powerful, poetic vignettes, The Blood of Strangers became an instant classic.
Now, over two decades later, Dr. Frank Huyler delivers another dispatch from the trenches—this time from the perspective of middle age. In portraits visceral, haunting, sometimes surreal, Huyler reveals the gritty reality of medicine practiced on the razor’s edge between life and death.
From the doomed, like the Iraq vet with a brain full of shrapnel, to the self-destructive, like the young woman who inserts a sewing needle into her heart, to the transcendent, like the homeless Navajo artist whose sketches charm the nurses, Huyler assembles a profound mosaic of human suffering and grace, complemented by episodes from his personal the hail that fell the night his wife gave birth, his drive through a snowstorm to see his father in a Colorado ER, the beautiful wedding of his childhood friend with terminal cancer. Melding hard-earned wisdom with a poet’s crystalline vision, Huyler evokes the awesome burden of responsibility, the exhaustion, the relief of a costume disco nurse party, and those rare occasions when the confluence of luck and science yield, in the author’s words, “moments of breathtaking greatness.”
White Hot Light offers an unforgettable portrait of a field that illuminates society at its most vulnerable, and its most elemental.
Born 1964, in Berkeley, CA; married, 2000. Education: Williams College, B.A., 1986; University of North Carolina School of Medicine, M.D., M.P.H. Addresses: Home: Albuquerque, NM.
CAREER:
Emergency medicine physician, educator, and author. University of New Mexico Hospitals, Albuquerque, resident, 1993- 96; physician, 1996--; University of New Mexico, Albuquerque, assistant professor of emergency medicine.
Due to his success with The Blood of Strangers, I just had to read White Hot Light, Dr. Frank Huyler’s memoir looking back on his career in ER medicine after over two decades in the trenches.
I didn’t watch the show ER until it was in re-runs, but I LOVED it. Same with Grey’s in its early years. Well, this reminded me of the best of both of those shows but of course it’s real. There’s the adrenaline, worry, tension, heart, love, and hard work. It’s an Illuminating portrait of a dedicated career. Each essay is a quick, compelling vignette, and every single one made me grateful for those who make the sacrifice to save lives. And with the Covid crisis currently happening? I’m more in awe than ever of our medical professionals and their dedication.
Check this one out for an exceptionally well-written, exciting, and heartrending read. It’s so well-done it “feels” like fiction, but it’s not.
I received a gifted copy. All opinions are my own.
Interesting topic, but I didn’t like how the stories were organized. There was a lot of jumping from one memory to the next, so fast that I was still contemplating what I’ve just heard. A little more reflection and context would have helped.
White Hot Light: Twenty-five Years in Emergency Medicine by Frank Huyler gives the reader an unflinching look at life in the ER. Through a series of essays, the author describes his years helping patients: those who could be mended and those who could not. It is a place where joy meets heartbreak on any given day and where Huyler responds with grace. We also get glimpses of his personal life. This book is so relevant today because of Covid 19. Doctors and all emergency and ICU personnel have become heroes because of the tremendous burden this pandemic is putting on health care and lives. Thank you Frank Huyler for a glimpse into your world. Highly recommended.
White Hot Light is a collection of short, compelling personal essays/narratives, mostly about Frank Huyler’s life in emergency medicine. A few of the pieces focus on memories of childhood and youth, and a couple of others highlight medical culture—the separate worlds of doctors and nurses, the resistance of specialists to having difficult or complex cases handed over to them from the ER, and the petty prejudices that patients wish doctors could somehow rise above. The stories are not strictly medical. They focus less on anatomy, pathology, and procedures than on moral and ethical dilemmas. Huyler is honest about his own fears, failings, and fatigue and how these have impacted his medical decision making and the care he’s provided over the years. Some stories present patients as raw, animal selves; others convey a sense of what it’s like to deal with humans at their most vulnerable, as they attempt to preserve what dignity they have left. Throughout, Huyler is determined to maintain his humanity, acknowledging how much easier the work would be if he walled himself off from the suffering of others. The writing is exceptional and nuanced—literary without being ostentatious. For all these reasons, I think the book would appeal to those who normally steer clear of nonfiction. I recommend it highly.
Frank Huyler (who is a physician in Albuquerque) returns with a collection of 30 essays documenting over 25 years of his life in the chaotic Emergency Room. White Hot Light comes more than twenty years after his epic first book, The Blood of Strangers. In this new collection, as in the earlier one, Huyler writes about his classmates, co-workers, patients, and the harrowing, exhausting, and sometimes exhilarating work he performs under the bright white light. Very explicit language and the tales within are not for those who desire rigamarole and consistent medical cases that are clean.
