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Caldwell Brothers #5
Love Me Again
I’m not going to let him hurt me again …
Once upon a time Shayne and I were a thing … a secret thing. Seven years later we’re still the only ones that know. And it all when up in flames when Shayne decided I was good enough to have behind closed doors, but not good enough to be on his arm. His hurtful words and actions tore me apart and ruined my self-confidence for years. I’m not the type to hold grudges, but I can’t forgive him. No matter how much it seems like he’s changed.
I don’t know how to say I’m sorry …
I knew I did Leo wrong, but I never realized the extent of the damage. I was so wrapped up in my own pain that I couldn’t see beyond it. But now that I have the chance, I want to make things up to him. He was my first love and best friend before I betrayed him, and now he’s become a man I want to stand beside. But how can I fix the things I broke between us?
Love Me Again is a second chance m/m romance featuring a first love gone wrong, an ugly duckling who’s grown up into a hunk, and two men who learn to see beyond the surface to the love that lies beneath.
Once upon a time Shayne and I were a thing … a secret thing. Seven years later we’re still the only ones that know. And it all when up in flames when Shayne decided I was good enough to have behind closed doors, but not good enough to be on his arm. His hurtful words and actions tore me apart and ruined my self-confidence for years. I’m not the type to hold grudges, but I can’t forgive him. No matter how much it seems like he’s changed.
I don’t know how to say I’m sorry …
I knew I did Leo wrong, but I never realized the extent of the damage. I was so wrapped up in my own pain that I couldn’t see beyond it. But now that I have the chance, I want to make things up to him. He was my first love and best friend before I betrayed him, and now he’s become a man I want to stand beside. But how can I fix the things I broke between us?
Love Me Again is a second chance m/m romance featuring a first love gone wrong, an ugly duckling who’s grown up into a hunk, and two men who learn to see beyond the surface to the love that lies beneath.
225 pages, Kindle Edition
Published July 28, 2020
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August 4, 2020
Gosh, I’m not sure how to express this story.
The hurt was huge. Really well done.
Leo and Shayne are young and in love. Shayne loves to photograph Leo to see all his beauty through his lens. Leo is beautiful only not in Leo’s eyes, he has too much weight.
Leo is Shayne’s little secret. Then, disaster strikes and Shayne destroyed Leo completely.
Seven years later Shayne returns to Lakeshore, that is the moment for Leo to move away, no way he wants to run into Shayne. Shayne on the other hand wants to reconnect with Leo.
The difference between Leo and Shayne is family. Leo has a huge, warm, and protective family.
Shayne’s only connection is his brother, who is in a relationship with one of Leo’s brothers.
I found it a captivatingly written story, well developed. The hurt goes deep and has a long way, all well expressed, awesome!
The families involved were of two immensely different kinds. Read it yourself. The side story with Ricky was a great addition.
There are sexual encounters, but they didn’t interest me, It was the hurt and redemption I was looking for and they didn’t disappoint!
A minor point was the timing of certain emotions, not gonna say where because of spoiling. But that’s my pov.
Overall a great story with thank goodness a hea.
The hurt was huge. Really well done.
Leo and Shayne are young and in love. Shayne loves to photograph Leo to see all his beauty through his lens. Leo is beautiful only not in Leo’s eyes, he has too much weight.
Leo is Shayne’s little secret. Then, disaster strikes and Shayne destroyed Leo completely.
Seven years later Shayne returns to Lakeshore, that is the moment for Leo to move away, no way he wants to run into Shayne. Shayne on the other hand wants to reconnect with Leo.
The difference between Leo and Shayne is family. Leo has a huge, warm, and protective family.
Shayne’s only connection is his brother, who is in a relationship with one of Leo’s brothers.
I found it a captivatingly written story, well developed. The hurt goes deep and has a long way, all well expressed, awesome!
The families involved were of two immensely different kinds. Read it yourself. The side story with Ricky was a great addition.
There are sexual encounters, but they didn’t interest me, It was the hurt and redemption I was looking for and they didn’t disappoint!
A minor point was the timing of certain emotions, not gonna say where because of spoiling. But that’s my pov.
Overall a great story with thank goodness a hea.
May 3, 2024
Give the guys on the cover some shirt 🙄 other than this and stupid parents and bullies, this one is emo good.
October 15, 2020
I'm rating this 2 stars because it was written well enough for me to finish it, but I think that was mostly out of hope it would go differently. this book feels like every bad relationship story ever. I think it's supposed to be a redemption story but events in the last part of the book make you feel like the main characters haven't really changed that much. One character takes his pain out on other people and the other character accepts that, internalizes it, and forgives. What's more- the characters actually relay that method of not coping to young people they mentor. Feel sorry for your abuser, they have it tough.
I'm trying to think of a world when I'd advise a sibling to pursue an emotionally abusive relationship- with siblings like that, who needs enemies?
First time reading this author after a long time, and last. I don't feel like this ended happily, and that I'm supposed to just grosses me out.
I'm trying to think of a world when I'd advise a sibling to pursue an emotionally abusive relationship- with siblings like that, who needs enemies?
First time reading this author after a long time, and last. I don't feel like this ended happily, and that I'm supposed to just grosses me out.
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July 29, 2020
An emotional second chance romance read!
This was my first read of the Caldwell brothers series but it won’t be the last! Love Me Again is a second chance romance read that has heart and heat. I loved the strength of Leo’s character who has fought hard to continue life after such a heartbreaking event. Shayne’s character grows on you as he show ways to get forgiveness from the one that loved him. An enjoyable storyline with strong characters makes for an emotional read that doesn’t disappoint.
This was my first read of the Caldwell brothers series but it won’t be the last! Love Me Again is a second chance romance read that has heart and heat. I loved the strength of Leo’s character who has fought hard to continue life after such a heartbreaking event. Shayne’s character grows on you as he show ways to get forgiveness from the one that loved him. An enjoyable storyline with strong characters makes for an emotional read that doesn’t disappoint.
August 8, 2020
Brotherly love
Two men healing and moving beyond past hurts. Learning to trust each other again. Learning a new kind of love. These two men had a lot to over come. Especially with the way one hurt the other. Yet they got their. I guess my only gripe would be it seemed so easy at the end. They didn’t really discuss lack of communication that got them in that situation both in the past and the present. The writing was good the smexy was great and the side characters who were past MC’s were cool.
Two men healing and moving beyond past hurts. Learning to trust each other again. Learning a new kind of love. These two men had a lot to over come. Especially with the way one hurt the other. Yet they got their. I guess my only gripe would be it seemed so easy at the end. They didn’t really discuss lack of communication that got them in that situation both in the past and the present. The writing was good the smexy was great and the side characters who were past MC’s were cool.
August 24, 2020
This is a second chance romance, along with a redemption story.
Shane really wanted to be a good guy, but I know that it had to be scary for him as a teenager trying to feel something and still being pressured by the family. I really don't like Shane's parents, complete Jerks.
Leo really worked hard to put himself back together after Shane, but he really managed, but he kept himself hidden still. I felt kind of sorry for him because he just didn't want to let anyone in. I mean, I understand it though.
I'm glad that they were able to work it out.
Shane really wanted to be a good guy, but I know that it had to be scary for him as a teenager trying to feel something and still being pressured by the family. I really don't like Shane's parents, complete Jerks.
Leo really worked hard to put himself back together after Shane, but he really managed, but he kept himself hidden still. I felt kind of sorry for him because he just didn't want to let anyone in. I mean, I understand it though.
I'm glad that they were able to work it out.
December 31, 2020
3.5 stars
November 9, 2020
I have been addicted to this series. this story was not a disappointment and loved seeing the other Caldwell Brothers. can't wait for the next one
August 13, 2020
This was a new to me author and series, but for the most part, this can be read as a complete standalone. The entire time I was reading Love Me Again, I kept waiting to connect to the characters and story. I feel like there was bones to something good here, but it never took off. Rather it veered into instalove (despite it being a second chances story), and a completely over the top family and conclusion to that drama.
