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205 pages, Kindle Edition
First published June 23, 2020
“I can’t believe how long it took me to realize how this is really supposed to feel. You gave me that. You’ve given me strength and love. You’ve made me a new man, and I’ll never be able to repay you for that.
I run my hands over his chest and along his slightly rounded belly.
Is it silly of me to enjoy these feelings a little too much? I’ve never let myself have a crush on a man. In the past, I shut the feelings down as quickly as possible, doing everything in my power to avoid being around anyone I was interested in.
He’s wearing his typical attire— a pair of black slacks, a button up shirt, and a colorful bowtie. Tonight, he also has a pair of suspenders on that match his bowtie
“I don’t know, I felt like a teenager making a mix tape when I put it together,” I confess. “But I also love the idea of having a soundtrack for important moments in life, and this date feels like an important moment,”
“Well, that was an adventure,” I say lightly, looking away from Ev’s prone, naked body, his glorious ass still fully on display.
He gives a rusty, weak laugh, keeping his face buried in a pillow.
“This was officially the most mortifying experience of my life. But thank you for helping. I owe you one,” he says, his voice muffled by the pillow.
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The bigger question is, will I have gotten up the courage to get out of the car and go inside the bar by then? Or will that mark another season gone without any forward movement in my life?
My heart lodges itself in my throat, and I reach for my seatbelt, the click of it disengaging echoes like a gunshot in the otherwise silent night. I’ve been living a lie my entire life, deluding myself along with the rest of the world, and all I have to do to set things right is to get out of the car and go inside. So why does that feel like the most impossible task in the world?