"When children are hurting badly they are quiet. The man was dead on the ground by the cherry picker. A gust of wind had come. This danger came from kindness. The cherry picker changed me for a while." —Dr. Frank Huyler
From the start, Frank grabs us quickly with “The Boy,” and we go inside as he examines a young teen shot through the heart. The sad part is that the boy will not live. His team inspects the now-dead body; there's a communal sense of practical problem-solving mixed with intimacy, reverence, and curiosity in this rather terminal case of a child. He contrasts this with a personal quip about the night his own Son was born; another describing a single Dad who carried in his injured-Marine son — with his little “brain full of shrapnel” — into the hospital.
Throughout, Huyler succeeds in becoming emotionally wrapped up in these people’s stories of disease, injury, mental illness, and addiction — their fights to survive and, sometimes, to die. The essay “Mercy,” in particular, demonstrates how complicated a physician’s role as healer can be. In “The Sleeper,” Huyler and his team are faced with a patient having a heart attack. They act swiftly and save the man’s life.“Glory, like failure, like so many of the black stories, is private and small in medicine." Excellent read and it's not for the faint or person who is aversive to gore. Read.
Dr. Frank Huyler, who is a physician in Albuquerque, New Mexico, reflects on his own life, and the experiences he’s gained in over twenty five years of working in emergency medicine.
In this fascinating book, Dr. Huyler provides a glimpse of what actually happens inside an emergency room. He writes thoughtfully about the cases he has seen over a long career. There are heart wrenching scenes as well as successful outcomes all described in short vignettes.
This book would definitely appeal to anyone interested in the practice of medicine!
Thank you to Net Galley, Harper Collins Publishers, and Doctor Frank Huyler for giving me the opportunity to read the ARC of this book!
In the late 1990s, a young physician in Albuquerque, New Mexico, published a stunning memoir of his experiences in the highly charged world of the ER. Presented in a series of powerful, poetic vignettes, The Blood of Strangers became an instant classic.
Now, over two decades later, Dr. Frank Huyler delivers another dispatch from the trenches—this time from the perspective of middle age. In portraits visceral, haunting, sometimes surreal, Huyler reveals the gritty reality of medicine practiced on the razor’s edge between life and death.
From the doomed, like the Iraq vet with a brain full of shrapnel, to the self-destructive, like the young woman who inserts a sewing needle into her heart, to the transcendent, like the homeless Navajo artist whose sketches charm the nurses, Huyler assembles a profound mosaic of human suffering and grace, complemented by episodes from his personal life: the hail that fell the night his wife gave birth, his drive through a snowstorm to see his father in a Colorado ER, the beautiful wedding of his childhood friend with terminal cancer. Melding hard-earned wisdom with a poet’s crystalline vision, Huyler evokes the awesome burden of responsibility, the exhaustion, the relief of a costume disco nurse party, and those rare occasions when the confluence of luck and science yield, in the author’s words, “moments of breathtaking greatness.”
White Hot Light offers an unforgettable portrait of a field that illuminates society at its most vulnerable, and its most elemental.
kinda hated how poetic this was trying to be. i wanted cold hard facts. tbh didn't know i'd be reading a contemporary fiction novel over here. but, 'the gesture' and 'the cherry picker' were solid. that's around the time i started warming up to this book.
reading these doctor memoirs make them feel like actual human beings with emotions instead robots that spend a quarter of their lives in school. can't believe i'm now actually considering the path.
also, this man moved traveled sooo much, especially as a kid. like wtf.
time of death: choose a number that sounds measured and not guessed. don't round.
I was expecting a book with exciting and dramatic stories from the emergency room, what I got instead was some rather mild watered down tales of medicine. This is a book filled with stories of what Huyler was thinking and feeling about the patients as well as stories from his life that were not related to emergency medicine. I know a lot of people thought it was insightful and amazing but I couldn't make it past 30%. If you're looking for an exciting book on trauma and the fast paced world of emergency medicine this is not the book for you.
I’ve always been fascinated by the medical field and I recommend this book to anyone who wonders what exactly goes on in an emergency room. With 25 years of experience, Dr. Frank Huyler has countless stories to tell, both amusing and heartbreaking, that vary in all aspects (age, injury, severity, etc). White Hot Light is well-written and compelling, containing vivid detail of certain procedures, treatments, and the human experience in general. I can not imagine the sacrifice and strength this career takes and I admire the author a ton. The stories are short and I finished the book itself in one sitting since I couldn’t tear myself away.
Thank you so much to Harper Perennial for my gifted copy in exchange for an honest review! Publish Date 8/25/2020.