It began pretty strong, as it focused on Leo’s pain, and those feelings felt genuine. For instance, lines such as, “I’d never get back the person I was then. The person I was going to be was gone too, leaving me all that I’d become afterward. And I could feel the bone deep pain Leo had experienced, and how that insecurity and torture never full left him. But…that’s all that seemed to be what made up Leo. These years long anguish and his family.
Speaking of his family, I enjoyed all of Leo’s family. I felt at times they came across overbearing, in the fact he wasn’t even allowed to consider moving out of the city without it being stated numerous times by several of his brothers that the entire family would flip out. Granted I don’t have siblings, but this made me uncomfortable. They were protective, but it felt stifling at times. Still it was admirable how much they loved each other.
That being said, the focus was on his family way too much. I understand these brothers make up the entire series and that Leo does not really have any friends, but by focusing so much on the secondary characters, and their interactions with Leo/Shane, there was no depth to any of the characters. Even if you loved someone in high school, they are not the same person seven years later. Not to say feelings won’t still be present, but they should still be learning who each of them are as adults. The interactions between both Leo and Shayne seemed childlike at times, filler, and shallow. I wanted to understand them better, and I wanted to see them fall in love slowly again. It wasn’t able to grow because there was so little of them interacting compared to secondary characters.
Now we come to Shayne. Sorry, no amount of hollow apologies or weird “grand” announcements to his cartoonishly evil parents will make me like him or root for him with Leo. I won’t go into the wrongs he committed while in high school, but it goes way beyond just breaking things off with someone, or even just laughing at someone. He took personal, private moments and made a mockery of them for everyone to jump on Leo. And even after Leo left schools, he had SEVEN years to make amends, but he says nothing until he sees Leo. I don’t doubt he was attracted to Leo at any size, and I know wounded people hurt people in vicious ways at times, but that does not mean you have to accept that person back into your life, let alone rekindle a romance. Maybe I would have more easily forgiven Shayne if not even as an adult he’s yelling at Leo to “Shut the fuck up.” Sorry, but you better never, ever tell me that and expect me to have an ounce of respect for you. And I struggle to believe Leo would forgive someone that easily.
The finale with Shayne’s parents felt too comical to be taken seriously too. Not that there aren’t parents who are this awful, but it lacked any nuance. Yes, they were awful and mean, but why. What was their motivations? What was the good in them? Why the pressures on their sons?
It was OK to me, so 2 stars.
It began pretty strong, as it focused on Leo’s pain, and those feelings felt genuine. For instance, lines such as, “I’d never get back the person I was then. The person I was going to be was gone too, leaving me all that I’d become afterward. And I could feel the bone deep pain Leo had experienced, and how that insecurity and torture never full left him. But…that’s all that seemed to be what made up Leo. These years long anguish and his family.
Speaking of his family, I enjoyed all of Leo’s family. I felt at times they came across overbearing, in the fact he wasn’t even allowed to consider moving out of the city without it being stated numerous times by several of his brothers that the entire family would flip out. Granted I don’t have siblings, but this made me uncomfortable. They were protective, but it felt stifling at times. Still it was admirable how much they loved each other.
That being said, the focus was on his family way too much. I understand these brothers make up the entire series and that Leo does not really have any friends, but by focusing so much on the secondary characters, and their interactions with Leo/Shane, there was no depth to any of the characters. Even if you loved someone in high school, they are not the same person seven years later. Not to say feelings won’t still be present, but they should still be learning who each of them are as adults. The interactions between both Leo and Shayne seemed childlike at times, filler, and shallow. I wanted to understand them better, and I wanted to see them fall in love slowly again. It wasn’t able to grow because there was so little of them interacting compared to secondary characters.
Now we come to Shayne. Sorry, no amount of hollow apologies or weird “grand” announcements to his cartoonishly evil parents will make me like him or root for him with Leo. I won’t go into the wrongs he committed while in high school, but it goes way beyond just breaking things off with someone, or even just laughing at someone. He took personal, private moments and made a mockery of them for everyone to jump on Leo. And even after Leo left schools, he had SEVEN years to make amends, but he says nothing until he sees Leo. I don’t doubt he was attracted to Leo at any size, and I know wounded people hurt people in vicious ways at times, but that does not mean you have to accept that person back into your life, let alone rekindle a romance. Maybe I would have more easily forgiven Shayne if not even as an adult he’s yelling at Leo to “Shut the fuck up.” Sorry, but you better never, ever tell me that and expect me to have an ounce of respect for you. And I struggle to believe Leo would forgive someone that easily.
The finale with Shayne’s parents felt too comical to be taken seriously too. Not that there aren’t parents who are this awful, but it lacked any nuance. Yes, they were awful and mean, but why. What was their motivations? What was the good in them? Why the pressures on their sons?
It was OK to me, so 2 stars.
July 29, 2020
Leo Caldwell and Shayne Abbott had a painfully horrible blowup when they were in high school. Shayne had made it obvious that Leo was good enough to keep behind closed doors, but not good enough to be publicly on his arm. But he broke it off in the worst possible way, breaking his heart, destroying his self-confidence, devastating and humiliating Leo to the point he needed therapy to function again. Leo transferred to another school, but it didn’t really fix things. Even now, Leo is looking for another place to live, to get out of Lakeshore and start with a clean slate. An insistent knock at the door made him get up to let his brother, Adrian, in. They sat and ate burritos until Adrian finally told him why he was there. He was the only brother who knew Leo was moving away, but he came to tell him there was no need because Shayne got the dream job he had wanted filming a documentary and was leaving, probably for some time. That was a relief since he had been avoiding him. Leo still struggled with his depression. He was forever changed. He lost who he was and who he had planned to be. Even if he could one day forgive Shayne, he would never forget.
Shayne was finished his assignment several weeks early and headed over to his brother Kane’s house since he had given up his own place. Adrian was coming out the door and asked Shayne to stay away from Leo. Shayne realized that he had always believed he had somehow set Leo free to find a better life and had simply not taken any responsibility at all for the devastation he caused.
Kairo, Leo’s brother, called to ask him if he would be willing to mentor a child who had issues like Leo used to suffer, being bullied, overweight, shy. Leo was now a buff, in-shape man who worked out and kept physically fit. So he felt he could help the kids. What he didn’t know was that Kairo hired a photographer for their first meeting in the park – and it was Shayne! When the event was breaking up, Shayne tried to talk to Leo, but he jogged away from him. Shayne refused to let him go again and went after him, loaded down with his camera equipment. He shouted out, “How long are you going to stay mad at me?” That struck a nerve, and Leo responded, “How long has it taken you to decide to try to fix what you broke in me?” Then he ran from Shayne. Kairo walked up and, not knowing the story between them, told him to let Leo come to him; Leo didn’t like to be backed into a corner. And Kairo had a good feeling about Shayne and Leo for some reason. This was the second person to tell him to go slowly. He hoped it would get him back with Leo. When Leo called Kairo to complain about Shayne being there, he ended up telling his brother the whole story. It was actually cathartic and some of the bad feelings went away. Just sharing with someone who cared about him and had his back really did help. When he next saw Shayne at the kids’ flag football game, he actually felt joy watching him taking pictures. He waited for the follow-up feeling of dread – but it never came.
Leo unexpectedly arrived at the family BBQ and asked Shayne to walk with him. He asked why Shayne hurt him that way. They finally talked through everything that happened. Both had never stopped loving the other. Now they just had to rebuild trust. When Shayne’s toxic parents tried once more to get Shayne to leave Leo, this time their manipulation didn’t stand a chance of working. Shayne told them he would never give Leo up again. Was this a new beginning for them? They had come through the worst possible. Were they now strong enough to face anything, now that they were back together?
These authors are really awesome writers and their stories will pull the reader right in for an emotional, meaningful story. This one was even more convoluted as far as the emotional damage that was done. But the strong support from family and Shayne’s love for Leo, the courage it took both of them to put themselves out there and tell the truth, made it a beautiful love story that would finally allow them to connect again and begin to heal all of that pain. No one can read this book and not come away with strong feelings and happiness that they have a second chance to make things right. You won’t want to miss this story. It is one of those that will stay with you a long time.
Merged review:
Leo Caldwell and Shayne Abbott had a painfully horrible blowup when they were in high school. Shayne had made it obvious that Leo was good enough to keep behind closed doors, but not good enough to be publicly on his arm. But he broke it off in the worst possible way, breaking his heart, destroying his self-confidence, devastating and humiliating Leo to the point he needed therapy to function again. Leo transferred to another school, but it didn’t really fix things. Even now, Leo is looking for another place to live, to get out of Lakeshore and start with a clean slate. An insistent knock at the door made him get up to let his brother, Adrian, in. They sat and ate burritos until Adrian finally told him why he was there. He was the only brother who knew Leo was moving away, but he came to tell him there was no need because Shayne got the dream job he had wanted filming a documentary and was leaving, probably for some time. That was a relief since he had been avoiding him. Leo still struggled with his depression. He was forever changed. He lost who he was and who he had planned to be. Even if he could one day forgive Shayne, he would never forget.
Shayne was finished his assignment several weeks early and headed over to his brother Kane’s house since he had given up his own place. Adrian was coming out the door and asked Shayne to stay away from Leo. Shayne realized that he had always believed he had somehow set Leo free to find a better life and had simply not taken any responsibility at all for the devastation he caused.
Kairo, Leo’s brother, called to ask him if he would be willing to mentor a child who had issues like Leo used to suffer, being bullied, overweight, shy. Leo was now a buff, in-shape man who worked out and kept physically fit. So he felt he could help the kids. What he didn’t know was that Kairo hired a photographer for their first meeting in the park – and it was Shayne! When the event was breaking up, Shayne tried to talk to Leo, but he jogged away from him. Shayne refused to let him go again and went after him, loaded down with his camera equipment. He shouted out, “How long are you going to stay mad at me?” That struck a nerve, and Leo responded, “How long has it taken you to decide to try to fix what you broke in me?” Then he ran from Shayne. Kairo walked up and, not knowing the story between them, told him to let Leo come to him; Leo didn’t like to be backed into a corner. And Kairo had a good feeling about Shayne and Leo for some reason. This was the second person to tell him to go slowly. He hoped it would get him back with Leo. When Leo called Kairo to complain about Shayne being there, he ended up telling his brother the whole story. It was actually cathartic and some of the bad feelings went away. Just sharing with someone who cared about him and had his back really did help. When he next saw Shayne at the kids’ flag football game, he actually felt joy watching him taking pictures. He waited for the follow-up feeling of dread – but it never came.
Leo unexpectedly arrived at the family BBQ and asked Shayne to walk with him. He asked why Shayne hurt him that way. They finally talked through everything that happened. Both had never stopped loving the other. Now they just had to rebuild trust. When Shayne’s toxic parents tried once more to get Shayne to leave Leo, this time their manipulation didn’t stand a chance of working. Shayne told them he would never give Leo up again. Was this a new beginning for them? They had come through the worst possible. Were they now strong enough to face anything, now that they were back together?
These authors are really awesome writers and their stories will pull the reader right in for an emotional, meaningful story. This one was even more convoluted as far as the emotional damage that was done. But the strong support from family and Shayne’s love for Leo, the courage it took both of them to put themselves out there and tell the truth, made it a beautiful love story that would finally allow them to connect again and begin to heal all of that pain. No one can read this book and not come away with strong feelings and happiness that they have a second chance to make things right. You won’t want to miss this story. It is one of those that will stay with you a long time.
Shayne was finished his assignment several weeks early and headed over to his brother Kane’s house since he had given up his own place. Adrian was coming out the door and asked Shayne to stay away from Leo. Shayne realized that he had always believed he had somehow set Leo free to find a better life and had simply not taken any responsibility at all for the devastation he caused.
Kairo, Leo’s brother, called to ask him if he would be willing to mentor a child who had issues like Leo used to suffer, being bullied, overweight, shy. Leo was now a buff, in-shape man who worked out and kept physically fit. So he felt he could help the kids. What he didn’t know was that Kairo hired a photographer for their first meeting in the park – and it was Shayne! When the event was breaking up, Shayne tried to talk to Leo, but he jogged away from him. Shayne refused to let him go again and went after him, loaded down with his camera equipment. He shouted out, “How long are you going to stay mad at me?” That struck a nerve, and Leo responded, “How long has it taken you to decide to try to fix what you broke in me?” Then he ran from Shayne. Kairo walked up and, not knowing the story between them, told him to let Leo come to him; Leo didn’t like to be backed into a corner. And Kairo had a good feeling about Shayne and Leo for some reason. This was the second person to tell him to go slowly. He hoped it would get him back with Leo. When Leo called Kairo to complain about Shayne being there, he ended up telling his brother the whole story. It was actually cathartic and some of the bad feelings went away. Just sharing with someone who cared about him and had his back really did help. When he next saw Shayne at the kids’ flag football game, he actually felt joy watching him taking pictures. He waited for the follow-up feeling of dread – but it never came.
Leo unexpectedly arrived at the family BBQ and asked Shayne to walk with him. He asked why Shayne hurt him that way. They finally talked through everything that happened. Both had never stopped loving the other. Now they just had to rebuild trust. When Shayne’s toxic parents tried once more to get Shayne to leave Leo, this time their manipulation didn’t stand a chance of working. Shayne told them he would never give Leo up again. Was this a new beginning for them? They had come through the worst possible. Were they now strong enough to face anything, now that they were back together?
These authors are really awesome writers and their stories will pull the reader right in for an emotional, meaningful story. This one was even more convoluted as far as the emotional damage that was done. But the strong support from family and Shayne’s love for Leo, the courage it took both of them to put themselves out there and tell the truth, made it a beautiful love story that would finally allow them to connect again and begin to heal all of that pain. No one can read this book and not come away with strong feelings and happiness that they have a second chance to make things right. You won’t want to miss this story. It is one of those that will stay with you a long time.
Merged review:
Leo Caldwell and Shayne Abbott had a painfully horrible blowup when they were in high school. Shayne had made it obvious that Leo was good enough to keep behind closed doors, but not good enough to be publicly on his arm. But he broke it off in the worst possible way, breaking his heart, destroying his self-confidence, devastating and humiliating Leo to the point he needed therapy to function again. Leo transferred to another school, but it didn’t really fix things. Even now, Leo is looking for another place to live, to get out of Lakeshore and start with a clean slate. An insistent knock at the door made him get up to let his brother, Adrian, in. They sat and ate burritos until Adrian finally told him why he was there. He was the only brother who knew Leo was moving away, but he came to tell him there was no need because Shayne got the dream job he had wanted filming a documentary and was leaving, probably for some time. That was a relief since he had been avoiding him. Leo still struggled with his depression. He was forever changed. He lost who he was and who he had planned to be. Even if he could one day forgive Shayne, he would never forget.
Shayne was finished his assignment several weeks early and headed over to his brother Kane’s house since he had given up his own place. Adrian was coming out the door and asked Shayne to stay away from Leo. Shayne realized that he had always believed he had somehow set Leo free to find a better life and had simply not taken any responsibility at all for the devastation he caused.