With grace and just enough romanticism, the author eloquently illustrates the life we've chosen. The sacrifices that are made with friendships and family, the bitter defeats of failure. The beauty that can be found when we see people at their best and their worst. It touched all the dark and twisty parts of my soul. But most of all, he captured the essence of what keeps me coming back each shift. "I understood that it wasn't my story, that I had no claim to it. Yet we can't help ourselves; we go on making some part of them our own."
I wish I could say I enjoyed reading this. Maybe I’m biased as an emergency physician, but I felt like most of the stories came across as self promoting and braggart. I am sure the author is likely not actually this way, and maybe this book is meant for those who are not in medicine so they may have a different opinion. There are relatable cases of course as any emergency physician would say, but I feel as if that is all I have in common with this author.
This beautifully written book captures the ER experience of my own 25 years in healthcare. The poetic accuracy of Huyler’s language and observations reflects the best of those in whom’s hands we put our lives in our most vulnerable moments. Compassion with the precision we hope for in our healers, it’s all here- honesty, humor, humility and true soul.
I read The Blood of Strangers in grad school. Enjoyed this equally. The ER is a compelling place, and Huyler writes crisply about the big questions (life/death etc.). In sections, especially an essay that is a litany on cancer, it veers macabre, but that doesn’t seem out of place in the collection as a whole.
His observations, at the cross-section of such a wide gamut of society, are so interesting and make me wish we had more worker-writers out there, people who weren’t just professionalized to the latter.
Reads like fiction, immersive, vivid, strong sense of narrative. I was picking it up every spare moment until I finished.
Most of us live normal lives. We do normal things, think normal thoughts. We live in a normal bubble that we get to know pretty well and we deal with it the best way we know how. But not all of us live normal lives. What would we do if, at our work, the actual lives of our “clients”often depended on split-second decisions we had to make, not always knowing all the relevant facts? Where, if we mess up, someone might actually die? Where, on a daily basis, we got to see our fellow human beings often at their very worst, frightened, belligerent, narcissistic, foul smelling, wretched, ugly, nasty and grotesque, or sometimes the opposite, kind, caring, intelligent, helpful and understanding, accepting, resigned, hopeful? Where this stream of humanity in distress never ends, and so very often simply repeats itself? How would we “normal” ones react to all of that? And how could we describe it to those who did not share such a life? I am reminded of soldiers who come back from war and never want to talk about it because it is too difficult to describe and too painful to think about. Yet, here is the thing: there do exist, although rarely, great depictions of what war is like. And, just as rarely, there do exist equivalent depictions of life confronting medical emergencies, a life that shares some of the qualities of warfare. Frank Huyler’s “memoir,” for such is what it is, is a brilliant, wondrous example of medical writing that transcends itself and becomes a meditation on many big things, in the way that a great novel is a meditation on many profound and deeply human ideas and emotions. Huyler has written a wonderful work of literature steeped in the hyper-real world of disaster, life, death, hopefulness, despair; and when you come away from it he has changed your way of looking at the world, what it means to be human, what it means to see suffering every day, and what it means to try to understand it and attempt to derive some sort of basic knowledge about it that can illuminate your own life. This book is that good.
Pretty nice scatterminded book to break my slump ..
Some notable takeaways that come with experience - be as non judgmental as possible, everyone has their own lives with struggle (sensible) - appreciate the time - it will pass - foster community - help when you can help - show emotion in medicine
Notable chapter in the book is the author learning about his fat PA coworker that wasn’t always fat and learning about his backstory after he passed and his coworkers held a viewing of his favorite photographs
Huyler writes each word with purpose and with a lyrical quality. His vast experience in an ER is evident in the stories and it provided an interesting viewpoint into the medical field.
I do wish I realized the structure of the book was that of essays which flowed much differently than the memoirs I have grown accustomed to. I much prefer a bit of context to the main character and the setting, which White Hot Light did not have.
I believe this book would be better enjoyed by those in the medical field as many technical terms, medications and procedures were named without explaining them for us who are not as familiar.
Yet at the same time, this book made use out of all the episodes of Grey’s Anatomy and Scrubs I’ve watched over the years because I had a general framework for what was being discussed!
Death is the constant theme in the majority of the essays, so be prepared for that. There are some positive outcomes, but overall the stories end in grief.
I do appreciate the candidness of the author as he shares what it’s like from inside a hospital, the dynamics between nurses and doctors and the toll working in this stressful field has on a person.
Thank you to the publisher for my gifted copy in exchange for an honest review.