Kairo, Leo’s brother, called to ask him if he would be willing to mentor a child who had issues like Leo used to suffer, being bullied, overweight, shy. Leo was now a buff, in-shape man who worked out and kept physically fit. So he felt he could help the kids. What he didn’t know was that Kairo hired a photographer for their first meeting in the park – and it was Shayne! When the event was breaking up, Shayne tried to talk to Leo, but he jogged away from him. Shayne refused to let him go again and went after him, loaded down with his camera equipment. He shouted out, “How long are you going to stay mad at me?” That struck a nerve, and Leo responded, “How long has it taken you to decide to try to fix what you broke in me?” Then he ran from Shayne. Kairo walked up and, not knowing the story between them, told him to let Leo come to him; Leo didn’t like to be backed into a corner. And Kairo had a good feeling about Shayne and Leo for some reason. This was the second person to tell him to go slowly. He hoped it would get him back with Leo. When Leo called Kairo to complain about Shayne being there, he ended up telling his brother the whole story. It was actually cathartic and some of the bad feelings went away. Just sharing with someone who cared about him and had his back really did help. When he next saw Shayne at the kids’ flag football game, he actually felt joy watching him taking pictures. He waited for the follow-up feeling of dread – but it never came.
Leo unexpectedly arrived at the family BBQ and asked Shayne to walk with him. He asked why Shayne hurt him that way. They finally talked through everything that happened. Both had never stopped loving the other. Now they just had to rebuild trust. When Shayne’s toxic parents tried once more to get Shayne to leave Leo, this time their manipulation didn’t stand a chance of working. Shayne told them he would never give Leo up again. Was this a new beginning for them? They had come through the worst possible. Were they now strong enough to face anything, now that they were back together?
These authors are really awesome writers and their stories will pull the reader right in for an emotional, meaningful story. This one was even more convoluted as far as the emotional damage that was done. But the strong support from family and Shayne’s love for Leo, the courage it took both of them to put themselves out there and tell the truth, made it a beautiful love story that would finally allow them to connect again and begin to heal all of that pain. No one can read this book and not come away with strong feelings and happiness that they have a second chance to make things right. You won’t want to miss this story. It is one of those that will stay with you a long time.
March 21, 2021
This was a hard story with a lot of difficulties for the to main characters to even start building their relationship. It was also hard because, like a lot of other people, bullying is a trigger... School is for so many people a bad place because of peer pressure, making kids just plain mean.
I was lucky enough that it didn't go as far as it did for the main character Leo. I was a girl and I wasn't overweight but no one is perfect or comfortable with themselves when we are young and it's easy for others to find something to diminish you. I had glasses, wasn't very pretty and I had good grades and it was enough to be an egghead... and I had no one to talk about it because, though I had a good home and parents that loved me, my own big sister had had bigger problems than me with bullies and I didn't want to add weight on any shoulders... so I decided to be strong, to be the little big sister because she was more sensitive than me and she needed more attention than me, from my parents and from myself. And I made it. I did change high schools after 7th and started my 8th grade (well I live in France so it's the equivalent) in a new environment, using an Italian course as an excuse, which did help me but I never felt like I run away from problems because I still had to meet new people, build new relationships and I was still the same not very pretty girl with glasses with confidence issues... I still made it but it took me time and it wasn't easy.
Bullying is a true problem in our society and it's something that should be treated a lot more seriously than it is today. But it's not only the teachers that should do something about it, but the parents and that even before school. In this story, Leo isn't the only victim. We had an introduction to Shayne's parents with Adrian & Kane story in the previous book and we knew they were despicable human beings. In my review, I said I was surprised Kane grew up to be a decent human being and here, we can't be surprised that Shayne had been bullied by his own parents and that, even with the best intentions, it's still influenced him and confused him and made him doubt himself. Parents and home should be the safest environment but it wasn't for him and, if Leo was bullied by kids for a few years in high school, Shane had been bullied all his life by his own parents. That is just... so wrong, I have no word for it. I want to throw up...
This made their story very intense and not as light as the previous one but I loved it, although my heart is still a bit tight...
I do have a 2 criticisms I can make about this book.
First is that the topic of bullying is so important that it defines the characters too much and we don't really see them for who they are... because as much as it forged us, it isn't the only thing we are.
Spoiler alert for the second.
I felt like the argument between Shayne and Leo before the end was more confused than anything. Shayne didn't really say anything even though he lashed out a bit but it didn't really match how he has evolved over the past 7 years or even the past months in his relationship with Leo. I can go past that because he was very confused so it isn't that much out of character. Leo was more in character, panicking and running away before reacting. But why the hell did he go see Shayne's parents instead of talking to Kane to ask if he knew anything ? And why would he believe Shayne's mother when she said he was seeing someone else ? I would have like something a bit different for this scene which felt a bit incoherent to me.
I was lucky enough that it didn't go as far as it did for the main character Leo. I was a girl and I wasn't overweight but no one is perfect or comfortable with themselves when we are young and it's easy for others to find something to diminish you. I had glasses, wasn't very pretty and I had good grades and it was enough to be an egghead... and I had no one to talk about it because, though I had a good home and parents that loved me, my own big sister had had bigger problems than me with bullies and I didn't want to add weight on any shoulders... so I decided to be strong, to be the little big sister because she was more sensitive than me and she needed more attention than me, from my parents and from myself. And I made it. I did change high schools after 7th and started my 8th grade (well I live in France so it's the equivalent) in a new environment, using an Italian course as an excuse, which did help me but I never felt like I run away from problems because I still had to meet new people, build new relationships and I was still the same not very pretty girl with glasses with confidence issues... I still made it but it took me time and it wasn't easy.
Bullying is a true problem in our society and it's something that should be treated a lot more seriously than it is today. But it's not only the teachers that should do something about it, but the parents and that even before school. In this story, Leo isn't the only victim. We had an introduction to Shayne's parents with Adrian & Kane story in the previous book and we knew they were despicable human beings. In my review, I said I was surprised Kane grew up to be a decent human being and here, we can't be surprised that Shayne had been bullied by his own parents and that, even with the best intentions, it's still influenced him and confused him and made him doubt himself. Parents and home should be the safest environment but it wasn't for him and, if Leo was bullied by kids for a few years in high school, Shane had been bullied all his life by his own parents. That is just... so wrong, I have no word for it. I want to throw up...
This made their story very intense and not as light as the previous one but I loved it, although my heart is still a bit tight...
I do have a 2 criticisms I can make about this book.
First is that the topic of bullying is so important that it defines the characters too much and we don't really see them for who they are... because as much as it forged us, it isn't the only thing we are.
Spoiler alert for the second.
I felt like the argument between Shayne and Leo before the end was more confused than anything. Shayne didn't really say anything even though he lashed out a bit but it didn't really match how he has evolved over the past 7 years or even the past months in his relationship with Leo. I can go past that because he was very confused so it isn't that much out of character. Leo was more in character, panicking and running away before reacting. But why the hell did he go see Shayne's parents instead of talking to Kane to ask if he knew anything ? And why would he believe Shayne's mother when she said he was seeing someone else ? I would have like something a bit different for this scene which felt a bit incoherent to me.
August 6, 2020
I have read a couple books in this series now, but struggled to connect with some of the characters and their choices.
Unfortunately, I experienced a similar issue with this book. Now, I am all for Second Chance romances , they happen to be some of my favorites. However, I struggle to understand how a character can forgive someone for betraying and violating their trust.
I won't disclose what that betrayal or violation of trust is without a spoiler tag, so if you want to know the nature of that violation, click the tag.
Seven years later, Shayne returns to Lakeshore looking to make amends for how he wronged Leo. Leo, being a good guy, works to forgive Shayne, but for some reason, I don't buy into the redemption of his character. Why? Because it's hard trying to accept that someone would allow a person who betrayed them, as Shayne had Leo, back into their lives let alone their beds. I don't much care for excuses, so Shayne telling Leo about how controlling his parents were meant and did nothing to and for me. Plenty of people have less than supportive parents and don't do what Shayne did. In fact, taking seven years to apologize to someone you wronged, is just bs to me. It felt like he was "atoning" for convenience's sake. Especially since it felt like Shayne wanted to get Leo back as his boyfriend now that Leo was this muscular and fit guy.
And when Shayne was given the opportunity to hold his parents accountable for their wrongs, he instead lashes out on Leo (again), and contemplates doing something completely idiotic. I just did not buy into him being this newly changed guy. Homie needs therapy and Leo deserves so much more.
I also felt that Leo's family was smothering in a way. It made sense for Leo to leave Lakeshore for the sake of his continued healing. Them keeping him back, felt more like for them than it did for Leo. It was self serving and it didn't sit right with me. Let him leave, let him breathe. Let him fully heal.
Ultimately, I did not and could not connect with Leo and Shayne renewed romance. That tainted feeling never let for me. I guess, as reader, I couldn't forgive Shayne.
*ARC provided, I have given my honest review*
Unfortunately, I experienced a similar issue with this book. Now, I am all for Second Chance romances , they happen to be some of my favorites. However, I struggle to understand how a character can forgive someone for betraying and violating their trust.
I won't disclose what that betrayal or violation of trust is without a spoiler tag, so if you want to know the nature of that violation, click the tag.
Seven years later, Shayne returns to Lakeshore looking to make amends for how he wronged Leo. Leo, being a good guy, works to forgive Shayne, but for some reason, I don't buy into the redemption of his character. Why? Because it's hard trying to accept that someone would allow a person who betrayed them, as Shayne had Leo, back into their lives let alone their beds. I don't much care for excuses, so Shayne telling Leo about how controlling his parents were meant and did nothing to and for me. Plenty of people have less than supportive parents and don't do what Shayne did. In fact, taking seven years to apologize to someone you wronged, is just bs to me. It felt like he was "atoning" for convenience's sake. Especially since it felt like Shayne wanted to get Leo back as his boyfriend now that Leo was this muscular and fit guy.
And when Shayne was given the opportunity to hold his parents accountable for their wrongs, he instead lashes out on Leo (again), and contemplates doing something completely idiotic. I just did not buy into him being this newly changed guy. Homie needs therapy and Leo deserves so much more.
I also felt that Leo's family was smothering in a way. It made sense for Leo to leave Lakeshore for the sake of his continued healing. Them keeping him back, felt more like for them than it did for Leo. It was self serving and it didn't sit right with me. Let him leave, let him breathe. Let him fully heal.
Ultimately, I did not and could not connect with Leo and Shayne renewed romance. That tainted feeling never let for me. I guess, as reader, I couldn't forgive Shayne.
*ARC provided, I have given my honest review*
August 15, 2020
I’ve read the Hell’s Ankhor series by these authors which is really really good. Very well-written. Great story line. Multi-dimensional characters. I expected the same here and I was sort-of right. The writing is good, the characters are developed, and I enjoy the enemies to lovers, second chance romance tropes. But notwithstanding all of the positives, I just could not get past the premise here.
I’ve read other enemies to lovers stories that really worked where one MC was a bully when they were kids, sometimes because the MC was still closeted and used the bullying as a diversion tactic. The romance was believable notwithstanding the past conduct and the MC wrongdoer’s redemption seemed plausible. But none of those had the two MCs as best friends and in love, like Leo and Shayne were, before the bullying began. Basically this book is a lovers to enemies to lovers arc, and that really just doesn’t work.
The fallout from Shayne and Leo’s breakup and Shayne’s ensuing toxic behavior towards Leo was so pronounced that Leo switched schools, had to go through years of therapy and healing, and even present day, was about to move away just to avoid Shayne. Leo clearly is still not healed and Shayne’s insistent need to be redeemed now, all these years later, rang false. The deep damage Shayne did to Leo’s self-image and self-worth is not something Leo could realistically forget and I found it utterly implausible that Leo could suddenly accept it all and move on with the very person that harmed him so profoundly. If Shayne’s bullying/abuse had been physical, I think we all know how we’d feel about Shayne’s bid for forgiveness, Leo’s willingness to give him a second chance, and the reality of a healthy relationship between them, notwithstanding that the abuse happened in the past and Shayne is (purportedly) a “changed man”. You can’t put on rose-colored glasses and see it differently in my view just because the abuse was emotional.
Overall, the book isn’t bad, but the premise makes it unsalvageable for me.
I’ve read other enemies to lovers stories that really worked where one MC was a bully when they were kids, sometimes because the MC was still closeted and used the bullying as a diversion tactic. The romance was believable notwithstanding the past conduct and the MC wrongdoer’s redemption seemed plausible. But none of those had the two MCs as best friends and in love, like Leo and Shayne were, before the bullying began. Basically this book is a lovers to enemies to lovers arc, and that really just doesn’t work.
The fallout from Shayne and Leo’s breakup and Shayne’s ensuing toxic behavior towards Leo was so pronounced that Leo switched schools, had to go through years of therapy and healing, and even present day, was about to move away just to avoid Shayne. Leo clearly is still not healed and Shayne’s insistent need to be redeemed now, all these years later, rang false. The deep damage Shayne did to Leo’s self-image and self-worth is not something Leo could realistically forget and I found it utterly implausible that Leo could suddenly accept it all and move on with the very person that harmed him so profoundly. If Shayne’s bullying/abuse had been physical, I think we all know how we’d feel about Shayne’s bid for forgiveness, Leo’s willingness to give him a second chance, and the reality of a healthy relationship between them, notwithstanding that the abuse happened in the past and Shayne is (purportedly) a “changed man”. You can’t put on rose-colored glasses and see it differently in my view just because the abuse was emotional.
Overall, the book isn’t bad, but the premise makes it unsalvageable for me.
August 8, 2020
Leo and Shayne were best friends and loves in high school, but Shayne was afraid to come out of the closet. Instead of standing by the man he loved, he bullied him and then left the school and Leo. 7 years later, Shayne is back and Leo has struggled with getting his life back on track over those 7 years. Shayne doesn't know the half of what Leo went through and when he confronts Leo to try to make amends, Leo shuts him down cold. He doesn't want to have anything to do with Shayne. So many people in his high school days hurt him and bullied him, but the biggest hurt came from Shayne, no matter how much Shayne claims he loved Leo.
As they begin to spend time together, Leo sees that Shayne is different. Shayne hasn't forgiven himself for what he did to Leo, especially after he hears from others how bad things were for him. Shayne wants to prove to Leo he's changed and just when he thinks he has, Shayne pulls away from him and he can't understand why. Leo finds out from Shayne's brother Kane, that their parents gave Shayne an ultimatum so they could get him to do what they wanted. Leo doesn't like that and decides to try to fix things himself. As he's leaving their home, Shayne shows up and asks Leo to give him a chance and to listen to what he has to say to his parents. They fight together to help Shayne earn his freedom once and for all from his parents.
Aiden Bates and Ali Lyda understand how to bring characters together and develop them in a way that is relatable to readers. You feel the emotions and love each character portrays as each character progresses through the events in the book. These two are a magical powerhouse and I can't wait to see what they come up with next.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
As they begin to spend time together, Leo sees that Shayne is different. Shayne hasn't forgiven himself for what he did to Leo, especially after he hears from others how bad things were for him. Shayne wants to prove to Leo he's changed and just when he thinks he has, Shayne pulls away from him and he can't understand why. Leo finds out from Shayne's brother Kane, that their parents gave Shayne an ultimatum so they could get him to do what they wanted. Leo doesn't like that and decides to try to fix things himself. As he's leaving their home, Shayne shows up and asks Leo to give him a chance and to listen to what he has to say to his parents. They fight together to help Shayne earn his freedom once and for all from his parents.