In this book, we get to see an emergency room through the eyes of an ER doctor in Albuquerque, New Mexico. He paints a vivid picture of what life is like for healthcare workers in the ER. They see the sad, the hopeless, the recoveries, and the miracles in people’s lives every day. As a healthcare worker myself, I appreciated the honest and realistic writing of Dr. Huyler.
Dr. Huyler describes scenes he’s witnessed in the ER using such poetic writing that it was almost beautiful to read. Each of the stories was fairly short and it never seemed like the book dragged on. Even the less exciting stories were written in a way that made them interesting and easy to read. I would highly recommend this book to anyone wanting an idea of what emergency medicine can look like, anyone thinking of medicine as a career choice, and anyone that works in the healthcare field!
*Thank you to Harper Perennial for a finished copy of this book in exchange for my honest review*
I won an Uncorrected Proof of White Hot Light: Twenty-five Years in Emergency Medicine by Frank Huyler from Goodreads.
A compilation of stories about individuals who face life-changing medical conditions and emergencies, White Hot Light: Twenty-five Years in Emergency Medicine by Frank Huyler is at times brutal, yet always uplifting. This book contains stories that prove why a career in emergency medicine can be rewarding. Every account of Huyler's patients is moving, including the success stories. This work of non-fiction is well-written, and readers do not need a medical background as specific maladies are thoroughly and succinctly explained by Huyler with a concise yet comfortable writing style. White Hot Light is a treasure trove for readers who have an interest in medicine and the treatment of injuries, and for any reader who is interested in the relief of human suffering.
I won a copy of this book in a Goodreads giveaway. I work in the medical field, and am always interested to read other people's takes on things. This book, however, was not at all what I was expecting. I thought I'd get the usual random collection of hilarious, sad, and darkly amusing ER doctor tales, with the inevitable rectal foreign body thrown in for good measure. While these tales did indeed range from hilarious to sad to darkly amusing, this was not so much a book about medicine as a book about the philosophy of life and death. Dr. Huyler draws you in with a comfortable style and rich details. Many of the stories communicate just as much through juxtaposition with other stories and things that go unsaid as they do through what is on the page. My only complaint is that the book was not longer. I took it with me to read on a 4 night backpacking trip and finished it by night 3!
When I sat down with this book I was easily able to finish in one read. The short but very personal accounts of Huyler's interactions with patients in the E.R. kept me interested and wanting to read more. It is very satisfying to be able to ingest so much private information of others with very little detail needed. The writing in this book is a reminder of that. I felt a lot of different emotions throughout the accounts of these individuals. Then half way through my reading I realized I was simply terrified. I was terrified for myself, and the thought of being a faceless or nameless person who could easily fit onto one of those pages when my time comes to an end. Read the book, and you will get it!
Thank you @harperperennial for a copy of White Hot Light: Twenty-Five Years In Emergency Medicine by Frank Huyler for review.
This book was my first school pickup line read of the year! And it was perfect for that. Dr. Huyler’s writing style is very poetic and doesn’t hide the reality of the ER. Mostly patient stories told in short essays or even paragraphs depending on how long they stayed in his department. Some happy, some heartbreaking, some trauma cases, etc. I liked how well they all flowed together and how he explained how they affected him and his life. If you are at all interested in medicine and miss ER as much as I do, this is a quick and interesting memoir.
You might expect a book by an ER doctor to be full of fast-paced drama. This book is not that. In White Hot Light, Frank Huyler shares haunting stories of his work with great empathy for his patients, who are often hovering between life and death. The chapters are short, but pack a punch. Many times my heart ached after reading only a few paragraphs about someone’s suffering, fear, or tragedy. Huyler’s writing is neither gory nor technical; it is easy and gentle. White Hot Light is perfect for anyone who enjoys medical essays, memoirs about challenging occupations, or stories about humanity.
I rec'd White Hot Light as part of a Giveaway for an honest review. Having spent quite a bit of time in ERs & hospitals I can feel the pain of an ER doc as a patient. Huyler brings real life to the page. So many people do not realize why people visit the ER. Now in the era of COVID, small town hospitals are closing which means their ERs will close. A massive number of Americans will not be treated. This book should be mandatory reading especially by anyone who is young or in perfect health. Not everyone is so lucky.
A collection of short pieces/essays containing his experiences, events and many more from his 25 years in the ER. Some are ultra short recollections of cases that he would never forget due to some reasons or the other and some others are his own experiences, such as driving at night to Colorado, the hailstorm on the night preceding his son's birth and so many more. I enjoyed this very quick read and so much was relatable to me because I'm just finishing med school. He doesn't over dramatize anything, they're just essays and for some reason I preferred this book that way.