Aiden Bates and Ali Lyda understand how to bring characters together and develop them in a way that is relatable to readers. You feel the emotions and love each character portrays as each character progresses through the events in the book. These two are a magical powerhouse and I can't wait to see what they come up with next.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
November 3, 2020
**Audio Review**
I enjoyed this second-chance romance, but I wish there had been more depth to Shayne and Leo's love. In a story with so much emotion, from Shayne's awful parents to Leo's issues with his weight, I was hoping to see more push and pull at the start of their reconnection. Instead, I'm not completely sure why Leo gave Shayne another chance... it seems like maybe he just got worn down by Shayne's persistence? Whatever the case, I felt like something was missing at the start, and despite all of Shayne's claims that he changed, they never really had the difficult conversations needed to move past what happened. Speaking of missing conversations, I'm a little disappointed that I never got any closure on Leo's eating issues. Sure, his volunteer work with Riley and the other kids implies that he's started to move on, but I wish I knew for sure what was going on in his head. In contrast to Leo's storyline, Shayne went through such a significant journey in this book. I experienced every up and down of his interactions with his parents, and despite knowing how awful they were, I still wasn't expecting them to be quite so cruel all the way to the end.
I liked this narrator's style, but I admit that I was initially thrown off because the previous book is narrated by someone else. It normally wouldn't bother me at all, but Kane and Adrian made several appearances in this story, and it was weird to hear a totally different interpretation of their voices.
**I voluntarily listened to a free copy of this book. This review expresses my honest thoughts and opinions.
I enjoyed this second-chance romance, but I wish there had been more depth to Shayne and Leo's love. In a story with so much emotion, from Shayne's awful parents to Leo's issues with his weight, I was hoping to see more push and pull at the start of their reconnection. Instead, I'm not completely sure why Leo gave Shayne another chance... it seems like maybe he just got worn down by Shayne's persistence? Whatever the case, I felt like something was missing at the start, and despite all of Shayne's claims that he changed, they never really had the difficult conversations needed to move past what happened. Speaking of missing conversations, I'm a little disappointed that I never got any closure on Leo's eating issues. Sure, his volunteer work with Riley and the other kids implies that he's started to move on, but I wish I knew for sure what was going on in his head. In contrast to Leo's storyline, Shayne went through such a significant journey in this book. I experienced every up and down of his interactions with his parents, and despite knowing how awful they were, I still wasn't expecting them to be quite so cruel all the way to the end.
I liked this narrator's style, but I admit that I was initially thrown off because the previous book is narrated by someone else. It normally wouldn't bother me at all, but Kane and Adrian made several appearances in this story, and it was weird to hear a totally different interpretation of their voices.
**I voluntarily listened to a free copy of this book. This review expresses my honest thoughts and opinions.
July 29, 2020
Leo loved Shayne with all his heart even though they had to be kept a secret. But when he humiliated him to the point he had to switch schools it was just unforgivable. Seven years later and Shayne is back in his life. What Shayne did to Leo absolutely destroyed his self confidence and he hasn’t really recovered. He knows it’s crazy to love the man that tore him apart but there’s just something about Shayne.
Shayne wants nothing more than to say he’s sorry to Leo for what he did. Now that he’s back in town he wants to see if there’s anything left of their friendship to salvage. He still loves Leo so much and regrets everyday how he hurt him. He doesn’t know how what he did effected Leo until he’s confronted by an angry Leo and finally is told the extent of the damage he caused. He feels even worse than before because the last thing he ever wanted was to hurt the man he loves most. His parents always bring out the worse in him and even though he can’t explain it he always holds out hope they’ll finally accept him for who he is.
Oh my this book had me crying something fierce. Leo’s struggle is one a lot of people face and you empathize with his struggle. The gut wrenching guilt that Shayne has over what he did just came through so powerfully it made it hard to breathe. This was so beautifully written and I’d have to say this is my favorite Caldwell brother book.
I voluntarily reviewed an advanced copy of this book.
Shayne wants nothing more than to say he’s sorry to Leo for what he did. Now that he’s back in town he wants to see if there’s anything left of their friendship to salvage. He still loves Leo so much and regrets everyday how he hurt him. He doesn’t know how what he did effected Leo until he’s confronted by an angry Leo and finally is told the extent of the damage he caused. He feels even worse than before because the last thing he ever wanted was to hurt the man he loves most. His parents always bring out the worse in him and even though he can’t explain it he always holds out hope they’ll finally accept him for who he is.
Oh my this book had me crying something fierce. Leo’s struggle is one a lot of people face and you empathize with his struggle. The gut wrenching guilt that Shayne has over what he did just came through so powerfully it made it hard to breathe. This was so beautifully written and I’d have to say this is my favorite Caldwell brother book.
I voluntarily reviewed an advanced copy of this book.
July 30, 2020
I always set date reminders whenever there’s books from Aiden Bates or Ali Lyda due to release because I just adore their ideas and characters. This book, though, had me a little nervous with the plot summary.
Let me start off by saying, I skipped a couple chapters at the start because I was just so uncomfortable by the hatred and pain between the two MCs. It’s 100% deserved. The backstory being Leo used to be the secret boyfriend to Shayne when they were in high school and Shayne’s fear of his family and friends finding out caused him to betray and humiliate Leo, which in turn causes Leo years of mental health issues.
The first few chapters are confrontations between Leo and Shayne years later with Shayne repentant and Leo finally getting to confront him with his rage and hurt. Sometimes I live for these stories, I love karma and seeing characters get their just desserts, it just tickles me pink. I think though, because the authors made Shayne such a sympathetic character, I just felt bad for him.
So I skipped ahead a little to them having dinner and Leo accepting Shaynes apology and them attempting to find middle ground and the rest of the book I enjoyed with smooth sailing. The Caldwell brothers were up to their usual mischief which was fun but this story was definitely an exploration of forgiveness and second chances.
We also got more scenes of Kairo, which I found VERY INTRIGUING.
Let me start off by saying, I skipped a couple chapters at the start because I was just so uncomfortable by the hatred and pain between the two MCs. It’s 100% deserved. The backstory being Leo used to be the secret boyfriend to Shayne when they were in high school and Shayne’s fear of his family and friends finding out caused him to betray and humiliate Leo, which in turn causes Leo years of mental health issues.
The first few chapters are confrontations between Leo and Shayne years later with Shayne repentant and Leo finally getting to confront him with his rage and hurt. Sometimes I live for these stories, I love karma and seeing characters get their just desserts, it just tickles me pink. I think though, because the authors made Shayne such a sympathetic character, I just felt bad for him.
So I skipped ahead a little to them having dinner and Leo accepting Shaynes apology and them attempting to find middle ground and the rest of the book I enjoyed with smooth sailing. The Caldwell brothers were up to their usual mischief which was fun but this story was definitely an exploration of forgiveness and second chances.
We also got more scenes of Kairo, which I found VERY INTRIGUING.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
July 30, 2020
I simply adore the Caldwell family, now don't get me wrong I love my own family but the Caldwells are the type that you kinda wish you had for yourself. This book centers around Shayne and Leo. The two had been supremely close in high school and adored each other, in fact with Shayne's cold and remote family Leo was the one person who made him feel like he was home but peer pressure and the fear of being ostracised led him to betray Leo in the most horrible way. I felt that Leo's issues with mental illness were well handled and as a depression sufferer myself I could empathise with so much of what he was feeling and my heart ached for him. Despite Shayne's terrible choice he has never stopped loving Leo and now that he is back in town can he ever get Leo to forgive him and even if he does, how can Leo trust again after all the issues he has had. I especially enjoyed how the Caldwells came together to support Leo but not at the price of pandering to him. They were all more than ready to make Shayne pay for what he had done if that is what Leo wanted but they could also see things from a more unbiased perspective which was a healthy way to deal with Leo I think. I loved the characters and the story had real heart and kept me enthralled the whole way through.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
July 30, 2020
Sometimes, you can go home again! Leo and Shayne had an intense relationship. But it was on the down low. They were each other's first love and Leo thought they were forever. Then Shayne dumped Leo in a dramatic way. Shayne literally broke Leo. He broke his sense of self, his identity, his self-esteem. Leo transferred schools.7 years later, Shayne returned and Leo decided it was time for him to leave Lakeshore. He only told his brother Adrian, the youngest. During that time, Shayne grew up. He understood what he did. He understood the possible consequences. He understood the harm he caused. When he got to Kane's house, Adrian was leaving and asked Shayne not to insert himself into Leo's life because he doesn't want to see Leo spiral again. At that moment, Shayne realized the destructive shift he caused in Leo's life. Kane and Shayne has steamer trunk size baggage from when they were growing up. Shayne never felt good enough. Did it affect his relationship with Leo? Will Leo let him in? Can Shayne redeem himself in Leo's eyes? Will Adrian help or warn? Excellent story! The Caldwells are an amazing family. Everyone should have one. Well done! I received an ARC from Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
July 29, 2020
This book is so well written you can feel the emotions pouring off the pages, my heart repeatedly broke for Leo and you could feel the depth of regret churning through Shayne as he realizes how much his past actions affected and still effect Leo. The bond developed as teenage best friends and their secret relationship as first loves was so genuine and powerful that it allows them the opportunity to reconnect as they struggle through past hurts as old feelings resurface. The process of forgiveness and healing for both Leo and Shayne was well thought out and took place slowly and had a few ups and downs but eventually they end up with an amazingly sweet HEA. You will also find some laughs, open talk about anxiety, depression, bullying, and therapy, helping others, one huge supportive family - including a fierce mama, loyalty, breath stealing moments, passionate sexy times, and a love worthy of a second chance.
The last chapter is a glimpse into the next book that revolves around Kairo.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
The last chapter is a glimpse into the next book that revolves around Kairo.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
August 16, 2020
The premise of this book reminds me somewhat of Shameless by Kelly Fox and if you enjoyed that book, I think you will enjoy this one. In both, one of the main characters bullied and devastated the other main character and the author's job in the book is to make the reader believe they can reconnect, the victim can forgive the bully and they can become a romantic couple. I enjoy reading this trope, because I enjoy seeing if an author can convince me the bully has actually reformed enough to make the couple realistic and I am a very hard sell. This book managed to convince me. I was incredibly sceptical at first, as Leo's pain just blasts off the page and it is obvious what a really nasty piece of work Shayne was when they were first a "secret" item. The angst here is real and this is not a light read but in the long run, a very satisfying one. If these two guys were real, I might advise Leo to think long and hard about his decisions, but in a second chance romance, the author met my requirements of buying these two together at the end.
February 3, 2021
Leo is the brother who had issues growing up. He was overweight, bullied, and betrayed by the boy he loved. Shayne is that boy, now a man, who is so ashamed about what he did, and only wants to try to repair the damage.
When their paths cross because Kane is Shayne’s brother, at first Leo wants to move away to prevent himself falling apart. But Shayne shows him how genuinely sorry he is, and that he’s never stopped loving him.
They start over, and their love for each other is still strong. An incident with his parents shows Leo what he has to contend with, but when they face Shayne’s family together, they stand strong.
I like this story the best in this series, where Leo comes through a terrible time as a teen, Shayne has to deal with his own shameful behaviour, and both men grow stronger.
I didn’t like how quickly Shayne got stuck again with his parent’s newest demand, he wasn’t very mature, and made another mess. But, he quickly realized and fixed it well, once and for all.
KU
When their paths cross because Kane is Shayne’s brother, at first Leo wants to move away to prevent himself falling apart. But Shayne shows him how genuinely sorry he is, and that he’s never stopped loving him.
They start over, and their love for each other is still strong. An incident with his parents shows Leo what he has to contend with, but when they face Shayne’s family together, they stand strong.
I like this story the best in this series, where Leo comes through a terrible time as a teen, Shayne has to deal with his own shameful behaviour, and both men grow stronger.
I didn’t like how quickly Shayne got stuck again with his parent’s newest demand, he wasn’t very mature, and made another mess. But, he quickly realized and fixed it well, once and for all.
KU
April 12, 2021
Here we go:
Plot: 2 stars -- this didn't really work for me. I'm not a fan of books where someone was wronged in the past (truly wronged), which led to serious emotional (and physical) struggles, and they decide to let that person into their life again. I'm fine with forgiveness (which is necessary for mental and emotional health, after all), but 'falling in love' with that person? Yeah, that (to me) is just too unbelievable (or should be). There were aspects which were okay, but I basically didn't like it.
Main Characters: 2 stars -- on their own, I actually liked both Leo and Shayne decently. Leo did bother me a bit because I felt like he wasn't really healed; and Shayne, whose issues actually seemed more realistic to me, needed to move on and find someone other than Leo.
Smut Level: unsure -- I actually skimmed most of this, so I can't comment on this aspect.
Romance: 1 star -- ugh. Just ugh.
Setting/World: 2 stars -- I liked the Caldwells, but I'm not sure I find them overly realistic.
Overall: 2 stars.
Plot: 2 stars -- this didn't really work for me. I'm not a fan of books where someone was wronged in the past (truly wronged), which led to serious emotional (and physical) struggles, and they decide to let that person into their life again. I'm fine with forgiveness (which is necessary for mental and emotional health, after all), but 'falling in love' with that person? Yeah, that (to me) is just too unbelievable (or should be). There were aspects which were okay, but I basically didn't like it.
Main Characters: 2 stars -- on their own, I actually liked both Leo and Shayne decently. Leo did bother me a bit because I felt like he wasn't really healed; and Shayne, whose issues actually seemed more realistic to me, needed to move on and find someone other than Leo.
Smut Level: unsure -- I actually skimmed most of this, so I can't comment on this aspect.
Romance: 1 star -- ugh. Just ugh.
Setting/World: 2 stars -- I liked the Caldwells, but I'm not sure I find them overly realistic.
Overall: 2 stars.
August 6, 2020
Love Me Again...5 STARS!!!
Ok...what can I say...I absolutely love this book...the series is wonderful. I'm loving the Caldwell brothers stories and Leo's is very special. His is a second chance romance with his childhood friend Shayne...who happens to be the brother of Adrian's boyfriend Kane. Shayne was Leo's first love and he really hurt him back when they were in high school. Shayne regrets his actions (nasty/evil bully) and wants to make it up to Leo. Leo was so traumatized I didn't think he would ever forgive Shayne. Well like his brothers stated Leo doesn't hold grudges and he wants to forgive but he declares he wont forget. After a heart to heart, the guys have a new beginning to their friendship and work on nurturing that love they always felt for each other. Of course there got to be some kind of conflict that will throw them off of their romance train but both end up willing to take a chance on each other and weather through that horrible storm called "Shayne's parents" . Shayne put on his big boy pants and did the right thing...claimed his man... the ultimate point in the entire book... I was cheering him on...it was great. These guys went through so much and i was OVERJOYED that they ended up together. Now we can move on to another brother...Kairo...I can't wait!
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
Ok...what can I say...I absolutely love this book...the series is wonderful. I'm loving the Caldwell brothers stories and Leo's is very special. His is a second chance romance with his childhood friend Shayne...who happens to be the brother of Adrian's boyfriend Kane. Shayne was Leo's first love and he really hurt him back when they were in high school. Shayne regrets his actions (nasty/evil bully) and wants to make it up to Leo. Leo was so traumatized I didn't think he would ever forgive Shayne. Well like his brothers stated Leo doesn't hold grudges and he wants to forgive but he declares he wont forget. After a heart to heart, the guys have a new beginning to their friendship and work on nurturing that love they always felt for each other. Of course there got to be some kind of conflict that will throw them off of their romance train but both end up willing to take a chance on each other and weather through that horrible storm called "Shayne's parents" . Shayne put on his big boy pants and did the right thing...claimed his man... the ultimate point in the entire book... I was cheering him on...it was great. These guys went through so much and i was OVERJOYED that they ended up together. Now we can move on to another brother...Kairo...I can't wait!
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
January 21, 2022
Love Me Again can be read as standalone although Leo and Shayne's story'd started since book 4 but don't worry if you want to dive straight into this book. You won't miss out much.
I like the first half of the story. I felt for Leo. Shayne's betrayal was really bad. Leo's feeling and emotion was very well described. I really wished he'd overcome his past and find his peace.
However, the story fell me in the second half. I love the story when one MC wronged the other and sought redemption. However, I didn't find Shayne worth Leo's forgiveness. He obviously hadn't changed from when he was young as he still treated Leo very badly when the pressure was too much. The incident leading to their drama was another thing I found weird. I think Shayne's family drama was OTP and border on silliness. The fact that Shayne just lost it then at his father's bargain didn't make sense to me. It was all drama for the sake of drama.
I like the first half of the story. I felt for Leo. Shayne's betrayal was really bad. Leo's feeling and emotion was very well described. I really wished he'd overcome his past and find his peace.
However, the story fell me in the second half. I love the story when one MC wronged the other and sought redemption. However, I didn't find Shayne worth Leo's forgiveness. He obviously hadn't changed from when he was young as he still treated Leo very badly when the pressure was too much. The incident leading to their drama was another thing I found weird. I think Shayne's family drama was OTP and border on silliness. The fact that Shayne just lost it then at his father's bargain didn't make sense to me. It was all drama for the sake of drama.
July 28, 2020
Mediocre
Couldn't get into it.
Leo, our MC, had been hurt by his teenage boyfriend, Shayne, who betrayed him in high school. Back then Shayne had sort his own acceptance with his peers by exposing Leo to ridicule and scorn due to Leo being overweight and unpopular. Leo had plummeted into depression, had to change schools, and ended up with major confidence issues.
7 years forward and Leo is still sensitive to his issues but is now a fit, good looking man. Re enter Shayne who has been gone for 7 years chasing his dreams. In one breath Leo thinks he has to move cities to get away from Shayne, wants nothing to do with him and will never forget what was done to him, and then in the next he is seeking Shayne out, discussing said issues, and striking up some sort of friendship. Got to chapter 9 and was sick of the revolving door of emotions. Didn't finish it.
Couldn't get into it.
Leo, our MC, had been hurt by his teenage boyfriend, Shayne, who betrayed him in high school. Back then Shayne had sort his own acceptance with his peers by exposing Leo to ridicule and scorn due to Leo being overweight and unpopular. Leo had plummeted into depression, had to change schools, and ended up with major confidence issues.
7 years forward and Leo is still sensitive to his issues but is now a fit, good looking man. Re enter Shayne who has been gone for 7 years chasing his dreams. In one breath Leo thinks he has to move cities to get away from Shayne, wants nothing to do with him and will never forget what was done to him, and then in the next he is seeking Shayne out, discussing said issues, and striking up some sort of friendship. Got to chapter 9 and was sick of the revolving door of emotions. Didn't finish it.
August 1, 2020
In this well written instalment of the Caldwell Brothers series Leo and Shayne get their story told and what a story it is. From secret boyfriends in high school, to betrayal to eventually a second chance at love.
There is lots of feels as Leo recalls the past bullying which lead to his depression, anxiety and therapy. All of which a written in a sensitive manner.
Shayne carries his shame from his teen behaviour and desperately wants to fix things with Leo.
Both characters are very likeable and tugged at my heart strings and their chemistry hadn’t diminished over the intervening years. Be prepared for some passionate heat filled moments as they work on their new dynamic.
A wonderful read with lots of feels, some humour, a touch of angst and a large family that does what it can to help one of their own.
There is lots of feels as Leo recalls the past bullying which lead to his depression, anxiety and therapy. All of which a written in a sensitive manner.
Shayne carries his shame from his teen behaviour and desperately wants to fix things with Leo.
Both characters are very likeable and tugged at my heart strings and their chemistry hadn’t diminished over the intervening years. Be prepared for some passionate heat filled moments as they work on their new dynamic.
A wonderful read with lots of feels, some humour, a touch of angst and a large family that does what it can to help one of their own.
August 1, 2020
Second chance for a repentant heart. Shayne and Leo have a toxic past where Shanye bullied Leo and really had a negative impact on his sense of self and worth. I think that Shayne really did feel sorry for the pain he caused, but I couldn't see forging a new relationship based upon their history. Forgiveness yes, love no. Leo is also i think really in need of some time with a counselor to help him deal with the pain of his past with Shanye.
Shayne and Leo did not work for me. The author did a good job of giving us good solid character development and a good story-line. I could not find a positive connection.
This is book five of the Caldwell Brothers and can be read as a stand-alone story.
I was gifted this book from the author and I freely give my honest opinion and review.
Shayne and Leo did not work for me. The author did a good job of giving us good solid character development and a good story-line. I could not find a positive connection.
This is book five of the Caldwell Brothers and can be read as a stand-alone story.
I was gifted this book from the author and I freely give my honest opinion and review.
August 8, 2020
This is a interesting second-chance MM romance with a well-written, captivating plot with some heart-wrenching moments. The characters (Shayne) & (Leo) are well-developed & likable with realistic emotional feelings although I was not too impressed with the way Shayne’s parents treated him & his brother. There is good support from the secondary characters.
There is: a secret relationship, Leo’s caring brothers (Adrian & Kairo), Shayne’s caring brother (Kane), family issues, drama, some humor, betrayal, bullying, prejudices, secrets, deceit, betrayal, humiliation, heartache, anxiety, memories, self-esteem issues, confrontations, disdain, trust issues, regrets, attempted apologies, rejection, frustration, determination, compromises, manipulative parents, misunderstandings, blackmail, decisions, love, some steam & a happy conclusion for this couple with a interesting ending.
There is: a secret relationship, Leo’s caring brothers (Adrian & Kairo), Shayne’s caring brother (Kane), family issues, drama, some humor, betrayal, bullying, prejudices, secrets, deceit, betrayal, humiliation, heartache, anxiety, memories, self-esteem issues, confrontations, disdain, trust issues, regrets, attempted apologies, rejection, frustration, determination, compromises, manipulative parents, misunderstandings, blackmail, decisions, love, some steam & a happy conclusion for this couple with a interesting ending.
August 16, 2020
They used to be best friends but as luck would have it, Shayne hurt Leo really really badly when they were in high school. It was so bad that Leo requested to be transferred to another school and even underwent therapy. He used to be big but because of what happened to him in high school, he has made it his mission to stay on top of his health always. He will never forget what happened.
Shayne will always regret what he did to Leo when they were in high school. He never knew the extent of the hurt he gave until they saw each other again. He has never loved any other man also.
A story of family who will aways have your back, no matter what! A story of second chances. The Caldwell brothers are so beautiful, physically and in their hearts! I love them all! I can’t wait for the next one!
Shayne will always regret what he did to Leo when they were in high school. He never knew the extent of the hurt he gave until they saw each other again. He has never loved any other man also.
A story of family who will aways have your back, no matter what! A story of second chances. The Caldwell brothers are so beautiful, physically and in their hearts! I love them all! I can’t wait for the next one!
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